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    <title>[Deviant Nation] AmberRose's Journal</title>
    <itunes:subtitle>We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. </itunes:subtitle>
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    <itunes:summary>We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. We are striving to combine community, subculture, artistic expression and erotica all at once.</itunes:summary>
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      <title>I got mail :)</title>
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      <itunes:summary>From DN! &lt;br&gt;
I was super excted, so my husband snapped off some photos of me in my DN t-shirt in our bedroom.&lt;br&gt;
Wee!&lt;br&gt;
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Hope ya'll like them :)&lt;br&gt;
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xoxo</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[From DN! 

I was super excted, so my husband snapped off some photos of me in my DN t-shirt in our bedroom.

Wee!



Hope ya'll like them :)















xoxo]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[From DN! <br>
I was super excted, so my husband snapped off some photos of me in my DN t-shirt in our bedroom.<br>
Wee!<br>
<br>
Hope ya'll like them :)<br>
<br>
<img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/tshirt_3_web_dn.jpg" img><br>
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xoxo]]></content:encoded>
      <dc:creator>AmberRose</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 05 Nov 2007 16:07:40 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>The week of flakes</title>
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      <itunes:summary>And not the delicious frosted kind.&lt;br&gt;
I've been bailed on/ flaked on/left in the dust this week 10 fold. So i've resigned myself to my house to do some painting. Couldn't go out for Halloween because the hubs and I were screwed out of money this week. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
On a better note, a dear friend of mine (who I happened to have raised back in the trailer park) is staying with my husband and I for a few weeks. It's nice to have some female interaction, especially with a familiar female. I stave for some girly talk. It's pretty lonely in Scranton. Far away from absolutley everything. I have to lure old friends here with spare rooms, cable tv, and jack daniels. I'm like the most femme dirty old man ever.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Off to the Jalopyrama this weekend in Maryland :)&lt;br&gt;
It'll be nice to get out for a while.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
xoxo
&lt;br&gt;
I leave you with this. Another shot from my last set with Vince.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[And not the delicious frosted kind.

I've been bailed on/ flaked on/left in the dust this week 10 fold. So i've resigned myself to my house to do some painting. Couldn't go out for Halloween because the hubs and I were screwed out of money this week. 



On a better note, a dear friend of mine (who I happened to have raised back in the trailer park) is staying with my husband and I for a few weeks. It's nice to have some female interaction, especially with a familiar female. I stave for some girly talk. It's pretty lonely in Scranton. Far away from absolutley everything. I have to lure old friends here with spare rooms, cable tv, and jack daniels. I'm like the most femme dirty old man ever.



Off to the Jalopyrama this weekend in Maryland :)

It'll be nice to get out for a while.



xoxo


I leave you with this. Another shot from my last set with Vince.






]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[And not the delicious frosted kind.<br>
I've been bailed on/ flaked on/left in the dust this week 10 fold. So i've resigned myself to my house to do some painting. Couldn't go out for Halloween because the hubs and I were screwed out of money this week. <br>
<br>
On a better note, a dear friend of mine (who I happened to have raised back in the trailer park) is staying with my husband and I for a few weeks. It's nice to have some female interaction, especially with a familiar female. I stave for some girly talk. It's pretty lonely in Scranton. Far away from absolutley everything. I have to lure old friends here with spare rooms, cable tv, and jack daniels. I'm like the most femme dirty old man ever.<br>
<br>
Off to the Jalopyrama this weekend in Maryland :)<br>
It'll be nice to get out for a while.<br>
<br>
xoxo
<br>
I leave you with this. Another shot from my last set with Vince.<br>
<br>
<img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/pinkwhip_3web_dn.jpg" img><br>
<br>]]></content:encoded>
      <dc:creator>AmberRose</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 01 Nov 2007 16:04:00 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Just Monday</title>
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      <itunes:summary>Cleaning up the house after neglecting it all of last week. Trying to get myself comfortably moved into my husband's. Listing some of my vintage clothes on ebay. Doing dishes. Really nothing interesting at all.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Performing this week at The Delancey in Manhattan, so if any of you are in NY, come on by :) No cover to get in and the World Famous BoB and Dirty Martini will also be performing. I'm gonna be in an awesome blonde sandwich! :)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I miss my buddies in Australia. Gonna go draw a little and relax the rest of the night. Make a load of 'to do' lists.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I'll leave you with this:&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
http://youmakemetouchyourhandsforstupidreasons.ytmnd.com/ &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Make sure your volume is up ;)</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Cleaning up the house after neglecting it all of last week. Trying to get myself comfortably moved into my husband's. Listing some of my vintage clothes on ebay. Doing dishes. Really nothing interesting at all.



Performing this week at The Delancey in Manhattan, so if any of you are in NY, come on by :) No cover to get in and the World Famous BoB and Dirty Martini will also be performing. I'm gonna be in an awesome blonde sandwich! :)



I miss my buddies in Australia. Gonna go draw a little and relax the rest of the night. Make a load of 'to do' lists.



I'll leave you with this:



http://youmakemetouchyourhandsforstupidreasons.ytmnd.com/ 



Make sure your volume is up ;)]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[Cleaning up the house after neglecting it all of last week. Trying to get myself comfortably moved into my husband's. Listing some of my vintage clothes on ebay. Doing dishes. Really nothing interesting at all.<br>
<br>
Performing this week at The Delancey in Manhattan, so if any of you are in NY, come on by :) No cover to get in and the World Famous BoB and Dirty Martini will also be performing. I'm gonna be in an awesome blonde sandwich! :)<br>
<br>
I miss my buddies in Australia. Gonna go draw a little and relax the rest of the night. Make a load of 'to do' lists.<br>
<br>
I'll leave you with this:<br>
<br>
http://youmakemetouchyourhandsforstupidreasons.ytmnd.com/ <br>
<br>
Make sure your volume is up ;)]]></content:encoded>
      <dc:creator>AmberRose</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 22 Oct 2007 20:27:23 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Just a fall day</title>
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      <itunes:summary>The housing inspectors have been fining my husband and I for 2 weeks without telling us-- apparently the garbage from our disgusting neighbors lawn had been blowing into ours while we were away. No dice.
So we've been doing lots o' lawn work to make our yard look so good that they can't possibly be on our cases about anything else, ever. They hate us. The neighborhood kids pulled down the pirate flag, they threw rocks through the window of our ford shoebox out back, and eggs on our vintage trailer- now the town says our home is a "blight on the community". We're pretty pissed!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
So after the yard is in tip top condition we're painting our garage to look like a pirate ship- they want an eyesore? They'll get an eyesore!  Raaah!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
My husband, being the smartass he is, trimmed the hedges so short they look like leaf-less twigs sticking out of the ground; they can't say we didn't trim the hedges!!!!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
So after I tended to the lawn we went to the post office. Then I ate a HUGE caramel apple.
Now we're gonna prep for the Hot Rod Fallout in CT tomorrow. If you're there, pop on by! We'll be vending!&lt;br&gt;
Weee!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
And here's a shot from my shoot last week with my buddy Vince.&lt;br&gt;
Enjoy!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
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&lt;br&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[The housing inspectors have been fining my husband and I for 2 weeks without telling us-- apparently the garbage from our disgusting neighbors lawn had been blowing into ours while we were away. No dice.
So we've been doing lots o' lawn work to make our yard look so good that they can't possibly be on our cases about anything else, ever. They hate us. The neighborhood kids pulled down the pirate flag, they threw rocks through the window of our ford shoebox out back, and eggs on our vintage trailer- now the town says our home is a "blight on the community". We're pretty pissed!



So after the yard is in tip top condition we're painting our garage to look like a pirate ship- they want an eyesore? They'll get an eyesore!  Raaah!



My husband, being the smartass he is, trimmed the hedges so short they look like leaf-less twigs sticking out of the ground; they can't say we didn't trim the hedges!!!!



So after I tended to the lawn we went to the post office. Then I ate a HUGE caramel apple.
Now we're gonna prep for the Hot Rod Fallout in CT tomorrow. If you're there, pop on by! We'll be vending!

Weee!



And here's a shot from my shoot last week with my buddy Vince.

Enjoy!









:)]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[The housing inspectors have been fining my husband and I for 2 weeks without telling us-- apparently the garbage from our disgusting neighbors lawn had been blowing into ours while we were away. No dice.
So we've been doing lots o' lawn work to make our yard look so good that they can't possibly be on our cases about anything else, ever. They hate us. The neighborhood kids pulled down the pirate flag, they threw rocks through the window of our ford shoebox out back, and eggs on our vintage trailer- now the town says our home is a "blight on the community". We're pretty pissed!<br>
<br>
So after the yard is in tip top condition we're painting our garage to look like a pirate ship- they want an eyesore? They'll get an eyesore!  Raaah!<br>
<br>
My husband, being the smartass he is, trimmed the hedges so short they look like leaf-less twigs sticking out of the ground; they can't say we didn't trim the hedges!!!!<br>
<br>
So after I tended to the lawn we went to the post office. Then I ate a HUGE caramel apple.
Now we're gonna prep for the Hot Rod Fallout in CT tomorrow. If you're there, pop on by! We'll be vending!<br>
Weee!<br>
<br>
And here's a shot from my shoot last week with my buddy Vince.<br>
Enjoy!<br>
<br>
<img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/Pinkwhip_1_web_dn.jpg" img><br>
<br>
<br>
:)]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Fri, 19 Oct 2007 20:00:12 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Back from a huge adventure!</title>
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      <itunes:summary>Wow, I don't even know where to start.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
1- I'm so happy my set went up! Big high five to LP for rocking! Hope ya'll like it! &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
2- Australia was by far the bext experience of my life. There's nothing quite like performing for sold out crowds every show. And seriously, the audience there was like fucking fuel- the kind that make you remember why you sacrafice everything to be on that stage. Fucking GREAT. I'll post videos as I recieve them!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
3- So on the last night of the tour I was in the dressing room right after the last act went on. I was cleaning up and I had noticed that there was an amazing bouquet of flowers just sitting on the counter the whole evening. Finally a fellow performer said "Amber those flowers have had your name on them all night!". I was stoked because I've NEVER recieved flowers from anyone in my life. ever. When I read the card I was totally blown away because they were from a guy named Blake I had just started dating back in NY before I left for australia that I REALLY, really liked. He had flowers sent all the way to Melbourne, for my birthday. &lt;br&gt;
So I partied all night with the cast and crew of the tour (who are seriously my favorite people in the world) and had the time of my life. We danced and boozed all night (like every other night of the tour) and just had a ball. I'm so grateful for the expertience  I don't even have words for it. There ain't nothin' finer than good drugs and bad women ;)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
So I got on the plane after that last amazing night there and when I arrived back in NY Blake was at the airport with my best friends waiting for me with a case of redbull- a bunch of packs of my favorite cigarettes, and a lovely little vintage purse full of my favorite candy. That afternoon he took me to coney island (with my best girls) and asked me to marry him....&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
So on September 25th 2007 in a historic courthouse on the mississippi river in New Orleans- Blake Carr and I got married in cowboy boots and Coney Island T-shirts &lt;3&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
So now I'm Mrs. Amber Marie Carr. Word!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
We celebrated our marriage by going on a 4 day road trip- 20 stated in 4 days! WOAH!&lt;br&gt;
So now i'm finally back on the east coast, being a wife, getting my life back in order, and just straight chillin!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Here's some wedding photos! and some other photos from my stay in New Orleans! Special thanks to my bud Cameron Grubbs- the photographer  who took these and witnessed our shotgun wedding :) Wee!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Here's us in Jackson Square!&lt;br&gt;
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&lt;br&gt;
We stayed at a lovely little hotel in the French Quarter which was super awesome to shoot in! Here's some newies! And I got a new haircut!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/redrope_1_smaller_dn.jpg" img&gt; &lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/good_smaller_dn.jpg" img&gt; &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
And here's a shot we took at our favorite restaurant down there- Coops! They were cool enough to let us take photos in there. So we're gonna send them a print :) Best fried chicken and jambalaya ever- hands down.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/coops_1_dn.jpg" img&gt; &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
And that's the way the cookie crumbles! Hope everyone is doing fantastic in Deviant land!!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
xoxoxoxo!</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Wow, I don't even know where to start.



1- I'm so happy my set went up! Big high five to LP for rocking! Hope ya'll like it! 



2- Australia was by far the bext experience of my life. There's nothing quite like performing for sold out crowds every show. And seriously, the audience there was like fucking fuel- the kind that make you remember why you sacrafice everything to be on that stage. Fucking GREAT. I'll post videos as I recieve them!



3- So on the last night of the tour I was in the dressing room right after the last act went on. I was cleaning up and I had noticed that there was an amazing bouquet of flowers just sitting on the counter the whole evening. Finally a fellow performer said "Amber those flowers have had your name on them all night!". I was stoked because I've NEVER recieved flowers from anyone in my life. ever. When I read the card I was totally blown away because they were from a guy named Blake I had just started dating back in NY before I left for australia that I REALLY, really liked. He had flowers sent all the way to Melbourne, for my birthday. 

So I partied all night with the cast and crew of the tour (who are seriously my favorite people in the world) and had the time of my life. We danced and boozed all night (like every other night of the tour) and just had a ball. I'm so grateful for the expertience  I don't even have words for it. There ain't nothin' finer than good drugs and bad women ;)



So I got on the plane after that last amazing night there and when I arrived back in NY Blake was at the airport with my best friends waiting for me with a case of redbull- a bunch of packs of my favorite cigarettes, and a lovely little vintage purse full of my favorite candy. That afternoon he took me to coney island (with my best girls) and asked me to marry him....





So on September 25th 2007 in a historic courthouse on the mississippi river in New Orleans- Blake Carr and I got married in cowboy boots and Coney Island T-shirts 

 





We stayed at a lovely little hotel in the French Quarter which was super awesome to shoot in! Here's some newies! And I got a new haircut!

 

 



And here's a shot we took at our favorite restaurant down there- Coops! They were cool enough to let us take photos in there. So we're gonna send them a print :) Best fried chicken and jambalaya ever- hands down.

 



And that's the way the cookie crumbles! Hope everyone is doing fantastic in Deviant land!!



xoxoxoxo!]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[Wow, I don't even know where to start.<br>
<br>
1- I'm so happy my set went up! Big high five to LP for rocking! Hope ya'll like it! <br>
<br>
2- Australia was by far the bext experience of my life. There's nothing quite like performing for sold out crowds every show. And seriously, the audience there was like fucking fuel- the kind that make you remember why you sacrafice everything to be on that stage. Fucking GREAT. I'll post videos as I recieve them!<br>
<br>
3- So on the last night of the tour I was in the dressing room right after the last act went on. I was cleaning up and I had noticed that there was an amazing bouquet of flowers just sitting on the counter the whole evening. Finally a fellow performer said "Amber those flowers have had your name on them all night!". I was stoked because I've NEVER recieved flowers from anyone in my life. ever. When I read the card I was totally blown away because they were from a guy named Blake I had just started dating back in NY before I left for australia that I REALLY, really liked. He had flowers sent all the way to Melbourne, for my birthday. <br>
So I partied all night with the cast and crew of the tour (who are seriously my favorite people in the world) and had the time of my life. We danced and boozed all night (like every other night of the tour) and just had a ball. I'm so grateful for the expertience  I don't even have words for it. There ain't nothin' finer than good drugs and bad women ;)<br>
<br>
So I got on the plane after that last amazing night there and when I arrived back in NY Blake was at the airport with my best friends waiting for me with a case of redbull- a bunch of packs of my favorite cigarettes, and a lovely little vintage purse full of my favorite candy. That afternoon he took me to coney island (with my best girls) and asked me to marry him....<br>
<br>
<br>
So on September 25th 2007 in a historic courthouse on the mississippi river in New Orleans- Blake Carr and I got married in cowboy boots and Coney Island T-shirts <3<br>
<br>
So now I'm Mrs. Amber Marie Carr. Word!<br>
<br>
We celebrated our marriage by going on a 4 day road trip- 20 stated in 4 days! WOAH!<br>
So now i'm finally back on the east coast, being a wife, getting my life back in order, and just straight chillin!<br>
<br>
Here's some wedding photos! and some other photos from my stay in New Orleans! Special thanks to my bud Cameron Grubbs- the photographer  who took these and witnessed our shotgun wedding :) Wee!<br>
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Here's us in Jackson Square!<br>
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We stayed at a lovely little hotel in the French Quarter which was super awesome to shoot in! Here's some newies! And I got a new haircut!<br>
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And here's a shot we took at our favorite restaurant down there- Coops! They were cool enough to let us take photos in there. So we're gonna send them a print :) Best fried chicken and jambalaya ever- hands down.<br>
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And that's the way the cookie crumbles! Hope everyone is doing fantastic in Deviant land!!<br>
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xoxoxoxo!]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 11 Oct 2007 21:10:41 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>I'm in Australia!</title>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;Dancing my little butt off for Sugartime Burlesque's 2007 tour of &amp;quot;Good Drugs, Bad Women&amp;quot; so I haven't had too much internet access.&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Quick update!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I'm having a BLAST here in AU, the first nights show was completley sold out! It was awesome to finally meet Angie Pontani and to perform on the same stage as her! I swear it, the woman is larger than life! (and yet, pint sized in person) All of the performers on the tour are fabulous and fantastic and the variety is almost too hot to handle. We all went out dancing and drinking after the first show. Miss Emma, who is the most decadent, adorable and amazing little person I know was queen of the dance floor. Grown men were on their knees having dance-offs with her. I can't get over how fantastic all of the people i've met are. I got to meet Kelly Doll too- and she came out with us (for those who don't know, she's a professional swing dancer) and she was incredible.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;We all had a &amp;quot;morning after&amp;quot; BBQ&amp;nbsp;oz style on the beach. Angie and I ran out into the ocean, mind you it's the end of winter here in Australia. Theres a silly video of that mess, will post soon. I spent the whole day grilling amazing food and drinking absinthe- and i even got to eat kangaroo for the first time. I loved it! But then again, i just love all meat.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;So today i'm going to kick back and relax a bit. We have a big long bus trip to melbourne the morning of my birthday- which i'm hoping will be pure debauchery.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Will post photos soon! I'm loving this country!!!! I'm seriously considering moving here- there's so much to consider!!!!&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Dancing my little butt off for Sugartime Burlesque's 2007 tour of &quot;Good Drugs, Bad Women&quot; so I haven't had too much internet access.
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Quick update!
I'm having a BLAST here in AU, the first nights show was completley sold out! It was awesome to finally meet Angie Pontani and to perform on the same stage as her! I swear it, the woman is larger than life! (and yet, pint sized in person) All of the performers on the tour are fabulous and fantastic and the variety is almost too hot to handle. We all went out dancing and drinking after the first show. Miss Emma, who is the most decadent, adorable and amazing little person I know was queen of the dance floor. Grown men were on their knees having dance-offs with her. I can't get over how fantastic all of the people i've met are. I got to meet Kelly Doll too- and she came out with us (for those who don't know, she's a professional swing dancer) and she was incredible.&nbsp;
&nbsp;
We all had a &quot;morning after&quot; BBQ&nbsp;oz style on the beach. Angie and I ran out into the ocean, mind you it's the end of winter here in Australia. Theres a silly video of that mess, will post soon. I spent the whole day grilling amazing food and drinking absinthe- and i even got to eat kangaroo for the first time. I loved it! But then again, i just love all meat.
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So today i'm going to kick back and relax a bit. We have a big long bus trip to melbourne the morning of my birthday- which i'm hoping will be pure debauchery.
Will post photos soon! I'm loving this country!!!! I'm seriously considering moving here- there's so much to consider!!!!]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Dancing my little butt off for Sugartime Burlesque's 2007 tour of &quot;Good Drugs, Bad Women&quot; so I haven't had too much internet access.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Quick update!</p>
<p>I'm having a BLAST here in AU, the first nights show was completley sold out! It was awesome to finally meet Angie Pontani and to perform on the same stage as her! I swear it, the woman is larger than life! (and yet, pint sized in person) All of the performers on the tour are fabulous and fantastic and the variety is almost too hot to handle. We all went out dancing and drinking after the first show. Miss Emma, who is the most decadent, adorable and amazing little person I know was queen of the dance floor. Grown men were on their knees having dance-offs with her. I can't get over how fantastic all of the people i've met are. I got to meet Kelly Doll too- and she came out with us (for those who don't know, she's a professional swing dancer) and she was incredible.&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>We all had a &quot;morning after&quot; BBQ&nbsp;oz style on the beach. Angie and I ran out into the ocean, mind you it's the end of winter here in Australia. Theres a silly video of that mess, will post soon. I spent the whole day grilling amazing food and drinking absinthe- and i even got to eat kangaroo for the first time. I loved it! But then again, i just love all meat.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>So today i'm going to kick back and relax a bit. We have a big long bus trip to melbourne the morning of my birthday- which i'm hoping will be pure debauchery.</p>
<p>Will post photos soon! I'm loving this country!!!! I'm seriously considering moving here- there's so much to consider!!!!</p>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 10 Sep 2007 02:45:16 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>What a week!</title>
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      <itunes:summary>Apologies for taking so long to update! I had one hell of a week.&lt;br&gt;
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As of last friday, I'm the proud owner of a brand new 4 bedroom loft in Brooklyn :) Same neighborhood!&lt;br&gt;
Classes also started this week, so i've been a busy bumble bee. For those who don't know, I'm  a painting major at pratt institute. So I've been getting  my art on :) word!&lt;br&gt;
This is my senior year, so i'm working on  my thesis on top of juggling my travels and modeling. It was harder a few years ago when I was new to it all. I think i've got the hang of it at this point. It's still pretty difficult  though. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I've been juicing up my new apartment with my best girls. They indulged me  and allowed me to build a tiki bar in the living room. I spent 4 days painting  and installing shelving, painting tiki heads and putting lights in. Unfortunatley I'll have to finnish it when I get back from Australia.&lt;br&gt;
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I leave for Australia in 5 days with Angie Pontani to headline the Sugartime Burlesque tour. This will be my first time ever in AU. Wish me luck!!!!! I'm so excited! (and nervous)&lt;br&gt;
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I miss picnic and apnea, and porsylin too :(&lt;br&gt;
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So the boyfriend that dumped me recently walked into the deli the other day when I was getting a sandwich. I felt my heart stop a little. Made  me  wanna die. When I was moving  out of our place this week I found a shopping bag filled with tied off, cummy, used  condoms. I hope whoever he was fucking while I was in Texas is awesome- because if she's not i'm  gonna punch him  in the balls and punch her in the twat. Just a little piece of my mind ;)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Got a long day ahead of me at the Salty Dog  Gathering! Take Care deviants!&lt;br&gt;
xoxo!</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Apologies for taking so long to update! I had one hell of a week.



As of last friday, I'm the proud owner of a brand new 4 bedroom loft in Brooklyn :) Same neighborhood!

Classes also started this week, so i've been a busy bumble bee. For those who don't know, I'm  a painting major at pratt institute. So I've been getting  my art on :) word!

This is my senior year, so i'm working on  my thesis on top of juggling my travels and modeling. It was harder a few years ago when I was new to it all. I think i've got the hang of it at this point. It's still pretty difficult  though. 



I've been juicing up my new apartment with my best girls. They indulged me  and allowed me to build a tiki bar in the living room. I spent 4 days painting  and installing shelving, painting tiki heads and putting lights in. Unfortunatley I'll have to finnish it when I get back from Australia.



I leave for Australia in 5 days with Angie Pontani to headline the Sugartime Burlesque tour. This will be my first time ever in AU. Wish me luck!!!!! I'm so excited! (and nervous)



I miss picnic and apnea, and porsylin too :(



So the boyfriend that dumped me recently walked into the deli the other day when I was getting a sandwich. I felt my heart stop a little. Made  me  wanna die. When I was moving  out of our place this week I found a shopping bag filled with tied off, cummy, used  condoms. I hope whoever he was fucking while I was in Texas is awesome- because if she's not i'm  gonna punch him  in the balls and punch her in the twat. Just a little piece of my mind ;)



Got a long day ahead of me at the Salty Dog  Gathering! Take Care deviants!

xoxo!]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[Apologies for taking so long to update! I had one hell of a week.<br>
<br>
As of last friday, I'm the proud owner of a brand new 4 bedroom loft in Brooklyn :) Same neighborhood!<br>
Classes also started this week, so i've been a busy bumble bee. For those who don't know, I'm  a painting major at pratt institute. So I've been getting  my art on :) word!<br>
This is my senior year, so i'm working on  my thesis on top of juggling my travels and modeling. It was harder a few years ago when I was new to it all. I think i've got the hang of it at this point. It's still pretty difficult  though. <br>
<br>
I've been juicing up my new apartment with my best girls. They indulged me  and allowed me to build a tiki bar in the living room. I spent 4 days painting  and installing shelving, painting tiki heads and putting lights in. Unfortunatley I'll have to finnish it when I get back from Australia.<br>
<br>
I leave for Australia in 5 days with Angie Pontani to headline the Sugartime Burlesque tour. This will be my first time ever in AU. Wish me luck!!!!! I'm so excited! (and nervous)<br>
<br>
I miss picnic and apnea, and porsylin too :(<br>
<br>
So the boyfriend that dumped me recently walked into the deli the other day when I was getting a sandwich. I felt my heart stop a little. Made  me  wanna die. When I was moving  out of our place this week I found a shopping bag filled with tied off, cummy, used  condoms. I hope whoever he was fucking while I was in Texas is awesome- because if she's not i'm  gonna punch him  in the balls and punch her in the twat. Just a little piece of my mind ;)<br>
<br>
Got a long day ahead of me at the Salty Dog  Gathering! Take Care deviants!<br>
xoxo!]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Sat, 01 Sep 2007 04:10:54 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>My night with Insuh Yoon</title>
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      <itunes:summary>He's one of my very dearest friends and also one  of my favorite photographers to work with. We spent the night down by the river shooting for Shiela Frank's new clothing line. I wanted something vaudeville and nautical all at the same time. And this is what i've edited so far :)&lt;br&gt;
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wee!!!</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[He's one of my very dearest friends and also one  of my favorite photographers to work with. We spent the night down by the river shooting for Shiela Frank's new clothing line. I wanted something vaudeville and nautical all at the same time. And this is what i've edited so far :)



 







 



 



 







 



 



wee!!!]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[He's one of my very dearest friends and also one  of my favorite photographers to work with. We spent the night down by the river shooting for Shiela Frank's new clothing line. I wanted something vaudeville and nautical all at the same time. And this is what i've edited so far :)<br>
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wee!!!]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Fri, 24 Aug 2007 08:11:00 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>a pretty rough week.</title>
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      <itunes:summary>Seriously, this week has been super rough. I lost a few hundred dollars because I had 3 gigs completley flake on me, and the burlesque performance never happened. It's looking grim in Amber Land!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
On a lighter note I sign the lease to my new apartment tomorrow, and I get to assist a photoshoot with my girl crush! Lets see if that falls through too. :( &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
The Rumblers is this saturday- I wait all summer for it! I'll be the girl in high heels stumbling around drunk. Ya'll oughta come!!!! &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
And if you're in the NYC/ orange county NY area  and you have a classic car, stop on by! And even if you don't have a car, stop on by!!!!&lt;br&gt;
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I'm gonna go be a bum and play my guitar for the rest of the evening.&lt;br&gt;
Goodnight!!!!!! :)</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Seriously, this week has been super rough. I lost a few hundred dollars because I had 3 gigs completley flake on me, and the burlesque performance never happened. It's looking grim in Amber Land!



On a lighter note I sign the lease to my new apartment tomorrow, and I get to assist a photoshoot with my girl crush! Lets see if that falls through too. :( 



The Rumblers is this saturday- I wait all summer for it! I'll be the girl in high heels stumbling around drunk. Ya'll oughta come!!!! 



And if you're in the NYC/ orange county NY area  and you have a classic car, stop on by! And even if you don't have a car, stop on by!!!!





I'm gonna go be a bum and play my guitar for the rest of the evening.

Goodnight!!!!!! :)]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[Seriously, this week has been super rough. I lost a few hundred dollars because I had 3 gigs completley flake on me, and the burlesque performance never happened. It's looking grim in Amber Land!<br>
<br>
On a lighter note I sign the lease to my new apartment tomorrow, and I get to assist a photoshoot with my girl crush! Lets see if that falls through too. :( <br>
<br>
The Rumblers is this saturday- I wait all summer for it! I'll be the girl in high heels stumbling around drunk. Ya'll oughta come!!!! <br>
<br>
And if you're in the NYC/ orange county NY area  and you have a classic car, stop on by! And even if you don't have a car, stop on by!!!!<br>
<img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/salty_dog.jpg" img><br>
<br>
I'm gonna go be a bum and play my guitar for the rest of the evening.<br>
Goodnight!!!!!! :)]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Fri, 24 Aug 2007 03:20:28 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>What a night...No- what a WEEK!</title>
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      <itunes:summary>I hauled my little white ass all the way from Coney Island last night into Manhattan to perform for my friends birthday. I braved the subway with my $1,000 feather fans and a couple thousand dollars worth of costumery. I  got there, and every other friend that was supposed to perform for him last night flaked out, and the venue was completley empty.&lt;br&gt;
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Now, I was only a little upset that I didnt perform- I was more upset that all of his friends just dumped  him on his birthday. For a friend, I don't mind hauling ass, but shit, I didn't even want to leave the house last night. How do friends just do that to one another? Needless to say I didn't dance, but i felt so bad for my friend. I know how that feels.&lt;br&gt;
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I even had buddies come all the way out from long island for this show, and were let down. It was just a mess. So we all got fucked up and went to 7A  for a midnight snack. I immediatley fell asleep when I got home and woke up to a Michael Jackson documentary- which made everything that happened last night okay, haha!!!&lt;br&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[I hauled my little white ass all the way from Coney Island last night into Manhattan to perform for my friends birthday. I braved the subway with my $1,000 feather fans and a couple thousand dollars worth of costumery. I  got there, and every other friend that was supposed to perform for him last night flaked out, and the venue was completley empty.



Now, I was only a little upset that I didnt perform- I was more upset that all of his friends just dumped  him on his birthday. For a friend, I don't mind hauling ass, but shit, I didn't even want to leave the house last night. How do friends just do that to one another? Needless to say I didn't dance, but i felt so bad for my friend. I know how that feels.



I even had buddies come all the way out from long island for this show, and were let down. It was just a mess. So we all got fucked up and went to 7A  for a midnight snack. I immediatley fell asleep when I got home and woke up to a Michael Jackson documentary- which made everything that happened last night okay, haha!!!





No photos today :(]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I hauled my little white ass all the way from Coney Island last night into Manhattan to perform for my friends birthday. I braved the subway with my $1,000 feather fans and a couple thousand dollars worth of costumery. I  got there, and every other friend that was supposed to perform for him last night flaked out, and the venue was completley empty.<br>
<br>
Now, I was only a little upset that I didnt perform- I was more upset that all of his friends just dumped  him on his birthday. For a friend, I don't mind hauling ass, but shit, I didn't even want to leave the house last night. How do friends just do that to one another? Needless to say I didn't dance, but i felt so bad for my friend. I know how that feels.<br>
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I even had buddies come all the way out from long island for this show, and were let down. It was just a mess. So we all got fucked up and went to 7A  for a midnight snack. I immediatley fell asleep when I got home and woke up to a Michael Jackson documentary- which made everything that happened last night okay, haha!!!<br>
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No photos today :(]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 23 Aug 2007 16:52:30 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>I'll be performing tonight--</title>
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      <itunes:summary>At The Delancey.  So if any of you guys are in NYC I hit the stage at 1am. Come out and share a drink :)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Will post photos tomorrow;)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
xoxo</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[At The Delancey.  So if any of you guys are in NYC I hit the stage at 1am. Come out and share a drink :)



Will post photos tomorrow;)



xoxo]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[At The Delancey.  So if any of you guys are in NYC I hit the stage at 1am. Come out and share a drink :)<br>
<br>
Will post photos tomorrow;)<br>
<br>
xoxo]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 22 Aug 2007 22:39:09 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>My weekend upstate</title>
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      <itunes:summary>I woke up this morning to a can of redbull and a pack of cigarettes. Breakfast of champions!!!!&lt;br&gt;
I had, had, had to get away this weekend after a very long and exhausting week. I decided to go upstate with a photographer of mine and shoot some new looks for www.mybabyjo.com. I had  a blast! I got to hang out with some old friends, and make new ones! I even got to hang out with my grandpa and my cousins and my mom. It was awesome :) &lt;br&gt;
Vince (my photographer) brought along this adorable little french girl named Margerie (who i promptly renamed "frenchy") and my buddies Jim and Tim (haha! like South Park!) and I went to John's house to shoot on his hot rods :)
&lt;br&gt;
Here's some photos of the day :)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
This is our family portrait!!!!&lt;br&gt;
That's frenchy, John, Me, Timmy and the love of my like Jim on the bottom :) &lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/familyportrait.jpg" img&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
My Baby Jo's logo tee &lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/logo_tee_web_smaller.jpg" img&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
My favorite outfit of the day!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/outfitcombo_1.jpg" img&gt; &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Look ma! No tattoos! (by request of the website) &lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/blackdress_1_web_smaller.jpg" img&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
A nice simple one :) &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/Black_top_combo.jpg" img&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
And that's what I got so far :)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Photoshoot tonight, tommorow and the next day!&lt;br&gt;
Gotta go get ready :)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[I woke up this morning to a can of redbull and a pack of cigarettes. Breakfast of champions!!!!

I had, had, had to get away this weekend after a very long and exhausting week. I decided to go upstate with a photographer of mine and shoot some new looks for www.mybabyjo.com. I had  a blast! I got to hang out with some old friends, and make new ones! I even got to hang out with my grandpa and my cousins and my mom. It was awesome :) 

Vince (my photographer) brought along this adorable little french girl named Margerie (who i promptly renamed "frenchy") and my buddies Jim and Tim (haha! like South Park!) and I went to John's house to shoot on his hot rods :)


Here's some photos of the day :)



This is our family portrait!!!!

That's frenchy, John, Me, Timmy and the love of my like Jim on the bottom :) 





My Baby Jo's logo tee 





My favorite outfit of the day!

 



Look ma! No tattoos! (by request of the website) 





A nice simple one :) 









And that's what I got so far :)



Photoshoot tonight, tommorow and the next day!

Gotta go get ready :)



xoxo]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I woke up this morning to a can of redbull and a pack of cigarettes. Breakfast of champions!!!!<br>
I had, had, had to get away this weekend after a very long and exhausting week. I decided to go upstate with a photographer of mine and shoot some new looks for www.mybabyjo.com. I had  a blast! I got to hang out with some old friends, and make new ones! I even got to hang out with my grandpa and my cousins and my mom. It was awesome :) <br>
Vince (my photographer) brought along this adorable little french girl named Margerie (who i promptly renamed "frenchy") and my buddies Jim and Tim (haha! like South Park!) and I went to John's house to shoot on his hot rods :)
<br>
Here's some photos of the day :)<br>
<br>
This is our family portrait!!!!<br>
That's frenchy, John, Me, Timmy and the love of my like Jim on the bottom :) <br>
<img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/familyportrait.jpg" img><br>
<br>
My Baby Jo's logo tee <br>
<img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/logo_tee_web_smaller.jpg" img><br>
<br>
My favorite outfit of the day!<br>
<img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/outfitcombo_1.jpg" img> <br>
<br>
Look ma! No tattoos! (by request of the website) <br>
<img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/blackdress_1_web_smaller.jpg" img><br>
<br>
A nice simple one :) <br>
<br>
<img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e22/ambervu13/Black_top_combo.jpg" img><br>
<br>
<br>
And that's what I got so far :)<br>
<br>
Photoshoot tonight, tommorow and the next day!<br>
Gotta go get ready :)<br>
<br>
xoxo]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 20 Aug 2007 18:11:10 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Oh my goodness</title>
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      <itunes:summary>My final thought of the day:

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      <description><![CDATA[My final thought of the day:

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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[My final thought of the day:

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      <pubDate>Sat, 18 Aug 2007 01:12:45 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Movin' on up!</title>
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      <itunes:summary>Keep your fingers crossed for me-- Me and my two best girls have been handcuffed to a fax machine the past 2 days finnishing the paperwork for our new 4 bedroom loft! Everything is falling into place quite  nicely :)&lt;br&gt;
I smell the nerdiest slumber  party in  Brooklyn.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I spent the night with my boyfriend (Jack Daniels) and my darlin' Steve Von Riepen. I was super stressed so he took me out for drinks. I don't remember much else, except that I sobered up about 4 hours ago.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
There were a few things that  I wanted to do this evening- but the sky is  looking rather stormy and it's been thundering quite a bit.I think i'll have a night in tonight.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
These past few days i've really enjoyed being alone- I don't get to sit back by myself very often, and I must say it feels pretty damn good. Crystal clear :)
&lt;br&gt;
One that note: Watch this idiot!!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[Keep your fingers crossed for me-- Me and my two best girls have been handcuffed to a fax machine the past 2 days finnishing the paperwork for our new 4 bedroom loft! Everything is falling into place quite  nicely :)

I smell the nerdiest slumber  party in  Brooklyn.



I spent the night with my boyfriend (Jack Daniels) and my darlin' Steve Von Riepen. I was super stressed so he took me out for drinks. I don't remember much else, except that I sobered up about 4 hours ago.



There were a few things that  I wanted to do this evening- but the sky is  looking rather stormy and it's been thundering quite a bit.I think i'll have a night in tonight.



These past few days i've really enjoyed being alone- I don't get to sit back by myself very often, and I must say it feels pretty damn good. Crystal clear :)


One that note: Watch this idiot!!



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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[Keep your fingers crossed for me-- Me and my two best girls have been handcuffed to a fax machine the past 2 days finnishing the paperwork for our new 4 bedroom loft! Everything is falling into place quite  nicely :)<br>
I smell the nerdiest slumber  party in  Brooklyn.<br>
<br>
I spent the night with my boyfriend (Jack Daniels) and my darlin' Steve Von Riepen. I was super stressed so he took me out for drinks. I don't remember much else, except that I sobered up about 4 hours ago.<br>
<br>
There were a few things that  I wanted to do this evening- but the sky is  looking rather stormy and it's been thundering quite a bit.I think i'll have a night in tonight.<br>
<br>
These past few days i've really enjoyed being alone- I don't get to sit back by myself very often, and I must say it feels pretty damn good. Crystal clear :)
<br>
One that note: Watch this idiot!!<br>
<br>
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      <pubDate>Fri, 17 Aug 2007 21:42:57 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Getting Excited!</title>
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      <itunes:summary>Well from  the looks of my Banner, LP has given my first set to DN. Dear goodness, the suspense is killing me... I haven't even seen the set myself! Ahh!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I might have found a new apartment, thats awesome :) A dear friend of mine (and a fellow pin-up) called me today and asked if I still needed a place to live- because her and her sister need a roommate! The apartment would still be in the same neighborhood (good ol'' Brooklyn) and I'm going to check it out tomorrow. Wish me luck!!!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I miss Apnea. Apparently she's rocking out in her sheet-fort. I wanna be there :(&lt;br&gt;
My best friend is in Canada so I don't even know what to do with myself. I've been watching Southpark all evening. I smoked not one, but two whole packs of cigarettes today. Stressed? I guess so?&lt;br&gt;
I stopped off at my old apartment and left a note for my ex, picked up a few pairs of shoes, and  ate at my favorite restaurant. I love my neighborhood, and I'm going to miss that apartment.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I guess i'm going to go watch Southpark again :)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
weeeeeee!&lt;br&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[Well from  the looks of my Banner, LP has given my first set to DN. Dear goodness, the suspense is killing me... I haven't even seen the set myself! Ahh!



I might have found a new apartment, thats awesome :) A dear friend of mine (and a fellow pin-up) called me today and asked if I still needed a place to live- because her and her sister need a roommate! The apartment would still be in the same neighborhood (good ol'' Brooklyn) and I'm going to check it out tomorrow. Wish me luck!!!



I miss Apnea. Apparently she's rocking out in her sheet-fort. I wanna be there :(

My best friend is in Canada so I don't even know what to do with myself. I've been watching Southpark all evening. I smoked not one, but two whole packs of cigarettes today. Stressed? I guess so?

I stopped off at my old apartment and left a note for my ex, picked up a few pairs of shoes, and  ate at my favorite restaurant. I love my neighborhood, and I'm going to miss that apartment.



I guess i'm going to go watch Southpark again :)



weeeeeee!


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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[Well from  the looks of my Banner, LP has given my first set to DN. Dear goodness, the suspense is killing me... I haven't even seen the set myself! Ahh!<br>
<br>
I might have found a new apartment, thats awesome :) A dear friend of mine (and a fellow pin-up) called me today and asked if I still needed a place to live- because her and her sister need a roommate! The apartment would still be in the same neighborhood (good ol'' Brooklyn) and I'm going to check it out tomorrow. Wish me luck!!!<br>
<br>
I miss Apnea. Apparently she's rocking out in her sheet-fort. I wanna be there :(<br>
My best friend is in Canada so I don't even know what to do with myself. I've been watching Southpark all evening. I smoked not one, but two whole packs of cigarettes today. Stressed? I guess so?<br>
I stopped off at my old apartment and left a note for my ex, picked up a few pairs of shoes, and  ate at my favorite restaurant. I love my neighborhood, and I'm going to miss that apartment.<br>
<br>
I guess i'm going to go watch Southpark again :)<br>
<br>
weeeeeee!<br>
<br>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 16 Aug 2007 04:19:15 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Back in NYC</title>
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      <itunes:summary>Well, I'm back home now  and not quite sure what to  do with myself. Party's over!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
My dear friend Tim Kern has been kind enough to offer his couch to me while I find a new place to live. My boyfriend of 3 years (that I lived with) broke up with me while I was in Tex-ass. Via myspace none-the-less. My only wish is that he would have done it sooner, so I would have had enough time to find a new place to live before I left for tour again. I'm a little bit of what the french would call "screwed" right now.&lt;br&gt;
I have to move all of my stuff into my moms house in upstate NY on friday. He wants me out for good, and he's ignoring my phonecalls.&lt;br&gt;
On a lighter note i'm excited to see all of my friends! A buddy of mine just told me that Brian Setzer was going to be playing NY in November. I'm all over that.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Frantically searching through my luggage for a cd of images. Gotta buy a bigger suitcase if i'm going to be living out of it!!!!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Hope all is well in deviant land.&lt;br&gt;
:)&lt;br&gt;
xoxo&lt;br&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[Well, I'm back home now  and not quite sure what to  do with myself. Party's over!



My dear friend Tim Kern has been kind enough to offer his couch to me while I find a new place to live. My boyfriend of 3 years (that I lived with) broke up with me while I was in Tex-ass. Via myspace none-the-less. My only wish is that he would have done it sooner, so I would have had enough time to find a new place to live before I left for tour again. I'm a little bit of what the french would call "screwed" right now.

I have to move all of my stuff into my moms house in upstate NY on friday. He wants me out for good, and he's ignoring my phonecalls.

On a lighter note i'm excited to see all of my friends! A buddy of mine just told me that Brian Setzer was going to be playing NY in November. I'm all over that.



Frantically searching through my luggage for a cd of images. Gotta buy a bigger suitcase if i'm going to be living out of it!!!!



Hope all is well in deviant land.

:)

xoxo


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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[Well, I'm back home now  and not quite sure what to  do with myself. Party's over!<br>
<br>
My dear friend Tim Kern has been kind enough to offer his couch to me while I find a new place to live. My boyfriend of 3 years (that I lived with) broke up with me while I was in Tex-ass. Via myspace none-the-less. My only wish is that he would have done it sooner, so I would have had enough time to find a new place to live before I left for tour again. I'm a little bit of what the french would call "screwed" right now.<br>
I have to move all of my stuff into my moms house in upstate NY on friday. He wants me out for good, and he's ignoring my phonecalls.<br>
On a lighter note i'm excited to see all of my friends! A buddy of mine just told me that Brian Setzer was going to be playing NY in November. I'm all over that.<br>
<br>
Frantically searching through my luggage for a cd of images. Gotta buy a bigger suitcase if i'm going to be living out of it!!!!<br>
<br>
Hope all is well in deviant land.<br>
:)<br>
xoxo<br>
<br>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 15 Aug 2007 01:54:31 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Goodbye Florida</title>
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      <itunes:summary>I want to start off my saying how much I miss Apnea, Porcelain and LP.
There, I said it!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Last night was the going away party for the Fetish Convention. I indulged with my boyfriend (jack daniels) for the majority of the evening, and hung out with some fantastic people. I'm very grateful for the people i've met while on the road. I'm getting all misty!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I see my avitar has changed! A little preview from my "Sylvia Plath" set with LP ;) super excited!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I got suspended by Lew last night, and flogged by uncle Bo (he's not really my uncle). I felt like a little rag doll being pulled and pushed. Definatley a new experience.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I've noticed that more and more lately i've been approached for foot fetish work. I've always done it, but recently i've been doing is more often. Just a thought. I wonder what's getting into people?&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I  went to the pool last night after the party, and was completley turned off. I sat in a lawn chair and smoked a pack of cigarettes and watched people do what it is they do when their drunk at a place like Fetish-Con...&lt;br&gt;
I should have known that it was time to go when a man emerged from the pool holding a bottle of moonshine, wearing full latex and boots.&lt;br&gt;
There were people in bodypaint falling into the pool, women in high heels (not so bad &lt;3) and drunkards. Now just for the record, i'm totally turned off by public swimming pools- they are fucking gross. People are in and out all day. People that don't shower are in and out- children are in and out- old people are in an out. You never know what was in the goddamned pool. So this pool was making me gag. When a fat dude dressed like a woman puked behind me, I knew it was about that time, so i quickly got up and went back to my room.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
All of the fantastic people I met have checked out already, and I feel that lonliness again. I never know what to do when the party is over.&lt;br&gt;
Back to NYC now to start all over again. I'm a bit stressed and scared,  but eh, what can ya do?!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Going to check-out now. Bye bye :) &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Just to break any confusion, I've always lived in New York City- i'm just going back after a month away.&lt;br&gt;
The atarting over bit is because my boyfriend broke up with me-new start.&lt;br&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I want to start off my saying how much I miss Apnea, Porcelain and LP.
There, I said it!



Last night was the going away party for the Fetish Convention. I indulged with my boyfriend (jack daniels) for the majority of the evening, and hung out with some fantastic people. I'm very grateful for the people i've met while on the road. I'm getting all misty!



I see my avitar has changed! A little preview from my "Sylvia Plath" set with LP ;) super excited!



I got suspended by Lew last night, and flogged by uncle Bo (he's not really my uncle). I felt like a little rag doll being pulled and pushed. Definatley a new experience.



I've noticed that more and more lately i've been approached for foot fetish work. I've always done it, but recently i've been doing is more often. Just a thought. I wonder what's getting into people?



I  went to the pool last night after the party, and was completley turned off. I sat in a lawn chair and smoked a pack of cigarettes and watched people do what it is they do when their drunk at a place like Fetish-Con...

I should have known that it was time to go when a man emerged from the pool holding a bottle of moonshine, wearing full latex and boots.

There were people in bodypaint falling into the pool, women in high heels (not so bad <3) and drunkards. Now just for the record, i'm totally turned off by public swimming pools- they are fucking gross. People are in and out all day. People that don't shower are in and out- children are in and out- old people are in an out. You never know what was in the goddamned pool. So this pool was making me gag. When a fat dude dressed like a woman puked behind me, I knew it was about that time, so i quickly got up and went back to my room.



All of the fantastic people I met have checked out already, and I feel that lonliness again. I never know what to do when the party is over.

Back to NYC now to start all over again. I'm a bit stressed and scared,  but eh, what can ya do?!



Going to check-out now. Bye bye :) 





Just to break any confusion, I've always lived in New York City- i'm just going back after a month away.

The atarting over bit is because my boyfriend broke up with me-new start.
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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I want to start off my saying how much I miss Apnea, Porcelain and LP.
There, I said it!<br>
<br>
Last night was the going away party for the Fetish Convention. I indulged with my boyfriend (jack daniels) for the majority of the evening, and hung out with some fantastic people. I'm very grateful for the people i've met while on the road. I'm getting all misty!<br>
<br>
I see my avitar has changed! A little preview from my "Sylvia Plath" set with LP ;) super excited!<br>
<br>
I got suspended by Lew last night, and flogged by uncle Bo (he's not really my uncle). I felt like a little rag doll being pulled and pushed. Definatley a new experience.<br>
<br>
I've noticed that more and more lately i've been approached for foot fetish work. I've always done it, but recently i've been doing is more often. Just a thought. I wonder what's getting into people?<br>
<br>
I  went to the pool last night after the party, and was completley turned off. I sat in a lawn chair and smoked a pack of cigarettes and watched people do what it is they do when their drunk at a place like Fetish-Con...<br>
I should have known that it was time to go when a man emerged from the pool holding a bottle of moonshine, wearing full latex and boots.<br>
There were people in bodypaint falling into the pool, women in high heels (not so bad <3) and drunkards. Now just for the record, i'm totally turned off by public swimming pools- they are fucking gross. People are in and out all day. People that don't shower are in and out- children are in and out- old people are in an out. You never know what was in the goddamned pool. So this pool was making me gag. When a fat dude dressed like a woman puked behind me, I knew it was about that time, so i quickly got up and went back to my room.<br>
<br>
All of the fantastic people I met have checked out already, and I feel that lonliness again. I never know what to do when the party is over.<br>
Back to NYC now to start all over again. I'm a bit stressed and scared,  but eh, what can ya do?!<br>
<br>
Going to check-out now. Bye bye :) <br>
<br>
<br>
Just to break any confusion, I've always lived in New York City- i'm just going back after a month away.<br>
The atarting over bit is because my boyfriend broke up with me-new start.<br>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 13 Aug 2007 18:05:50 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Still hanging at Fetish Con</title>
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      <itunes:summary>So yesterday was fun for a while - I got to see a bunch of friends at their booths at the convention. My friend Bo was there selling his toys, and it was nice to see Darenzia again- she's seriously been so nice to me.  I only met her a small while ago while working on a project together, but she's  a real doll. Truly kind.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I got tied up by Lew Rubens which was the pinnacle of my day. He's absolutley incredible and it was soooo much fun. I'll have photos soon :) &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I ate the best Jamaican jerk chicken i've ever had in my life, and then I performed a burlesque demonstration for my buddy Summer. I get to tickle the crap out of her today! &lt;br&gt;
Now I'm just chilling in my room- it feels SO good to sleep. I don't wanna get out of bed!&lt;br&gt;
But alas, i'm hungry.&lt;br&gt;
word!&lt;br&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[So yesterday was fun for a while - I got to see a bunch of friends at their booths at the convention. My friend Bo was there selling his toys, and it was nice to see Darenzia again- she's seriously been so nice to me.  I only met her a small while ago while working on a project together, but she's  a real doll. Truly kind.



I got tied up by Lew Rubens which was the pinnacle of my day. He's absolutley incredible and it was soooo much fun. I'll have photos soon :) 



I ate the best Jamaican jerk chicken i've ever had in my life, and then I performed a burlesque demonstration for my buddy Summer. I get to tickle the crap out of her today! 

Now I'm just chilling in my room- it feels SO good to sleep. I don't wanna get out of bed!

But alas, i'm hungry.

word!


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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[So yesterday was fun for a while - I got to see a bunch of friends at their booths at the convention. My friend Bo was there selling his toys, and it was nice to see Darenzia again- she's seriously been so nice to me.  I only met her a small while ago while working on a project together, but she's  a real doll. Truly kind.<br>
<br>
I got tied up by Lew Rubens which was the pinnacle of my day. He's absolutley incredible and it was soooo much fun. I'll have photos soon :) <br>
<br>
I ate the best Jamaican jerk chicken i've ever had in my life, and then I performed a burlesque demonstration for my buddy Summer. I get to tickle the crap out of her today! <br>
Now I'm just chilling in my room- it feels SO good to sleep. I don't wanna get out of bed!<br>
But alas, i'm hungry.<br>
word!<br>
<br>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Sat, 11 Aug 2007 17:11:35 GMT</pubDate>
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      <itunes:summary>Hey everyone :) &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I left Houston TX yersterday afteroon for Tampa Florida for Fetish-con 2007. As much as it saddened me to leave LP, Apnea, and Porsylin, I am very excited to spend 5 days in a air conditioned hotel with room service  and television!&lt;br&gt;
Last night my buddy Paul of Merlinpix and I went out for steaks at Gallaghers. It was so nice to be  waited on, and the steak was absolutley phenominal. We ate so much we almost wanted to call a car back to the hotel, because we were BOTH falling asleep!!!&lt;br&gt;
When we got back to the hotel, I caught up on some MUCH needed rest. I slept for 14 hours! My sleep schedule, needless to say, is back to normal. No more sleeping from 10am-2pm and then working all night.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
This morning I ate a pretty gross buffalo chicken sandwich and then went to Kinkos to get my business cards :)
Then to cvs for some Mr Bubble.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Then I took that Mr. Bubble and had a phenominal bubble bath, with my best friend-- yes you guessed it, Mr. Jack Daniels. A gentleman even!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Looking forward to the meet and greet tonight. If any of you are around, look for me! Let's share a cigarette by the pool!!!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
xoxo&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Edit: 7:38 pm &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Painting my toenails- Paul is shooting Kumi Monster in the room- and she's wearing some fantastic latex. Waiting to eat, and go  to the meet and greet :)</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Hey everyone :) 



I left Houston TX yersterday afteroon for Tampa Florida for Fetish-con 2007. As much as it saddened me to leave LP, Apnea, and Porsylin, I am very excited to spend 5 days in a air conditioned hotel with room service  and television!

Last night my buddy Paul of Merlinpix and I went out for steaks at Gallaghers. It was so nice to be  waited on, and the steak was absolutley phenominal. We ate so much we almost wanted to call a car back to the hotel, because we were BOTH falling asleep!!!

When we got back to the hotel, I caught up on some MUCH needed rest. I slept for 14 hours! My sleep schedule, needless to say, is back to normal. No more sleeping from 10am-2pm and then working all night.



This morning I ate a pretty gross buffalo chicken sandwich and then went to Kinkos to get my business cards :)
Then to cvs for some Mr Bubble.



Then I took that Mr. Bubble and had a phenominal bubble bath, with my best friend-- yes you guessed it, Mr. Jack Daniels. A gentleman even!



Looking forward to the meet and greet tonight. If any of you are around, look for me! Let's share a cigarette by the pool!!!





xoxo





Edit: 7:38 pm 



Painting my toenails- Paul is shooting Kumi Monster in the room- and she's wearing some fantastic latex. Waiting to eat, and go  to the meet and greet :)]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[Hey everyone :) <br>
<br>
I left Houston TX yersterday afteroon for Tampa Florida for Fetish-con 2007. As much as it saddened me to leave LP, Apnea, and Porsylin, I am very excited to spend 5 days in a air conditioned hotel with room service  and television!<br>
Last night my buddy Paul of Merlinpix and I went out for steaks at Gallaghers. It was so nice to be  waited on, and the steak was absolutley phenominal. We ate so much we almost wanted to call a car back to the hotel, because we were BOTH falling asleep!!!<br>
When we got back to the hotel, I caught up on some MUCH needed rest. I slept for 14 hours! My sleep schedule, needless to say, is back to normal. No more sleeping from 10am-2pm and then working all night.<br>
<br>
This morning I ate a pretty gross buffalo chicken sandwich and then went to Kinkos to get my business cards :)
Then to cvs for some Mr Bubble.<br>
<br>
Then I took that Mr. Bubble and had a phenominal bubble bath, with my best friend-- yes you guessed it, Mr. Jack Daniels. A gentleman even!<br>
<br>
Looking forward to the meet and greet tonight. If any of you are around, look for me! Let's share a cigarette by the pool!!!<br>
<br>
<br>
xoxo<br>
<br>
<br>
Edit: 7:38 pm <br>
<br>
Painting my toenails- Paul is shooting Kumi Monster in the room- and she's wearing some fantastic latex. Waiting to eat, and go  to the meet and greet :)]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 09 Aug 2007 20:08:33 GMT</pubDate>
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      <itunes:summary>And I'm happy to be here :) &lt;br&gt;
I can't wait to get some sets up and get to know everyone.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Keep a look out for my new sets, shot by the marvelous Lithium Picnic&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
--------------------------------Edit- 7:51 pm---------------------------------&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
This is my last day in Texas and i'm feeling rather sentimental. Apnea was kind enough to let me sleep butt naked in her bed for the past 2 days. All  jokes aside, I'm gonna miss her and Uncle Picnic!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Porsylin is in the other room. Also naked. Our sleep patterns have been completley flipped around, which means we've got to get to shooting soon!&lt;br&gt;
I've been living on frozen pizzas and coffee. Is no good!&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Tomorrow I leave Houston (*heart breaks*) for FetishCon 2007 in Tampa. I'm super excited to spend some quality time with a dear friend of mine. But beside that, I plan on sleeping through the entire thing! I only booked one day of work, so i could catch up on my sleep and enjoy bubblebaths with Jack Daniels and room service. A girl's gotta treat herself every once in a while. I might peek my head out though, for a few minutes, so I can catch a glimpse of the sexy, latex clad mamasitas that'll be galavanting throughout the hotel. &lt;br&gt;
 &lt;br&gt;
After that, It's time to go back to NY, my home  and my favorite place on earth.  Unfortunatley I've landed myself in a housing pickle. Finding a new apartment will be a headache, i'm  sure. Otherwise I'm super excited to be reunited with my buddies.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Alright enough of this. Pizza time.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Edit: wednesday at 7:21 am&lt;br&gt;
Still no sleep. And this is what we've all come up  with.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[And I'm happy to be here :) 

I can't wait to get some sets up and get to know everyone.



Keep a look out for my new sets, shot by the marvelous Lithium Picnic



--------------------------------Edit- 7:51 pm---------------------------------





This is my last day in Texas and i'm feeling rather sentimental. Apnea was kind enough to let me sleep butt naked in her bed for the past 2 days. All  jokes aside, I'm gonna miss her and Uncle Picnic!



Porsylin is in the other room. Also naked. Our sleep patterns have been completley flipped around, which means we've got to get to shooting soon!

I've been living on frozen pizzas and coffee. Is no good!



Tomorrow I leave Houston (*heart breaks*) for FetishCon 2007 in Tampa. I'm super excited to spend some quality time with a dear friend of mine. But beside that, I plan on sleeping through the entire thing! I only booked one day of work, so i could catch up on my sleep and enjoy bubblebaths with Jack Daniels and room service. A girl's gotta treat herself every once in a while. I might peek my head out though, for a few minutes, so I can catch a glimpse of the sexy, latex clad mamasitas that'll be galavanting throughout the hotel. 

 

After that, It's time to go back to NY, my home  and my favorite place on earth.  Unfortunatley I've landed myself in a housing pickle. Finding a new apartment will be a headache, i'm  sure. Otherwise I'm super excited to be reunited with my buddies.



Alright enough of this. Pizza time.





Edit: wednesday at 7:21 am

Still no sleep. And this is what we've all come up  with.






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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[And I'm happy to be here :) <br>
I can't wait to get some sets up and get to know everyone.<br>
<br>
Keep a look out for my new sets, shot by the marvelous Lithium Picnic<br>
<br>
--------------------------------Edit- 7:51 pm---------------------------------<br>
<br>
<br>
This is my last day in Texas and i'm feeling rather sentimental. Apnea was kind enough to let me sleep butt naked in her bed for the past 2 days. All  jokes aside, I'm gonna miss her and Uncle Picnic!<br>
<br>
Porsylin is in the other room. Also naked. Our sleep patterns have been completley flipped around, which means we've got to get to shooting soon!<br>
I've been living on frozen pizzas and coffee. Is no good!<br>
<br>
Tomorrow I leave Houston (*heart breaks*) for FetishCon 2007 in Tampa. I'm super excited to spend some quality time with a dear friend of mine. But beside that, I plan on sleeping through the entire thing! I only booked one day of work, so i could catch up on my sleep and enjoy bubblebaths with Jack Daniels and room service. A girl's gotta treat herself every once in a while. I might peek my head out though, for a few minutes, so I can catch a glimpse of the sexy, latex clad mamasitas that'll be galavanting throughout the hotel. <br>
 <br>
After that, It's time to go back to NY, my home  and my favorite place on earth.  Unfortunatley I've landed myself in a housing pickle. Finding a new apartment will be a headache, i'm  sure. Otherwise I'm super excited to be reunited with my buddies.<br>
<br>
Alright enough of this. Pizza time.<br>
<br>
<br>
Edit: wednesday at 7:21 am<br>
Still no sleep. And this is what we've all come up  with.<br>
<br>
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