[Deviant Nation] Atrocity's Journal

Recession?

Atrocity — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 00:58:38 GMT

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Massive Kinky Sex

Atrocity — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 18:51:06 GMT

Unfortunately this journal entry has nothing to do with kinky sex.

In other news, I got stung by a fucking wasp a few minutes ago when I went to pick Klaudia up from school. I had no idea it was on me. I was holding Emma on my hip and it stung my shoulder that was by her face. I didn't even see it until it attacked my arm lol. Fortunately it only stung me (I didn't even provoke the bastard) and it just barely missed my tattoo. w00t

And here is a picture I took last night. It is very blurry because my digital camera is not that great.. but it is a photo.

♥ Massive love to all of you ♥
Atrøcity

p.s. I beat Fable 2 and am continuing my conquest on Dead Space.

Silver Shadows

Atrocity — Tue, 28 Oct 2008 19:13:40 GMT

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w00t

Atrocity — Mon, 27 Oct 2008 21:43:44 GMT

Well, I work on Sunday! The manager at Subway told me that she would put me on the schedule for morning shift whenever she could use me. So... over two weeks off of work and I get to go back for one day haha. It's all good, I get to stay home with my girls and make some extra cash in between now and then.

Although, I am worried. I threw my back out really fucking bad this past weekend. I must have moved the wrong way because I couldn't get out of bed on Saturday. It hurt so fucking bad and I couldn't stand up straight to save my life. I have had ongoing back problems since I was in middle school but shit... I hope they aren't getting worse! I'm starting to feel a little better but I can only do things a little at a time. I don't want to just lay around because I know that will make it worse but too much strain on my back makes me pretty useless (including walking around too long :( ). It just blows even more since I have no insurance so I will not be able to get it checked out :(. So I am crossing my fingers that I will heal up before Sunday.

Oh yeah and we're supposed to have snow showers in the morning.
I've never seen snow!
I am excited and terrified all at once.
The only snow clothes I have are hoodies.
w00t

♥ ♥ ♥
Atrøcity

Ewwww

Atrocity — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 00:01:47 GMT

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For real

Atrocity — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 18:12:06 GMT

Dear Bored DN Member Reading My Journal,

I keep procrastinating on cleaning.

I'm drinking an energy drink...

But I am afraid I've been wasting the energy on reading random stuff on here.
*smacks myself*
Bad Atrøcity.

I think I originally got on my PC to make a list in notepad of everything I wanted to accomplish today in prioritized order.
I should probably go do that now :D.

♥ Much Love ♥
Today's Procrastinator

This is only the beginning.

Atrocity — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 17:42:40 GMT

Well, here are some pictures. It is not done yet but I love it so far =). Sorry for the crappy pictures, my husband's phone takes better pictures than my digital camera lol. He tattooed me for 4 hours yayy! It was awesome. I really love how it looks so far and it will be a full sleeve when it's done. I can't wait to finish this part of the sleeve. It's been interesting trying to sleep at night. I sleep on my right side with my right arm under the pillow. Well I can't do that while it's healing lol. It's totally fucking worth it. Yay! I love my ink, I think I am going to ask MikoMarie to name the chick. I named one of her tattoos so now I can return the favor.

The party was interesting. Two of my co-workers are lesbians and the younger one kept kissing me on the cheek and got close to my lips a few times but... so many times I couldn't count. I hope there isn't any drama, she kept putting her arms around me and Erick a lot. I hope her girlfriend wasn't mad, I'm friends with both of them. Oh well, it was fun times. I had a great weekend =).

♥ ♥ ♥
Atrøcity

P.S. Dead Space is amazing.

Starkiller

Atrocity — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 17:47:05 GMT

Well, I go to the shop tomorrow to get some ink finally! I'm excited. Although, my husband will not be able to accompany me since he will be watching the girls. I wish I had someone to go with! I know I can "handle" it or whatever but it'd be nice to have some company.

Eesh.. I'm really fucking excited. He's starting my sleeve on my right arm, I am not sure how long it is going to take (I am assuming multiple sittings).

Well, I need to get going! I need to wake up my Emma and get her ready so we can walk Klaudia home from school =).

♥ ♥ ♥

Saturday

Atrocity — Tue, 14 Oct 2008 17:13:18 GMT

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Tattooing

Atrocity — Fri, 10 Oct 2008 22:43:38 GMT

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Ink & College

Atrocity — Wed, 08 Oct 2008 22:22:38 GMT

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Atrocity = One Dimensional

Atrocity — Thu, 25 Sep 2008 23:19:56 GMT

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Yes!

Atrocity — Sat, 20 Sep 2008 22:51:09 GMT

Erick starts a new job on Monday. I am going to work at Subway until one of our awesome ladies gets back from her medical leave. She had double knee replacement surgery!!! Anyways, I will work until 1pm (Erick has to be at work at 1:30) and when the awesome lady comes back to work, I will be on call for morning shifts if they need me. Since they already have a lot of people that can come in before 1pm and I do not want to cut into other peoples hours. So yayy I will have some cash I won't feel bad about spending on stupid shit like makeup :D. And hooray for Erick's job. He's going to be working at a metal foundry, making car parts.

Here is Klaudia's first school picture:

She is getting so big!!
And I totally stole this picture off of the lifetouch website. Bwahaha.

So to sum it all up, things are going good and my kids are getting too big!!

♥ ♥ ♥
Atrøcity

Subject?

Atrocity — Sun, 07 Sep 2008 21:36:16 GMT

Here's a picture from last week. It feels great having a mohawk again :D.

I wish I had something to say but things are not going so well for me and the family right now. I'm trying to stay positive but it gets harder to be positive each day. I'm not going to dish out the details, it will end up as some long ass rant, so I will spare you! I'm still working at Subway if any of you Indiana DNerz want me to make you a sandwich. Unfortunately I do not even get a discount so I cannot pass one onto you... but we do have 8 different $5 footlongs.

On another note, I saw Stitch's awesome set but it would not let me comment... so I shall comment now.

Stitch is a sexy fucking bitch as always. She is sexy all over and I love her bwahaha.

That is all.

♥ Atrøcity

p.s. Prendick is awesome and if I don't meet him soon I'm going to shit out unhappy rainbow diarrhea.

Party Time

Atrocity — Wed, 27 Aug 2008 00:35:21 GMT

First and foremost, I am not one to party.
It's usually a once a year occasion for me (on my birthday).
This year I didn't get plastered on my birthday.
So why not Saturday!?
Some co-workers invited me to a party.
I have to work at 11am the next day but fuck it ;D.
I'm thinking of shaving some of my hair off.
Not all of it, maybe a mohawk.
But I am getting nervous since it will be cold soon.
I have never seen snow...
Do I really need a partially bald head in snow?
Because if I shave my head now I'm definitely keeping the hawk again for a while.
Why do I have to be such an indecisive bitch?
Sheesh.
To shave or not to shave... that is the question..
Whether tis nobler in the mind... hahah.
God I'm such a dork.
And now I'm rambling.
I will spare you further nonsense.

I ♥ All You Bitches!
<- atrøcity ->

Random Video from Mayhem Fest

Atrocity — Sat, 23 Aug 2008 12:56:37 GMT

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Pictures with Stitch & Mayhem Fest

Atrocity — Fri, 15 Aug 2008 18:24:13 GMT

Stoked to meet Stitch!!!

In the car, bored so I take pictures!!

Metal?

YAY! I finally met the ub3r hott Stitch!

Booobz?

Dave, Mr. Bossman, takes a picture of us. I had no idea those goofy guys were watching o_O!

3AT M0R3 B00BZ

Stitch, making a brass knuckles stencil for the booth.

Stitch, Me and Mitch from Suicide Silence

When you hang out with Stitch, you get to meet rockstars.
Me, Corey Taylor (lead singer for Slipknot, but you knew that) and Erick!

Corey Taylor totally spit down Stitch's butt crack. (this is at the after party)

Corey Taylor trading shirts.

Me & Erick at the party.

There are more photos on my myspace, I don't want to upload too many on here.

I had a shit load of fun hanging out with Stitch all day. It was hilarious, me and Erick were waiting at the main gate for her. I made her a pillow and brought her a blanket. The security guard was like you can't bring that in here. I was like yeah... well my friend is on tour as a vendor and she told me to bring this for her. He was like, I don't care who it is I won't let it through. I was like ok... whatever. So when Stitch got there she brought us back there and he didn't say shit about the pillow or blanket hahahaha. IN YOUR FACE SHITTY LITTLE SECURITY GUARD MAN!

I stayed with Stitch behind her booth all day, helping out as much as I could and shit. She is fucking awesome to hang out with =). I didn't really watch any of the bands except for Slipknot, I wanted to chill with Stitch since I'm not sure when I'll get to see her again. I met some people from different bands on the tour but there were so many it'd be hard to piece together the names and band names. It was just a shit load of fun.

After the show was over we helped pack up and went to the after party. I took some random pics and got one with Corey Taylor hehe. Yayyy. It was fun. I kinda felt bad, because one of Stitch's friends was making fun of the lead of Disturbed (he was wearing some girly looking rhinestone shirt) and of course I jumped in on the making fun of him train. He totally noticed us all looking at him and laughing. Shortly after that he disappeared. Whoops!

Anyways, I hope everyone else who got to see the tour had as much fun as I did.

I love Stitch! Bwahaha, and she made me a huge wife beater (more like dress) to wear that says I love stitch hehe.

I'm done rambling.

♥ ♥ ♥

Me + Stitch

Atrocity — Wed, 13 Aug 2008 16:47:59 GMT

I get to fucking meet Stitch today!! I am so fucking stoked. I am about to leave here as soon as Emma wakes up from her nap. It's a 50 minute drive so it won't take too long. Me and Erick are going to see her at Mayhem Fest (SLIPKNOT) in Noblesville, IN! If any of you other loverly DN'rz can make it, I'd love to see you!! I hope you all have a kick ass evening/night.

xoxoxxxoxox
♥ ♥ ♥

It's alive.

Atrocity — Sat, 02 Aug 2008 00:43:56 GMT

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Since 03/10/2006

Atrocity — Mon, 28 Jul 2008 12:48:55 GMT

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SAKURA!

Atrocity — Fri, 25 Jul 2008 20:56:05 GMT

OMFG!
Yesterday was my birthday and Sakura debuted!
How fucking awesome is that?
She is beautiful and sooo awesome.
Totally an awesome birthday present from DN ;D!!

I start my new job as a "Subway Sandwich Artist" on Monday.
I'm excited, I worked there years ago.

Me and Erick are going out on a date Saturday night for my birthdayness.
I'm super excited.
We're getting Sushi and going exploring >:D!
I plan on climbing rooftops and finding randomness in Indiana.
My theme song for the night is going to be:
"Everybody Get Dangerous"--Weezer

I'm going to be a "spokesperson" for AXE.
An agency contacted me on Model Mayhem and asked me to do a promotional event.
It sounds way cooler than it is.
I get to go to Walmart and hand out samples lol.
But I said yes because it's $100/day for 2 days.
6 hours each day.
I am so down for that.

So whats new with all of you?

♥ Atrøcity

p.s. I just saw Stitch on National Geographic!!

Praising Prendick

Atrocity — Thu, 10 Jul 2008 19:13:13 GMT

How awesome is Prendick?
Super mega ultra lightning awesome!!
He is drawing every new DN Model this month...
And somehow he found time to do this!

[the awesome picture he left me as a comment yesterday]

THANK YOU PRENDICK!!!
You're the best ;)

Lovely Days

Atrocity — Wed, 09 Jul 2008 21:05:03 GMT

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Happy Face :D

Atrocity — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 20:45:17 GMT

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Litany Against Fear

Atrocity — Thu, 03 Jul 2008 02:55:41 GMT

Bene Gesserit Litany Against Fear

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

This is a quote from my favorite book, Dune. I wish it were shorter, so I could get it tattooed somewhere awesome. I just thought I would share it with you all =).

I am starting to read "The Legend of Drizzt Book I: Homeland" by R.A. Salvatore. I have heard many good things about this author. I am stoked!

I hope all is well with all of my fellow Deviants!

Much
♥
Atrøcity