[Deviant Nation] Bexish's Journal

My god I need more time.

Bexish — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 15:04:33 GMT

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Lick appropriate box?

Bexish — Wed, 02 Jan 2008 06:37:04 GMT

Ugh LIFE. omg. Let's not talk about that!

so.......

I made some tees with love heart shaped circuit boards on them :D

available at http://www.redbubble.com/people/bexish/clothing/522980-1-digital-love-green

and

available at http://www.redbubble.com/people/bexish/clothing/522973-1-digital-love-pink

Here are the larger views

I also made these ones:

here's something naughty I've been wanting on a tee since forever

You can buy it at http://www.redbubble.com/people/bexish/clothing/516601-1-lick-appropriate-box

and here's something else...

available at http://www.redbubble.com/people/bexish/clothing/516341-1-dripping-wet

yay. any other ideas for tshirts?

Still Alive!

Bexish — Fri, 16 Nov 2007 03:39:32 GMT

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trying-not-to-fall-asleep

Bexish — Sat, 22 Sep 2007 06:35:21 GMT

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My vagina smells like cupcakes today

Bexish — Thu, 20 Sep 2007 19:03:08 GMT

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Bexish — Sun, 16 Sep 2007 08:39:47 GMT

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I smell like cock

Bexish — Mon, 03 Sep 2007 17:55:36 GMT

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Bexish — Sun, 19 Aug 2007 10:44:23 GMT

Things are a changin. I have a boyfriend and a new haircut :D

Oh and I've lost 15kgs! fuck yeah.

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Bexish — Thu, 21 Jun 2007 16:11:43 GMT

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I want my soft lips over,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Bexish — Sun, 17 Jun 2007 16:48:38 GMT

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Bexish — Mon, 11 Jun 2007 11:41:55 GMT

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Melbourne, Nine Inch Nails & Work

Bexish — Thu, 17 May 2007 11:06:29 GMT

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Bexish — Mon, 07 May 2007 18:12:21 GMT

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Bexish — Fri, 04 May 2007 15:00:18 GMT

my friends don't believe that men can have naturally hairless chests. please prove me right do you know guys who don't have hair on their chests and didn't do something to remove it?

The great Australian bite

Bexish — Thu, 03 May 2007 17:31:04 GMT

I'm bored, procrastinating and I have a headache.
I don't know what compelled me to make this ugly thing :p
I'd make it more realistic if I could be bothered.

Show me your silly photo manips :)

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Bexish — Fri, 27 Apr 2007 22:13:34 GMT

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Bexish — Thu, 26 Apr 2007 14:23:57 GMT

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Bexish — Tue, 24 Apr 2007 08:13:14 GMT

Haven't been around much..... but here's a photo :)

Hope everyone is doing ok xxxx

nightmares

Bexish — Tue, 17 Apr 2007 06:11:33 GMT

I keep having these really weird nightmares where I don't have control over my legs. Usually they get stuck together and twisted in weird positions when I'm trying to do things like run away from something or push the brake peddle in my car. Last night I dreamt my legs were weak and i couldn't bend them.... very strange.

I hate those dreams!

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Bexish — Mon, 16 Apr 2007 09:50:11 GMT

Neurosurgeon said there's obviously something wrong with me but it's not a chiari malformation or anything else to do with the brain and said I should go see some doctor called Zilko who deals with fibromyalgia.

I don't think there is really any point in me going to see a Dr about fibromyalgia as there's nothing that can be done about it except management of the symptoms. I already get pain killers and muscle relaxants from my current Dr.

I've been spending a majority of my time in bed lately cos of the pain. Can't sit or stand or walk or do anything for even short periods of time without being in agony. Lying down still hurts heaps but not as much as other things.

I'm so worried about whether I'm going to be able to cope with or even enjoy the NIN concerts in May cos of my pain. I wonder if I can go in a wheelchair lol.

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Bexish — Fri, 13 Apr 2007 19:15:46 GMT

urgh I made an attempt to get drunk tonight and instead I just feel like throwing up.
i can't seem to be able to drink even a small amount these days without feeling sick i dunno why. it will still take me about 15 standard drinks to get tipsy and close to 30 to get drunk... but now i can't even get to 10 without feeling blergh. maybe my liver has shat itself from all the medication im on... but my liver function tests have come back normal.. who knows whats going on!

I got a letter back from my school in response to my complaint where I said the course content was out of date ( hello they're still talking about netscape as if it's a major browser still) , had spelling errors in it and some of the javascript code was wrong.

They some how took that as me saying "javascript is out of date" and their response to that was maybe I was using a browser that didnt support javascript, like firefox... ughhhh what the fuck?

these guys are even bigger morons than i thought!

ahhh well other than that ive had a good start to the weekend. and I'm happy cos my art group rasterized.org is making a comeback after we lost a shitload of data when our server was hacked at the begining of the year. the website has been down since then but we will be releasing a new chapter of work very soon! yay!

time for me to go pass out now :) hope all you deviants have a good weekend <3

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Bexish — Wed, 11 Apr 2007 18:04:26 GMT

oooo todays injection session was fucking weird. for the first time in like almost 6 months of treatment the parts he injected and their surroundings went numb. one part on my back on the surface is still kinda numb and it's been almost 12 hours since my injections.... how strange! I'm not complaining or anything cos it's awesome but the doctor couldn't explain why it happened now and not any of the other times. maybe i was just lucky today. i hope it happens next week too :)

In quite a lot of pain below the surface but its nice not being able to feel the bruises on the surfaces. my back is so swollen it feels like im lying on something hard but yeh at least the bruises don't hurt cos then it would be pretty hard to sleep :)

I accidentally let my drivers license expire 2 days ago so I gotta go sort that out tomorrow and hope I don't get my license checked before then hahah. it's also 2 years since I first got my license which means I'm now officially off my probation woo! just means I can legally drive with a blood alcohol limit of less than 0.05 instead of 0.02 and I don't have to display "P plates" on my car anymore. Fun times :)

sad news is I don't think I got the other studio I applied for :(

come the 28th of April I won't have a studio to take photos in..... it's very hard to find space around here which is affordable and I don't get enough business to warrant spending more than $100 a week on a place :( not sure what I'll do....

Weird keyphrases used to find your website

Bexish — Mon, 09 Apr 2007 08:19:08 GMT

I always get a bit of a giggle when I read through my websites stats and find some very unusual keyphrases people have used in search engines which brought up my website. Here are some of the weirdest from the last month:

legless girls in wheelchairs
composition on personal cleanliness
teen who wont get up / misses tafe
how long did it take kfc and macdonalds before they were successful in setting yp operations in china?
atenolol

I have no idea how some of these bring up my website 0_0

What are yours?

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Bexish — Sat, 07 Apr 2007 18:30:25 GMT

*sigh* well tonight's adventures will be causing my backs recovery time to increase slightly more.

I was driving to my friend's place my lights were green and i was coming around the corner when I suddenly noticed a car coming in from my left way too fast to stop for their red light. I slammed on my breaks and watched as this bastard sped through the red light barely missing my car.

luckily I got the bastards number plates and scrawled them down my arm with a pen b4 I forgot them. Got to my friend's house and called the cops and told them everything. Not sure when they will be getting me to make a statement as it's not an emergency.

The sucky thing is I don't think I can get any compo for the injuries cos the incident just aggravated pre-existing injuries :/ fucking morons arghhhhhhhhhhhh.

in so much pain right now.