[Deviant Nation] BriarRose's Journal

very quiet around here

BriarRose — Tue, 28 Oct 2008 11:16:38 GMT

had alot of fun this weekend met alot of awesome peoples.. didnt go to the event but still had lots of fun.. thank you to everyone that took the time to hang out with me!!!! everyone that didnt can go suck it.. hahah jk jk no hard feelings hope you all had a blast!!!!

Tonight

BriarRose — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 07:00:41 GMT

Went and picked up Valentine from the airport.. me and mercedes had NO idea what flight he was coming in on what or what airlines all we had was the time he was coming in.. so me and mercedes are runnin around all of the terminals checking out flight times and what not adn just trying to guess which terminal he was gonna be at.. we finally found him thank the heavens... he's sooo hot seriously.. I got a major boner.. hahah =P anyway we try to go back to the car.. and guess what we forgot where we parked so we walked and walked and walked.. FINALLY we found the car haha.. oh jesus... anyway we went out to dinner at buca de peppo and it was yummy delicious... valentine took a bunch of random "artsy" pictures of me.. hahaha I got buzzed off of one glass of wine it was good times.. lol I cant wait to hang out again.. and omg i cant wait to see the rest of you!!!!

I'm sooo hoood

BriarRose — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 12:52:54 GMT

haah missd knows what im talking bout.. ;) anyway I was thinking of not going to the event cause im not up to it.. but after a realization.. I am pretty sure i will be there.. be prepared... looking forward to meeting alot of you sexy sexy DN peoples

I'm home and at work

BriarRose — Tue, 14 Oct 2008 05:44:29 GMT

too lazy to post anything right now.. except i didnt get to meet graveyardsally =(

and I'm officially in love with my wife sylvia

it's friday

BriarRose — Fri, 10 Oct 2008 15:06:32 GMT

It's MY MOTHERFUCKIN BIRTHDAY!!! and tonight I will be in las vegas with my wifey sylvia... Life cannot get any better, Except its gonna because we are meeting up with Graveyardsally and possible CJW... yeah what huh?? be jealous.. haha

It's Official

BriarRose — Wed, 08 Oct 2008 11:21:51 GMT

With the exception of StvalentineHAHA........... I give up on men... Ladies.. bring it on

SO who wants to hear about my fantabulous day?

BriarRose — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 08:03:34 GMT

Took the kids to school this morning.. I get home.. start chattin it up with my lovely Sylvia..ah I love my wife... anyway all of a sudden there is a knock at my door.. OH hello Mr. Police officer....

COP-"mind if I step inside?"
Me-"no problem come on in"
Cop-" so I'm here because CPS has recieved some complaints against you. Says here that your children are being abused so badly they can't sit"
Me-"woah woah woah wait what?"
Cop"no big deal I just have to ask you a couple questions"
Me-"no big deal huh? haha... OK..let me guess does the report say that there is alcohol bottles all over my house?"
Cop-"actually yes that is what I was going to bring up next, But by the looks of it I dont see any...."
Me-" yeah.. I know.. thats because the report is false... I don't beat my children nor do I drink or have parties here in my home I already know who has said all of these things"
Cop"well I don't know who said it"
Me-"you dont need to tell me I already know it was my ex husband"

and then I went and explained the whole divorce and how we have been back adn forth in court and what not..

cop"ok well I don't see anything wrong here.. I dont see any alcohol bottles anywhere house is a bit messy but i understand that.. I have kids too.. I just need to talk to the kids and I'll be out of your hair"
Me"no problem feel free... they will be home at this time.. "
Cop"ok thank you for your time I'll be back try and have a good rest of the day"
Me'thank you have a good day"

ISNT THAT FUCKING AMAZING!!!! HA bastard is trying everything in his power to fuck with me, Why cant he just leave me alone?

on a lighter note.... I went on a date tonight.. figured it would help me cool down and get my mind off of other guy.. ..

the guy was super nice and he made me laugh the whole time.. he has 2 of the most amazing tattoos I've ever seen.. and when I say two they are not small pieces.. on of his pieces goes from his rib cage down to his knee.. going out to sushi with him made me feel alot better.. I hope I get to go out with him again... want to hear something funnier while I was out with guy... my other guy that I wrote my last journal about text me right in the middle of dinner.. he's been kind of ignoring me.. thats another reason why I aggreed to the date.. anyway he text me apologizing for being so distant and what not saying the sweetest things.. UGH why does he always do that to me? just as I am trying to get away he reels me back in.. guys must have some sort of esp or whatever knowing when the chick is starting to distance herself... lol

anyway that is all for my super long journal.. haha hope you guys enjoyed

ok I need advice from women and men alike

BriarRose — Mon, 06 Oct 2008 10:13:23 GMT

So I've been seeing this guy for about a lilttle over a month now.. maybe more then that.. he still hasn't asked me to be his girl.. but he talks treats me and acts like he's my bf... what I wanna know is should I wait it out a little longer or should I just let it go before I get hurt.. I'm soo cnfused... =( is it still too soon to be wanting to be with him? I just havent had any real experience in dating.. so I really dont know what to expect.. someone help me out here! lol

my allergies

BriarRose — Sun, 05 Oct 2008 20:41:48 GMT

are driving me bananas.. PLEASE KILL ME

PS...

this is the show the niegbors get of me all the time..here i am paintin my dresser in my towel on the balcony.. haah what you cant see is im wearing my daughters soccer cleats as well.. haha..what?? there's glass on the floor and those were the closest shoes to the balcony haha

I fuckin hate

BriarRose — Tue, 30 Sep 2008 11:01:28 GMT

all the stupid shit in my life right now.. fuck you world

ALSO I would like to add.. FUCK YOU EYELID!! stop fucking twitching already!! I've had enough!

i think i should wear glasses all the time hehe

BriarRose — Fri, 26 Sep 2008 05:39:10 GMT

do you know how stoked i am about this?

BriarRose — Thu, 25 Sep 2008 15:39:39 GMT

poor me..

BriarRose — Thu, 25 Sep 2008 08:53:19 GMT

I'm worn out..

look how tired i look.. going on week two of 2 jobs=(

never cut your hair when you're upset

BriarRose — Wed, 24 Sep 2008 06:25:16 GMT

cause then you'll end up looking like me..

=(

so here are some pics

BriarRose — Tue, 23 Sep 2008 08:43:58 GMT

they really arent that great.. but this is what my boss has had me working on.. sorry for the low quality pic took it with my phone..

like i said they are nothing special but i guess he is starting me off SUPER SLOW haha..

jumping on the bandwagon

BriarRose — Tue, 23 Sep 2008 04:26:51 GMT

Everyone else is doing it! hahaha

take a picture of yourself right now.
don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.
post that picture with NO editing.
post these instructions with your picture.

haah tell me why one eye looks bigger then the other i look like a straight crack head! hahah i need sleep k there you have it.. this is what i look like when im in mommy mode

nothing really to update on

BriarRose — Sun, 21 Sep 2008 05:30:15 GMT

except my hand hurts and I never wanna draw another flower again in my life haha

Yep.. copeland says it all....

BriarRose — Fri, 19 Sep 2008 12:02:28 GMT

Careful Now......

Oh, maybe you should make a list for me
Of everything important in this world
In order of urgency
'Cause I don't know how to feel

Maybe you should stay a mystery
And I know you as well as anyone else
And your will would be the same to me
'Cause I don't know how to feel

Ooooh, ooooh...

Careful now, you'll hurt yourself
Careful now, you'll hurt, you'll hurt someone else

Oh, maybe you should make a list of me
Of everything important in this world
In order of urgency
'Cause I don't know how to feel

I threw everything out that doesn't make sense
To find a thousand more things that don't make sense
And I can't help but get lost in a fog like this
When I don't know how to hide myself in open air
Where I'm all alone, alone, alone

Careful now, you'll hurt yourself
Careful now, you'll hurt, you'll hurt someone
Careful now, you'll hurt yourself
Careful now, you'll hurt, you'll hurt someone else

Ooooh, ooooh....

Careful now, you'll hurt yourself
Careful now, you'll hurt, you'll hurt someone
Careful now, you'll hurt yourself
Careful now, you'll hurt, you'll hurt someone else

Mercedes.. you and I will be ALRIGHT XOXO

Do you believe it

BriarRose — Wed, 17 Sep 2008 11:25:31 GMT

I'm a mommy of a 10 year old girl today!! I know i know I am way to young to have a ten year old.. but believe it or not i do.. Today is my oldest daughter's birthday I can't believe its been 10 years.. seems like yesterday I was in the hospital expecting her to arrive.. *tear* she is growing way too fast.. Sigh... SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIAH LOVE!

in other news..

1..2...3...4....5...6....7...8..9...10.....

*BREATH*

thank you so much for being there for me mercedes you mean the world to me..

so it's been awhile since i updated

BriarRose — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 08:26:56 GMT

the tattoo gig is going pretty sweet but this workign two jobs is KILLING ME... mama still gotta pay the bills though so i gotta do what i gotta do!!! I thought i would stop by and show you some of the pics i got in the mail today.. I showed a little preview of some of them on here before but i thought i would let you guys see more of the sets.. hope you likey!!!

Got a new job!

BriarRose — Thu, 11 Sep 2008 04:10:18 GMT

I started today! and in about two weeks i start apprenticing!!! wooo for sick jobs at tattoo shops! yay me!

went out the other night

BriarRose — Mon, 08 Sep 2008 06:46:47 GMT

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BriarRose — Mon, 08 Sep 2008 04:23:39 GMT

I finally did it.. I was at a party today and walked face first into the glass door =/

ok Miss D and Loki you ready? haha

BriarRose — Fri, 05 Sep 2008 07:56:50 GMT

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