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    <title>[Deviant Nation] BrudaBlack's Journal</title>
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    <itunes:summary>We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. We are striving to combine community, subculture, artistic expression and erotica all at once.</itunes:summary>
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      <itunes:author>BrudaBlack</itunes:author>
      <itunes:summary>So as usaul I havent been keeping up todate with my blogging* naughty Bruda*

So heres the low down ......

Ive final finished uni *horay* and have passed with a second class Ba Hon&lt;br /&gt;
so i get to stick that at the end of my name now :P&lt;br /&gt;
Ive decided that I really want to use my degree to get a job working with photogrpahy. My lovely boyfriend brought me a canon 350 eos which Ive been playing with and got to use at my brothers wedding.

Which leads me on to the wedding, my oldest brother has gotton married last weekend and i got to be a bridesmaid and got to arrive at the church by pony driven carriage. And everyone got to met the new man in my life :P 

As most people know ive been more relaxed with my modeling, I am still modeling but ive decided that I want to do photography more than my modeling.&lt;br /&gt;
At the moment ive been working really hard to pay back my overdraft so I havent been doing much else than that.

And the big news am moveing in about 5 -4 months to go live in the cambridge . northampton area not sure where at the moment but its happening. Am very sad to leave bristol&amp;nbsp; and somerset&amp;nbsp; it has been my home for so very long and i have met some great people who are going to be missed greatly. Am very much looking forward to the change I feel with the ups and downs that I have had while at uni I need a fresh start.

My new man , james is my new boyfriend hes an amazing talent man who ive been friends with for over 3 years. Hes always been there for me and we love each over so much its pritty sick :P&lt;br /&gt;
I shall tell you alittle more about my lovely man, hes 31 his job is artists promotions which involves him giveing bands loads of free gear and making sure they are happy bunnies. hes also a sound tec and music prducer.
I really cant put in to words how amazing he is and what a great friend he has been before we got together, now he is the greatest boyfriend :)</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[So as usaul I havent been keeping up todate with my blogging* naughty Bruda*

So heres the low down ......

Ive final finished uni *horay* and have passed with a second class Ba Hon

so i get to stick that at the end of my name now :P

Ive decided that I really want to use my degree to get a job working with photogrpahy. My lovely boyfriend brought me a canon 350 eos which Ive been playing with and got to use at my brothers wedding.

Which leads me on to the wedding, my oldest brother has gotton married last weekend and i got to be a bridesmaid and got to arrive at the church by pony driven carriage. And everyone got to met the new man in my life :P 

As most people know ive been more relaxed with my modeling, I am still modeling but ive decided that I want to do photography more than my modeling.

At the moment ive been working really hard to pay back my overdraft so I havent been doing much else than that.

And the big news am moveing in about 5 -4 months to go live in the cambridge . northampton area not sure where at the moment but its happening. Am very sad to leave bristol&nbsp; and somerset&nbsp; it has been my home for so very long and i have met some great people who are going to be missed greatly. Am very much looking forward to the change I feel with the ups and downs that I have had while at uni I need a fresh start.

My new man , james is my new boyfriend hes an amazing talent man who ive been friends with for over 3 years. Hes always been there for me and we love each over so much its pritty sick :P

I shall tell you alittle more about my lovely man, hes 31 his job is artists promotions which involves him giveing bands loads of free gear and making sure they are happy bunnies. hes also a sound tec and music prducer.
I really cant put in to words how amazing he is and what a great friend he has been before we got together, now he is the greatest boyfriend :)]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[So as usaul I havent been keeping up todate with my blogging* naughty Bruda*

So heres the low down ......

Ive final finished uni *horay* and have passed with a second class Ba Hon<br />
so i get to stick that at the end of my name now :P<br />
Ive decided that I really want to use my degree to get a job working with photogrpahy. My lovely boyfriend brought me a canon 350 eos which Ive been playing with and got to use at my brothers wedding.

Which leads me on to the wedding, my oldest brother has gotton married last weekend and i got to be a bridesmaid and got to arrive at the church by pony driven carriage. And everyone got to met the new man in my life :P 

As most people know ive been more relaxed with my modeling, I am still modeling but ive decided that I want to do photography more than my modeling.<br />
At the moment ive been working really hard to pay back my overdraft so I havent been doing much else than that.

And the big news am moveing in about 5 -4 months to go live in the cambridge . northampton area not sure where at the moment but its happening. Am very sad to leave bristol&nbsp; and somerset&nbsp; it has been my home for so very long and i have met some great people who are going to be missed greatly. Am very much looking forward to the change I feel with the ups and downs that I have had while at uni I need a fresh start.

My new man , james is my new boyfriend hes an amazing talent man who ive been friends with for over 3 years. Hes always been there for me and we love each over so much its pritty sick :P<br />
I shall tell you alittle more about my lovely man, hes 31 his job is artists promotions which involves him giveing bands loads of free gear and making sure they are happy bunnies. hes also a sound tec and music prducer.
I really cant put in to words how amazing he is and what a great friend he has been before we got together, now he is the greatest boyfriend :)]]></content:encoded>
      <dc:creator>BrudaBlack</dc:creator>
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      <title>Been fucked over</title>
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      <itunes:summary>I once again I havent been about much duo to my job fucking me over and not paying me right, Ive had to sell a load of my stuff to pay bills and make ends met by working my old job at the club aswell as my week day work.&lt;br /&gt;
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Am back and hopefully no more fuck up in my life will be happening so I can get on with my modeling , photography and art.&lt;br /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[I once again I havent been about much duo to my job fucking me over and not paying me right, Ive had to sell a load of my stuff to pay bills and make ends met by working my old job at the club aswell as my week day work.



Am back and hopefully no more fuck up in my life will be happening so I can get on with my modeling , photography and art.





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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I once again I havent been about much duo to my job fucking me over and not paying me right, Ive had to sell a load of my stuff to pay bills and make ends met by working my old job at the club aswell as my week day work.<br />
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Am back and hopefully no more fuck up in my life will be happening so I can get on with my modeling , photography and art.<br />
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      <title>i need to vent or am going to go mad</title>
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      <itunes:summary>I need to vetn or am not going to be able to sleep till i can get somethings of my chest.&lt;br /&gt;
so sorry anyone who reads this it could be a long one. some advice would be handy if anyone has got any.........&lt;br /&gt;
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All day ive been feel anxious, two things where on my mind first one was if my new rat cage has turned up the other if my throught to be good friend has replied to my messaged that i spent most of last night writing.&lt;br /&gt;
ones i got home after midnight cage had turned up int the day&amp;nbsp; (horay :) ) but my friend had read my message but hadnt bovered to reply.&lt;br /&gt;
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It all started over two months ago .... well more a year ago when i sent her some stuff to borrow for a shoot as time went by i wasnt bovered by the fact she still had my stuff as i didnt need it at that time so i didnt ask for it back. till about the begning on june when I messaged her asking if she could post it back as i was planning a shoot and wanted it back to use it. I got a reply that she was in the middle of moving and finishing up her exhibition and she would send it when shes settled and she got some money to post it back . Which is fair enough i didnt want her to put her self out unpacking everything to find my stuff asnot to long ago ive moved and finding stuff when its been packed is a nightmare.&lt;br /&gt;
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2 months past and i hadnt heard from her so i started leaving messages for her to see if she was ok , i noticed she wasnt&amp;nbsp; online alot&amp;nbsp; but she had been on after the date i sent her the messages but she never read them. In the end she did message me back but her message was very vague and short. &lt;br /&gt;
I had asked if she was on and all i got as a reply was &amp;quot;Alive...&amp;quot; I was very confused by this and didnt answer as i didnt know how too. &lt;br /&gt;
But she txt me a couple of days later asking for a favor of takening her ex of my friends list on myspace&lt;br /&gt;
confused by the request i asked her why and she told me that hes been bugging her friends. Till confused by how this would be a problem to me as if he started anything on me i would have just told him to get fusked and deleted him myself. I agreed to the request and asked her in the same message how she was . The reply I got some only to me agreeing to take him of which was a reply of &amp;quot;thanks&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
once again her behavor over none vocal communication was very strange so i txt her the same question of if she ok which i got the reply of &amp;quot;Alive...... how are you &amp;quot; I decided to txzt her saying that her answer was very vague...which she never replied too .So i decided to answer her question of how i was , I also added to this txt about her returning my stuff. The reply shocked me alittle as she txt back saying she would when the tog she was meant to use the stuff for almost a year a go would get of his ass and shoot her with the stuff. I really was surprised as she knew i wanted it back and from that reply i got the sence she didnt want to give it back till shes finsihed with it &lt;br /&gt;
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I replyed saying that she needed to return it as i needed it and i told her that i needed it 2 months ago I also brought up that shes had long enought to use the stuff for what ever she wanted it for. i got a sorry of her for having it to long but she also added that she couldnt promise she would be able to get it to me in time as its in the attic and the land lord has the labber........&lt;br /&gt;
to me this reply seemed to be a cop out . why is it in the attic anyway when she knew when she was moving that i wanted it and also that shes been waiting to use uit in a shoot???????&lt;br /&gt;
the the thing about the land lord seem abit of BS aswell.&lt;br /&gt;
i told her i would see if i could get the date of my shoot put back so that she would have enough time to sort things out and get it on its way ok. I txted her with the date of the shoot which fromt hat positn was 2 weeks ago, which i think is plenty of time to get the stuff back to me..&lt;br /&gt;
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This saturday coming up is my shoot and its still not turned up she i messaged her the night before asking if she would let me know when its posted.... I also decided to add this &lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;hi hun can you let me know when you post my stuff please&lt;br /&gt;
also I couldnt not notice that you seem to be giving me abit of a cold shoulder lately. each time ive asked you how you are your answers have been very vague. also when you txt me about taken lee of my friends list i said no problem and asked how you are and you just said &amp;quot;thanks&amp;quot; and thats it, i had to ask you again to get anything out of you and all i got was &amp;quot;alive....&amp;quot; I also on the same day of letting you know what date i need the stuff back by asked you if you could let me know when a good time was to call so I could have a chat with you but you never replied to that message at all.&lt;br /&gt;
I want to know whats up why are you treating me like this and giving me the run about with sending my stuff back.??????&lt;br /&gt;
I am very confused with your behavior towards me and would like to talk to you about it.&lt;br /&gt;
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I have noticed you havent been online alot so ive sent this meassage to your other profiles aswell. sorry if this annoys you but i wanted to make sure you see it as soon as possible&lt;br /&gt;
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Michelle 			 			&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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I sent this message to alot of her profiles modeling , photogrpahy and her personal ones aswell to make she it was read. And ive come home to see that it is read but no reply ........&lt;br /&gt;
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I love this girl to bits and it has really upset me that ive been treated this way and used, I have gone out of my way so many time to give her lifts , take time of work to drive her across the country to shoots , Everytime she needed a favor i would go out of my way to help her. And this is how i am treated when asking for something to be returned. I dont know what ive done to be treated this way as the last time she contact me before me asking for the stuff back was when she was coming to bristol and wanted me to drive her around bristol to a shoot she had planned to take photographs of a model. I couldnt do this as i was in teh final couple of months of uni and the work load was to big to just run of and do a favor for a friend. I throught she would understand this as she was at college but she kept on asking me till the last mintue and each time i said i couldnt. Since then shes been actting like this and thats the only thing i can think to why shes treated me this way.&lt;br /&gt;
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I dont knwo what the really reason or problem is as she doesnt seem to want to talk about things and am left in the dark about our friendship and if shes ever going to return my things.........&lt;br /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[I need to vetn or am not going to be able to sleep till i can get somethings of my chest.

so sorry anyone who reads this it could be a long one. some advice would be handy if anyone has got any.........





All day ive been feel anxious, two things where on my mind first one was if my new rat cage has turned up the other if my throught to be good friend has replied to my messaged that i spent most of last night writing.

ones i got home after midnight cage had turned up int the day&nbsp; (horay :) ) but my friend had read my message but hadnt bovered to reply.





It all started over two months ago .... well more a year ago when i sent her some stuff to borrow for a shoot as time went by i wasnt bovered by the fact she still had my stuff as i didnt need it at that time so i didnt ask for it back. till about the begning on june when I messaged her asking if she could post it back as i was planning a shoot and wanted it back to use it. I got a reply that she was in the middle of moving and finishing up her exhibition and she would send it when shes settled and she got some money to post it back . Which is fair enough i didnt want her to put her self out unpacking everything to find my stuff asnot to long ago ive moved and finding stuff when its been packed is a nightmare.



2 months past and i hadnt heard from her so i started leaving messages for her to see if she was ok , i noticed she wasnt&nbsp; online alot&nbsp; but she had been on after the date i sent her the messages but she never read them. In the end she did message me back but her message was very vague and short. 

I had asked if she was on and all i got as a reply was &quot;Alive...&quot; I was very confused by this and didnt answer as i didnt know how too. 

But she txt me a couple of days later asking for a favor of takening her ex of my friends list on myspace

confused by the request i asked her why and she told me that hes been bugging her friends. Till confused by how this would be a problem to me as if he started anything on me i would have just told him to get fusked and deleted him myself. I agreed to the request and asked her in the same message how she was . The reply I got some only to me agreeing to take him of which was a reply of &quot;thanks&quot;

once again her behavor over none vocal communication was very strange so i txt her the same question of if she ok which i got the reply of &quot;Alive...... how are you &quot; I decided to txzt her saying that her answer was very vague...which she never replied too .So i decided to answer her question of how i was , I also added to this txt about her returning my stuff. The reply shocked me alittle as she txt back saying she would when the tog she was meant to use the stuff for almost a year a go would get of his ass and shoot her with the stuff. I really was surprised as she knew i wanted it back and from that reply i got the sence she didnt want to give it back till shes finsihed with it 



I replyed saying that she needed to return it as i needed it and i told her that i needed it 2 months ago I also brought up that shes had long enought to use the stuff for what ever she wanted it for. i got a sorry of her for having it to long but she also added that she couldnt promise she would be able to get it to me in time as its in the attic and the land lord has the labber........

to me this reply seemed to be a cop out . why is it in the attic anyway when she knew when she was moving that i wanted it and also that shes been waiting to use uit in a shoot???????

the the thing about the land lord seem abit of BS aswell.

i told her i would see if i could get the date of my shoot put back so that she would have enough time to sort things out and get it on its way ok. I txted her with the date of the shoot which fromt hat positn was 2 weeks ago, which i think is plenty of time to get the stuff back to me..



This saturday coming up is my shoot and its still not turned up she i messaged her the night before asking if she would let me know when its posted.... I also decided to add this 







hi hun can you let me know when you post my stuff please

also I couldnt not notice that you seem to be giving me abit of a cold shoulder lately. each time ive asked you how you are your answers have been very vague. also when you txt me about taken lee of my friends list i said no problem and asked how you are and you just said &quot;thanks&quot; and thats it, i had to ask you again to get anything out of you and all i got was &quot;alive....&quot; I also on the same day of letting you know what date i need the stuff back by asked you if you could let me know when a good time was to call so I could have a chat with you but you never replied to that message at all.

I want to know whats up why are you treating me like this and giving me the run about with sending my stuff back.??????

I am very confused with your behavior towards me and would like to talk to you about it.



I have noticed you havent been online alot so ive sent this meassage to your other profiles aswell. sorry if this annoys you but i wanted to make sure you see it as soon as possible



Michelle 			 			









I sent this message to alot of her profiles modeling , photogrpahy and her personal ones aswell to make she it was read. And ive come home to see that it is read but no reply ........



I love this girl to bits and it has really upset me that ive been treated this way and used, I have gone out of my way so many time to give her lifts , take time of work to drive her across the country to shoots , Everytime she needed a favor i would go out of my way to help her. And this is how i am treated when asking for something to be returned. I dont know what ive done to be treated this way as the last time she contact me before me asking for the stuff back was when she was coming to bristol and wanted me to drive her around bristol to a shoot she had planned to take photographs of a model. I couldnt do this as i was in teh final couple of months of uni and the work load was to big to just run of and do a favor for a friend. I throught she would understand this as she was at college but she kept on asking me till the last mintue and each time i said i couldnt. Since then shes been actting like this and thats the only thing i can think to why shes treated me this way.



I dont knwo what the really reason or problem is as she doesnt seem to want to talk about things and am left in the dark about our friendship and if shes ever going to return my things.........





































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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I need to vetn or am not going to be able to sleep till i can get somethings of my chest.<br />
so sorry anyone who reads this it could be a long one. some advice would be handy if anyone has got any.........<br />
<br />
<br />
All day ive been feel anxious, two things where on my mind first one was if my new rat cage has turned up the other if my throught to be good friend has replied to my messaged that i spent most of last night writing.<br />
ones i got home after midnight cage had turned up int the day&nbsp; (horay :) ) but my friend had read my message but hadnt bovered to reply.<br />
<br />
<br />
It all started over two months ago .... well more a year ago when i sent her some stuff to borrow for a shoot as time went by i wasnt bovered by the fact she still had my stuff as i didnt need it at that time so i didnt ask for it back. till about the begning on june when I messaged her asking if she could post it back as i was planning a shoot and wanted it back to use it. I got a reply that she was in the middle of moving and finishing up her exhibition and she would send it when shes settled and she got some money to post it back . Which is fair enough i didnt want her to put her self out unpacking everything to find my stuff asnot to long ago ive moved and finding stuff when its been packed is a nightmare.<br />
<br />
2 months past and i hadnt heard from her so i started leaving messages for her to see if she was ok , i noticed she wasnt&nbsp; online alot&nbsp; but she had been on after the date i sent her the messages but she never read them. In the end she did message me back but her message was very vague and short. <br />
I had asked if she was on and all i got as a reply was &quot;Alive...&quot; I was very confused by this and didnt answer as i didnt know how too. <br />
But she txt me a couple of days later asking for a favor of takening her ex of my friends list on myspace<br />
confused by the request i asked her why and she told me that hes been bugging her friends. Till confused by how this would be a problem to me as if he started anything on me i would have just told him to get fusked and deleted him myself. I agreed to the request and asked her in the same message how she was . The reply I got some only to me agreeing to take him of which was a reply of &quot;thanks&quot;<br />
once again her behavor over none vocal communication was very strange so i txt her the same question of if she ok which i got the reply of &quot;Alive...... how are you &quot; I decided to txzt her saying that her answer was very vague...which she never replied too .So i decided to answer her question of how i was , I also added to this txt about her returning my stuff. The reply shocked me alittle as she txt back saying she would when the tog she was meant to use the stuff for almost a year a go would get of his ass and shoot her with the stuff. I really was surprised as she knew i wanted it back and from that reply i got the sence she didnt want to give it back till shes finsihed with it <br />
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I replyed saying that she needed to return it as i needed it and i told her that i needed it 2 months ago I also brought up that shes had long enought to use the stuff for what ever she wanted it for. i got a sorry of her for having it to long but she also added that she couldnt promise she would be able to get it to me in time as its in the attic and the land lord has the labber........<br />
to me this reply seemed to be a cop out . why is it in the attic anyway when she knew when she was moving that i wanted it and also that shes been waiting to use uit in a shoot???????<br />
the the thing about the land lord seem abit of BS aswell.<br />
i told her i would see if i could get the date of my shoot put back so that she would have enough time to sort things out and get it on its way ok. I txted her with the date of the shoot which fromt hat positn was 2 weeks ago, which i think is plenty of time to get the stuff back to me..<br />
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This saturday coming up is my shoot and its still not turned up she i messaged her the night before asking if she would let me know when its posted.... I also decided to add this <br />
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<b><i>hi hun can you let me know when you post my stuff please<br />
also I couldnt not notice that you seem to be giving me abit of a cold shoulder lately. each time ive asked you how you are your answers have been very vague. also when you txt me about taken lee of my friends list i said no problem and asked how you are and you just said &quot;thanks&quot; and thats it, i had to ask you again to get anything out of you and all i got was &quot;alive....&quot; I also on the same day of letting you know what date i need the stuff back by asked you if you could let me know when a good time was to call so I could have a chat with you but you never replied to that message at all.<br />
I want to know whats up why are you treating me like this and giving me the run about with sending my stuff back.??????<br />
I am very confused with your behavior towards me and would like to talk to you about it.<br />
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I have noticed you havent been online alot so ive sent this meassage to your other profiles aswell. sorry if this annoys you but i wanted to make sure you see it as soon as possible<br />
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I sent this message to alot of her profiles modeling , photogrpahy and her personal ones aswell to make she it was read. And ive come home to see that it is read but no reply ........<br />
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I love this girl to bits and it has really upset me that ive been treated this way and used, I have gone out of my way so many time to give her lifts , take time of work to drive her across the country to shoots , Everytime she needed a favor i would go out of my way to help her. And this is how i am treated when asking for something to be returned. I dont know what ive done to be treated this way as the last time she contact me before me asking for the stuff back was when she was coming to bristol and wanted me to drive her around bristol to a shoot she had planned to take photographs of a model. I couldnt do this as i was in teh final couple of months of uni and the work load was to big to just run of and do a favor for a friend. I throught she would understand this as she was at college but she kept on asking me till the last mintue and each time i said i couldnt. Since then shes been actting like this and thats the only thing i can think to why shes treated me this way.<br />
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I dont knwo what the really reason or problem is as she doesnt seem to want to talk about things and am left in the dark about our friendship and if shes ever going to return my things.........<br />
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      <pubDate>Wed, 06 Aug 2008 01:53:34 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>so tired again</title>
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      <itunes:summary>thought it was time I wrote something speicaly as my set has gone up today :D&lt;br /&gt;
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Ive been working my little ass of doing over time and have been working a 6 day week the last couple of week which has been really demanding and ive been sleeping alot because of this. But hay means I shall be getting abit of money which will help me get out of my overdraft and be able to plan and sort out doing some more modeling and sets :D&lt;br /&gt;
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I past uni aswell so horay no more uni work ever. am very happy about this 4 years is too long&lt;br /&gt;
This pic is of my final piece in the end of degree show. iTs a giant photogrpahy print which was 150cm wides and 225cm high&lt;br /&gt;
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Nothing much else to say am afriad as all ive been doing is working , oh but i did do my first shoot in awhile was alot of fun to play with a moterbike &lt;br /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[thought it was time I wrote something speicaly as my set has gone up today :D



Ive been working my little ass of doing over time and have been working a 6 day week the last couple of week which has been really demanding and ive been sleeping alot because of this. But hay means I shall be getting abit of money which will help me get out of my overdraft and be able to plan and sort out doing some more modeling and sets :D



I past uni aswell so horay no more uni work ever. am very happy about this 4 years is too long

This pic is of my final piece in the end of degree show. iTs a giant photogrpahy print which was 150cm wides and 225cm high







Nothing much else to say am afriad as all ive been doing is working , oh but i did do my first shoot in awhile was alot of fun to play with a moterbike 



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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[thought it was time I wrote something speicaly as my set has gone up today :D<br />
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Ive been working my little ass of doing over time and have been working a 6 day week the last couple of week which has been really demanding and ive been sleeping alot because of this. But hay means I shall be getting abit of money which will help me get out of my overdraft and be able to plan and sort out doing some more modeling and sets :D<br />
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I past uni aswell so horay no more uni work ever. am very happy about this 4 years is too long<br />
This pic is of my final piece in the end of degree show. iTs a giant photogrpahy print which was 150cm wides and 225cm high<br />
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Nothing much else to say am afriad as all ive been doing is working , oh but i did do my first shoot in awhile was alot of fun to play with a moterbike <br />
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      <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jul 2008 10:34:35 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>back in to it</title>
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      <itunes:summary>While at uni I started to not enjoy painting much as uni took the fun out of it but now its all over ive started to paint again and i wanted to show you how am doing so far &lt;img width="506" height="378" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/132473/" alt="" /&gt;&lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[While at uni I started to not enjoy painting much as uni took the fun out of it but now its all over ive started to paint again and i wanted to show you how am doing so far ]]></description>
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      <pubDate>Sun, 22 Jun 2008 23:35:08 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Is poorly</title>
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      <itunes:summary>Feeling abit under the weather at the moment god damit *shakes fist* &lt;img width="64" height="32" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/throwup.gif" contenteditable="false" alt="" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
With uni out of the way I was able to go see my boyfriend in london this weekend even tho ive hit my overdraft and had no money whats so ever. Had a fab time with him in his posh hotel that his work put him up in. Managed to get some very expensive room service which his work will be overing for :P&lt;br /&gt;
But now am home and feeling poorly and i cant not go in to work because i need the money when i get paid to pay for the rent ive missed and pay back my lovely brother for lending me some so i can eat and have fuel in my car so i can get to work &lt;br /&gt;
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but everything will be fine just need to get my ass in gear to pay of my overdraft and get my self a good amount in the bank, sort out what am going to do now that am not student scum no more.&lt;br /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[Feeling abit under the weather at the moment god damit *shakes fist* 

With uni out of the way I was able to go see my boyfriend in london this weekend even tho ive hit my overdraft and had no money whats so ever. Had a fab time with him in his posh hotel that his work put him up in. Managed to get some very expensive room service which his work will be overing for :P

But now am home and feeling poorly and i cant not go in to work because i need the money when i get paid to pay for the rent ive missed and pay back my lovely brother for lending me some so i can eat and have fuel in my car so i can get to work 





but everything will be fine just need to get my ass in gear to pay of my overdraft and get my self a good amount in the bank, sort out what am going to do now that am not student scum no more.





:)

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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[Feeling abit under the weather at the moment god damit *shakes fist* <img width="64" height="32" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/throwup.gif" contenteditable="false" alt="" /><br />
With uni out of the way I was able to go see my boyfriend in london this weekend even tho ive hit my overdraft and had no money whats so ever. Had a fab time with him in his posh hotel that his work put him up in. Managed to get some very expensive room service which his work will be overing for :P<br />
But now am home and feeling poorly and i cant not go in to work because i need the money when i get paid to pay for the rent ive missed and pay back my lovely brother for lending me some so i can eat and have fuel in my car so i can get to work <br />
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but everything will be fine just need to get my ass in gear to pay of my overdraft and get my self a good amount in the bank, sort out what am going to do now that am not student scum no more.<br />
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      <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 08:08:14 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>I have returned</title>
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      <itunes:summary>After studying and staying up late till 4:30 the next day for the last month&amp;nbsp; to complete my uni work. it is&amp;nbsp; now all been handed in , no more uni (thank fuck) am a free bird no longer caged in the world of lectures and eassys :P&lt;br /&gt;
So you all shall be hearing from me alot more now &lt;br /&gt;
I have loads of stuff to catch up with &lt;br /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[After studying and staying up late till 4:30 the next day for the last month&nbsp; to complete my uni work. it is&nbsp; now all been handed in , no more uni (thank fuck) am a free bird no longer caged in the world of lectures and eassys :P

So you all shall be hearing from me alot more now 

I have loads of stuff to catch up with 



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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[After studying and staying up late till 4:30 the next day for the last month&nbsp; to complete my uni work. it is&nbsp; now all been handed in , no more uni (thank fuck) am a free bird no longer caged in the world of lectures and eassys :P<br />
So you all shall be hearing from me alot more now <br />
I have loads of stuff to catch up with <br />
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xxx<br />
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      <pubDate>Wed, 11 Jun 2008 11:48:01 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>where have i been</title>
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      <itunes:summary>If any one had notice i have dropped of the face of the planet for a little while, this is duo to uni demands as ive only got 3 weeks left ( holy shit &lt;img width="32" height="35" alt="" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/fire_head.gif" /&gt;) and everything is abit stressful. Which sucked as i didnt get to have a proper birthday last week &lt;img width="50" height="36" alt="" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/violin.gif" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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But all is good i havent died or anything ( well not yet)&lt;br /&gt;
I am not going to be about much for the next 3 weeks but am sure you guys will understand that &lt;br /&gt;
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I also have some good news and some bad news &lt;br /&gt;
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bad news first &lt;br /&gt;
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My dear old poor slayer isnt well and it looks like she may be on her last legs, shes got alot thinner , mostly stays in her hide away and is having some breathing problems &lt;img alt="" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/sad.gif" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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Now the good news &lt;br /&gt;
the guy who ive been pineing over for the last 3 years is now my bf hes amazing sex and treats me like a princess &lt;img width="42" height="27" alt="" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/yahoo.gif" /&gt;&lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[If any one had notice i have dropped of the face of the planet for a little while, this is duo to uni demands as ive only got 3 weeks left ( holy shit ) and everything is abit stressful. Which sucked as i didnt get to have a proper birthday last week 



But all is good i havent died or anything ( well not yet)

I am not going to be about much for the next 3 weeks but am sure you guys will understand that 



I also have some good news and some bad news 



bad news first 



My dear old poor slayer isnt well and it looks like she may be on her last legs, shes got alot thinner , mostly stays in her hide away and is having some breathing problems 







Now the good news 

the guy who ive been pineing over for the last 3 years is now my bf hes amazing sex and treats me like a princess ]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[If any one had notice i have dropped of the face of the planet for a little while, this is duo to uni demands as ive only got 3 weeks left ( holy shit <img width="32" height="35" alt="" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/fire_head.gif" />) and everything is abit stressful. Which sucked as i didnt get to have a proper birthday last week <img width="50" height="36" alt="" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/violin.gif" /><br />
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But all is good i havent died or anything ( well not yet)<br />
I am not going to be about much for the next 3 weeks but am sure you guys will understand that <br />
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I also have some good news and some bad news <br />
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bad news first <br />
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My dear old poor slayer isnt well and it looks like she may be on her last legs, shes got alot thinner , mostly stays in her hide away and is having some breathing problems <img alt="" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/sad.gif" /><br />
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Now the good news <br />
the guy who ive been pineing over for the last 3 years is now my bf hes amazing sex and treats me like a princess <img width="42" height="27" alt="" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/yahoo.gif" /><br type="_moz" />]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 14 May 2008 18:45:14 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>fucked off</title>
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      <itunes:summary>Am having a complete off day am sooooooooo fucked off with so much shit&lt;br /&gt;
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am fucked off with my life I live in a box I have hardly no money &lt;br /&gt;
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I cant be with the guy I love even tho he feels the same and wanted to be with me aswell&lt;br /&gt;
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My ex has pissed me off just feel so fucked cheated by the whole&amp;quot; i think we should be friends you are the most important person in my life and i still want you in my life ball crap &amp;quot; and hes made no effected in being friends just calls me when theres post for me and now i find out hes already trying to more in with his new bird and doesnt even txts me back when i wish him a happy bday. fuck me so glad am not with him i did so much for that bastard &lt;br /&gt;
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And am annoyed with stupid drunken bitches having a go at me saying i pushed her when she was the one who walked in to me a spilled her drink down my arm&lt;br /&gt;
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god am so annoyed cant wait for tomorrow to start &lt;br /&gt;
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Oh and the guy at work has been given a warning aswell but i still have to deal with the shit from everyone on sunday &lt;br /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[Am having a complete off day am sooooooooo fucked off with so much shit



am fucked off with my life I live in a box I have hardly no money 



I cant be with the guy I love even tho he feels the same and wanted to be with me aswell



My ex has pissed me off just feel so fucked cheated by the whole&quot; i think we should be friends you are the most important person in my life and i still want you in my life ball crap &quot; and hes made no effected in being friends just calls me when theres post for me and now i find out hes already trying to more in with his new bird and doesnt even txts me back when i wish him a happy bday. fuck me so glad am not with him i did so much for that bastard 



And am annoyed with stupid drunken bitches having a go at me saying i pushed her when she was the one who walked in to me a spilled her drink down my arm





god am so annoyed cant wait for tomorrow to start 





Oh and the guy at work has been given a warning aswell but i still have to deal with the shit from everyone on sunday 





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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[Am having a complete off day am sooooooooo fucked off with so much shit<br />
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am fucked off with my life I live in a box I have hardly no money <br />
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I cant be with the guy I love even tho he feels the same and wanted to be with me aswell<br />
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My ex has pissed me off just feel so fucked cheated by the whole&quot; i think we should be friends you are the most important person in my life and i still want you in my life ball crap &quot; and hes made no effected in being friends just calls me when theres post for me and now i find out hes already trying to more in with his new bird and doesnt even txts me back when i wish him a happy bday. fuck me so glad am not with him i did so much for that bastard <br />
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And am annoyed with stupid drunken bitches having a go at me saying i pushed her when she was the one who walked in to me a spilled her drink down my arm<br />
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god am so annoyed cant wait for tomorrow to start <br />
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Oh and the guy at work has been given a warning aswell but i still have to deal with the shit from everyone on sunday <br />
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      <pubDate>Fri, 25 Apr 2008 23:36:24 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>a complete shitty day</title>
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      <itunes:summary>I feel like shit .......scrap that i feel completely like a pile of shit and i cant sleep because of it and i have to be in uni early tomorrow for some stuff lecture about careers.&lt;br /&gt;
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This is going to be along journal so get a cuppa and get comfy &lt;br /&gt;
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I shall explain now why i feel like this so to avoid confusetion and the most common question of &amp;quot; are you ok whast the matter?&amp;quot;&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
For awhile someone that i work with has been acting abit strange, it started a couple of weeks ago when i was leaveing work earlier than most of the other people on my shift duo to the fact am a part timer. My co worker had made is way up to the first floor behind me toward the lockers rooms and lunch room. As i was about to step in to the ladys locker room the co worker asked me for a hug, I didnt think much of it at the time as i got on well with him and i have a huggy personality that i share with most of the shift with. But when i gave him a hug before leaving he wouldnt let go even when i said i wanted to leave. when I managed to wench him of me i entered the locker room collected my stuff and procedied to exit the first floor to leave the building but was stopped by the same co worker who insistied on another hug. At this time i still didnt think much of the request as alot of us at work are very silly and play games on each other , flicking rubber bands at each other while the other isnt look, have banter fights. So i found the behavour not to be to strange as he was very normal while in the working area.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
But i started to get concerned when a pattern started to appear were while i was leaving the co worker would go up to the locker room behind me and do the same thing but each time getting him to let go and let me leave became harder , also where he would place his hands started to become an issue.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Being every confused about the actions of the co worker I started to take a work related attitude to him even tho we pritty much had that anyway with a little banter now and then which wasnt phyical or in any way sexual.&lt;br /&gt;
I also feel i should mention with what i said before about the banter with other co workers is that we do become abit more phyical in the sence of abit of random pokeing spanking etc but all in good humour nothing other the line if you know what i mean and most importantly we are like it in the work area where.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The situation with the co worker happened a couple over times and it was alway the same thing were he would follow up behind me and do the samething. and it was always when i was leaving work 10:30 up stairs where there isnt any cameras and no one about .&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Monday when i was working i started to think to myself about how there was a patteren and started worrying that he may do the same later on. which sadly he did, he hugged me from behind (In forcesful way it wasnt invited at all)&amp;nbsp; as i was trying to get in the locker room he hugged me so tight that my bum was pressed right up against him and his hands then where placed on my boobs.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I havent in such a long time felt so shocked , disgusted&lt;img width="64" height="32" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/throwup.gif" contenteditable="false" alt="" /&gt; and i hate to say it weak. I managed to get out of the building even tho he was waiting for me as i felt the locker room and for the rest of the night I felt so destoried alittle in side questioning everything that happened and also placeing the blame on myself until the next morning.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I felt i needed to tell someone and who better then the love of my life my friend and lover he helped me understand that it wasnt my fault and that the co worker was going out of his way to catch me when no one was around where there were no camera and more importantly I never invitited him to do any of these actions. My fella helped me build up some courage to inform someone at work and now its just the waiting game to see what will happen&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I shall stop there as there is more to tell but i have gone on enough and i would be so very surprise if anyone has managed to read this all. I shall put an update on the matter some time in the future &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[I feel like shit .......scrap that i feel completely like a pile of shit and i cant sleep because of it and i have to be in uni early tomorrow for some stuff lecture about careers.



This is going to be along journal so get a cuppa and get comfy 



I shall explain now why i feel like this so to avoid confusetion and the most common question of &quot; are you ok whast the matter?&quot;



For awhile someone that i work with has been acting abit strange, it started a couple of weeks ago when i was leaveing work earlier than most of the other people on my shift duo to the fact am a part timer. My co worker had made is way up to the first floor behind me toward the lockers rooms and lunch room. As i was about to step in to the ladys locker room the co worker asked me for a hug, I didnt think much of it at the time as i got on well with him and i have a huggy personality that i share with most of the shift with. But when i gave him a hug before leaving he wouldnt let go even when i said i wanted to leave. when I managed to wench him of me i entered the locker room collected my stuff and procedied to exit the first floor to leave the building but was stopped by the same co worker who insistied on another hug. At this time i still didnt think much of the request as alot of us at work are very silly and play games on each other , flicking rubber bands at each other while the other isnt look, have banter fights. So i found the behavour not to be to strange as he was very normal while in the working area.



But i started to get concerned when a pattern started to appear were while i was leaving the co worker would go up to the locker room behind me and do the same thing but each time getting him to let go and let me leave became harder , also where he would place his hands started to become an issue.



Being every confused about the actions of the co worker I started to take a work related attitude to him even tho we pritty much had that anyway with a little banter now and then which wasnt phyical or in any way sexual.

I also feel i should mention with what i said before about the banter with other co workers is that we do become abit more phyical in the sence of abit of random pokeing spanking etc but all in good humour nothing other the line if you know what i mean and most importantly we are like it in the work area where.



The situation with the co worker happened a couple over times and it was alway the same thing were he would follow up behind me and do the samething. and it was always when i was leaving work 10:30 up stairs where there isnt any cameras and no one about .



Monday when i was working i started to think to myself about how there was a patteren and started worrying that he may do the same later on. which sadly he did, he hugged me from behind (In forcesful way it wasnt invited at all)&nbsp; as i was trying to get in the locker room he hugged me so tight that my bum was pressed right up against him and his hands then where placed on my boobs.



I havent in such a long time felt so shocked , disgusted and i hate to say it weak. I managed to get out of the building even tho he was waiting for me as i felt the locker room and for the rest of the night I felt so destoried alittle in side questioning everything that happened and also placeing the blame on myself until the next morning.



I felt i needed to tell someone and who better then the love of my life my friend and lover he helped me understand that it wasnt my fault and that the co worker was going out of his way to catch me when no one was around where there were no camera and more importantly I never invitited him to do any of these actions. My fella helped me build up some courage to inform someone at work and now its just the waiting game to see what will happen



I shall stop there as there is more to tell but i have gone on enough and i would be so very surprise if anyone has managed to read this all. I shall put an update on the matter some time in the future 





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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I feel like shit .......scrap that i feel completely like a pile of shit and i cant sleep because of it and i have to be in uni early tomorrow for some stuff lecture about careers.<br />
<br />
This is going to be along journal so get a cuppa and get comfy <br />
<br />
I shall explain now why i feel like this so to avoid confusetion and the most common question of &quot; are you ok whast the matter?&quot;<br />
<br />
For awhile someone that i work with has been acting abit strange, it started a couple of weeks ago when i was leaveing work earlier than most of the other people on my shift duo to the fact am a part timer. My co worker had made is way up to the first floor behind me toward the lockers rooms and lunch room. As i was about to step in to the ladys locker room the co worker asked me for a hug, I didnt think much of it at the time as i got on well with him and i have a huggy personality that i share with most of the shift with. But when i gave him a hug before leaving he wouldnt let go even when i said i wanted to leave. when I managed to wench him of me i entered the locker room collected my stuff and procedied to exit the first floor to leave the building but was stopped by the same co worker who insistied on another hug. At this time i still didnt think much of the request as alot of us at work are very silly and play games on each other , flicking rubber bands at each other while the other isnt look, have banter fights. So i found the behavour not to be to strange as he was very normal while in the working area.<br />
<br />
But i started to get concerned when a pattern started to appear were while i was leaving the co worker would go up to the locker room behind me and do the same thing but each time getting him to let go and let me leave became harder , also where he would place his hands started to become an issue.<br />
<br />
Being every confused about the actions of the co worker I started to take a work related attitude to him even tho we pritty much had that anyway with a little banter now and then which wasnt phyical or in any way sexual.<br />
I also feel i should mention with what i said before about the banter with other co workers is that we do become abit more phyical in the sence of abit of random pokeing spanking etc but all in good humour nothing other the line if you know what i mean and most importantly we are like it in the work area where.<br />
<br />
The situation with the co worker happened a couple over times and it was alway the same thing were he would follow up behind me and do the samething. and it was always when i was leaving work 10:30 up stairs where there isnt any cameras and no one about .<br />
<br />
Monday when i was working i started to think to myself about how there was a patteren and started worrying that he may do the same later on. which sadly he did, he hugged me from behind (In forcesful way it wasnt invited at all)&nbsp; as i was trying to get in the locker room he hugged me so tight that my bum was pressed right up against him and his hands then where placed on my boobs.<br />
<br />
I havent in such a long time felt so shocked , disgusted<img width="64" height="32" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/throwup.gif" contenteditable="false" alt="" /> and i hate to say it weak. I managed to get out of the building even tho he was waiting for me as i felt the locker room and for the rest of the night I felt so destoried alittle in side questioning everything that happened and also placeing the blame on myself until the next morning.<br />
<br />
I felt i needed to tell someone and who better then the love of my life my friend and lover he helped me understand that it wasnt my fault and that the co worker was going out of his way to catch me when no one was around where there were no camera and more importantly I never invitited him to do any of these actions. My fella helped me build up some courage to inform someone at work and now its just the waiting game to see what will happen<br />
<br />
I shall stop there as there is more to tell but i have gone on enough and i would be so very surprise if anyone has managed to read this all. I shall put an update on the matter some time in the future <br />
<br />
<br />
<br type="_moz" />]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 23 Apr 2008 01:36:03 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>frustracted</title>
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      <itunes:summary>been trying for the last 20mins to send an email to gwin some paperwork and my comp or hotmail is being so god dam gay &lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[been trying for the last 20mins to send an email to gwin some paperwork and my comp or hotmail is being so god dam gay ]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[been trying for the last 20mins to send an email to gwin some paperwork and my comp or hotmail is being so god dam gay <br type="_moz" />]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 17 Apr 2008 21:33:07 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>am so tired</title>
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      <itunes:summary>god damit its been a busy&amp;nbsp; two weeks which is the reason why i havent been about much,&lt;br /&gt;
The last month has been a rough one for me after the move and the depression i ran out of money finding it was hard as I dotn like taking money of my parents or friends but in the end i had to and also borrow money from the uni's short term loan department. &lt;br /&gt;
But now everything is cool is been paid got my student loan aswell , been loads of shoots over the last 2 weeks and managed to earn over 400 which am really happy about :D&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Just started uni feeling really good about everything just got alot to catch up on but think i will be able to get a goodish grade :) really stressed aswel but hay everyone is so am not along i guess:)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
also went out with mates to a chimaira gig which was fucking amazing and got a bonus out of it aswell as it was being held at the bar i work in so i got in free :D&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;nbsp;Also the wanker from work who said i would never get a good job because of my tattoos got court pulling a sicky from work so hes in big trouble , I also saw the little git at the gig the day he was meant to be in work aswell pissing everyone off by trying to mosh and start a mosh pit on the outside of the crowd which people who wanted to watch the gig with out being pushed and get hit wasnt to happy about so they got abit rough with him. So i could get him in to more trouble and tell our shift manger where he really was, as I know hes not going to tell them where he really was. What a wanker&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Which moves me on to the next bit, even tho things have been better latley,&amp;nbsp; the same weekend I had a bit of a head fuck moment over the saturday and sunday. 4 guys that I used to fancy and still do a little all told me that they liked me and would like to see what happens between us. This was abit of a suprise to me and very confusing as ive been having a kind of relationship with a friend for a very long time but we werent together which is very hard to explain but basically i couldnt be with him for a couple of reasons. So we have always been close friends for the&amp;nbsp; 3 years we have known each other but anyway the last 4 months have been abit of alife changeing for us as we both have talk alot about us and we have decided that we want to be together. We each got alot of our chests and minds about us and have found we feel the same about everything. But he has always said that its none of his business if i go out with anyone else as we arent together but i told him i just want him and i do just want him. But being sexualy frustrated because i dont get to see him much duo to his job and other things having four guys who i was attracted to come up wanting to shag me was abit to much to take. so I ran back home and was very upset about it all. But lucky for me my fella called me not to long after i got in. We got talking about what happend and loads of other things that is keeping us apart, am so happy we did as we have been able to get more things out there and have decided that basicaly we belong together and that we shall be together &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
sorry if my spelling and typing is abit hard to read am dyslexic cant help it &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
hope everyone is well and having a good month xxxxxx&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[god damit its been a busy&nbsp; two weeks which is the reason why i havent been about much,

The last month has been a rough one for me after the move and the depression i ran out of money finding it was hard as I dotn like taking money of my parents or friends but in the end i had to and also borrow money from the uni's short term loan department. 

But now everything is cool is been paid got my student loan aswell , been loads of shoots over the last 2 weeks and managed to earn over 400 which am really happy about :D



Just started uni feeling really good about everything just got alot to catch up on but think i will be able to get a goodish grade :) really stressed aswel but hay everyone is so am not along i guess:)



also went out with mates to a chimaira gig which was fucking amazing and got a bonus out of it aswell as it was being held at the bar i work in so i got in free :D

&nbsp;Also the wanker from work who said i would never get a good job because of my tattoos got court pulling a sicky from work so hes in big trouble , I also saw the little git at the gig the day he was meant to be in work aswell pissing everyone off by trying to mosh and start a mosh pit on the outside of the crowd which people who wanted to watch the gig with out being pushed and get hit wasnt to happy about so they got abit rough with him. So i could get him in to more trouble and tell our shift manger where he really was, as I know hes not going to tell them where he really was. What a wanker



Which moves me on to the next bit, even tho things have been better latley,&nbsp; the same weekend I had a bit of a head fuck moment over the saturday and sunday. 4 guys that I used to fancy and still do a little all told me that they liked me and would like to see what happens between us. This was abit of a suprise to me and very confusing as ive been having a kind of relationship with a friend for a very long time but we werent together which is very hard to explain but basically i couldnt be with him for a couple of reasons. So we have always been close friends for the&nbsp; 3 years we have known each other but anyway the last 4 months have been abit of alife changeing for us as we both have talk alot about us and we have decided that we want to be together. We each got alot of our chests and minds about us and have found we feel the same about everything. But he has always said that its none of his business if i go out with anyone else as we arent together but i told him i just want him and i do just want him. But being sexualy frustrated because i dont get to see him much duo to his job and other things having four guys who i was attracted to come up wanting to shag me was abit to much to take. so I ran back home and was very upset about it all. But lucky for me my fella called me not to long after i got in. We got talking about what happend and loads of other things that is keeping us apart, am so happy we did as we have been able to get more things out there and have decided that basicaly we belong together and that we shall be together 





sorry if my spelling and typing is abit hard to read am dyslexic cant help it 



hope everyone is well and having a good month xxxxxx







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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[god damit its been a busy&nbsp; two weeks which is the reason why i havent been about much,<br />
The last month has been a rough one for me after the move and the depression i ran out of money finding it was hard as I dotn like taking money of my parents or friends but in the end i had to and also borrow money from the uni's short term loan department. <br />
But now everything is cool is been paid got my student loan aswell , been loads of shoots over the last 2 weeks and managed to earn over 400 which am really happy about :D<br />
<br />
Just started uni feeling really good about everything just got alot to catch up on but think i will be able to get a goodish grade :) really stressed aswel but hay everyone is so am not along i guess:)<br />
<br />
also went out with mates to a chimaira gig which was fucking amazing and got a bonus out of it aswell as it was being held at the bar i work in so i got in free :D<br />
&nbsp;Also the wanker from work who said i would never get a good job because of my tattoos got court pulling a sicky from work so hes in big trouble , I also saw the little git at the gig the day he was meant to be in work aswell pissing everyone off by trying to mosh and start a mosh pit on the outside of the crowd which people who wanted to watch the gig with out being pushed and get hit wasnt to happy about so they got abit rough with him. So i could get him in to more trouble and tell our shift manger where he really was, as I know hes not going to tell them where he really was. What a wanker<br />
<br />
Which moves me on to the next bit, even tho things have been better latley,&nbsp; the same weekend I had a bit of a head fuck moment over the saturday and sunday. 4 guys that I used to fancy and still do a little all told me that they liked me and would like to see what happens between us. This was abit of a suprise to me and very confusing as ive been having a kind of relationship with a friend for a very long time but we werent together which is very hard to explain but basically i couldnt be with him for a couple of reasons. So we have always been close friends for the&nbsp; 3 years we have known each other but anyway the last 4 months have been abit of alife changeing for us as we both have talk alot about us and we have decided that we want to be together. We each got alot of our chests and minds about us and have found we feel the same about everything. But he has always said that its none of his business if i go out with anyone else as we arent together but i told him i just want him and i do just want him. But being sexualy frustrated because i dont get to see him much duo to his job and other things having four guys who i was attracted to come up wanting to shag me was abit to much to take. so I ran back home and was very upset about it all. But lucky for me my fella called me not to long after i got in. We got talking about what happend and loads of other things that is keeping us apart, am so happy we did as we have been able to get more things out there and have decided that basicaly we belong together and that we shall be together <br />
<br />
<br />
sorry if my spelling and typing is abit hard to read am dyslexic cant help it <br />
<br />
hope everyone is well and having a good month xxxxxx<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
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      <pubDate>Wed, 09 Apr 2008 21:21:33 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>something werid on the site</title>
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      <itunes:summary>was just reply&amp;nbsp; to a message when i thought i saw some thing flash up and dissappear which was very werid &lt;br /&gt;
so i carried on and it happened again so this time i waited and there is also a random cock flashed up and disappeared :S very confused all i coule think of is the film fight club when brad pitts character explains how he puts a couple of seconds of porn in to films so when it appears its gone before you know what you have seen but yet you question if you have seen it &lt;br /&gt;
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is anyone else getting this on the site as am not getting it on other sites am on so i dont think its a virus on my comp &lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[was just reply&nbsp; to a message when i thought i saw some thing flash up and dissappear which was very werid 

so i carried on and it happened again so this time i waited and there is also a random cock flashed up and disappeared :S very confused all i coule think of is the film fight club when brad pitts character explains how he puts a couple of seconds of porn in to films so when it appears its gone before you know what you have seen but yet you question if you have seen it 





is anyone else getting this on the site as am not getting it on other sites am on so i dont think its a virus on my comp ]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[was just reply&nbsp; to a message when i thought i saw some thing flash up and dissappear which was very werid <br />
so i carried on and it happened again so this time i waited and there is also a random cock flashed up and disappeared :S very confused all i coule think of is the film fight club when brad pitts character explains how he puts a couple of seconds of porn in to films so when it appears its gone before you know what you have seen but yet you question if you have seen it <br />
<br />
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is anyone else getting this on the site as am not getting it on other sites am on so i dont think its a virus on my comp <br type="_moz" />]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 01 Apr 2008 22:02:15 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>busy busy busy</title>
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      <itunes:summary>god i am soooooooooooooooooo tired and still got loads to do.&lt;br /&gt;
ive had abit of an eventful week did the shoot and video last week but this week i had two shoots wednesday had two day to sort acouple of things out like do the shopping and lean the rats and travel all the way back to cardiff to get a shoe that i left at my shoot. Tomorrow i have to pack my suitcase , pamper myself i.e redye my hair , shave etc etc go to the gym , go see my dad , print of info for myfilghts &lt;br /&gt;
retouch some photos update new website, sign a contact , and get some early sleep .&lt;br /&gt;
saturday got to get to airport early shoot in ireland all day come back go to bed and then have to work sunday then come home and climb under my covers and sleep for the rest of the day &lt;br /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[god i am soooooooooooooooooo tired and still got loads to do.

ive had abit of an eventful week did the shoot and video last week but this week i had two shoots wednesday had two day to sort acouple of things out like do the shopping and lean the rats and travel all the way back to cardiff to get a shoe that i left at my shoot. Tomorrow i have to pack my suitcase , pamper myself i.e redye my hair , shave etc etc go to the gym , go see my dad , print of info for myfilghts 

retouch some photos update new website, sign a contact , and get some early sleep .

saturday got to get to airport early shoot in ireland all day come back go to bed and then have to work sunday then come home and climb under my covers and sleep for the rest of the day 

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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[god i am soooooooooooooooooo tired and still got loads to do.<br />
ive had abit of an eventful week did the shoot and video last week but this week i had two shoots wednesday had two day to sort acouple of things out like do the shopping and lean the rats and travel all the way back to cardiff to get a shoe that i left at my shoot. Tomorrow i have to pack my suitcase , pamper myself i.e redye my hair , shave etc etc go to the gym , go see my dad , print of info for myfilghts <br />
retouch some photos update new website, sign a contact , and get some early sleep .<br />
saturday got to get to airport early shoot in ireland all day come back go to bed and then have to work sunday then come home and climb under my covers and sleep for the rest of the day <br />
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      <pubDate>Thu, 27 Mar 2008 22:48:13 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>my crazy week</title>
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      <itunes:summary>well its been abit of a mad one&lt;br /&gt;
did a music video got down to mates late didnt get much sleep duo to crazy kitten and mad dog keeping me up &lt;br /&gt;
then shot in a old boys hoilday village which was alot of fun but very very good and windy &lt;br /&gt;
then later on shot candy porn ( all shall be explained when i get some pics back ) and also some encasement photos ( also will show some shots when i get them back)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
and i still got two shoots wednesday and a shoot in ireland this week &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
also still got shit loads of uni work to do &lt;br /&gt;
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so tired :(&lt;br /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[well its been abit of a mad one

did a music video got down to mates late didnt get much sleep duo to crazy kitten and mad dog keeping me up 

then shot in a old boys hoilday village which was alot of fun but very very good and windy 

then later on shot candy porn ( all shall be explained when i get some pics back ) and also some encasement photos ( also will show some shots when i get them back)



and i still got two shoots wednesday and a shoot in ireland this week 



also still got shit loads of uni work to do 





so tired :(

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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[well its been abit of a mad one<br />
did a music video got down to mates late didnt get much sleep duo to crazy kitten and mad dog keeping me up <br />
then shot in a old boys hoilday village which was alot of fun but very very good and windy <br />
then later on shot candy porn ( all shall be explained when i get some pics back ) and also some encasement photos ( also will show some shots when i get them back)<br />
<br />
and i still got two shoots wednesday and a shoot in ireland this week <br />
<br />
also still got shit loads of uni work to do <br />
<br />
<br />
so tired :(<br />
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      <pubDate>Mon, 24 Mar 2008 23:30:51 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>rat</title>
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      <itunes:summary>well just got back fromt eh vets and looks like slayer needs another op which will bring up her vet bill cost in totally to over &amp;pound;300 no one can say i dont love my babies :P&lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[well just got back fromt eh vets and looks like slayer needs another op which will bring up her vet bill cost in totally to over &pound;300 no one can say i dont love my babies :P]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[well just got back fromt eh vets and looks like slayer needs another op which will bring up her vet bill cost in totally to over &pound;300 no one can say i dont love my babies :P<br type="_moz" />]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 20 Mar 2008 19:06:50 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>am so mad gurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr</title>
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      <itunes:summary>men are wankers no sorry scrap that ex bf are wankers &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
you try to be nice and be friends with them ( which was their idea when they split up with you ) and they just throw it back in your face. fuck them not scrap that too and&amp;nbsp; impale them though the ass and leave them there to try talk more crap out of their asses.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
god am so mad &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[men are wankers no sorry scrap that ex bf are wankers 



you try to be nice and be friends with them ( which was their idea when they split up with you ) and they just throw it back in your face. fuck them not scrap that too and&nbsp; impale them though the ass and leave them there to try talk more crap out of their asses.



god am so mad 

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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[men are wankers no sorry scrap that ex bf are wankers <br />
<br />
you try to be nice and be friends with them ( which was their idea when they split up with you ) and they just throw it back in your face. fuck them not scrap that too and&nbsp; impale them though the ass and leave them there to try talk more crap out of their asses.<br />
<br />
god am so mad <br />
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      <pubDate>Wed, 19 Mar 2008 19:20:49 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>the funnest thing ever</title>
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      <itunes:summary>i love this comdian and i wish to share one of my fav bits with you all &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
damit cant get link &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
try this &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uwOL4rB-go&lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[i love this comdian and i wish to share one of my fav bits with you all 



damit cant get link 





try this 



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uwOL4rB-go]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[i love this comdian and i wish to share one of my fav bits with you all <br />
<br />
damit cant get link <br />
<br />
<br />
try this <br />
<br />
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uwOL4rB-go<br type="_moz" />]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 13 Mar 2008 14:01:05 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>am back</title>
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      <itunes:summary>well ive just got back from scotland at 10:15pm am so tired but had loads of fun. the mansion we were in was right in the highlands and i need to get a ferry across to where we were which was pritty fun.&lt;br /&gt;
i was only there for a day and a half but everyone else was staying for the week so when i got there , there was loads of fun things going on a loads of gossip. I was a very busy bee while up there shooting stuff for uni and modeling . Got some cracking shoots but it wasnt with out some drama i must say which is abit of a long story so will explain another time when i put the pics up &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
i shoot with meisha today she was such a lovely fun person had loads of fun shooting with her and am looking forward to seeing the results and seeing if any of the sets get accepted * fingers crossed* &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
in other news my life is still abit poo poo , got money problems with is worrying me so ive been trying to sort that out which has lead to me being depressed and ill alot and also becuase ive been trying to survive i havent been going in to uni , which is fucking things up at the moment as am way behind.&lt;br /&gt;
so got loads to do and sort out some hopefuly my life will be in more in order when i go back to uni after easter &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
on the plus note i get to see my lover tuesday i cant wait we are going to hang out around london for the day &lt;img width="600" height="424" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/112331/" alt="" /&gt;&lt;img width="424" height="600" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/112332/" alt="" /&gt;&lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[well ive just got back from scotland at 10:15pm am so tired but had loads of fun. the mansion we were in was right in the highlands and i need to get a ferry across to where we were which was pritty fun.

i was only there for a day and a half but everyone else was staying for the week so when i got there , there was loads of fun things going on a loads of gossip. I was a very busy bee while up there shooting stuff for uni and modeling . Got some cracking shoots but it wasnt with out some drama i must say which is abit of a long story so will explain another time when i put the pics up 



i shoot with meisha today she was such a lovely fun person had loads of fun shooting with her and am looking forward to seeing the results and seeing if any of the sets get accepted * fingers crossed* 





in other news my life is still abit poo poo , got money problems with is worrying me so ive been trying to sort that out which has lead to me being depressed and ill alot and also becuase ive been trying to survive i havent been going in to uni , which is fucking things up at the moment as am way behind.

so got loads to do and sort out some hopefuly my life will be in more in order when i go back to uni after easter 



on the plus note i get to see my lover tuesday i cant wait we are going to hang out around london for the day ]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[well ive just got back from scotland at 10:15pm am so tired but had loads of fun. the mansion we were in was right in the highlands and i need to get a ferry across to where we were which was pritty fun.<br />
i was only there for a day and a half but everyone else was staying for the week so when i got there , there was loads of fun things going on a loads of gossip. I was a very busy bee while up there shooting stuff for uni and modeling . Got some cracking shoots but it wasnt with out some drama i must say which is abit of a long story so will explain another time when i put the pics up <br />
<br />
i shoot with meisha today she was such a lovely fun person had loads of fun shooting with her and am looking forward to seeing the results and seeing if any of the sets get accepted * fingers crossed* <br />
<br />
<br />
in other news my life is still abit poo poo , got money problems with is worrying me so ive been trying to sort that out which has lead to me being depressed and ill alot and also becuase ive been trying to survive i havent been going in to uni , which is fucking things up at the moment as am way behind.<br />
so got loads to do and sort out some hopefuly my life will be in more in order when i go back to uni after easter <br />
<br />
on the plus note i get to see my lover tuesday i cant wait we are going to hang out around london for the day <img width="600" height="424" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/112331/" alt="" /><img width="424" height="600" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/112332/" alt="" /><br type="_moz" />]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 10 Mar 2008 00:05:34 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>scottland bound</title>
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      <itunes:summary>am of to scottland am of to scottland &lt;br /&gt;
am so excited i could scream , going to spend 2 nights in a mansion with a group of togs and models goingt o be so much fun &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
then on sunday i get to shoot a couple of sets to be submitted to deviantnation &lt;br /&gt;
i think am going to wet myself with excitement &lt;img width="38" height="34" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/bouncy.gif" contenteditable="false" alt="" /&gt;&lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[am of to scottland am of to scottland 

am so excited i could scream , going to spend 2 nights in a mansion with a group of togs and models goingt o be so much fun 



then on sunday i get to shoot a couple of sets to be submitted to deviantnation 

i think am going to wet myself with excitement ]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[am of to scottland am of to scottland <br />
am so excited i could scream , going to spend 2 nights in a mansion with a group of togs and models goingt o be so much fun <br />
<br />
then on sunday i get to shoot a couple of sets to be submitted to deviantnation <br />
i think am going to wet myself with excitement <img width="38" height="34" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/bouncy.gif" contenteditable="false" alt="" /><br type="_moz" />]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 05 Mar 2008 17:38:39 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>is very sad</title>
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      <itunes:summary>am feeling very sad at the moment ive been trying to get paid shoots so i can raise money for my final degree show peice. But still after posting on a couple of site and even reposting tpost i still have no messages and no interest in shooting with me.&lt;br /&gt;
am feeling really disheartened by the whole thing and have started questioning if am an good at modeling or if am to ugly or uninteresting to shoot with &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
i am trying to keep my hopes up tho i have a shoot next sunday to do some sets to try to submit to dn &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
but not feeling very conferdent at the moment and dont know if i should be modeling &lt;img src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/sad.gif" contenteditable="false" alt="" /&gt;&lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[am feeling very sad at the moment ive been trying to get paid shoots so i can raise money for my final degree show peice. But still after posting on a couple of site and even reposting tpost i still have no messages and no interest in shooting with me.

am feeling really disheartened by the whole thing and have started questioning if am an good at modeling or if am to ugly or uninteresting to shoot with 



i am trying to keep my hopes up tho i have a shoot next sunday to do some sets to try to submit to dn 



but not feeling very conferdent at the moment and dont know if i should be modeling ]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[am feeling very sad at the moment ive been trying to get paid shoots so i can raise money for my final degree show peice. But still after posting on a couple of site and even reposting tpost i still have no messages and no interest in shooting with me.<br />
am feeling really disheartened by the whole thing and have started questioning if am an good at modeling or if am to ugly or uninteresting to shoot with <br />
<br />
i am trying to keep my hopes up tho i have a shoot next sunday to do some sets to try to submit to dn <br />
<br />
but not feeling very conferdent at the moment and dont know if i should be modeling <img src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/sad.gif" contenteditable="false" alt="" /><br type="_moz" />]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Sat, 01 Mar 2008 21:37:21 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>:D</title>
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      <itunes:summary>getting to shoot some sets to submit next week so excited :D&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
uni is going well done some fab photogrpaghy but am starting to feel i shouldnt be on an art course but a photgraphgy course but oh well its the last year so got to stick with it &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
going to try to get a large format print done so off i go &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
x&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[getting to shoot some sets to submit next week so excited :D





uni is going well done some fab photogrpaghy but am starting to feel i shouldnt be on an art course but a photgraphgy course but oh well its the last year so got to stick with it 



going to try to get a large format print done so off i go 





x

]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[getting to shoot some sets to submit next week so excited :D<br />
<br />
<br />
uni is going well done some fab photogrpaghy but am starting to feel i shouldnt be on an art course but a photgraphgy course but oh well its the last year so got to stick with it <br />
<br />
going to try to get a large format print done so off i go <br />
<br />
<br />
x<br />
<br type="_moz" />]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 28 Feb 2008 10:20:49 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>on an random note</title>
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      <itunes:summary>omg my boobs are hugh &lt;br /&gt;
went and got them mesured as my tits kept on poping out to show the world so throught something was up and they are 32 DD now am gob smacked &lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[omg my boobs are hugh 

went and got them mesured as my tits kept on poping out to show the world so throught something was up and they are 32 DD now am gob smacked ]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[omg my boobs are hugh <br />
went and got them mesured as my tits kept on poping out to show the world so throught something was up and they are 32 DD now am gob smacked <br type="_moz" />]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 20 Feb 2008 18:03:55 GMT</pubDate>
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      <itunes:summary>well come home early from work there was nothing to do :P&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
will post some pics up in a mo of a shoot i did last saturday there are some funky pics in there&lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[well come home early from work there was nothing to do :P



will post some pics up in a mo of a shoot i did last saturday there are some funky pics in there]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[well come home early from work there was nothing to do :P<br />
<br />
will post some pics up in a mo of a shoot i did last saturday there are some funky pics in there<br type="_moz" />]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 12 Feb 2008 20:50:23 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>going out</title>
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      <itunes:summary>been abit of a lazy cow and been watch cartoons most of the day and packing for my shoot tomorrow which should be fun as am getting to shoot in a dungon &lt;img src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/spanking.gif" contenteditable="false" alt="" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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and now am getting ready to go out and have a couple of drinks with the lads :D&lt;br /&gt;
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      <pubDate>Fri, 08 Feb 2008 17:56:39 GMT</pubDate>
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