[Deviant Nation] CplKhaos's Journal

Oh My God! What a weekend!!!

CplKhaos — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 15:15:13 GMT

Well, It was a weekend of firsts. It started off "normal" for a spanko party, 'Hi I'm Vinnie. I know we have never meet, can I spank you?" It was a costum party I went as Ceaser complete with crown of laurals, Mrs.Khaos looked smoking hot as a jail bird.

Saturday was busy I beat many butts and did some serious sensual play and that is my favorite. I have started using vibrators with bunny fur and oddly enough a kitchen whisk-yes I will prevert anything-being able to get my bottoms off is a huge turn on for me. Chocolates, back rubs and snuggle time end a session. I enjoy the emotional conection and all of the warm fuzzies. The hair pulling, nipple pinching, wharton wheel and my new electric zapper are fun too.

Sunday. Oh my God, it is a holy day. I meet Karen, who is a top/domme who is friends with a couple we-Demi- aka Mrs.Khaos play with. This woman has a reputaion as being a hard playing serious no bullshit woman. She asked me if I wanted to play, before I could tell her I was a top and not interested in getting a beating. She lays this on me " I want you to pull my hair, beat my ass and speak to me in a forgien language." Now I start looking for the crew from 'Punk'ed' or candid camera. No camera crew only a public caning, hmmmmm. My newbie spanko top mind is thinking 'Wow! This is strange.'

I grab my bag of toys and we go off to a room, as soon as I close the door she asks me how naked should she get. Then from the depths of my mind the old preditory alpha male came out. "Every thing off! Now!" Opening my toy bag and laying out my tools I told her what I would do with each one. As soon as she was naked I pulled her over my knee grabbed her hair with my left hand and started spanking her with my right. Telling her in German how happy it was makking me to see her in pain and feel her struggle. This was the biggest sexual rush of my life! Normally I am a laid back kind of guy and to be honest the preadator side of me scares me!

Anyway we played twice on Sunday. After the first session she called me 'Sir' in public and would avoid eye contact. She even offered to clean my toys and repack my bag! Many people asked me what I had done to her? Now I dont know what to do. I have never had a 'sub' or anyone treat me like this. If anyone has any ideas, hints, tips or even smart ass comments it would be helpful.

Hugs and Spankings

Paulo

p.s.sorry Prendick no cameras allowed.

Spanko Party!!!!!

CplKhaos — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 20:36:56 GMT

Tomorrow Mrs.Khaos and I will be attending a halloween-yeah I know its late-spanko party. I am going as a Roman Sentor Mrs.Khaos is in a little and I mean little jail type outfit. The car is gassed up and washed, kid care set up. Tonight I clean and pack my toys! I am very excited about slappin some hiney! I cant wait to use my new cane and stripe a bottom or two. My new feather tickler will see some action along with my zapper. Oh yeah and I bought new wrist restraints and chopsticks to get in all of the little nooks and crannies.

Well I have stuff to do.

Hugs and Spankings!

Cpl.Khaos

Wow, its over.

CplKhaos — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 12:03:11 GMT

Well we as a nation have picked a new leader. We did so with out violence and bloodshed. Our American system of political change though far from perfect worked well enough to allow a true mavrick to get elected. As I cast my ballot yesterday I saw people of differing political leanings talking to each other in civil tones. I enjoyed watching a young black woman vote for the first time . She was with her mother and grandmother after they voted they all posed for a picture in front of the polling place. What a great experiance to share with your children.

I wish our new president well and hope that he is able to bring the change we need as a nation.

So.....

CplKhaos — Tue, 04 Nov 2008 01:37:27 GMT

Well here it is 3 November 2008 and I am not on the ballot.

Drinking again

CplKhaos — Wed, 22 Oct 2008 09:49:37 GMT

I went about a month with out a drink, then I fell under the wagon. I really liked being sober it was a new experiance I felt good, a little manic but good. I got drunk last night talking to my brother on the phone, I have been drinking every night for the last week. I had a black out and woke up on the floor in the living room. I have a bunch of shit due for school today and none of it is done because I have been living in a bottle for the last week. I dont want to do this anymore. I want to be a role model for my kids, not an example of what you should not do.

I feel selfish for wanting to go to rehab. It seems like it is all about me and I dont want to put my wife through anymore hardship than I already have. Then again having an alcoholic for a husband cant be easy. It is the time factor that scares me. Yes I make time to drink-after the kids are in bed-how would I go to an AA meeting I dont feel right leaving them alone at night so I can deal with my problems. Oh my God reading this is scaring the shit out of me my logic which is usually pretty sound is all fucked up.

I am tired of waking up in the morning an feeling ashamed at what I did the night before. Every morning after I drink I spend half the day searching the house for things I may have 'fixed' or something like that. When I come to I need to check the garbage to make sure I did not throw anything away or break something weather it be in spite or just because I am drunk.

Wow, the first three paragraphs all start with I. Maybe I am a selfish prick who only cares about himself and no one else.

I am a sucker!

CplKhaos — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 20:47:02 GMT

I am a sucker! I have a soft spot for small furry critters, and not just to season with rosemary and garlic. We have a new kitten, she is black and was the runt of the litter. One more reason I fell in love she was the underdog, and she has really pretty green eyes. So, we named her 'Snowball'. When we got her she needed to get 'fixed' so off to animal aid she went. Then I get a phone call on monday saying "She is not ready come get her on tuesday". Okay, fine. When I get her on tuesday she still had not had her surgery, they said she was too small. She only weights 2.1 lb. needs to be 3.5 lb. to get fixed. So I take her home to fatten her up. Because I like some booty on my women.

I wake up Wednesday morning and the cat is walking in circle and falling down. At frist its cute, who does not like a retared cat? Then she stops eatting, and wont wake up. Now my 'Dad gene" kicks in and its off to the vet. Now having been an Army medic for 18 years I am thinking, nurological damage, maybe a tumor. No! It is an ear infection that is clearing up with some antibiotics. She had to spend the night at the vets office in isolation, but she is doing better now. She walks but staggers like a drunken paratrooper, its kinda cute.

So here she is asleep in my lap, purring. And I feel ok with the world.

People Like Me

CplKhaos — Mon, 29 Sep 2008 18:15:02 GMT

I have been thinking. Yes, that is what is making that burning smell. Latley I find myself going a little manic, I enjoy it, the people around me.....not so much. I have not had a drink in three weeks and my brain is doing some weird shit.....and I like it! I am now more intuned with my inner smart ass. It is like my external smart ass but with a better vocabulary and now 100% more sarcasim.

Here is a sample of the shit my brain found.

Can you get a DUI in a bumper car?

Why is there no Richard Milhouse Nixon School of Ethics?

FOX News should only have smokin hot chicks doing the news then it would live up to its name.

If a narcoleptic and an insomniac married would the relationship work? Would they balance each other out?

I applied to be a plumbers aprentice. The last guy was a kleptomaniac, Copophliac. He got fired for stealing shit.

I am going to start writting personal ads for argumenative egomaniacs, here is a sample:
Selfish, egotistical, prick, seeks, whiney, self absorbed, high maintainace woman for mutaully antagonistic relationship. Mental health and addictive disorders a plus. Serious inquieres only. No strech marks or children. Call and leave whiney, long winded message about why you want to be with me.

People like me are the reason people like you need medication.

Hugs and Spankings

Paulo

Rant......Yeah Motherfucker I Said It!

CplKhaos — Thu, 25 Sep 2008 02:58:51 GMT

As I sit here and watch another political season come to an end with no real winner only lossers I feel a sence of loss. Our economy is tanking and we as a nation are weeks away from a depression, not a resession. Rich people who squander more money than I will make in a lifetime want me to pay their bills.

Political canidates are enspousing change but never say what kind of change they want. If they want change that bad panhandle on the corner at least that way I know where my money is going. The only real change will be what special interest is paid off after the election.

We are fighting a war that has killed two of my friends and is never going to end. I fear my children going to war. I served in the Army so they would not need to. My biggest fear is my kids going to war and I am too old or broken to go instead of them.

I hate to fly because I dont like being treated like a criminal going through security.

We live in a country where it is a law to have insurance for your car, but not for your kids.

There are six canidates for president but only two will be alowed to debate on tv. It is not much of a debate anyway they get the questions in advance and have someone else write thier answers.

People equate emotion with intelligence, that is why we have the 'Patriot Act'

Every generation has a cross to bear. It is made by the generation before them, I am sorry that we could not make ours lighter.

Paulo

Jones'n

CplKhaos — Tue, 23 Sep 2008 11:13:19 GMT

So, I went to a spanko party two weekends ago and had a good time. It was our yearly back to school party and all of the girls were in thier cute little school girl outfits. I thought they all looked cute. It was a good time and I even bought a CANE! Now a word on canes. I love to use them, I like the sound they make cutting through the air. When they make contact with a bare bottom and I get to see the shock wave travel through the flesh and hear the 'spllaaapp' of impact it is awsome. The best part is the look on a womans face as she is caned and the total bliss she emits when she is in her headspace. I even did a goodnite scene with two girls at once! Me the tall skinny kid with the big nose and clumsy feet!

I also did alot of sensual play, that is a combination of different sensations a cross between pain and plesure. The culminaton of leather, silk, wax, feathers, wood paddles, fur, music and smells. This is what really gets me into my Top-space. The repeated soankings with the leather strap and then the slow, light rub down with rabbit fur. I like to whisper in her ear how beautiful she looks when I rub an icecube down her spine. Lavender candles and some Enigma or Peter Gaberil playing. It is a nice way to set the mood. When we finish I like to lay next to them in bed as they enjoy thier moment. After the play session the ladies get chocolate.

Now I have Top-drop. This is the end of the high and it sucks! I really, really want to play and Mrs.Chaos is working and I can find a bottom in Tallahassee. To make things worse all day at school I am surrounded by all of these cute little college girls that I would love to spank.

Anyway that is my life.

Hugs and Spankings

Paulo

But.......I'm not bitter

CplKhaos — Wed, 17 Sep 2008 22:51:03 GMT

Motherfucking, cocksucking, asshole sniffing, cum gurggling, taint lapping, child molesting, dog raping, son of a bitchin, syphillis spreading, kitten killing, douche bag, pubic hair eatting, fuck nugget chewing, BASTARDS! Bastard falvored bastards with a creamy bastard filling, Bastards.

So. Sorry about how long it has taken me to post anything new. I have been busy with school. I have alot of reading to do and have been keeping up with my studies. Because I am a good student like that. I have even been putting in extra time in at the library.

There I am standing at my car and I see it. The little white envelope under my windshild wiper. It said my parking sticker was expired. Now, I know its not because all of that is paid for by my VA benefits. So will they drop the ticket? No. They said I should have renewed my sticker when I registered. Now you get a new parking decal every year, they just fail to mention that to you when register, ok my fault. Now for the part that kinda made me mad. In the last two weeks I have been bombarded with emails about parking during the football games, and dont forget your free football tickets, and the 'great opprotunity to meet your FSU football team'.

I have never been to a fucking football game! I have the emails to prove it. But do you think they can send out an email reminding you to renew your parking pass? Guess not.

Back To School

CplKhaos — Thu, 28 Aug 2008 00:00:11 GMT

Well, I am back in school. Florida State is a zoo this time of year, but that means GREAT people watching! Like the guy on campus today with the 'Free Hugs' sign. Of course it would not be fall semester with out a visit to serority row by 'The Preacher' a batshit crazy old dude who claims serority girls and frat boys are "From the loins of Satan!" He is a creepy guy he walks around with a cross/staff and a bible. It really complements the vacant look in his eyes.

My classes are cool this semester. I am taking three classes with some heavy reading but it is stuff I like. Political Geography, Medical Geography, and Military and Society. The last class is my favorite so far it is basicaly French military history from 1750 till the end of the Nepoleon era. For a military history geek like me its like cake for a fat kid. Of course I say that now, by the end of the semester when I am sick of reading and writting pappers and am in a dark room listening to country music and thinking of washing my mouth out with a handgun, I will have no recolection of this journal entry, and hate my choice of classes.

Well, now I do homework!

Hugs and Spankings
Paulo

Still Raining

CplKhaos — Sat, 23 Aug 2008 18:41:03 GMT

Still raining. We have been in the house for two days with no respite. Joey missed school friday due to the storm. Lucky kid he only started monday and already gets a rain day. So far we only lost power once and it was last night at 1am, so I sleep through it and looking on the positive side my bill will be lower scence we had no power. Oh yeah, and I dont need to water my lawn or garden.

I feel caged and I want to cook. I made a mad dash to Winn-Dixie earlier that was an adventure. The drive was from hell with all of the shit on the road, and I had pine needles under my wipers so everything was streaked and blurry. I did get a huge chance to practice my captian hydroplane skills . The things I will do for eggplant. The nice thing about going to the store during a tropical storm is that nobody is at the grocery store. I kinda felt like a pirate

This being Florida there were still people out jogging! Hello it raining sideways and trees look like they are doing the wave at a Mother Nature and the Blowhards concert. But alas this is Gods waiting room.

ITS GONNA RAIN!

CplKhaos — Thu, 21 Aug 2008 11:17:33 GMT

Tropical storm Fay is heading my way. It looks like rain I just hope there is no flooding or wind damage. One more reason I hate Florida. Hurricaines, tropical sotrms and depressions seem so intimidating to me. They honestly remind me of something out of a horror movie a large mass of clouds and lightning slowly rolling over the landscape bringing forth loud and violent torrents of jagged electricity and stinging, pounding rain. To me it does not seem right that when it storms and gets cloudy it gets hot and humid, not cool and calm. I am not use to this even though I have lived in Florida for ten years.

I miss snow storms and the calm that comes with them. I always had fun when we had a blizzard growing up. It was a good time to sharpen your edges, wax your skis and just kinda chill and get ready for some great skiing. It is relaxing to watch a snow storm, big white, fluffy flakes of speed inducing goodness floting down from the sky. It is like the promise of good times to come.

Here in Florida it rains like a bitch as I look out my window and think, 'Is that tree going to fall on the house?' Oh well, at least we have awsome seafood here!

1st Day of School

CplKhaos — Mon, 18 Aug 2008 19:37:34 GMT

My youngest son started 2nd grade today. We walked to school this morning and talked about his new teacher and the school year that is ahead of him. I had to carry his backpack for him part of the way because it was heavy. I always feel a little twinge of parent angest when I drop my kids off at school. I always think about when they were babies and then I wonder where the time went. They grow up so fast!

I went shooting today!!!!

CplKhaos — Sat, 16 Aug 2008 23:08:44 GMT

Me and my brother Earl went shooting today. He bought a few new hand cannons, I mean guns. Both of them are .44's. The pistol is an old school Ruger wheel gun-revolver- and kicked like a mule. He also bought a leveraction .44 rifle made by Marlin. It looks like something John Wayne would use. The rifle is very nice. So is the bruise on my shoulder. I also cut my finger on a sharp part of the rifle and bleed all over it. I also burned up about 300 rounds of .45 cal. God I love that gun!!!
I am having a serious post shoot high. I kinda like the tired sore feeling of spending the day at the range.

Went to Hooters for lunch. That was hell! Sooooo many bottoms and I could not spank any of them :( Oh well. Time to enjoy my buzz and the ringing in my ears and yes I did ware earplugs.

Got my grades

CplKhaos — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 13:29:44 GMT

Well. I got my grades. Not the best I have ever done but not the worst either. B- in critics of religion, and what the hell is a + or - anyway. You either got a A, B, C ect or you didnt. The killer was the D in economics. I would rather beat off with sandpaper mittens than take that class again. The good thing is I dont have to pay my tuition back to the VA for getting less than a C.

Now to make myself feel better I am going to check out the beautiful models we have here. Because we all know that boobies make everything better! Oh yeah and long for the day I have the courage to get some ink.

Its Monday!

CplKhaos — Mon, 11 Aug 2008 22:14:36 GMT

Went to a wedding over the weekend and had a great time. It is always nice to see friends during those types of get togethers. Me and the wife had a good time playing and goofing off. I am really tired we did not get to bed until after 3am friday and saturday nights. Late nights with lots of spnaking games!!!