[Deviant Nation] Emgee's Journal

enough said...

Emgee — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 01:15:13 GMT

movies

Emgee — Fri, 30 May 2008 15:13:45 GMT

so i've decided acting is not for me
i've been in new orleans for 3 days..... i'm an extra in this flick with jim carrey and ewan mcgregor
and it sucks ass, i do not like it at all
i'm much better at other things and this is not the correct path for the mysti
she is d-o-n-e with this b-shit

word

universal order

Emgee — Wed, 28 May 2008 14:09:50 GMT

i have placed my order with the universe and all will come to me ....
great things are going to happen

me and me and me

Emgee — Sun, 25 May 2008 22:53:14 GMT

i am still looking for a photographer to do my set.......
but in the meantime here ............

oh the (letter to the current live-in)

Emgee — Fri, 23 May 2008 12:57:35 GMT

i do think it's odd that when u deviate from your usual daily routine and i question you.......
it all gets turned around to the same old argument- the why don't u trust me, the it must be you that u don't trust, not me......... what have u done,mysti? who treated you so badly, who made u like this?-
blah blah blah........... life....... made me like this, i only asked u a question and made a few comments..why get so defensive......i'll tell you this much, i treated me bad, i made me like this...... no man ever fucked me over to the point of no return....... i did this to myself.......... i was the one who lied,cheated and stole......... i was the one who always had another on the side....... i was the one ..
so, i know all the games and lies and attitudes that u cop before u even do them. why? because i used to be you.. i used to want what i couldn't have and then when i got it, i tossed it..
why, because that is human nature ........... since i've been sober and drug free i can see clearly..
i am no longer blind..i eat right now, better than i ever have... i actually take the time to enjoy food......
i exercise every damn day and i meditate alot, more so since i quit that fucked up job.......
i'm tired of the voice in my head telling me that you have a hidden agenda, i see you eyes and where once was love there is only emptyness...... can we get it back? i don't know
life is only a series of moments, we had a great time and i thank you for every smile you've ever put on my face but.......... don't try and fuck me over....... don't even think u can beat me into submission
i've been down, i've been low and i will not ever go there again........i am happy with me and i'm glad i did all those fucked up things in the past....... if i didn't ever do that bullshit i would not be who i am today......... you can not bullshit a master....... you can not lie to a liar......... you can not steal from a thief and you can not cheat a cheater........ i know all the tells and i see what u cannot.....
the truth. hell- i tattooed it on me......... truth............... veritas......i do think that i am more committed to tattoos than i ever will be to another human......... and......... thats ok with me
for i have my memories....... and u will always be a fond one

thankd and good day

mg

over and out

and i said to thee

Emgee — Tue, 20 May 2008 20:14:42 GMT

reject nothing

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

Emgee — Mon, 19 May 2008 17:04:01 GMT

yeah,,, i said it

ggsdgdsgsdfgdf

Emgee — Sat, 17 May 2008 02:52:59 GMT

it happens

sinus issues

Emgee — Tue, 13 May 2008 17:37:26 GMT

suck...

word up......

Emgee — Tue, 13 May 2008 03:04:37 GMT

i need a "good" photographer

good news.....

Emgee — Tue, 06 May 2008 20:38:43 GMT

i need some and i KNOW i will hear some by tomorrow
what kind........any...
cause my bank account tells me bad news all damn day...

i said it....

Emgee — Fri, 02 May 2008 14:05:36 GMT

life in a southern town...

i love deviantnation. day

Emgee — Thu, 01 May 2008 19:03:15 GMT

it makes me so damn wet

my job...

Emgee — Tue, 29 Apr 2008 17:20:04 GMT

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ocean..........man..,.

Emgee — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 14:07:38 GMT

i am tired of working
i wanna win lots of money and sit by the ocean and drink
that is not alot to ask

mg

no no internet

Emgee — Wed, 23 Apr 2008 20:02:25 GMT

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yes,yes i do sometimes work

Emgee — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 20:24:16 GMT

function.......

Emgee — Fri, 18 Apr 2008 13:07:25 GMT

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mace...

Emgee — Thu, 17 Apr 2008 19:00:30 GMT

last night these 2 fucks tried to rob me and my friend not once but 2ce
i hate to say it but lafayette is starting to suck ass like new orleans
i'm buying some mace, taking some whip-yo-ass classes
and i will not drive off next time
i was scared shitless
and they had fucking guns pointed at me
fucking punk ass kids...
the sad thing is -i only had 3 bucks on me

i fucking hate people sometimes

mg

the talented mysti-gayle

Emgee — Mon, 14 Apr 2008 20:02:46 GMT

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this damn -almost summer cold-

Emgee — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 20:11:39 GMT

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revolution...

Emgee — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 05:34:39 GMT

myspace

Emgee — Mon, 07 Apr 2008 22:56:14 GMT

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the devil and daniel johnston.......

Emgee — Fri, 04 Apr 2008 17:26:57 GMT

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stalker stalker stalker

Emgee — Thu, 03 Apr 2008 21:06:06 GMT

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