i totally got a candy heart tattooed on me. theres an inside joke to it but its still funny. mmm new ink makes me happy in pants.

i totally just made a new tattoo group and you all should join <3

once i figure out their retarded way of putting images/links properly there will be alot of rad shit going on. until then atleast everyone can lurk other tattooed hotties hehe

...and hes crushing back <3

now we just need tennessee and connecticut to magically be neighbors..or for him to move up here, which isnt out of the question since he said hed move up here to be with me. *blush*

i feel like im soo out of the loop. hows the site going? how are everyones kids? how do the new models enjoy the site? anyone coming out to the nyc area anytime soon? am i still loved? *sigh* god i feel like a loser hahaha.

heres the thing, i have a section called "whores" where people show us love via a photo and, well, its kinda feeling unloved. yea it looks like theres a decent amount of photos but thats because alot of them are from the previous site. i need new ones!!! here is an example of what im talking about:

or

just to show a few examples. if youre in a band or have a clothing line or a company or website or want to rep. a site you model for *coughDNcough* you will be listed as "name - companywhatever" instead of "name - citystatecuntry".

it really only takes a few seconds to do and would mean the world to me <3

NASSAU, Bahamas (Sept. 11) - The 20-year-old son of Anna Nicole Smith died while visiting his mother in the hospital where the reality TV star and former Playboy playmate had given birth last week, a Bahamas police official said Monday. Daniel Wayne Smith arrived Saturday night in the Bahamas, and apparently went directly to the hospital where he spent the night in his mother's room, Reginald Ferguson, assistant commissioner of the Royal Bahamian Police Force, told The Associated Press. He said an autopsy was under way. "It would appear from our report that the mother had gotten up, saw him in the chair and he appeared to be sound asleep," he said. "She tried to wake him up, he was unresponsive, and she sounded the alarm." Medical personnel arrived and pronounced him dead at the scene, Ferguson said. Anna Nicole Smith, 38, gave birth to a healthy 6-pound, 9-ounce girl at the hospital Thursday, her Web site said. "Anna Nicole is absolutely devastated by the loss of her son. He was her pride and joy and an amazing human being," a statement on the site said. It said that drugs or alcohol were not believed to be a factor. Her son had traveled to the Caribbean country "to share in the joy of his baby sister," the statement said. "Please do not make any press inquiries at this time so that Anna Nicole can grieve in peace." Daniel Smith was the product of Smith's 1985 marriage to Billy Smith. The couple, who met while working together at Jim's Krispy Fried Chicken in Mexia, Texas, divorced in 1987. The son had small roles in her movies "Skyscraper" and "To the Limit." Robin Bonnema, a spokeswoman for Trimspa, the diet products company that has been endorsed by Smith, said she did not know the name of the baby girl's father. Smith married Texas oil tycoon J. Howard Marshall II in 1994, when she was 26 and he was 89. He died the following year. She then feuded with Marshall's son, Pierce Marshall, over her entitlement to the tycoon's estate before he died in June at the age of 67. In the long-running dispute, Smith had won a $474 million judgment, which was later cut to about $89 million and eventually reduced to zero. In May, the U.S. Supreme Court ruled that the Smith could continue to pursue the fortune in federal courts in California despite a Texas state court ruling that Marshall's youngest son was the sole heir.

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as reported on perezhilton:

Though information is still pouring in, this is the latest that is known about the sad loss of Daniel Smith in the Bahamas, just days after the birth of his new sister..

According to The Nassau Guardian:

- Daniel Smith, son of the model and actress, reportedly suffered a "massive heart attack" on the maternity ward in Doctors Hospital.

- According to [a] source, Daniel collapsed and died. The source added that his mother made an unsuccessful effort to revive her son.

- While members of the press were rushed into the conference room, hospital staff hustled the baby out into a waiting van, while Anna Nicole Smith's lawyer, Howard K Stern, rushed to the hospital parking lot at the same time.

- The new mother was never seen, as she was reportedly whisked out of a backdoor exit. Photos of the baby wrapped in a pink and white blanket could not be taken, as all cameramen were diverted into the hospital conference room.

- Daniel's lifeless body was then taken away in a hearse through a side exit.

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wow. from what i recall he wasnt big into the drug scene so maybe it was just a heart problem that they never knew existed? i mean his mom was/is a bit crazy so maybe past drug experiences caused a birth defect that went unnoticed. i feel bad for her. she loved him soo much and you could see the pride in her eyes when she spoke of him. plus, he was starting to grow up and be a good looking kid. he probably had a big future ahead of him. its sad to see it cut soo short.

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you should go to one of the shows if they are playing near you because they are awesome. i think i may try to hit up nj, nyc, mass and albany.

p.s. itll say no one is in there but i am

oh, and i still love sin like woah.

p.s. - im looking for a new partner/co-owner for my website. if you have interest in working on an online music/entertainment/sports/whatever zine let me know and ill go into more detail about it. im gonna do a kinda interview process type thing cuz i dont wanna risk having issues like with my previous/current partner so dont take offense if i dont accept right away or at all. you still may be able to be a part of it :)