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    <title>[Deviant Nation] HeatherM's Journal</title>
    <itunes:subtitle>We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. </itunes:subtitle>
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    <itunes:summary>We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. We are striving to combine community, subculture, artistic expression and erotica all at once.</itunes:summary>
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    <description><![CDATA[We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. We are striving to combine community, subculture, artistic expression and erotica all at once.]]></description>
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      <title>No Subject</title>
      <link>http://deviantnation.com/members/HeatherM/33883</link>
      <source url="/members/journals/HeatherM.rss">[Deviant Nation] HeatherM's Journal</source>
      <itunes:author>HeatherM</itunes:author>
      <itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;We won at darts last night!!!! Thats good..........ummmmm what else???? I have to be to work at 9:00pm and I can't fall back asleep. I think I am going to go and try and go back to bed.&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[We won at darts last night!!!! Thats good..........ummmmm what else???? I have to be to work at 9:00pm and I can't fall back asleep. I think I am going to go and try and go back to bed.]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>We won at darts last night!!!! Thats good..........ummmmm what else???? I have to be to work at 9:00pm and I can't fall back asleep. I think I am going to go and try and go back to bed.</p>]]></content:encoded>
      <dc:creator>HeatherM</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 04 Oct 2006 19:59:51 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Whos coming for dinner???</title>
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      <source url="/members/journals/HeatherM.rss">[Deviant Nation] HeatherM's Journal</source>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;I had realized I am always talking about cooking but I never post any pictures of what I make. So here is tonights dinner. Pork Chops, potatoes, and asparagus. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;This plate is Ricks he doesn't like alot of sauce:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;This one is mine. I love my food smothered in sauce as long as it is good:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;So there you have it. That's dinner. Oh yeah the sauce is just a gravy out of the Pork Chop broth smothered with onions mmmmm. I love cooking. I didn't make anything for desert tonight. I will probably just have a bowl of ice cream. I don't know.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I had realized I am always talking about cooking but I never post any pictures of what I make. So here is tonights dinner. Pork Chops, potatoes, and asparagus. 
This plate is Ricks he doesn't like alot of sauce:

This one is mine. I love my food smothered in sauce as long as it is good:

&nbsp;
So there you have it. That's dinner. Oh yeah the sauce is just a gravy out of the Pork Chop broth smothered with onions mmmmm. I love cooking. I didn't make anything for desert tonight. I will probably just have a bowl of ice cream. I don't know.]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3">I had realized I am always talking about cooking but I never post any pictures of what I make. So here is tonights dinner. Pork Chops, potatoes, and asparagus. </font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3">This plate is Ricks he doesn't like alot of sauce:</font></strong></p>
<p><img height="263" width="350" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/51079.jpg" /></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3">This one is mine. I love my food smothered in sauce as long as it is good:</font></strong></p>
<p><img height="263" width="350" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/51082.jpg" /></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3">So there you have it. That's dinner. Oh yeah the sauce is just a gravy out of the Pork Chop broth smothered with onions mmmmm. I love cooking. I didn't make anything for desert tonight. I will probably just have a bowl of ice cream. I don't know.</font></strong></p>]]></content:encoded>
      <dc:creator>HeatherM</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 03 Oct 2006 00:34:54 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Kicked to the curb</title>
      <link>http://deviantnation.com/members/HeatherM/33784</link>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;I am hoping that I get to stay as a beta. I am one of the most active members hmmmm. Oh well. Anyways I made dinner last night which consisted of steak, egg noodles, and spinach. It looked and tasted so good!!! I should have taken some pictures!!! I swear it looked like it was from a restaurant from the way I put it on the plate, the color of the foods, and spices. Just thinking about it makes me hungry. Tonight I am making Pork Chops. I am not sure what else, but I will take a picture of it when it is all done. I got called into work...grrrrr I guess the girl just quit I had a feeling she was going to do that when I worked with her. Some people just can't handle working the night shift. I think I am going to go lay down for a little while before I have to go in.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I am hoping that I get to stay as a beta. I am one of the most active members hmmmm. Oh well. Anyways I made dinner last night which consisted of steak, egg noodles, and spinach. It looked and tasted so good!!! I should have taken some pictures!!! I swear it looked like it was from a restaurant from the way I put it on the plate, the color of the foods, and spices. Just thinking about it makes me hungry. Tonight I am making Pork Chops. I am not sure what else, but I will take a picture of it when it is all done. I got called into work...grrrrr I guess the girl just quit I had a feeling she was going to do that when I worked with her. Some people just can't handle working the night shift. I think I am going to go lay down for a little while before I have to go in.]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<strong><font face="Verdana" size="3">I am hoping that I get to stay as a beta. I am one of the most active members hmmmm. Oh well. Anyways I made dinner last night which consisted of steak, egg noodles, and spinach. It looked and tasted so good!!! I should have taken some pictures!!! I swear it looked like it was from a restaurant from the way I put it on the plate, the color of the foods, and spices. Just thinking about it makes me hungry. Tonight I am making Pork Chops. I am not sure what else, but I will take a picture of it when it is all done. I got called into work...grrrrr I guess the girl just quit I had a feeling she was going to do that when I worked with her. Some people just can't handle working the night shift. I think I am going to go lay down for a little while before I have to go in.</font></strong>]]></content:encoded>
      <dc:creator>HeatherM</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 02 Oct 2006 22:37:35 GMT</pubDate>
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      <itunes:author>HeatherM</itunes:author>
      <itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Have you ever felt you were all alone &lt;br /&gt;like nothing would ever be right?&lt;br /&gt;Have you ever found yourself reaching&lt;br /&gt;for the light?&lt;br /&gt;Knowing nothing but pain&lt;br /&gt;Seeing nothing but misery&lt;br /&gt;Feeling nothing but hurt&lt;br /&gt;Hearing nothing but sorrow&lt;br /&gt;Realizing there is no one to hold you&lt;br /&gt;and no one to confind in&lt;br /&gt;Yet there are people all around you&lt;br /&gt;You reach but there is no one to grasp&lt;br /&gt;Eveything seems so black and white&lt;br /&gt;where is the light?&lt;br /&gt;You tell yourself your just a failure&lt;br /&gt;noting but a mistake&lt;br /&gt;You wish there was a way out&lt;br /&gt;to&amp;nbsp;stop the hell your living in&lt;br /&gt;Your just a risk that failed&lt;br /&gt;who will never make it to the end&lt;br /&gt;Rejection harsh and cruel that goes directly to your soul&lt;br /&gt;Rancid putrid devils dancing about&lt;br /&gt;With the&amp;nbsp;blade &amp;nbsp;in your right hand&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;you think of all the pain &lt;br /&gt;This is the hour&lt;br /&gt;you now have the power&lt;br /&gt;Your mind is racing out of control&lt;br /&gt;Hope is&amp;nbsp;all you live on&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;Hope is where my dreams are. &lt;br /&gt;My dreams, of wonder and beauty.&lt;br /&gt;My nightmares of pain and anguish&lt;br /&gt;I have given up on faith&lt;br /&gt;thing will never even out&lt;br /&gt;I sit hear let down and crushed&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;can't cry anymore&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;can't feel anymore&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;can't be anymore&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;can't move on&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;can't love anyone&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;can't trust anyone&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;can't know anyone&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;can't know you&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;can't describe what i feel&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;can't show you my pain&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;can't feel any of your pain&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;can't feel sorry for myself anymore&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;feel like a void&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;feel like there is nothing inside me&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;I feel like there is no tomorrow&lt;br /&gt;and all hell is breaking loose&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;feel sad and lonely&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;want to cry&lt;br /&gt;but&amp;nbsp;I can't&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;wish&amp;nbsp;I didnt feel like this&lt;br /&gt;I'd love to move on&lt;br /&gt;but&amp;nbsp;I can't&lt;br /&gt;all&amp;nbsp;I can do is wallow in self pity&lt;br /&gt;to wallow in self pity is not to accept what happend but to realize you are at fault&lt;br /&gt;and there is nothing you can do about it.&lt;br /&gt;nothing you can say&lt;br /&gt;It is what it is&lt;br /&gt;this is what was ment for me&lt;br /&gt;I let go in my writing&lt;br /&gt;I let go with the music&lt;br /&gt;I let go to anyone who will listen&lt;br /&gt;If only I could find myself&lt;br /&gt;and follow my destiny&lt;br /&gt;I am so confused&lt;br /&gt;I dont know what to do&lt;br /&gt;I remember when i was carefree&lt;br /&gt;I&amp;nbsp;think of what i did wrong&lt;br /&gt;remember when&amp;nbsp;I cried so long&lt;br /&gt;think of my entire past&lt;br /&gt;It went so fast&lt;br /&gt;It seems so surreal&lt;br /&gt;I think of my life now&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; remebering the hurt that I fear&lt;br /&gt;Where should I go&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; Who do I know&lt;br /&gt;This is the hurt that never ends&lt;br /&gt;You think it's a joke&lt;br /&gt;All you want to do is poke&lt;br /&gt;This is my life&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Have you ever felt you were all alone 
like nothing would ever be right?
Have you ever found yourself reaching
for the light?
Knowing nothing but pain
Seeing nothing but misery
Feeling nothing but hurt
Hearing nothing but sorrow
Realizing there is no one to hold you
and no one to confind in
Yet there are people all around you
You reach but there is no one to grasp
Eveything seems so black and white
where is the light?
You tell yourself your just a failure
noting but a mistake
You wish there was a way out
to&nbsp;stop the hell your living in
Your just a risk that failed
who will never make it to the end
Rejection harsh and cruel that goes directly to your soul
Rancid putrid devils dancing about
With the&nbsp;blade &nbsp;in your right hand&nbsp;
you think of all the pain 
This is the hour
you now have the power
Your mind is racing out of control
Hope is&nbsp;all you live on&nbsp;
Hope is where my dreams are. 
My dreams, of wonder and beauty.
My nightmares of pain and anguish
I have given up on faith
thing will never even out
I sit hear let down and crushed
I&nbsp;can't cry anymore
I&nbsp;can't feel anymore
I&nbsp;can't be anymore
I&nbsp;can't move on
I&nbsp;can't love anyone
I&nbsp;can't trust anyone
I&nbsp;can't know anyone
I&nbsp;can't know you
I&nbsp;can't describe what i feel
I&nbsp;can't show you my pain
I&nbsp;can't feel any of your pain
I&nbsp;can't feel sorry for myself anymore
I&nbsp;feel like a void
I&nbsp;feel like there is nothing inside me&nbsp;
I feel like there is no tomorrow
and all hell is breaking loose
I&nbsp;feel sad and lonely
I&nbsp;want to cry
but&nbsp;I can't
I&nbsp;wish&nbsp;I didnt feel like this
I'd love to move on
but&nbsp;I can't
all&nbsp;I can do is wallow in self pity
to wallow in self pity is not to accept what happend but to realize you are at fault
and there is nothing you can do about it.
nothing you can say
It is what it is
this is what was ment for me
I let go in my writing
I let go with the music
I let go to anyone who will listen
If only I could find myself
and follow my destiny
I am so confused
I dont know what to do
I remember when i was carefree
I&nbsp;think of what i did wrong
remember when&nbsp;I cried so long
think of my entire past
It went so fast
It seems so surreal
I think of my life now&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; remebering the hurt that I fear
Where should I go&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Who do I know
This is the hurt that never ends
You think it's a joke
All you want to do is poke
This is my life&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><font face="Verdana" size="3"><strong>Have you ever felt you were all alone <br />like nothing would ever be right?<br />Have you ever found yourself reaching<br />for the light?<br />Knowing nothing but pain<br />Seeing nothing but misery<br />Feeling nothing but hurt<br />Hearing nothing but sorrow<br />Realizing there is no one to hold you<br />and no one to confind in<br />Yet there are people all around you<br />You reach but there is no one to grasp<br />Eveything seems so black and white<br />where is the light?<br />You tell yourself your just a failure<br />noting but a mistake<br />You wish there was a way out<br />to&nbsp;stop the hell your living in<br />Your just a risk that failed<br />who will never make it to the end<br />Rejection harsh and cruel that goes directly to your soul<br />Rancid putrid devils dancing about<br />With the&nbsp;blade &nbsp;in your right hand&nbsp;<br />you think of all the pain <br />This is the hour<br />you now have the power<br />Your mind is racing out of control<br />Hope is&nbsp;all you live on&nbsp;<br />Hope is where my dreams are. <br />My dreams, of wonder and beauty.<br />My nightmares of pain and anguish<br />I have given up on faith<br />thing will never even out<br />I sit hear let down and crushed<br />I&nbsp;can't cry anymore<br />I&nbsp;can't feel anymore<br />I&nbsp;can't be anymore<br />I&nbsp;can't move on<br />I&nbsp;can't love anyone<br />I&nbsp;can't trust anyone<br />I&nbsp;can't know anyone<br />I&nbsp;can't know you<br />I&nbsp;can't describe what i feel<br />I&nbsp;can't show you my pain<br />I&nbsp;can't feel any of your pain<br />I&nbsp;can't feel sorry for myself anymore<br />I&nbsp;feel like a void<br />I&nbsp;feel like there is nothing inside me&nbsp;<br />I feel like there is no tomorrow<br />and all hell is breaking loose<br />I&nbsp;feel sad and lonely<br />I&nbsp;want to cry<br />but&nbsp;I can't<br />I&nbsp;wish&nbsp;I didnt feel like this<br />I'd love to move on<br />but&nbsp;I can't<br />all&nbsp;I can do is wallow in self pity<br />to wallow in self pity is not to accept what happend but to realize you are at fault<br />and there is nothing you can do about it.<br />nothing you can say<br />It is what it is<br />this is what was ment for me<br />I let go in my writing<br />I let go with the music<br />I let go to anyone who will listen<br />If only I could find myself<br />and follow my destiny<br />I am so confused<br />I dont know what to do<br />I remember when i was carefree<br />I&nbsp;think of what i did wrong<br />remember when&nbsp;I cried so long<br />think of my entire past<br />It went so fast<br />It seems so surreal<br />I think of my life now&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; remebering the hurt that I fear<br />Where should I go&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Who do I know<br />This is the hurt that never ends<br />You think it's a joke<br />All you want to do is poke<br />This is my life</strong></font>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</p>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Sun, 01 Oct 2006 20:42:04 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Isn't it weird</title>
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      <itunes:summary>I find it strange how you can become so attached to people that you haven't even met. I find myself at times day dreaming of what it would be like if I was to have a relationship with one person in particular............I guess thats all it is a dream though.</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I find it strange how you can become so attached to people that you haven't even met. I find myself at times day dreaming of what it would be like if I was to have a relationship with one person in particular............I guess thats all it is a dream though.]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I find it strange how you can become so attached to people that you haven't even met. I find myself at times day dreaming of what it would be like if I was to have a relationship with one person in particular............I guess thats all it is a dream though.]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Sun, 01 Oct 2006 20:10:28 GMT</pubDate>
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      <itunes:summary>I went to Olive Garden last night it was really good. I got some new dish they had and it was to die for. We are going out to dinner again tonight as well. It's actually more like a lunch we are going at 4:00pm. Rick got me a new sewing machine the other day and I made a dog bed for the dogs. And guess what happened..........Isabella chewed it up grrrrrrr. I think I am going to make another one tonight.</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I went to Olive Garden last night it was really good. I got some new dish they had and it was to die for. We are going out to dinner again tonight as well. It's actually more like a lunch we are going at 4:00pm. Rick got me a new sewing machine the other day and I made a dog bed for the dogs. And guess what happened..........Isabella chewed it up grrrrrrr. I think I am going to make another one tonight.]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I went to Olive Garden last night it was really good. I got some new dish they had and it was to die for. We are going out to dinner again tonight as well. It's actually more like a lunch we are going at 4:00pm. Rick got me a new sewing machine the other day and I made a dog bed for the dogs. And guess what happened..........Isabella chewed it up grrrrrrr. I think I am going to make another one tonight.]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Sat, 30 Sep 2006 18:06:25 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Two Angels</title>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;div&gt;
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green"&gt;Two prostitutes were riding around town with a sign on top of their car which said:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="6"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 28pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&amp;quot;Two Prostitutes -- $50.00&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="6"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 28pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color="#0000dd"&gt;&lt;span style="COLOR: #0000dd"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;A policeman, seeing the sign,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color="#0000dd"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;stopped them and told them&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;they'd either have to remove the sign&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color="#0000dd"&gt;&lt;span style="COLOR: #0000dd"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;or go to jail.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color="#0000dd"&gt;&lt;span style="COLOR: #0000dd"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;Just at that time, another car passed with a sign saying:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&amp;quot;JESUS SAVES.&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color="#0000dd"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;One of the girls asked the officer,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&amp;quot;How come you don't stop them?!&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color="#0000dd"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="5"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 18pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&amp;quot;Well, that's a little different,&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="5"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 18pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;the officer smiled . . &amp;quot;Their sign pertains to religion&amp;quot;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color="#0000dd"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;So the two ladies of the night frowned&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;as they took their sign down and drove off.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color="#0000dd"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;The following day found the same police officer&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color="#0000dd"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;in the area&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;when he noticed the two ladies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;driving around with a large sign on their car again.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;Figuring he had an easy arrest,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color="#0000dd"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;he began to catch up with them&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;when he noticed the new sign which now read:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color="#0000dd"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="6"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 28pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&amp;quot;Two Fallen Angels&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="6"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 28pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="apple-style-span"&gt;Seeking Peter -- $50.00&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[

Two prostitutes were riding around town with a sign on top of their car which said:

&quot;Two Prostitutes -- $50.00&quot;

A policeman, seeing the sign, stopped them and told them
they'd either have to remove the sign or go to jail.

Just at that time, another car passed with a sign saying:
&quot;JESUS SAVES.&quot;

One of the girls asked the officer,
&quot;How come you don't stop them?!&quot;

&quot;Well, that's a little different,&quot;
the officer smiled . . &quot;Their sign pertains to religion&quot;

So the two ladies of the night frowned
as they took their sign down and drove off.

The following day found the same police officer in the area
when he noticed the two ladies
driving around with a large sign on their car again.
Figuring he had an easy arrest, he began to catch up with them
when he noticed the new sign which now read:

&quot;Two Fallen Angels
Seeking Peter -- $50.00
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Times New Roman" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green">Two prostitutes were riding around town with a sign on top of their car which said:</span></font></strong></span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="6"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 28pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">&quot;Two Prostitutes -- $50.00&quot;</span></font></strong></span><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="6"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 28pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"><br /></span></font><font color="#0000dd"><span style="COLOR: #0000dd"><br /></span></font></strong><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">A policeman, seeing the sign,</span></font></strong></span><strong><font color="#0000dd"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"> </span></font></strong><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">stopped them and told them</span></font></strong></span><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"><br /><span class="apple-style-span">they'd either have to remove the sign</span></span></font><font color="#0000dd"><span style="COLOR: #0000dd"> </span></font></strong><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">or go to jail.</span></font></strong></span><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"><br /></span></font><font color="#0000dd"><span style="COLOR: #0000dd"><br /></span></font></strong><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Just at that time, another car passed with a sign saying:</span></font></strong></span><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"><br /><span class="apple-style-span">&quot;JESUS SAVES.&quot;</span></span></font></strong><br /><strong><font color="#0000dd"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"><br /></span></font></strong><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">One of the girls asked the officer,</span></font></strong></span><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"><br /><span class="apple-style-span">&quot;How come you don't stop them?!&quot;</span></span></font></strong><br /><strong><font color="#0000dd"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"><br /></span></font></strong><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="5"><span><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 18pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">&quot;Well, that's a little different,&quot;</span></span></font></strong></span><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="5"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 18pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"><br /></span></font></strong><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">the officer smiled . . &quot;Their sign pertains to religion&quot;</span></font></strong></span><br /><strong><font color="#0000dd"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"><br /></span></font></strong><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">So the two ladies of the night frowned</span></font></strong></span><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"><br /><span class="apple-style-span">as they took their sign down and drove off.</span></span></font></strong><br /><strong><font color="#0000dd"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"><br /></span></font></strong><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">The following day found the same police officer</span></font></strong></span><strong><font color="#0000dd"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"> </span></font></strong><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">in the area</span></font></strong></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">when he noticed the two ladies</span></font></strong></span><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"><br /><span class="apple-style-span">driving around with a large sign on their car again.</span></span></font></strong><br /><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">Figuring he had an easy arrest,</span></font></strong></span><strong><font color="#0000dd"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"> </span></font></strong><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">he began to catch up with them</span></font></strong></span><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="4"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"><br /><span class="apple-style-span">when he noticed the new sign which now read:</span></span></font></strong><br /><strong><font color="#0000dd"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; COLOR: #0000dd"><br /></span></font></strong><span class="apple-style-span"><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="6"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 28pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">&quot;Two Fallen Angels</span></font></strong></span><strong><font face="Arial" color="#008000" size="6"><span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 28pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"><br /><span class="apple-style-span">Seeking Peter -- $50.00</span></span></font></strong></p>
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      <title>Up or Down Sex</title>
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      <source url="/members/journals/HeatherM.rss">[Deviant Nation] HeatherM's Journal</source>
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      <itunes:summary>At a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish.
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;Since both of them were widowed, they decided to go fishing together the next day. The gentleman picked the lady up, and they headed to the river to his fishing boat and started out on their adventure. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;They were riding down the river when there was a fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady, &amp;quot;Do you want to go up or down?&amp;quot; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt and pants and made mad passionate love to the man right there in the boat ! &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;They fished for a while and continued on down the river, when soon they came upon another fork in the river. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;He again asked the lady, &amp;quot;Up or down ?&amp;quot; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;There she went again, stripped off her clothes, and made wild passionate love to him again. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;This really impressed the elderly gentleman, so he asked her to go fishing again the next day. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;She said yes and there they were the next day, riding in the boat when they came upon the fork in river, and the elderly gentleman asked, &amp;quot;Up or down ?&amp;quot; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;The woman replied, &amp;quot;Down.&amp;quot; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;A little puzzled and disappointed, the gentleman guided the boat down the river when he came upon another fork in the river and he asked the lady,&amp;quot;Up or down ?&amp;quot; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[At a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish.

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Since both of them were widowed, they decided to go fishing together the next day. The gentleman picked the lady up, and they headed to the river to his fishing boat and started out on their adventure. 


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They were riding down the river when there was a fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady, &quot;Do you want to go up or down?&quot; 


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All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt and pants and made mad passionate love to the man right there in the boat ! 


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When they finished, the man couldn't believe what had just happened, but he had just experienced the best sex that he'd had in years. 


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They fished for a while and continued on down the river, when soon they came upon another fork in the river. 


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He again asked the lady, &quot;Up or down ?&quot; 


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There she went again, stripped off her clothes, and made wild passionate love to him again. 


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This really impressed the elderly gentleman, so he asked her to go fishing again the next day. 


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She said yes and there they were the next day, riding in the boat when they came upon the fork in river, and the elderly gentleman asked, &quot;Up or down ?&quot; 


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The woman replied, &quot;Down.&quot; 


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A little puzzled and disappointed, the gentleman guided the boat down the river when he came upon another fork in the river and he asked the lady,&quot;Up or down ?&quot; 


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She replied, &quot;Up.&quot; 


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This really confused the gentleman so he asked, 


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&quot;What's the deal? Yesterday, every time I asked you if you wanted to go up or down you made mad passionate love to me. Now today, nothing!&quot; 


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She replied, &quot;Well, yesterday I wasn't wearing my hearing aid and I thought the choices were fuck or drown.&quot; 
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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[At a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish.
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<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">They were riding down the river when there was a fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady, &quot;Do you want to go up or down?&quot; </span></font></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt and pants and made mad passionate love to the man right there in the boat ! </span></font></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">When they finished, the man couldn't believe what had just happened, but he had just experienced the best sex that he'd had in years. </span></font></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">They fished for a while and continued on down the river, when soon they came upon another fork in the river. </span></font></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">He again asked the lady, &quot;Up or down ?&quot; </span></font></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">There she went again, stripped off her clothes, and made wild passionate love to him again. </span></font></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">This really impressed the elderly gentleman, so he asked her to go fishing again the next day. </span></font></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">She said yes and there they were the next day, riding in the boat when they came upon the fork in river, and the elderly gentleman asked, &quot;Up or down ?&quot; </span></font></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">A little puzzled and disappointed, the gentleman guided the boat down the river when he came upon another fork in the river and he asked the lady,&quot;Up or down ?&quot; </span></font></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">&quot;What's the deal? Yesterday, every time I asked you if you wanted to go up or down you made mad passionate love to me. Now today, nothing!&quot; </span></font></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><font face="Arial" color="#000000" size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial">She replied, &quot;Well, yesterday I wasn't wearing my hearing aid and I thought the choices were fuck or drown.&quot; </span></font></p>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 28 Sep 2006 18:28:16 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Over Life</title>
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      <source url="/members/journals/HeatherM.rss">[Deviant Nation] HeatherM's Journal</source>
      <itunes:author>HeatherM</itunes:author>
      <itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;When is it time to say goodbye,&lt;br /&gt;To all the love I've known,&lt;br /&gt;When is it time to end your pain,&lt;br /&gt;And leave me all alone?&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;I've watched you on your good days when&lt;br /&gt;I feel your strength renewed;&lt;br /&gt;But shortly after little ups,&lt;br /&gt;The down days then ensue.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;We ride this roller-coaster of&lt;br /&gt;Emotions as we try,&lt;br /&gt;To make it through another day,&lt;br /&gt;And yet, I can't deny ...&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;That as I look into your face&lt;br /&gt;On days that have been bad,&lt;br /&gt;I see a look that beckons me&lt;br /&gt;It's tired, and hurt, and sad.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;The little spark I used to see&lt;br /&gt;Behind those loving eyes,&lt;br /&gt;Is growing ever clouded&lt;br /&gt;By life's cruel inhumane side.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;I try to see beyond the pain&lt;br /&gt;You feel with every step;&lt;br /&gt;And softly whisper to myself&lt;br /&gt;This may get better yet.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;If I can bear to watch you&lt;br /&gt;Just another day or two;&lt;br /&gt;I justify my reasons to&lt;br /&gt;Ensure I cling to you.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;For letting go is harder for&lt;br /&gt;The person left behind;&lt;br /&gt;It means that if I let you go,&lt;br /&gt;I cannot turn back time.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;Back to the days I long for now,&lt;br /&gt;When you were full of life;&lt;br /&gt;And every day held promise,&lt;br /&gt;And our futures, clear and bright.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;But now the lights are darkening ...&lt;br /&gt;We take it daily now;&lt;br /&gt;I cannot see our futures clear&lt;br /&gt;Or think beyond this cloud.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;I think the hardest part in this&lt;br /&gt;Is never knowing why,&lt;br /&gt;I have to be courageous&lt;br /&gt;And I have to say goodbye.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;For if I let myself admit&lt;br /&gt;It's time to let you go;&lt;br /&gt;I'd have to face reality&lt;br /&gt;Without you ... but I know ...&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;That soon I have to face the&lt;br /&gt;Final outcome that I dread,&lt;br /&gt;And holding on will only serve&lt;br /&gt;To hurt you in the end.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;You've given such unselfish love&lt;br /&gt;For all our time in life,&lt;br /&gt;But if I hold too tightly,&lt;br /&gt;You'll not move t'ward the light ...&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;On to a better life, where you&lt;br /&gt;Can once again be free,&lt;br /&gt;Of all the pain and discomfort&lt;br /&gt;That holds you here to me.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;So if I find the courage just to say&lt;br /&gt;This last farewell,&lt;br /&gt;I hope you will forgive me for&lt;br /&gt;The time it took me; still ...&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;em&gt;I'll hold with me, the memories&lt;br /&gt;That in my heart remain,&lt;br /&gt;Pray one day, down the road a'ways&lt;br /&gt;... They'll lesson my own pain.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[When is it time to say goodbye,
To all the love I've known,
When is it time to end your pain,
And leave me all alone?
I've watched you on your good days when
I feel your strength renewed;
But shortly after little ups,
The down days then ensue.
We ride this roller-coaster of
Emotions as we try,
To make it through another day,
And yet, I can't deny ...
That as I look into your face
On days that have been bad,
I see a look that beckons me
It's tired, and hurt, and sad.
The little spark I used to see
Behind those loving eyes,
Is growing ever clouded
By life's cruel inhumane side.
I try to see beyond the pain
You feel with every step;
And softly whisper to myself
This may get better yet.
If I can bear to watch you
Just another day or two;
I justify my reasons to
Ensure I cling to you.
For letting go is harder for
The person left behind;
It means that if I let you go,
I cannot turn back time.
Back to the days I long for now,
When you were full of life;
And every day held promise,
And our futures, clear and bright.
But now the lights are darkening ...
We take it daily now;
I cannot see our futures clear
Or think beyond this cloud.
I think the hardest part in this
Is never knowing why,
I have to be courageous
And I have to say goodbye.
For if I let myself admit
It's time to let you go;
I'd have to face reality
Without you ... but I know ...
That soon I have to face the
Final outcome that I dread,
And holding on will only serve
To hurt you in the end.
You've given such unselfish love
For all our time in life,
But if I hold too tightly,
You'll not move t'ward the light ...
On to a better life, where you
Can once again be free,
Of all the pain and discomfort
That holds you here to me.
So if I find the courage just to say
This last farewell,
I hope you will forgive me for
The time it took me; still ...
I'll hold with me, the memories
That in my heart remain,
Pray one day, down the road a'ways
... They'll lesson my own pain.
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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>When is it time to say goodbye,<br />To all the love I've known,<br />When is it time to end your pain,<br />And leave me all alone?</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>I've watched you on your good days when<br />I feel your strength renewed;<br />But shortly after little ups,<br />The down days then ensue.</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>We ride this roller-coaster of<br />Emotions as we try,<br />To make it through another day,<br />And yet, I can't deny ...</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>That as I look into your face<br />On days that have been bad,<br />I see a look that beckons me<br />It's tired, and hurt, and sad.</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>The little spark I used to see<br />Behind those loving eyes,<br />Is growing ever clouded<br />By life's cruel inhumane side.</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>I try to see beyond the pain<br />You feel with every step;<br />And softly whisper to myself<br />This may get better yet.</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>If I can bear to watch you<br />Just another day or two;<br />I justify my reasons to<br />Ensure I cling to you.</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>For letting go is harder for<br />The person left behind;<br />It means that if I let you go,<br />I cannot turn back time.</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>Back to the days I long for now,<br />When you were full of life;<br />And every day held promise,<br />And our futures, clear and bright.</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>But now the lights are darkening ...<br />We take it daily now;<br />I cannot see our futures clear<br />Or think beyond this cloud.</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>I think the hardest part in this<br />Is never knowing why,<br />I have to be courageous<br />And I have to say goodbye.</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>For if I let myself admit<br />It's time to let you go;<br />I'd have to face reality<br />Without you ... but I know ...</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>That soon I have to face the<br />Final outcome that I dread,<br />And holding on will only serve<br />To hurt you in the end.</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>You've given such unselfish love<br />For all our time in life,<br />But if I hold too tightly,<br />You'll not move t'ward the light ...</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>On to a better life, where you<br />Can once again be free,<br />Of all the pain and discomfort<br />That holds you here to me.</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>So if I find the courage just to say<br />This last farewell,<br />I hope you will forgive me for<br />The time it took me; still ...</em></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><em>I'll hold with me, the memories<br />That in my heart remain,<br />Pray one day, down the road a'ways<br />... They'll lesson my own pain.</em></font></strong><br /></p>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 27 Sep 2006 07:21:49 GMT</pubDate>
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      <itunes:summary>I have been slacking on my journals but I promise to make up for it. As for&amp;nbsp; right now I am not in a good mood</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I have been slacking on my journals but I promise to make up for it. As for&nbsp; right now I am not in a good mood]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I have been slacking on my journals but I promise to make up for it. As for&nbsp; right now I am not in a good mood]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 27 Sep 2006 07:18:40 GMT</pubDate>
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      <itunes:summary>I feel so tired right now. I don't know why because I went to bed around around 1:00pm and I am still so tired it's not even funny. I didn't even finish replying and I only had a few messages. I got to get in the shower and wake up.</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I feel so tired right now. I don't know why because I went to bed around around 1:00pm and I am still so tired it's not even funny. I didn't even finish replying and I only had a few messages. I got to get in the shower and wake up.]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I feel so tired right now. I don't know why because I went to bed around around 1:00pm and I am still so tired it's not even funny. I didn't even finish replying and I only had a few messages. I got to get in the shower and wake up.]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 25 Sep 2006 01:13:09 GMT</pubDate>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;Just got off work a little while ago. I had to stay late because right before I left I found a pile of tags day shift hid that I had to put up. Well I am going to bed now&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Just got off work a little while ago. I had to stay late because right before I left I found a pile of tags day shift hid that I had to put up. Well I am going to bed now]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Just got off work a little while ago. I had to stay late because right before I left I found a pile of tags day shift hid that I had to put up. Well I am going to bed now</p>]]></content:encoded>
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      <itunes:summary>Well it is almost 8 hours later and the effects of that drink are just now dwindling&lt;img contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/eyes-bugout.gif" /&gt;&amp;nbsp;So I am going to try and go to bed now.</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Well it is almost 8 hours later and the effects of that drink are just now dwindling&nbsp;So I am going to try and go to bed now.]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[Well it is almost 8 hours later and the effects of that drink are just now dwindling<img contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/eyes-bugout.gif" />&nbsp;So I am going to try and go to bed now.]]></content:encoded>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;I can not believe I am still up from this thing:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;&lt;img src="http://rds.yahoo.com/_ylt=A9gnMinKUBVFPbAAZCyjzbkF;_ylu=X3oDMTA4NDgyNWN0BHNlYwNwcm9m/SIG=12m919sdu/EXP=1159111242/**http%3a//www.cvcoffee.com/prod_images_large/Starbucks_DoubleShot.jpg" alt="" /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="3"&gt;I swear the shit is potent. I am surprised theres not a warning label on it&lt;img contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/laughing.gif" /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I can not believe I am still up from this thing:

I swear the shit is potent. I am surprised theres not a warning label on it]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3">I can not believe I am still up from this thing:</font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3"><img src="http://rds.yahoo.com/_ylt=A9gnMinKUBVFPbAAZCyjzbkF;_ylu=X3oDMTA4NDgyNWN0BHNlYwNwcm9m/SIG=12m919sdu/EXP=1159111242/**http%3a//www.cvcoffee.com/prod_images_large/Starbucks_DoubleShot.jpg" alt="" /></font></strong></p>
<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="3">I swear the shit is potent. I am surprised theres not a warning label on it<img contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/laughing.gif" /></font></strong></p>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Sat, 23 Sep 2006 15:31:28 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Wired........Fucking Wired</title>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font face="Verdana" size="4"&gt;Around 4:30am I looked at the clock miss-read it. I thought it had said 5:30am&amp;nbsp;so I started rushing around the store making sure it was emaculate. While doing so I dropped my phone and realized it was only 4:48pm. So seeing that I had more time I started to slow down my&amp;nbsp;pace.&amp;nbsp;Because I did that I started getting really tired and I kept on yawning. So the kid at work told me to drink&amp;nbsp;2 Starbuck's Doubleshots. I bought to chugged the 1st one (I was advised that's how your supposed to do it) and had to take a break because it tasted as if I stuck my tongue in a coffee jar. I eventually cracked the other one took 2 sips and started to clean the bathrooms. &lt;img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /&gt;Reappearing 5 minutes later complaining about how fucking wired I was.&lt;img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /&gt; I honestly felt like I was in the bathroom not cleaning but doing lines of coke or shooting it up even!!!!!!!!&lt;img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /&gt;&lt;img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /&gt;&lt;img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /&gt;&lt;img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /&gt;&lt;img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /&gt;&lt;img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /&gt; Now I can't rest my head for the life of me. I have taken my pain pills and my valium and I still can't calm down. I don't think I have ever gotten this messed up off coke........ shit, am I fucked up or what. I got to thinking because they said they don't get like this and came to the conclusion it is because I do not drink soda, tea, coffee, nothing at all with caffenine in it. So my body is not used to this whatsoever.&amp;nbsp; This is a fucking riot. I got fucked up off of Starbucks&lt;img contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/laughing.gif" /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Around 4:30am I looked at the clock miss-read it. I thought it had said 5:30am&nbsp;so I started rushing around the store making sure it was emaculate. While doing so I dropped my phone and realized it was only 4:48pm. So seeing that I had more time I started to slow down my&nbsp;pace.&nbsp;Because I did that I started getting really tired and I kept on yawning. So the kid at work told me to drink&nbsp;2 Starbuck's Doubleshots. I bought to chugged the 1st one (I was advised that's how your supposed to do it) and had to take a break because it tasted as if I stuck my tongue in a coffee jar. I eventually cracked the other one took 2 sips and started to clean the bathrooms. Reappearing 5 minutes later complaining about how fucking wired I was. I honestly felt like I was in the bathroom not cleaning but doing lines of coke or shooting it up even!!!!!!!! Now I can't rest my head for the life of me. I have taken my pain pills and my valium and I still can't calm down. I don't think I have ever gotten this messed up off coke........ shit, am I fucked up or what. I got to thinking because they said they don't get like this and came to the conclusion it is because I do not drink soda, tea, coffee, nothing at all with caffenine in it. So my body is not used to this whatsoever.&nbsp; This is a fucking riot. I got fucked up off of Starbucks]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong><font face="Verdana" size="4">Around 4:30am I looked at the clock miss-read it. I thought it had said 5:30am&nbsp;so I started rushing around the store making sure it was emaculate. While doing so I dropped my phone and realized it was only 4:48pm. So seeing that I had more time I started to slow down my&nbsp;pace.&nbsp;Because I did that I started getting really tired and I kept on yawning. So the kid at work told me to drink&nbsp;2 Starbuck's Doubleshots. I bought to chugged the 1st one (I was advised that's how your supposed to do it) and had to take a break because it tasted as if I stuck my tongue in a coffee jar. I eventually cracked the other one took 2 sips and started to clean the bathrooms. <img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" />Reappearing 5 minutes later complaining about how fucking wired I was.<img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /> I honestly felt like I was in the bathroom not cleaning but doing lines of coke or shooting it up even!!!!!!!!<img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /><img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /><img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /><img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /><img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /><img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" /> Now I can't rest my head for the life of me. I have taken my pain pills and my valium and I still can't calm down. I don't think I have ever gotten this messed up off coke........ shit, am I fucked up or what. I got to thinking because they said they don't get like this and came to the conclusion it is because I do not drink soda, tea, coffee, nothing at all with caffenine in it. So my body is not used to this whatsoever.&nbsp; This is a fucking riot. I got fucked up off of Starbucks<img contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/laughing.gif" /></font></strong></p>]]></content:encoded>
      <dc:creator>HeatherM</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Sat, 23 Sep 2006 13:35:57 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Got to go</title>
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      <itunes:summary>I only had three mre messages to reply to but I got to get going. I start as night manager today so I don't want to be late.</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I only had three mre messages to reply to but I got to get going. I start as night manager today so I don't want to be late.]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I only had three mre messages to reply to but I got to get going. I start as night manager today so I don't want to be late.]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Sat, 23 Sep 2006 01:47:51 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Back in Action</title>
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      <itunes:summary>My toolbar is now reapeared. It had to do with a setting that was un-checked. I don't see why I would have un-checked it but oh well. I am going to go eat something I am starving</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[My toolbar is now reapeared. It had to do with a setting that was un-checked. I don't see why I would have un-checked it but oh well. I am going to go eat something I am starving]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[My toolbar is now reapeared. It had to do with a setting that was un-checked. I don't see why I would have un-checked it but oh well. I am going to go eat something I am starving]]></content:encoded>
      <dc:creator>HeatherM</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Fri, 22 Sep 2006 19:31:09 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>No Subject</title>
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      <itunes:summary>I went to sleep around 8:00am and woke up at 10:00am with apillow in my hands and my hands in the air. I thought I was at work straightening....................lmao   After that I couldn't fall asleep untill 4:00pm then my alarm started going off at 8:45pm Rick must of hit dual alarm by accident. Oh well I guess I wasn't ment to sleep yet. I made red beans and rice with kelbasa for dinner. I didn't eat any of it though because my stomache is upset from my meds. I think I am going to lay down now to prevent myself from getting sick.</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I went to sleep around 8:00am and woke up at 10:00am with apillow in my hands and my hands in the air. I thought I was at work straightening....................lmao   After that I couldn't fall asleep untill 4:00pm then my alarm started going off at 8:45pm Rick must of hit dual alarm by accident. Oh well I guess I wasn't ment to sleep yet. I made red beans and rice with kelbasa for dinner. I didn't eat any of it though because my stomache is upset from my meds. I think I am going to lay down now to prevent myself from getting sick.]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I went to sleep around 8:00am and woke up at 10:00am with apillow in my hands and my hands in the air. I thought I was at work straightening....................lmao   After that I couldn't fall asleep untill 4:00pm then my alarm started going off at 8:45pm Rick must of hit dual alarm by accident. Oh well I guess I wasn't ment to sleep yet. I made red beans and rice with kelbasa for dinner. I didn't eat any of it though because my stomache is upset from my meds. I think I am going to lay down now to prevent myself from getting sick.]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Fri, 22 Sep 2006 02:44:27 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>So I lied</title>
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      <itunes:summary>I felt bad so I went through and replied to all of my messages. Now I am going to go to sleep</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I felt bad so I went through and replied to all of my messages. Now I am going to go to sleep]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I felt bad so I went through and replied to all of my messages. Now I am going to go to sleep]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 21 Sep 2006 12:21:16 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>So I lied</title>
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      <itunes:author>HeatherM</itunes:author>
      <itunes:summary>I felt bad so I went through and replied to all of my messages. Now I am going to go to sleep</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I felt bad so I went through and replied to all of my messages. Now I am going to go to sleep]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I felt bad so I went through and replied to all of my messages. Now I am going to go to sleep]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 21 Sep 2006 12:21:15 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Lazy</title>
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      <itunes:summary>I know I know I am normally really good at replyin as soon as I get them but I am just to tired.. I just got out of work and all I did tonight was clean and out away shipment~~~~412 totes
I'm going to bed. Sorry everyone</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I know I know I am normally really good at replyin as soon as I get them but I am just to tired.. I just got out of work and all I did tonight was clean and out away shipment~~~~412 totes
I'm going to bed. Sorry everyone]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I know I know I am normally really good at replyin as soon as I get them but I am just to tired.. I just got out of work and all I did tonight was clean and out away shipment~~~~412 totes
I'm going to bed. Sorry everyone]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 21 Sep 2006 11:53:50 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Not enough time</title>
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      <itunes:summary>I haven't been able to log on since last night grrrrrr problem after problem.
Sorry everyone but I don't have time to reply.</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I haven't been able to log on since last night grrrrrr problem after problem.
Sorry everyone but I don't have time to reply.]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I haven't been able to log on since last night grrrrrr problem after problem.
Sorry everyone but I don't have time to reply.]]></content:encoded>
      <dc:creator>HeatherM</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 21 Sep 2006 01:41:59 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Sleep/Site/Darts</title>
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      <itunes:summary>I finally ended up going to lay down around 12:00pm and just as I did I had to rush to the bathroom to get sick. My medicine got the best of me do to a light stomache. So when I went to lay down I couldn't fall asleep. It was like my body was sleeping but my mind was still racing. The alarm went off at 6:45pm to get me up for darts, just as I started to actually fall asleep. I hit the snooze button to get 5-10 more minutes but then decided to get up so I would have enough time to post a journal. The site is still screwed up for me. And I have contacted but Loki and Gwindlyn. It's odd I answer there questions give them the information they need and then they just stop writing to me. I guess I can not get any help in here. Ugghh talking about is getting me upset so I am going to get ready for darts.</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[I finally ended up going to lay down around 12:00pm and just as I did I had to rush to the bathroom to get sick. My medicine got the best of me do to a light stomache. So when I went to lay down I couldn't fall asleep. It was like my body was sleeping but my mind was still racing. The alarm went off at 6:45pm to get me up for darts, just as I started to actually fall asleep. I hit the snooze button to get 5-10 more minutes but then decided to get up so I would have enough time to post a journal. The site is still screwed up for me. And I have contacted but Loki and Gwindlyn. It's odd I answer there questions give them the information they need and then they just stop writing to me. I guess I can not get any help in here. Ugghh talking about is getting me upset so I am going to get ready for darts.]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[I finally ended up going to lay down around 12:00pm and just as I did I had to rush to the bathroom to get sick. My medicine got the best of me do to a light stomache. So when I went to lay down I couldn't fall asleep. It was like my body was sleeping but my mind was still racing. The alarm went off at 6:45pm to get me up for darts, just as I started to actually fall asleep. I hit the snooze button to get 5-10 more minutes but then decided to get up so I would have enough time to post a journal. The site is still screwed up for me. And I have contacted but Loki and Gwindlyn. It's odd I answer there questions give them the information they need and then they just stop writing to me. I guess I can not get any help in here. Ugghh talking about is getting me upset so I am going to get ready for darts.]]></content:encoded>
      <dc:creator>HeatherM</dc:creator>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 19 Sep 2006 23:09:19 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>ZZZZzzzzz</title>
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      <itunes:summary>Alright it is time for me to go to bed now. I have darts tonight so I need to get some sleep. Luckily I don't have to work tonight. I can't wait untill my results come back and I start my new schedule. It's going to be fucking awesome!!!!</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Alright it is time for me to go to bed now. I have darts tonight so I need to get some sleep. Luckily I don't have to work tonight. I can't wait untill my results come back and I start my new schedule. It's going to be fucking awesome!!!!]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[Alright it is time for me to go to bed now. I have darts tonight so I need to get some sleep. Luckily I don't have to work tonight. I can't wait untill my results come back and I start my new schedule. It's going to be fucking awesome!!!!]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 19 Sep 2006 15:00:56 GMT</pubDate>
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