We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. Deviant Nation We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. We are striving to combine community, subculture, artistic expression and erotica all at once. Deviant Nation satan@deviantnation.com Girls,Pinup,Tattoo,Pierced,Goth,Punk,Rockabilly,emo,Metal,Subcultures yes http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila en-us Copyright 2003-2008 Deviant Nation, Inc. satan@deviantnation.com Sat, 15 Mar 2003 07:00:00 GMT Thu, 28 Aug 2008 04:55:51 GMT 60 http://i.deviantnation.com/i/dn-logo-small.png http://deviantnation.com Deviant Nation 76 144 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/76189 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Leila I hate pills, they make me feel ill. Or rather it's the lack of pills that has been making me feel ill since I got back from Utah. I lost my klonopin. I wanted to get off that shit anyway but it's not the kind of drug you can just stop taking, especially if you were on a high dose. At least I assume it's the sudden lack of klonopin that is making me feel so awful since I kinda feel the same type of weird sickness that I had when I went though withdrawal from effexor. Seriously kids, don't do drugs. They suck balls. <br /> <br /> But Utah was great. My presentation went well. People were impressed that I was an undergrad. It was kinda wierd because I would tell people about my research and then half they time they would ask, &quot;So is this for your master's or PHD?&quot;. Do I seriously look that old? A master's I can see, but fuck, do I really look like a post grad student? I assume it just had to do with the fact that I actually sounded like I knew what I was talking about and not my age...and possibly partly due to the fact that alcohol was being served :P<br /> <br /> <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
But Utah was great. My presentation went well. People were impressed that I was an undergrad. It was kinda wierd because I would tell people about my research and then half they time they would ask, "So is this for your master's or PHD?". Do I seriously look that old? A master's I can see, but fuck, do I really look like a post grad student? I assume it just had to do with the fact that I actually sounded like I knew what I was talking about and not my age...and possibly partly due to the fact that alcohol was being served :P


]]> Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/76189/#comments 8 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/76189 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/76189 Mon, 25 Aug 2008 20:25:20 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/75773 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/75773/#comments 2 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75773 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/75773 Tue, 19 Aug 2008 23:00:04 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/75565 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Leila <div style="text-align: center;"><b>Animal Behavior Conference: Day One</b></div> <br /> I feel so good right now. I just got back from hanging out in the steam room with some of the other Turner Award students. I am so relaxed I think I could actually fall asleep without pills for once in my life. Tomorrow I have to get up at 8am for a series of lectures on all sorts of aspects of animal behavior that go until sometime in the evening. It's going to be so hard to sit an pay attention all day but I really want to get as much as I can out of this event. But of coarse any free time I have will be spent at the spa :)<br /> <br /> Tuesday I have to give a poster presentation on my research. I don't have to talk in front of a group which is nice but I'll have to stand by my poster and answer any questions people have. It shouldn't be too bad but I'm going to reread a bunch of papers relating to my subject so hopefully I will sound like I actually know what I'm talking about. <br /> <br /> On a random note...the air in Utah sucks. I'm not sure how high of an elevation I am at but it's been painful to breath up here. I actually got here yesterday and I woke up last night with my nose and throat burning. It felt like I had just snorted a ton of coke (not that I've ever done that but am assuming the feeling is similar).<br type="_moz" /> Blog yes Animal Behavior Conference: Day One
I feel so good right now. I just got back from hanging out in the steam room with some of the other Turner Award students. I am so relaxed I think I could actually fall asleep without pills for once in my life. Tomorrow I have to get up at 8am for a series of lectures on all sorts of aspects of animal behavior that go until sometime in the evening. It's going to be so hard to sit an pay attention all day but I really want to get as much as I can out of this event. But of coarse any free time I have will be spent at the spa :)

Tuesday I have to give a poster presentation on my research. I don't have to talk in front of a group which is nice but I'll have to stand by my poster and answer any questions people have. It shouldn't be too bad but I'm going to reread a bunch of papers relating to my subject so hopefully I will sound like I actually know what I'm talking about.

On a random note...the air in Utah sucks. I'm not sure how high of an elevation I am at but it's been painful to breath up here. I actually got here yesterday and I woke up last night with my nose and throat burning. It felt like I had just snorted a ton of coke (not that I've ever done that but am assuming the feeling is similar).
]]> Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/75565/#comments 8 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75565 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/75565 Sun, 17 Aug 2008 02:43:02 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/75199 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/75199/#comments 5 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75199 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/75199 Tue, 12 Aug 2008 01:04:57 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/74826 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/74826/#comments 10 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/74826 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/74826 Thu, 07 Aug 2008 01:56:04 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/74155 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Leila I'm really annoyed right now. My website would be up and running if it wasn't for the fact that CCbill is run by a bunch of cunts. They declined my application for an account because in one of my photo sets I cut off my own clothes with a knife. In two photos I have the knife pressed up against my skin and they decided that that constituted &quot;extreme violence&quot;. Seriously? WTF! I'm not cutting myself, it doesn't even look like I am trying to cut myself, I just have the blade resting agaist my skin. The following is one of the offending pictures of extreme violence according to ccbill:<br /> <br /> <img height="782" width="747" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/137725" alt="" /><br /> AGRRRRRRRR! How is that violent? I'm fucking smiling! So I tried to search online for other billing companies that allow more extreme content by searching for fetish sites that have knife play and you wouldn't belive what I found. All the US based sites with kife play used CCbill! I even found a site where they put a knife in a girl's pussy and appearently CCbill didn't have a problem with that, but did with my picture above. Maybe I'll just take that set down for now and put it back up later if I can't find another billing company to work with that doesn't charge a bunch of fees upfrount that I can't afford.<br /> <br /> <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes

AGRRRRRRRR! How is that violent? I'm fucking smiling! So I tried to search online for other billing companies that allow more extreme content by searching for fetish sites that have knife play and you wouldn't belive what I found. All the US based sites with kife play used CCbill! I even found a site where they put a knife in a girl's pussy and appearently CCbill didn't have a problem with that, but did with my picture above. Maybe I'll just take that set down for now and put it back up later if I can't find another billing company to work with that doesn't charge a bunch of fees upfrount that I can't afford.


]]> Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/74155/#comments 12 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/74155 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/74155 Tue, 29 Jul 2008 13:12:49 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/73627 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/73627/#comments 13 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/73627 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/73627 Tue, 22 Jul 2008 03:26:33 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/73362 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/73362/#comments 9 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/73362 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/73362 Fri, 18 Jul 2008 12:59:23 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72948 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72948/#comments 6 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/72948 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72948 Sat, 12 Jul 2008 14:11:48 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72861 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72861/#comments 5 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/72861 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72861 Fri, 11 Jul 2008 15:39:55 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72587 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72587/#comments 5 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/72587 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72587 Tue, 08 Jul 2008 00:08:45 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72345 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72345/#comments 3 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/72345 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72345 Fri, 04 Jul 2008 15:35:04 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72187 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72187/#comments 1 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/72187 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72187 Wed, 02 Jul 2008 17:00:09 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72120 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72120/#comments 3 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/72120 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/72120 Tue, 01 Jul 2008 20:56:55 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71965 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Leila So when telling the truth gets you bit in the ass is there any point in doing it? I could have let things go on, you would have never known. Maybe I told you because I really care about you and feel bad and don't want there to be any lies between us. Maybe I told you because I don't want to be with you anymore and this way you can leave me instead of me having to leave you. Right now I'm not sure because I can't feel anything. Just being around you used to make me happy. We didn't even have to do anything. We could just lie down and cuddle for hours and talk and laugh about silly pointless things. I wish we could go back to that.<br type="_moz" /> Blog yes ]]> Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71965/#comments http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/71965 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71965 Sun, 29 Jun 2008 21:45:27 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71768 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71768/#comments 3 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/71768 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71768 Fri, 27 Jun 2008 04:16:56 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71545 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71545/#comments 11 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/71545 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71545 Tue, 24 Jun 2008 16:18:50 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71400 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71400/#comments 15 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/71400 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71400 Mon, 23 Jun 2008 00:51:42 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71311 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Members Only Journal Leila Members Only Journal Blog yes Leila Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71311/#comments 9 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/71311 http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71311 Sat, 21 Jun 2008 13:48:03 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Leila/71245 [Deviant Nation] Leila's Journal Leila All I'm going to say is I'm very disappointed. I just have to remember that the world of alt-porn is nothing more than a commercial scene where everyone is just looking to make a buck.<br /> <br /> (Just to be clear this is in no way directed at DN, I still love this site)<br /> <br /> ps. Go check out the spore creature I made :) http://www.deviantnation.com/forums/Techy/114369/page1/#114715<br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
(Just to be clear this is in no way directed at DN, I still love this site)

ps. Go check out the spore creature I made :) http://www.deviantnation.com/forums/Techy/114369/page1/#114715
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