[Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. Deviant Nation We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. We are striving to combine community, subculture, artistic expression and erotica all at once. Deviant Nation satan@deviantnation.com Girls,Pinup,Tattoo,Pierced,Goth,Punk,Rockabilly,emo,Metal,Subcultures yes http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem en-us Copyright 2003-2008 Deviant Nation, Inc. satan@deviantnation.com Sat, 15 Mar 2003 07:00:00 GMT Thu, 28 Aug 2008 04:59:03 GMT 60 DN Logo http://i.deviantnation.com/i/dn-logo-small.png http://deviantnation.com Deviant Nation 76 144 happy/sad panda http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/76268 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Members Only Journal Mayhem Members Only Journal Blog yes Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/76268/#comments 18 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/76268 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/76268 Tue, 26 Aug 2008 18:55:01 GMT today was neaat http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/76140 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Members Only Journal Mayhem Members Only Journal Blog yes Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/76140/#comments 8 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/76140 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/76140 Mon, 25 Aug 2008 04:34:56 GMT County Fair http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/76080 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem So for those of you who don't know... I am a little bit country. The county and state fair are euphoric to me. Brings back memories.. I used to show horses as I mentioned on my last blog.&nbsp; Well when I turned 18&nbsp;I was no longer allowed to show at the fairs.. and well I moved out of my crazy moms house so I don't get to ride my horse anymore..&nbsp; We walked around the vendors.. This old guy asked to video tape me for the fair and ask about my tattoos it was neat. I ran into a lot of people I used to know.. The damn christians tricked me by putting up a strange sign I couldnt read on their booth.. so I stopped and the fucking caught me in their damn web.. Lucky I know the secret code and got us out of there in a jiffy.&nbsp; Just rattled off some bible mumbo jumbo and mentioned my moms church and we were in the clear.&nbsp; Whew!&nbsp; I also got my portrait drawn! it was pretty neat as well...<br /> Just a couple I took!<br /> <img height="410" width="308" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/141997.jpg" /><img height="308" width="410" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/141996.jpg" /><img height="308" width="410" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/141994.jpg" /><br /> and my portrait!hahahah<br /> <img height="453" width="340" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/141992.jpg" /><br /> I took a butt ton more pictures but they are all in my myspace sooo go check em out and tell me what you think! <a href="http://www.myspace.com/deviant_mayhem"><span style="padding-right: 2px; padding-left: 2px; font-weight: normal; padding-bottom: 2px; padding-top: 2px; background-color: #ffffcc"><font color="#003399">myspace.com/deviant_mayhem</font></span></a> <br /> <br /> Oh also I mentioned the horse riding thing... well <a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/poppabear" rel="tag">PoppaBear</a> said that I should get back on my horse even though I don't like my mom.. He said my face lights up with excitement everytime I am around horses... And he said he would come watch me race even though he hates horses.<br /> this is what I used to do.. and I would LOVE to get back into it I already have a horse I just have to put up with my mom! grrrr... Take a look at what I made.. I want to do this again, anyone want to come watch??<br /> <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/VgifFJw3cJo&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/VgifFJw3cJo&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object> <br /> Also <a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/prendick" rel="tag">Prendick</a> is amazing :) <br /> <img height="720" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/141977.jpg" width="480" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> Blog yes Just a couple I took!

and my portrait!hahahah

I took a butt ton more pictures but they are all in my myspace sooo go check em out and tell me what you think! myspace.com/deviant_mayhem

Oh also I mentioned the horse riding thing... well said that I should get back on my horse even though I don't like my mom.. He said my face lights up with excitement everytime I am around horses... And he said he would come watch me race even though he hates horses.
this is what I used to do.. and I would LOVE to get back into it I already have a horse I just have to put up with my mom! grrrr... Take a look at what I made.. I want to do this again, anyone want to come watch??

Also is amazing :)




]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/76080/#comments 16 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/76080 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/76080 Sun, 24 Aug 2008 06:23:05 GMT everyone is doing it http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/76040 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem <p>Thanks to <a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/maggie" rel="tag">Maggie</a> :) <br /> <br /> <p><em>Your result for The Director Who Films Your Life Test...</em></p><h4>Alfred Hitchcock</h4><p style="text-align:center"><img src="http://is2.okcupid.com/users/110/596/11159777880591814326/mt1123096366.jpg" width="" height="" /></p> <div>One of the best film directors EVER to exist. Your life must be something special if we're going to dig up Hitch to direct the film version. His films are studies of masterful technique and visual storytelling. He also has six distinct signatures he puts in each of his films, one of them being his fleeting cameo walk-by appearance. I think another one is that the leading man is always wrongly persecuted for something he didn't do, and the leading lady is usually a blonde. He made many more films than just The Birds and Psycho. PLEASE go rent, buy, or view North By Northwest or Vertigo!</div><p><a href="http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-director-who-films-your-life-test">Take The Director Who Films Your Life Test</a> at <a href="http://www.helloquizzy.com/"><b style="color:#131313"><span style="color:#ac000c">H</span>ello<span style="color:#ac000c">Q</span>uizzy</b></a></p> Blog yes Thanks to :)

Your result for The Director Who Films Your Life Test...

Alfred Hitchcock

One of the best film directors EVER to exist. Your life must be something special if we're going to dig up Hitch to direct the film version. His films are studies of masterful technique and visual storytelling. He also has six distinct signatures he puts in each of his films, one of them being his fleeting cameo walk-by appearance. I think another one is that the leading man is always wrongly persecuted for something he didn't do, and the leading lady is usually a blonde. He made many more films than just The Birds and Psycho. PLEASE go rent, buy, or view North By Northwest or Vertigo!

Take The Director Who Films Your Life Test at HelloQuizzy

]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/76040/#comments 1 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/76040 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/76040 Sat, 23 Aug 2008 18:12:30 GMT blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75973 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem sorry.. it's slightly blair witch project style in a couple parts.. I am a tard and still getting used to this video thing.. And yes I am wearing a Gravedigger tshirt... I love monster trucks. And yes I noticed the watermark thingy on my face, its because I don't want to pay to change my files to windows.<br /> <br /> <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/LDTtK1IhKs8&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/LDTtK1IhKs8&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> **************************************************************** Also <a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/chase" rel="tag">Chase</a> is back.. his most recent journal is absolutely heartbreaking... I miss him and wish I could just hug him... He needs some love so please please read his journal and give him some support... Blog yes







**************************************************************** Also is back.. his most recent journal is absolutely heartbreaking... I miss him and wish I could just hug him... He needs some love so please please read his journal and give him some support...]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75973/#comments 8 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75973 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75973 Fri, 22 Aug 2008 22:30:18 GMT Here's your chance http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75908 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem to get to know a bit about me. <br /> <br /> I am planning on another video blog tomorrow AM as it is my day off and I am excited about that... <br /> SO I am opening up an opportunity for you DN kids who might be interested to ask me stuff.. so if you have a question for me or want me to do something funny on the video, or even just a shout out to you. &nbsp;leave a comment for me and I will be checking them all&nbsp;and see what I can fit in.. if there are a lot I will save some for another blog... if there aren't any, well then I am free to do whatever the hell I want to hahahahaha<br /> <br /> <br /> So ask away! <br /> ***********************************************<br /> Also PoppaBear wants EVERYONES Xbox live names, He's playing lots of Halo 3 and wants to play with all you cool kids.. And eventually I will get another controller and a mic and I will play too! So give me your name!<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> ***********************************************<br /> <br /> Please keep <a class="member" rel="tag" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/chase">Chase</a> in your thoughts.. Reading his last journal said he was going on tour with YIA.. I just found out that there was a car crash while on tour with the lead singer from YIA and his girlfriend... She was killed...&nbsp; I haven't heard back from Chase yet...&nbsp; But they were friends and a lot of my close pals were really affected by her death.. And he was supposed to be touring with them. Please send good vibes, thoughts, prayers, meditations anything.&nbsp; I hope he calls or texts me soon. I don't know where he is right now. whether he is home yet or is still in Utah.. and that bugs me, I want him home so I can go give him a hug... Blog yes
I am planning on another video blog tomorrow AM as it is my day off and I am excited about that...
SO I am opening up an opportunity for you DN kids who might be interested to ask me stuff.. so if you have a question for me or want me to do something funny on the video, or even just a shout out to you.  leave a comment for me and I will be checking them all and see what I can fit in.. if there are a lot I will save some for another blog... if there aren't any, well then I am free to do whatever the hell I want to hahahahaha


So ask away!
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Also PoppaBear wants EVERYONES Xbox live names, He's playing lots of Halo 3 and wants to play with all you cool kids.. And eventually I will get another controller and a mic and I will play too! So give me your name!




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Please keep in your thoughts.. Reading his last journal said he was going on tour with YIA.. I just found out that there was a car crash while on tour with the lead singer from YIA and his girlfriend... She was killed...  I haven't heard back from Chase yet...  But they were friends and a lot of my close pals were really affected by her death.. And he was supposed to be touring with them. Please send good vibes, thoughts, prayers, meditations anything.  I hope he calls or texts me soon. I don't know where he is right now. whether he is home yet or is still in Utah.. and that bugs me, I want him home so I can go give him a hug...]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75908/#comments 10 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75908 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75908 Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:06:16 GMT hahahha yay http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75869 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem Happy panda<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> I hate sneezing too. <br /> <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/FzRH3iTQPrk&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/FzRH3iTQPrk&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /> <br /> <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/h4I2vA9tzsQ&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/h4I2vA9tzsQ&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /> I get continuous sneezes too and ppl laugh at me ... I feel your pain Mr. Panda!! <br /> <br /> <br /> Im panicking. Blog yes


I hate sneezing too.



I get continuous sneezes too and ppl laugh at me ... I feel your pain Mr. Panda!!


Im panicking.]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75869/#comments 4 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75869 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75869 Thu, 21 Aug 2008 07:36:12 GMT Happy Birthday! http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75648 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem To my good friend<br /> <br /> fun times we had haha<br /> <img height="461" width="615" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/141453/" /><br /> hahah the cake says YOUR FACE backwards,...<br /> <br /> <img height="461" width="615" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/141454/" /><br /> tittes<br /> <br /> <img height="416" width="554" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/141455/" /><br /> <br /> I molest people. ...&nbsp; <br /> there are a couple more on my myspace hahaha <br /> <br /> it was fun, I fucked everyone over at the drinking card game &lt;3 YAY! I win. Blog yes
fun times we had haha

hahah the cake says YOUR FACE backwards,...


tittes



I molest people. ... 
there are a couple more on my myspace hahaha

it was fun, I fucked everyone over at the drinking card game <3 YAY! I win.]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75648/#comments 15 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75648 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75648 Mon, 18 Aug 2008 05:58:04 GMT we're funny http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75578 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem and drunk goofs....<br /> This video makes all of about ZERO sense.. and is just randomness. so you know in advance.<br /> <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/iIkQOheCz3w&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/iIkQOheCz3w&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object> Blog yes This video makes all of about ZERO sense.. and is just randomness. so you know in advance.
]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75578/#comments 10 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75578 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75578 Sun, 17 Aug 2008 07:09:02 GMT I love... http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75513 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem <a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/chrisdeangel" rel="tag">ChrisDeAngel </a>for sharing this with me :) <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/TNgWQfOd-1M&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/TNgWQfOd-1M&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object> Blog yes ChrisDeAngel for sharing this with me :) ]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75513/#comments 6 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75513 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75513 Sat, 16 Aug 2008 09:00:27 GMT I need help http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75382 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem <p>Well as I can't sleep I thought it might be fun to make my first solo video (Since I have been in a couple with <a class="member" rel="tag" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/fedora">Fedora</a>) but turns out that it is an .MOV (quicktime) file and apparently windows media player isn't a fan of that or some shit.. and I want to do some editing to it and well its just all sorts of unacceptable right now...</p> <p>SO if you want to hear my sexy raspy voice from being awake for 24 hours and a few cigarettes well then please help me get it to work. Or get me on a path of resolution... <br /> &nbsp;</p> <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/rzgvDccOwss&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/rzgvDccOwss&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object> Blog yes Well as I can't sleep I thought it might be fun to make my first solo video (Since I have been in a couple with ) but turns out that it is an .MOV (quicktime) file and apparently windows media player isn't a fan of that or some shit.. and I want to do some editing to it and well its just all sorts of unacceptable right now...

SO if you want to hear my sexy raspy voice from being awake for 24 hours and a few cigarettes well then please help me get it to work. Or get me on a path of resolution...
 

]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75382/#comments 6 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75382 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75382 Thu, 14 Aug 2008 13:32:47 GMT I think I http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75374 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem Creamed my panties...<br /> I just found out one of my favorite bands did a cover of a song from another favorite band of mine... and wow... fucking great... <br /> I dunno who made the video its random but the song is the important part... &lt;3 &lt;3 &lt;3 &lt;3 <br /> <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/DdMp7C8T-ts&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/DdMp7C8T-ts&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object> Blog yes I just found out one of my favorite bands did a cover of a song from another favorite band of mine... and wow... fucking great...
I dunno who made the video its random but the song is the important part... <3 <3 <3 <3
]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75374/#comments 5 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75374 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75374 Thu, 14 Aug 2008 08:27:33 GMT today ughh.. http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75290 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem <p>Today I got to go visit my aunt and uncle who are here from California...</p> <p>I have already&nbsp;recieved 5 drunk dialed voicemails from them... really fucking annoying. And they want me to get them smoke because they can't stand my OCD mom.. well not my problem that you fucking volunteered to stay out there with her 45 minutes from civilization. Not my fucking problem...<br /> SO I go out there today and we had a few drinks...&nbsp; Well me and my friend had a few drinks.. All the adults got hammered. and then got abusive as usual.. They badgered each other they talked shit about each other when the other one left - it was a fucking nightmare.. and on top of that my aunt fucking slapped me around a bit, which when I grabbed her arms and stopped her she couldn't figure out why I was restraining her. I calmly informed her that I don't live with violence in my home and I won't tolerate her doing it to me..&nbsp; meh in one ear out the other.. I ended up having to hold her back several times...<br /> <br /> They were fucking tossed.. so luckily my friend was there and we could go home.. <br /> <br /> so right now my nose hurts and my back hurts from getting tackled, my friend accidently hit me in the ankle with a croquet mallet so that fucking hurts, my back is covered in mini scratches and bruises, and my fucking barrett I just bought at the convention got broken... Luckily I have neat fabric glue so hopefully that works and fixes it.</p> <p>Fuck Drama, fuck family.</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/poppabear" rel="tag">PoppaBear</a> is the only family I need.</p> Blog yes Today I got to go visit my aunt and uncle who are here from California...

I have already recieved 5 drunk dialed voicemails from them... really fucking annoying. And they want me to get them smoke because they can't stand my OCD mom.. well not my problem that you fucking volunteered to stay out there with her 45 minutes from civilization. Not my fucking problem...
SO I go out there today and we had a few drinks...  Well me and my friend had a few drinks.. All the adults got hammered. and then got abusive as usual.. They badgered each other they talked shit about each other when the other one left - it was a fucking nightmare.. and on top of that my aunt fucking slapped me around a bit, which when I grabbed her arms and stopped her she couldn't figure out why I was restraining her. I calmly informed her that I don't live with violence in my home and I won't tolerate her doing it to me..  meh in one ear out the other.. I ended up having to hold her back several times...

They were fucking tossed.. so luckily my friend was there and we could go home..

so right now my nose hurts and my back hurts from getting tackled, my friend accidently hit me in the ankle with a croquet mallet so that fucking hurts, my back is covered in mini scratches and bruises, and my fucking barrett I just bought at the convention got broken... Luckily I have neat fabric glue so hopefully that works and fixes it.

Fuck Drama, fuck family.

 

is the only family I need.

]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75290/#comments 9 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75290 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75290 Wed, 13 Aug 2008 06:09:30 GMT No Subject http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75123 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Members Only Journal Mayhem Members Only Journal Blog yes Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75123/#comments 11 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75123 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75123 Mon, 11 Aug 2008 03:21:44 GMT hey http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75004 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Members Only Journal Mayhem Members Only Journal Blog yes Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75004/#comments 5 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75004 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/75004 Sat, 09 Aug 2008 07:10:56 GMT ok. http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74936 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Friends Only Journal Mayhem Friends Only Journal Blog yes Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74936/#comments 23 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/74936 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74936 Fri, 08 Aug 2008 07:56:24 GMT Leaving.. http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74816 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Friends Only Journal Mayhem Friends Only Journal Blog yes Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74816/#comments http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/74816 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74816 Wed, 06 Aug 2008 23:29:33 GMT ouch. http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74724 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem Called in to work today.<br /> Probably will get into trouble for it..<br /> But my cramps are so bad I am in tears and on the verge of vomitting. <br /> <br /> Yea fucking sucks.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> sad panda..<br /> Someone make me giggle. <br /> <br /> &lt;3 Blog yes Probably will get into trouble for it..
But my cramps are so bad I am in tears and on the verge of vomitting.

Yea fucking sucks.





sad panda..
Someone make me giggle.

<3]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74724/#comments 15 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/74724 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74724 Tue, 05 Aug 2008 19:15:04 GMT Today http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74635 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem I was woken up by my sweetheart with Lillies and beef jerky :) <br /> My man knows the way to my heart! hahah&nbsp; <br /> it has been 2 years we have been together and been friends for 9 years. pretty fucking cool if you ask me! hahaha can't wait until this weekend &lt;3<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> boo I don't want to go to work.. but on a lighter side I am going to wear my fucking space footy pjs! Bwahahahha&nbsp; they opened up work to be PJ day to make us all laugh.. and I will be the best dressed. <br /> I have two pairs, dinosaurs and space<br /> <img height="600" width="399" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/125079.jpg" /><br /> but I am going to wear space tonight &lt;3 Blog yes My man knows the way to my heart! hahah 
it has been 2 years we have been together and been friends for 9 years. pretty fucking cool if you ask me! hahaha can't wait until this weekend <3








boo I don't want to go to work.. but on a lighter side I am going to wear my fucking space footy pjs! Bwahahahha  they opened up work to be PJ day to make us all laugh.. and I will be the best dressed.
I have two pairs, dinosaurs and space

but I am going to wear space tonight <3]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74635/#comments 26 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/74635 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74635 Mon, 04 Aug 2008 19:42:55 GMT No Subject http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74524 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem BWAAHAHAHAHA I have figured out how to attach music to my videos!&nbsp; I can now take over the world!&nbsp; YAY! well the world of youtube... <br /> So I am going to make more videos for DN, maybe doing some for the international girls, I am making one for the July girls right now.. just trying to pick the perfect song... :) I am so excited!! <br /> <br /> *edit* what do you think! (something got screwed up in the music though I think.. which is odd.. it was fine when I made it.. dammit..) <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/C_mG7SytbaY&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/C_mG7SytbaY&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>First one.. so hopefully I will get better at making them.. If you have any ideas about videos to help promote throw them at me as I now know how to create! <br /> So excited<br /> <br /> <br /> I have been drinking boost shakes to try and gain some weight.. on top of eating more and healthy too... so anyone have ideas for gaining some weight back please let me know.. I don't want to look crack skinny in Oct!&nbsp; <br /> <br /> <br /> So yea .. I think boobs are going to show tonight... someone correct me if I am wrong.. <br /> Please please give me some more video ideas so I can make them!&nbsp; woo! <br /> DN Ladies! - <a class="member" rel="tag" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/samguss">Samguss</a> is making them too I think she is making one for the girls going to the event in SF so if you haven't told her you are going please do so she can put you in the video <br /> <br /> Tattoo convention this coming weekend! woo! excited!<br /> <br /> Oh and I am now officially Gypsy Queen :)I&nbsp;had recieved a message with the info and was&nbsp;asked to apply, so I did!&nbsp;And&nbsp;I have noticed some fellow DN hotties are GQs too Blog yes So I am going to make more videos for DN, maybe doing some for the international girls, I am making one for the July girls right now.. just trying to pick the perfect song... :) I am so excited!!

*edit* what do you think! (something got screwed up in the music though I think.. which is odd.. it was fine when I made it.. dammit..) First one.. so hopefully I will get better at making them.. If you have any ideas about videos to help promote throw them at me as I now know how to create!
So excited


I have been drinking boost shakes to try and gain some weight.. on top of eating more and healthy too... so anyone have ideas for gaining some weight back please let me know.. I don't want to look crack skinny in Oct! 


So yea .. I think boobs are going to show tonight... someone correct me if I am wrong..
Please please give me some more video ideas so I can make them!  woo!
DN Ladies! - is making them too I think she is making one for the girls going to the event in SF so if you haven't told her you are going please do so she can put you in the video

Tattoo convention this coming weekend! woo! excited!

Oh and I am now officially Gypsy Queen :)I had recieved a message with the info and was asked to apply, so I did! And I have noticed some fellow DN hotties are GQs too]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74524/#comments 16 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/74524 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74524 Sun, 03 Aug 2008 06:16:16 GMT Yo-yos and chocolate http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74473 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Members Only Journal Mayhem Members Only Journal Blog yes Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74473/#comments 14 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/74473 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74473 Sat, 02 Aug 2008 09:19:07 GMT No Subject http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74424 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem Making my own yarn dreads..&nbsp; They look pretty good so far.. we'll see. <br /> <br /> Off to work..<br /> I just got an email on myspace with this.. so I am forwarding it for&nbsp;other Female metal fans who might be interested .. I'm doing it<br /> &quot;<span style="color: #0000ff">Hello!<br /> <br /> In case you didn't know, I am putting together a series of books entitled &quot;Metal Queens&quot;, with interviews/quotes from <br /> Female Metal fans and bands alike. I'd like to invite you to check out the information and see<br /> if you'd be interested in participating in the book. Simply respond here with your e-mail <br /> address so I can e-mail you the information or send an e-mail to me at carnifexmetal@gmail.com . If you aren't interested or know of other Female<br /> Metal fans and/or bands that might, feel free to forward this letter or at least let them know <br /> about us. It is our goal to get as many Female Metal fans and bands involved in the book as<br /> is possible! And read over our latest blogs for further info on what we are looking for as well!<br /> <br /> If you've already been contacted and sent us your answers, we apologize! There are several of us currently doing the initial interviews for the book and some overlap is to be expected...<br /> <br /> Armand Rosamilia</span> &quot;<br /> <br /> I will be on later tonight so anyone who wants to chat around midnight PST let me know &lt;3 Blog yes
Off to work..
I just got an email on myspace with this.. so I am forwarding it for other Female metal fans who might be interested .. I'm doing it
"Hello!

In case you didn't know, I am putting together a series of books entitled "Metal Queens", with interviews/quotes from
Female Metal fans and bands alike. I'd like to invite you to check out the information and see
if you'd be interested in participating in the book. Simply respond here with your e-mail
address so I can e-mail you the information or send an e-mail to me at carnifexmetal@gmail.com . If you aren't interested or know of other Female
Metal fans and/or bands that might, feel free to forward this letter or at least let them know
about us. It is our goal to get as many Female Metal fans and bands involved in the book as
is possible! And read over our latest blogs for further info on what we are looking for as well!

If you've already been contacted and sent us your answers, we apologize! There are several of us currently doing the initial interviews for the book and some overlap is to be expected...

Armand Rosamilia "

I will be on later tonight so anyone who wants to chat around midnight PST let me know <3]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74424/#comments 1 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/74424 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74424 Fri, 01 Aug 2008 21:05:55 GMT I want. http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74364 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem <img alt="" src="http://static.flickr.com/36/107501105_1fac9862a7.jpg" /><br /> Yea so I want some sythetic dreads! <br /> I was looking at the sexy <a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/applejax" rel="tag">AppleJax </a>on her journal with hers and I want them!&nbsp;I think I am creative enough to make them on my own,.. but I will need assistance putting them in... hmmm I really want them for when I go to SF.. THat way I don't have to do shit with my hair! haha <br /> I have heard of many different ways to make them and to put them in.. some people use yarn, others uses foam, fake hair, etc.. I think I can work with just about anything.. Any suggestions?<br /> <br /> I am still waiting to hear back about the rest of my time in SF but yea :) So excited we can go!<br /> <br /> PS. You all better be super jealous because a month from today is my 21st birthday and I am spending that weekend with <a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/arin" rel="tag">Arin</a> and then hopefully seeing <a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/rocket" rel="tag">Rocket </a>on the 1st on our way back up, and she will grab my boobs and maybe even shoot a set! <br /> I may do some dreads for that weekend to see if they are going to work out.. . Blog yes
Yea so I want some sythetic dreads!
I was looking at the sexy on her journal with hers and I want them! I think I am creative enough to make them on my own,.. but I will need assistance putting them in... hmmm I really want them for when I go to SF.. THat way I don't have to do shit with my hair! haha
I have heard of many different ways to make them and to put them in.. some people use yarn, others uses foam, fake hair, etc.. I think I can work with just about anything.. Any suggestions?

I am still waiting to hear back about the rest of my time in SF but yea :) So excited we can go!

PS. You all better be super jealous because a month from today is my 21st birthday and I am spending that weekend with and then hopefully seeing on the 1st on our way back up, and she will grab my boobs and maybe even shoot a set!
I may do some dreads for that weekend to see if they are going to work out.. .]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74364/#comments 7 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/74364 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74364 Thu, 31 Jul 2008 20:24:10 GMT SQUEE! SQUEE!! http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74323 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem SO I have to start by saying. <span style="font-size: large"><span style="color: #993366">OMFG I LOVE </span></span><a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/briarrose" rel="tag"><span style="font-size: large"><span style="color: #993366">BRIARROSE</span></span></a><span style="font-size: large"><span style="color: #993366">!!!&nbsp; </span><span style="font-size: small">seriously she is my deviant angel!!! She is making it possible for <a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/poppabear" rel="tag">PoppaBear</a> and I to come to SF!!! <br /> We will be crashing with her thursday Oct.23rd - monday Oct. 27!!!! <br /> We are still possibly looking for places between Monday night Oct 27th and thursday night Oct 30th We are leaving Friday the 31st<br /> I have a few deviants who have to get back to me on if they are available but if anyone thinks of any places let me know! we are going to come!!! WOOO!!!<br /> <br /> Thanks <a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/gwindylyn" rel="tag">Gwindylyn</a> for reminding me to relax and let things fall into place.. You were right things are looking up!!&nbsp; &lt;3<br /> <br /> From the other night with<a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/fedora" rel="tag">Fedora</a><br /> <img height="600" width="399" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/138231/" /><br /> <br /> happy panda <br /> </span></span> Blog yes OMFG I LOVE !!!  seriously she is my deviant angel!!! She is making it possible for and I to come to SF!!!
We will be crashing with her thursday Oct.23rd - monday Oct. 27!!!!
We are still possibly looking for places between Monday night Oct 27th and thursday night Oct 30th We are leaving Friday the 31st
I have a few deviants who have to get back to me on if they are available but if anyone thinks of any places let me know! we are going to come!!! WOOO!!!

Thanks for reminding me to relax and let things fall into place.. You were right things are looking up!!  <3

From the other night with


happy panda
]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74323/#comments 18 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/74323 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74323 Thu, 31 Jul 2008 07:41:20 GMT yo yo yo http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74230 [Deviant Nation] Mayhem's Journal Mayhem Still looking!<br /> Would anyone be willing to let <a class="member" rel="tag" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/poppabear">Poppabear</a> and I crash with you while we stay in SF??&nbsp; <br /> <div class="addressNsHotel" style="margin-bottom: 25px">Or anyone traveling looking to possibly split the cost of a room.. I would prefer models or togs before members but I am willing to make some exceptions..&nbsp;<br /> I will sleep on a floor, in a closet, on a couch, under a table, in a car, wherever anyone can fit me... <br /> I cook and clean pretty good, and I enjoy being naked!<br /> Even if I can couch hop for a couple days and then stay a few days in a hotel that might work too... <br /> If all works out we will be down October 23rd - October 31st (thursday to friday) .. so 8 nights.. <br /> <br /> <br /> And in other news, my lovebot sent me the proofs from my set and some portraits she took of me! I love her!<br /> <img height="600" alt="" width="399" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/138159/" /><br /> <img height="600" alt="" width="399" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/138161/" /><br /> <img height="600" alt="" width="399" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/138163/" /><br /> <br /> This last one is my &quot;SQUEE&quot; face.. <img alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/laughing.gif" /><br /> <br /> So I am still stressing about the DN event.. but I am in better spirits. <br /> there are more pictures on my myspace and facebook! <br /> <br /> PS go check out <a class="member" rel="tag" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/censor">Censor</a>'s pictures, he made one just for me! it made me smile after a long day of work</div> Blog yes Would anyone be willing to let and I crash with you while we stay in SF?? 
Or anyone traveling looking to possibly split the cost of a room.. I would prefer models or togs before members but I am willing to make some exceptions.. 
I will sleep on a floor, in a closet, on a couch, under a table, in a car, wherever anyone can fit me...
I cook and clean pretty good, and I enjoy being naked!
Even if I can couch hop for a couple days and then stay a few days in a hotel that might work too...
If all works out we will be down October 23rd - October 31st (thursday to friday) .. so 8 nights..


And in other news, my lovebot sent me the proofs from my set and some portraits she took of me! I love her!




This last one is my "SQUEE" face..

So I am still stressing about the DN event.. but I am in better spirits.
there are more pictures on my myspace and facebook!

PS go check out 's pictures, he made one just for me! it made me smile after a long day of work
]]> Mayhem Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74230/#comments 21 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/74230 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mayhem/74230 Wed, 30 Jul 2008 09:10:48 GMT