[Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. Deviant Nation We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. We are striving to combine community, subculture, artistic expression and erotica all at once. Deviant Nation satan@deviantnation.com Girls,Pinup,Tattoo,Pierced,Goth,Punk,Rockabilly,emo,Metal,Subcultures yes http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes en-us Copyright 2003-2008 Deviant Nation, Inc. satan@deviantnation.com Sat, 15 Mar 2003 07:00:00 GMT Fri, 21 Nov 2008 11:25:13 GMT 60 DN Logo http://i.deviantnation.com/i/dn-logo-small.png http://deviantnation.com Deviant Nation 76 144 hair cutttt http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82483 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes <img height="240" alt="" width="320" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/155748/" /><br /> <br /> Got my bangs trimmed,and brought in the bottom a bit...7 BUCKS!<br /> <br /> Its cute..I can't wait til my hair is long again..its getting there though!<br /> <br /> I'm sooo tired of wearing extensions...cliping in clipping out blah blah blah.<br /> <br /> If anyone has any tips on how to get my hair to grow faster let me know! I've been getting it trimmed and making sure I wash the scalp really good,conditioning the ends.<br /> <br /> Blog yes

Got my bangs trimmed,and brought in the bottom a bit...7 BUCKS!

Its cute..I can't wait til my hair is long again..its getting there though!

I'm sooo tired of wearing extensions...cliping in clipping out blah blah blah.

If anyone has any tips on how to get my hair to grow faster let me know! I've been getting it trimmed and making sure I wash the scalp really good,conditioning the ends.

]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82483/#comments 13 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/82483 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82483 Fri, 21 Nov 2008 01:04:36 GMT :p http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82273 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes <img height="514" width="770" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/155458.jpg" /><br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> I got my new boots in the mail yesterday and decided to take a photo for you all :p<br /> <br /> <br /> (i also looked cute..hahaha) Blog yes



I got my new boots in the mail yesterday and decided to take a photo for you all :p


(i also looked cute..hahaha)]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82273/#comments 14 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/82273 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82273 Tue, 18 Nov 2008 09:04:26 GMT ugh. http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82260 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes Just tell me I'm totally crazy.<br /> <br /> <br /> Just tell me its all in my head.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> Tell me.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> and let it be the truth.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> UGHHHH.<br /> <br /> I've been fucking cooped up in the condo for the last several nights this week.<br /> I'm stressed.<br /> I have a lot on my mind.<br /> <br /> <br /> I miss my ladies.I wish everyone lived a lot closer to eachother.Then I'd be able to go out and blow off some of this steam :( Blog yes

Just tell me its all in my head.



Tell me.



and let it be the truth.







UGHHHH.

I've been fucking cooped up in the condo for the last several nights this week.
I'm stressed.
I have a lot on my mind.


I miss my ladies.I wish everyone lived a lot closer to eachother.Then I'd be able to go out and blow off some of this steam :(]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82260/#comments 1 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/82260 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82260 Tue, 18 Nov 2008 06:18:45 GMT Promo :D http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82181 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes I've decided I'm going to print banners of girls and wheatpaste them all over the city to promote the site.I think that if people see the faces of all our gorgeous ladies,they'll be way more tempted to come to the purple side.<br /> <br /> Also,the Tattoo convention at the cow palace.I'm not 100% sure on when the next one is,but I'd love to plan a DN promo for it.Obviously any of the hottie ladies on here are interested in promoing at it with me,let me know! and we can start planning out promo plan of attack of hotness.<br /> <br /> :p<br /> <br /> I have a headache and I'm drinking tea.I need to paint my backdrop still...blegh!<br /> <br /> <br /> UPDATE : <br /> <br /> <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="4" width="95%" border="0"> <tbody> <tr bgcolor="#ffffff"> <th>&nbsp;</th> <td colspan="3"><a href="http://www.bodyartexpo.com/"><font face="arial, geneva, helvetica"><b>BODY ART EXPO</b></font></a><br /> <font face="arial, geneva, helvetica" size="-1">Adult: <br /> $25 per day<br /> 2 day(Sat-Sun): $35</font><br /> &nbsp;</td> </tr> <tr bgcolor="#ffffff"> <th width="20%"><font face="arial, geneva, helvetica" size="-1">Friday</font></th> <th width="25%">March 20</th> <th width="27%"><font face="arial, geneva, helvetica" size="-1">2:00pm - 11:00pm</font></th> <th width="28%"><font face="arial, geneva, helvetica" size="-1">South Hall</font></th> </tr> <tr bgcolor="#ffffff"> <th width="20%"><font face="arial, geneva, helvetica" size="-1">Sunday</font></th> <th width="25%">March 21</th> <th width="27%">11:00am - 11:00pm</th> <th width="28%"><font face="arial, geneva, helvetica" size="-1">South Hall</font></th> </tr> <tr bgcolor="#ffffff"> <th width="20%"><font face="arial, geneva, helvetica" size="-1">Sunday</font></th> <th width="25%">March 22</th> <th width="27%"><font face="arial, geneva, helvetica" size="-1">11:00am - 8:00pm</font></th> </tr> </tbody> </table> <br /> <br /> If you can make it out please let me know and we will make magic!!!!!!!!!<br /> <br /> <br /> Blog yes
Also,the Tattoo convention at the cow palace.I'm not 100% sure on when the next one is,but I'd love to plan a DN promo for it.Obviously any of the hottie ladies on here are interested in promoing at it with me,let me know! and we can start planning out promo plan of attack of hotness.

:p

I have a headache and I'm drinking tea.I need to paint my backdrop still...blegh!


UPDATE :

  BODY ART EXPO
Adult:
$25 per day
2 day(Sat-Sun): $35
 
Friday March 20 2:00pm - 11:00pm South Hall
Sunday March 21 11:00am - 11:00pm South Hall
Sunday March 22 11:00am - 8:00pm


If you can make it out please let me know and we will make magic!!!!!!!!!


]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82181/#comments 16 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/82181 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82181 Mon, 17 Nov 2008 02:15:25 GMT Girlies http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82082 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes I'm loving the slew of new banners!!!!<br /> <br /> All my ladies are so hot &nbsp;^_________^<br /> <br /> <br /> If you haven't seen <a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/stitch" rel="tag">Stitch</a> on National Geographic yet,it's on again tonight (I'm seeing it right now :D)<br /> <br /> You're totally cute!!!<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> I had a simple day.It was really hot here for fall..81 degrees in fact.So we went to the beach with Lucca sammiches&nbsp;and enjoyed the sun.I wiggled my feet in the sand and fed a one footied seagull :p<br /> <br /> <br /> Simple day,but really nice.And the night before I got to see a double feature (I cheated my way into the seccond one XD) both films were pretty good.<i>The Boy in the Stripped Pajamas</i> was kinda fucked up,for obvious reasons if you know the backround of the film,and the ending leaves you feeling kinda sick.But it was a good film based on its impact.And <i>Synecdoche, New York </i>was kind of a mindfuck,but a good movie none the less.<br /> <br /> I'm totally hot.I'm hating this hot surge in the condo.Heat rises.Heat is never fun here. Blog yes
All my ladies are so hot  ^_________^


If you haven't seen on National Geographic yet,it's on again tonight (I'm seeing it right now :D)

You're totally cute!!!



I had a simple day.It was really hot here for fall..81 degrees in fact.So we went to the beach with Lucca sammiches and enjoyed the sun.I wiggled my feet in the sand and fed a one footied seagull :p


Simple day,but really nice.And the night before I got to see a double feature (I cheated my way into the seccond one XD) both films were pretty good.The Boy in the Stripped Pajamas was kinda fucked up,for obvious reasons if you know the backround of the film,and the ending leaves you feeling kinda sick.But it was a good film based on its impact.And Synecdoche, New York was kind of a mindfuck,but a good movie none the less.

I'm totally hot.I'm hating this hot surge in the condo.Heat rises.Heat is never fun here.]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82082/#comments 9 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/82082 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/82082 Sun, 16 Nov 2008 00:01:04 GMT Banana Sticker http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81993 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes Hot damn Metalocalypse is hilarious..<br /> <br /> <br /> I was in downtown Palo Alto today.I want to move over there more than ever.It gave me reasurance,if only for a moment.<br /> <br /> I had a job interview that didn't go too well,but maybe I'm thinking too much...I could be&nbsp;surpised..who knows.But I'm going to keep looking around Craigslist.I now only have 2.25$ in my checking account.eugh.I miss having a steady paycheck.<br /> <br /> I'm drinking warm milk..I'm a dork..right?<br /> <br /> <br /> I also had Pizza My Heart for dinner.And a salad.Best dinner ever.<br /> <br /> <br /> Boring update! Blog yes

I was in downtown Palo Alto today.I want to move over there more than ever.It gave me reasurance,if only for a moment.

I had a job interview that didn't go too well,but maybe I'm thinking too much...I could be surpised..who knows.But I'm going to keep looking around Craigslist.I now only have 2.25$ in my checking account.eugh.I miss having a steady paycheck.

I'm drinking warm milk..I'm a dork..right?


I also had Pizza My Heart for dinner.And a salad.Best dinner ever.


Boring update!]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81993/#comments 4 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81993 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81993 Fri, 14 Nov 2008 06:34:29 GMT HiberNATION. http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81836 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes My lower torso and abdomen have been sore for a day or 2.It's really strange.It's keeping me from doing pliates,which is agrvatating.<br /> <br /> Also,the onset of the colder months has turned me into a sleepy, food ravaged beast.I'm very letheragicand always hungry.This is nature,people.Telling me to hibernate.<br /> <br /> <br /> But I don't want to!<br /> <br /> <br /> I've been slowly snapping myself out of it.My belly is so stuffed from over eating,I haven't been hungry in almost 2 days.I'm thinking of doing a mini-fast,just to clear my system of junk.So far,I've only had coffee and 2 peices of peanut butter toast today.But not hungry..can you believe that? Thats so unlike me.But my tummy feels swollen,and its not fun.So I'm hoping I'm doing myself some good.<br /> <br /> <br /> Berlesquercise starts in Janruary..I'm excited to take some classes.It's something I've always wanted to do.Classes don't cost&nbsp; whole lot,but if it comes between paying some bills and the class,I know what my priorties are.This economic issue is scaring the shit out of me.I've applied everywhere and I'm not getting any hits.Or I do,but never make it past the 1st or 2nd interveiw.I love working,so spending most of my Days at home online,apply for things,feels like a waste of my time.I want to be at work!<br /> <br /> I've gotten some things done that I've been needing to do though.But theres only so much I can do out of work..without a reliable income.<br /> <br /> I'm so disapointed in my company.I really wish they'd handle things better.<br /> <br /> <br /> Blog yes
Also,the onset of the colder months has turned me into a sleepy, food ravaged beast.I'm very letheragicand always hungry.This is nature,people.Telling me to hibernate.


But I don't want to!


I've been slowly snapping myself out of it.My belly is so stuffed from over eating,I haven't been hungry in almost 2 days.I'm thinking of doing a mini-fast,just to clear my system of junk.So far,I've only had coffee and 2 peices of peanut butter toast today.But not hungry..can you believe that? Thats so unlike me.But my tummy feels swollen,and its not fun.So I'm hoping I'm doing myself some good.


Berlesquercise starts in Janruary..I'm excited to take some classes.It's something I've always wanted to do.Classes don't cost  whole lot,but if it comes between paying some bills and the class,I know what my priorties are.This economic issue is scaring the shit out of me.I've applied everywhere and I'm not getting any hits.Or I do,but never make it past the 1st or 2nd interveiw.I love working,so spending most of my Days at home online,apply for things,feels like a waste of my time.I want to be at work!

I've gotten some things done that I've been needing to do though.But theres only so much I can do out of work..without a reliable income.

I'm so disapointed in my company.I really wish they'd handle things better.


]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81836/#comments 9 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81836 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81836 Wed, 12 Nov 2008 02:26:38 GMT Tonight http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81648 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes Is one of those nights where I just want to go out.Go to dinner somewhereo see a good movie,have some good conversation.Just do SOMETHING.<br /> <br /> <br /> Unfortualtley,anyone I would like to hang out with is either already busy or too far away.<br /> <br /> <br /> I guess I could drive to the mall and go job scouting.<br /> <br /> <br /> Is it too late to do something like that?<br /> <br /> <br /> I skecthed out some preliminary designs for my next canvases.I still need to decide weather I want to do the paintings on wood,canvas,or watercolor paper.<br /> <br /> I still need to paint my backdrop for my photo project..but its a larger spray paint job and I might get my ass in trouble with the HOA if I do it anywhere on condo premises.<br /> <br /> I still need to sketch out the clothing...<br /> <br /> I can do a lot of this stuff later in the evening.It's waaaay too nice of a night to spend inside.<br /> <br /> I wish a lot of you lived closer to me! Blog yes

Unfortualtley,anyone I would like to hang out with is either already busy or too far away.


I guess I could drive to the mall and go job scouting.


Is it too late to do something like that?


I skecthed out some preliminary designs for my next canvases.I still need to decide weather I want to do the paintings on wood,canvas,or watercolor paper.

I still need to paint my backdrop for my photo project..but its a larger spray paint job and I might get my ass in trouble with the HOA if I do it anywhere on condo premises.

I still need to sketch out the clothing...

I can do a lot of this stuff later in the evening.It's waaaay too nice of a night to spend inside.

I wish a lot of you lived closer to me!]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81648/#comments 13 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81648 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81648 Sun, 09 Nov 2008 01:56:51 GMT I want O____O http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81600 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes <a href="http://product.half.ebay.com/Sephora_W0QQtgZinfoQQprZ63443317">http://product.half.ebay.com/Sephora_W0QQtgZinfoQQprZ63443317</a><br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> Damn it.Damn this economy where I know it would be reeeally bad of me to blow 13 bucks on a book.<br /> <br /> Baby needs a job....BLAHRGGGG! Blog yes http://product.half.ebay.com/Sephora_W0QQtgZinfoQQprZ63443317



Damn it.Damn this economy where I know it would be reeeally bad of me to blow 13 bucks on a book.

Baby needs a job....BLAHRGGGG!]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81600/#comments 3 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81600 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81600 Sat, 08 Nov 2008 06:34:54 GMT I want my tattoo http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81528 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes God damn me for not having any money : (<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> bleeeeeegghh :p<br /> <br /> <br /> I have to :<br /> -organize all photo files<br /> -sketch designs<br /> -finish paintings<br /> -paint backdrop<br /> <br /> <br /> I'll probably do one of the paintings tonight,but I need a clear head for the files and to sketch.Tomorrow is a new day.But I'm a little irratated,because my Dad's wife pimped me out to take photos of a baby none of us know as a model for her baby products.I don't really anticipate spending my morning alone with her,without headphones to drone her out.But I'll go through with it,only because she&nbsp;had my&nbsp;dad shell out&nbsp;700 bucks on product photos,when I know she could have gotten a better deal.Especially when she's been dropping large amounts of money on this thing,when we've been trying to save up for a down on a home so I can stop sleeping on the couch.It's been a messy tug of war for months,start her business or buy a home.I know what me and my Father would rather have,but the 'business' venture has had so much money thrown at it.. at this point we have to make it the priority to&nbsp;start getting money back from it.<br /> <br /> There's so many things that irk me about this baby bullshit,but if i got into this year long battle this journal would be rediculously long.<br /> <br /> I just have to keep my head up.Hopefully things will fall into place soon.I just have to keep doing what I'm doing and working towards my own personal goals.<br /> <br /> Do any of my DN locals know where I can take classes to learn Italian? I think it's a shame I am one and don't know any,especially when my Grandparents are from the old country and I'm really proud of my heritage.<br /> <br /> <br /> Theres about 3 different things I want to shoot.Damn me for being so busy during the event when everyone was here!!!<br /> Blog yes


bleeeeeegghh :p


I have to :
-organize all photo files
-sketch designs
-finish paintings
-paint backdrop


I'll probably do one of the paintings tonight,but I need a clear head for the files and to sketch.Tomorrow is a new day.But I'm a little irratated,because my Dad's wife pimped me out to take photos of a baby none of us know as a model for her baby products.I don't really anticipate spending my morning alone with her,without headphones to drone her out.But I'll go through with it,only because she had my dad shell out 700 bucks on product photos,when I know she could have gotten a better deal.Especially when she's been dropping large amounts of money on this thing,when we've been trying to save up for a down on a home so I can stop sleeping on the couch.It's been a messy tug of war for months,start her business or buy a home.I know what me and my Father would rather have,but the 'business' venture has had so much money thrown at it.. at this point we have to make it the priority to start getting money back from it.

There's so many things that irk me about this baby bullshit,but if i got into this year long battle this journal would be rediculously long.

I just have to keep my head up.Hopefully things will fall into place soon.I just have to keep doing what I'm doing and working towards my own personal goals.

Do any of my DN locals know where I can take classes to learn Italian? I think it's a shame I am one and don't know any,especially when my Grandparents are from the old country and I'm really proud of my heritage.


Theres about 3 different things I want to shoot.Damn me for being so busy during the event when everyone was here!!!
]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81528/#comments 8 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81528 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81528 Fri, 07 Nov 2008 07:46:32 GMT I am...... http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81510 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes Full of Johnny Rockets&nbsp; -____^<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> I wanna take another set...really bad.I just put in longer extensions..so my hair looks awesomesauce.While it sucks,I have&nbsp;a lot of free time on my hands right now to try and acomplish that.<br /> <br /> <br /> <img height="480" width="640" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/153323/" /><br /> <br /> <br /> Blah.My stomach hurts.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <i>You're as different as night and day.....</i> Blog yes



I wanna take another set...really bad.I just put in longer extensions..so my hair looks awesomesauce.While it sucks,I have a lot of free time on my hands right now to try and acomplish that.





Blah.My stomach hurts.




You're as different as night and day.....]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81510/#comments 4 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81510 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81510 Fri, 07 Nov 2008 03:04:50 GMT Screwed http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81355 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes And not in the fun way....<br /> <br /> <br /> I've been on the hunt for a seccond job for the last 2 months.Nothing has come into play.I keep applying,keep going on interveiws..it all goes no where.<br /> <br /> I have had NO hours at Herff Jones for the last month.NONE.So it's like having no job at fucking all.<br /> <br /> Posted my resume on Hotjobs.<br /> <br /> Last interveiw I had was at Bare Escentuals.I REALLY thought I had a good chance.I got along well with EVERYONE.I shop there all the time.I got a seccond interveiw the seccond I had fnished the 1st one.<br /> <br /> But they haven't called me,and&nbsp;after calling them I don't think I'm getting the job.<br /> <br /> <br /> I'm overwhemled.I have 60 bucks in my bank account.I have 3 credit card payements,my car payment,and that looming speeding ticket I still haven't gotten mail about.I have half a tank of gas.No money in my wallet.I really don't know what the fuck I'm going to do.<br /> <br /> I just have to keep trying.I don't know what I'm doing wrong.I dress nice at interviews.I take out my lip ring.I ask all the right questions.I'm schooled on all the right answers.<br /> <br /> I just don't know.<br /> <br /> I'm still sleeping on a couch trying to pay off some of my 'debts' so I can save&nbsp;up and move the fuck out.I have no space,not a whole lot of clothes.Anything worth anything to me is locked in a storage unit.<br /> <br /> My Dad helps me when he can but his wife always makes a big fucking mess of it.And since I rather not deal with the drama,I refuse to ask my Dad for money.<br /> <br /> Also,I like supporting myself.I love working.I love having money in my bank account,knowing that if I need something I can get it.That I can pay for my own dinner when I'm out.When I had the money,I was able to buy paint and canvases,and once a week I bought myself a shirt or&nbsp;some shoes..something..so I have more clothes.<br /> <br /> This is all just a slap in the face.I can't really handle any of it.<br /> <br /> Ugh.<br /> <br /> UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> Blog yes

I've been on the hunt for a seccond job for the last 2 months.Nothing has come into play.I keep applying,keep going on interveiws..it all goes no where.

I have had NO hours at Herff Jones for the last month.NONE.So it's like having no job at fucking all.

Posted my resume on Hotjobs.

Last interveiw I had was at Bare Escentuals.I REALLY thought I had a good chance.I got along well with EVERYONE.I shop there all the time.I got a seccond interveiw the seccond I had fnished the 1st one.

But they haven't called me,and after calling them I don't think I'm getting the job.


I'm overwhemled.I have 60 bucks in my bank account.I have 3 credit card payements,my car payment,and that looming speeding ticket I still haven't gotten mail about.I have half a tank of gas.No money in my wallet.I really don't know what the fuck I'm going to do.

I just have to keep trying.I don't know what I'm doing wrong.I dress nice at interviews.I take out my lip ring.I ask all the right questions.I'm schooled on all the right answers.

I just don't know.

I'm still sleeping on a couch trying to pay off some of my 'debts' so I can save up and move the fuck out.I have no space,not a whole lot of clothes.Anything worth anything to me is locked in a storage unit.

My Dad helps me when he can but his wife always makes a big fucking mess of it.And since I rather not deal with the drama,I refuse to ask my Dad for money.

Also,I like supporting myself.I love working.I love having money in my bank account,knowing that if I need something I can get it.That I can pay for my own dinner when I'm out.When I had the money,I was able to buy paint and canvases,and once a week I bought myself a shirt or some shoes..something..so I have more clothes.

This is all just a slap in the face.I can't really handle any of it.

Ugh.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.



]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81355/#comments 20 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81355 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81355 Wed, 05 Nov 2008 00:52:38 GMT Dorky awesome photo project http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81234 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes So I'm finally ready to start the photo project I wanted to do.I'm kinda working on 2 at the same time.<br /> <br /> <br /> I shoulda thought about this when everyone was still local..but I can make it work :p<br /> <br /> <br /> Basically one focuses more on anonymity,so it'd be a picture of a part of you rather than you as a whole.The seccond one would definatley have your face.I want awesome expressions ^____^<br /> <br /> <br /> If any of y'all are down let me know :D<br /> Blog yes

I shoulda thought about this when everyone was still local..but I can make it work :p


Basically one focuses more on anonymity,so it'd be a picture of a part of you rather than you as a whole.The seccond one would definatley have your face.I want awesome expressions ^____^


If any of y'all are down let me know :D
]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81234/#comments 7 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81234 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81234 Mon, 03 Nov 2008 06:42:23 GMT spazzing out. http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81180 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes I iz.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> fuck. Blog yes


fuck.]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81180/#comments 4 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81180 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81180 Sun, 02 Nov 2008 17:38:13 GMT Another http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81151 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes Lazy night at home.Listening to the rain.<br /> <br /> <br /> Someone buy me these...<br /> <br /> <a href="http://www.glamourhair.com/extensions/Glamour-Xtend-extensions.asp">http://www.glamourhair.com/extensions/Glamour-Xtend-extensions.asp</a><br /> <br /> I'm hating the ones I have now &gt;____O<br /> <br /> That or I want them sewn in again,but It's so expensive to go and get that professionally T________T<br /> <br /> I need to start making more&nbsp;money....this is bogus.My bank account is almost E.I'm hoping my job interveiw went well enough today.God knows I need it! :O<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> I wanna cuddle.I miss my girls! Blog yes

Someone buy me these...

http://www.glamourhair.com/extensions/Glamour-Xtend-extensions.asp

I'm hating the ones I have now >____O

That or I want them sewn in again,but It's so expensive to go and get that professionally T________T

I need to start making more money....this is bogus.My bank account is almost E.I'm hoping my job interveiw went well enough today.God knows I need it! :O





I wanna cuddle.I miss my girls!]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81151/#comments 1 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81151 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81151 Sun, 02 Nov 2008 03:09:46 GMT This Halloweeeeen http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81100 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes <p>Fucking BLOWS.</p> <p><br /> Me &lt;---------- bad mood....weird mood</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><br /> However...some nice things did occur today.</p> <p><br /> I saw a movie,got called back for a 2nd interveiw,and am now currently wacthing an&lt;i&gt;&nbsp; Are You Afraid of the Dark?&lt;/i&gt; marathon.</p> <p>Love this show....</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>It's keeping my mind preoccupied.</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>This one is called <i>Tale of the Secret Admirer.</i></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>I used to get love notes when I was a lot younger...I totally miss it :/</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>Who wants to start sending love notes with mee?!</p> Blog yes Fucking BLOWS.


Me <---------- bad mood....weird mood

 


However...some nice things did occur today.


I saw a movie,got called back for a 2nd interveiw,and am now currently wacthing an<i>  Are You Afraid of the Dark?</i> marathon.

Love this show....

 

It's keeping my mind preoccupied.

 

 

This one is called Tale of the Secret Admirer.

 

I used to get love notes when I was a lot younger...I totally miss it :/

 

Who wants to start sending love notes with mee?!

]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81100/#comments 12 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81100 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81100 Sat, 01 Nov 2008 06:01:00 GMT You'll never look at Disney the same again http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81037 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes Well,most of you probably don't already,but to further&nbsp; that....check out this gem my sister sent me<br /> <br /> <a href="http://morgenfiles.blogspot.com/2008/02/thursday-13-disney-heroes.html">http://morgenfiles.blogspot.com/2008/02/thursday-13-disney-heroes.html</a><br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> ohhhhh yeeeaaa.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> Does anyone else feel kinda dirty? :O Blog yes
http://morgenfiles.blogspot.com/2008/02/thursday-13-disney-heroes.html



ohhhhh yeeeaaa.



Does anyone else feel kinda dirty? :O]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81037/#comments 18 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81037 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/81037 Fri, 31 Oct 2008 07:01:42 GMT Unwinding http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80984 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes From the crazy events that unfolded during the DN weekend.I've been sleeping god knows how much.Trying to slow down my pace and get back into the normal swing of things.<br /> <br /> It'll be nice to go and get some sushi ;D<br /> <br /> <br /> My brain is totally whacked.I'm going to grab some breakfast,get myself back into gear.<br /> <br /> <br /> I hope everyone had an awesome time!!! Blog yes
It'll be nice to go and get some sushi ;D


My brain is totally whacked.I'm going to grab some breakfast,get myself back into gear.


I hope everyone had an awesome time!!!]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80984/#comments 8 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80984 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80984 Thu, 30 Oct 2008 17:55:31 GMT "HEEEYOOO!!!" http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80843 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes <img height="514" width="770" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/151827/" /><br /> <br /> (Myspace friendly version ;D)<br /> <br /> I have a ton more pictures....but I'm probably headed out again with some of my girliesssssss so I'll catch y'all later.I loved meeting everyone,you're all very nice and totally awesome,I'm bummed I didn't get to connect with more people,but seriously..NEXT TIME.<br /> <br /> I'm also bummed I totally forgot about the Good Hotel having a FREE fucking photobooth &gt;:O<br /> Blog yes

(Myspace friendly version ;D)

I have a ton more pictures....but I'm probably headed out again with some of my girliesssssss so I'll catch y'all later.I loved meeting everyone,you're all very nice and totally awesome,I'm bummed I didn't get to connect with more people,but seriously..NEXT TIME.

I'm also bummed I totally forgot about the Good Hotel having a FREE fucking photobooth >:O
]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80843/#comments 24 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80843 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80843 Tue, 28 Oct 2008 23:41:43 GMT Ugh. http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80742 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes Shaking so bad from anxiety ridden bullshit.You have no idea how shite I feel right now.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> I just don't understand.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> And right now I just wanna puke.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> :/ Blog yes




I just don't understand.



And right now I just wanna puke.



:/]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80742/#comments 9 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80742 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80742 Mon, 27 Oct 2008 08:53:05 GMT Baby Mercedes http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80711 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes Won't be at the event tonight.<br /> <br /> <br /> BUTTTTTTT I love you all..have extra fun for me! :D<br /> <br /> and I'll be seeing a bunch of you tomorrow &lt;3 Blog yes

BUTTTTTTT I love you all..have extra fun for me! :D

and I'll be seeing a bunch of you tomorrow <3]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80711/#comments 5 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80711 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80711 Sun, 26 Oct 2008 23:43:58 GMT <3 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80595 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes <img alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/151216/" /><br /> <br /> <br /> I NEED MORE OF THESE.<br /> <br /> <br /> People visiting SF....I'm going to drag you to a photobooth and we're going to have some fun. Blog yes


I NEED MORE OF THESE.


People visiting SF....I'm going to drag you to a photobooth and we're going to have some fun.]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80595/#comments 10 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80595 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80595 Fri, 24 Oct 2008 20:37:40 GMT HOLY hellll http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80584 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes Yea obviously I've been out running aroung,hanging out with everyone,being an air shuttle,and having some very good laughs.<br /> <br /> So far so good.I'm just totally wiped out tired.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> I'm kinda taking a breather today and hanging out with some of my friends (I made plans with them to hang out a few weeks ago,so I'm going to :p)<br /> <br /> BUTTTT I'm sure I'll see a few of you tonight when i'm picking people up from the airport :D<br /> <br /> Also,Saturday is going to be THE day.I'll be at the Whitcomb hotel around 10am,so I'll be nice and close to everyone and we'll all figure out a way to hang out ^_____^<br /> <br /> <br /> PS - Valentine has a horrible video of us geting lost in the parking lot.Don't make fun of me too bad when you see it <img contenteditable="inherit" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/laughing.gif" /> Blog yes
So far so good.I'm just totally wiped out tired.



I'm kinda taking a breather today and hanging out with some of my friends (I made plans with them to hang out a few weeks ago,so I'm going to :p)

BUTTTT I'm sure I'll see a few of you tonight when i'm picking people up from the airport :D

Also,Saturday is going to be THE day.I'll be at the Whitcomb hotel around 10am,so I'll be nice and close to everyone and we'll all figure out a way to hang out ^_____^


PS - Valentine has a horrible video of us geting lost in the parking lot.Don't make fun of me too bad when you see it ]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80584/#comments 1 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80584 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80584 Fri, 24 Oct 2008 18:14:19 GMT SATURDAY http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80504 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes After my shoot with Miss HotStuff&nbsp; ( ;D ;D)<br /> <br /> I wanna have a fun day in SF with some of you girlies! I wanna hit up some photobooths.thats MAJOR important!<br /> <br /> ANNNND I wanna go out to dinner :D<br /> <br /> <br /> If you're down PM me and we can figure out tha details.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> &lt;3<br /> <br /> <br /> If you read <a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/briarrose" rel="tag">BriarRose</a>'s journal you'll know we picked up <a class="member" href="http://deviantnation.com/members/stvalentine" rel="tag">StValentine</a> at the airport.There was much dorkiness and madness to be had.Once we found my car,We went out to eat and my Baby got a little Vinobuzzed (I &lt;3 you hahahah.you're too cute)<br /> <br /> <br /> All in all it was a magical time and I hope hanging out with the rest of you is just as fun.I'm totally tired and I have a pounding headache (ugh why has this been happening latley) so I'm probably going to lay down and take a nap :p<br /> <br /> I can't believe how busy I've been this week.I'm amazed I'm catching a moment right now! Blog yes
I wanna have a fun day in SF with some of you girlies! I wanna hit up some photobooths.thats MAJOR important!

ANNNND I wanna go out to dinner :D


If you're down PM me and we can figure out tha details.



<3


If you read 's journal you'll know we picked up at the airport.There was much dorkiness and madness to be had.Once we found my car,We went out to eat and my Baby got a little Vinobuzzed (I <3 you hahahah.you're too cute)


All in all it was a magical time and I hope hanging out with the rest of you is just as fun.I'm totally tired and I have a pounding headache (ugh why has this been happening latley) so I'm probably going to lay down and take a nap :p

I can't believe how busy I've been this week.I'm amazed I'm catching a moment right now!]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80504/#comments 8 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80504 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80504 Thu, 23 Oct 2008 17:35:17 GMT :O http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80355 [Deviant Nation] Mercedes's Journal Mercedes Jeeeeesus.<br /> <br /> I can't believe tomorrow is Wednesday already.<br /> <br /> I feel freakishly overwhelmed by it all.<br /> <br /> But also really excited.<br /> <br /> <br /> I can't wait to see my girls &lt;3<br /> <br /> <br /> It'll be nice,cause I'm seriously starting to lose my faith in some things.It's really bumming me the fuck out.And pissing me the fuck off.<br /> <br /> The little cunt who stole my phone texted up a storm on it.I just don't get people.Its not like I was going to let you use my phone for free.It WAS going to get disconnected..so why not just return it? I had to buy a new one and it set me back 200 bucks.I'm not really happy about that considering I've been adveraging 1 day a week at my job and I'm BARELY making even.I've been applying to every where like a motherfucker.Shits been rough.<br /> <br /> And I don't even want to get into whats been going on with&nbsp;the step &quot;mom&quot;....<br /> <br /> I just don't get people.I don't get why people get off on drama,I don't get why people create it.I don't get why its even nescessary.<br /> <br /> I don't wanna deal with it.<br /> <br /> I need to move the fuck out.And I need to surround myself with people who are genuine.God knows I'm so over this highschool shit.<br /> <br /> <br /> I wanna say that all my friends,I dunno what I'd do without you.You mean the world to me you guys.And I hope this event hands me the opretunity to make some new lasting freidnships with people also :D<br /> Blog yes
I can't believe tomorrow is Wednesday already.

I feel freakishly overwhelmed by it all.

But also really excited.


I can't wait to see my girls <3


It'll be nice,cause I'm seriously starting to lose my faith in some things.It's really bumming me the fuck out.And pissing me the fuck off.

The little cunt who stole my phone texted up a storm on it.I just don't get people.Its not like I was going to let you use my phone for free.It WAS going to get disconnected..so why not just return it? I had to buy a new one and it set me back 200 bucks.I'm not really happy about that considering I've been adveraging 1 day a week at my job and I'm BARELY making even.I've been applying to every where like a motherfucker.Shits been rough.

And I don't even want to get into whats been going on with the step "mom"....

I just don't get people.I don't get why people get off on drama,I don't get why people create it.I don't get why its even nescessary.

I don't wanna deal with it.

I need to move the fuck out.And I need to surround myself with people who are genuine.God knows I'm so over this highschool shit.


I wanna say that all my friends,I dunno what I'd do without you.You mean the world to me you guys.And I hope this event hands me the opretunity to make some new lasting freidnships with people also :D
]]> Mercedes Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80355/#comments 15 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80355 http://deviantnation.com/members/Mercedes/80355 Tue, 21 Oct 2008 23:37:51 GMT