[Deviant Nation] OnyxNeko's Journal

Uh.... so... I... uh....

OnyxNeko — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 03:20:14 GMT

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Less than 2 hours...

OnyxNeko — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 05:15:57 GMT

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I fail at keeping up with life.

OnyxNeko — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 04:22:03 GMT

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Quickie anyone??

OnyxNeko — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 15:51:02 GMT

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Why yes... random is my specialty....

OnyxNeko — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 20:28:36 GMT

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Egads!

OnyxNeko — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 23:51:26 GMT

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Just a quickie

OnyxNeko — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 08:48:21 GMT

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Much better!

OnyxNeko — Thu, 23 Oct 2008 00:11:43 GMT

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Blustery Day

OnyxNeko — Tue, 21 Oct 2008 20:40:20 GMT

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So I've been trying to figure out a costume....

OnyxNeko — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 06:16:05 GMT

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OMG I'm so sorry guys....

OnyxNeko — Wed, 08 Oct 2008 23:27:06 GMT

I know I totally fail at the internetz. I'm going to try and catch up tonight! Also I can believe the amazing sets I've been missing!!! I can't wait to see them, so many gorgeous ladies!

Well Baton Rouge was bloody amazing. I met the founder of Slumber Parties and everyone is so down to Earth. Had dinner with one of the gals on the advisory board. Everyone is so nice and I had advisory board members giving me there number left and right if I needed anything. So cool. I learned so much and I'm so excited to implement it all!!! Oh and on that note...

I'm having a sale!!!! It's October and my anniversary month (YAY!!!) so if anyone wants to order, now is the time! I've giving everyone 10% off their order, however you have to email me to order and pay via paypal instead of ordering on the site because unfortunately I can't put things on sale on my site. So if you want anything shoot me an email at slumberpartiesbycathy@gmail.com This only lasts until the 30th of the month though! ^_~

On another note... cross your fingers. Not going to say why cause I don't want to jinx it, but just trust me and do it! lol.

So I've been SUPER busy. School is going to be the death of me I swear! I withdrew from my clinicals class though. It was the one I was supposed to do the after school program in as well as observations and my class schedule just wouldn't let me do anything I needed to so I'm going to give it another goal next semester. I just have too many irons on the fire right now and I really want to focus on my business right now and making it work so I can quit Penney's cause I just can't do it anymore even though they've finally decided to start scheduling me in jewelry again... yeah I almost fell of the couch I was stunned!

I'm dying back to my natural color tonight I just can't cut it though which I'll prolly have to do if I bleach it again, lol. Although one of my friends got a fauxhawk and I'm totally jealous.

OMG IS IT NOVEMBER YET?!?!?! I can't take the f'ing mudslinging anymore. If you can win on your own merits and have to resort to dissing your oponent then you should just give up and piss off.....

Speaking of November. I will get to go hunting for the first time (freakin finally!!! Pheasants better look out!) and I'll be turning 24! Not as excited about the 2nd as it's just another boring birthday. :(

Well off to the million journals I have to check. Hope everyone has been doing well! I've missed you all so much but I should be able to keep up a little better now that training is over and I have one less class to stress about. :D

>.< Can I just have 1 day off

OnyxNeko — Fri, 26 Sep 2008 17:43:37 GMT

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Total spazz is I

OnyxNeko — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 20:53:58 GMT

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Pistol Packin' Mama

OnyxNeko — Thu, 04 Sep 2008 18:52:29 GMT

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Whew!

OnyxNeko — Wed, 03 Sep 2008 05:19:00 GMT

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>.<

OnyxNeko — Thu, 28 Aug 2008 20:32:02 GMT

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FYI....

OnyxNeko — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 05:21:15 GMT

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In my head

OnyxNeko — Mon, 18 Aug 2008 04:19:36 GMT

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I've been hit below the belt...

OnyxNeko — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 01:31:41 GMT

or at least that's how it feels. I went to the doctor Monday morning and she called today and here I was bracing myself to hear it was something about my thyroid and that's why I look and feel like a beached whale... First of all it was the doctor herself not a nurse so obviously something came out of it...

Nothing showed up on the tests for Thyroid stuff...

The hormone test was another story....

I have to go see an OB/GYN for an official diagnosis I think, which I'm trying to schedule and appointment now but apparently they're super busy today... of course.... but it's looking extremely certain, like 99% if you're a numbers person, that I have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome.

Now for those of you saying what I was think when she said it- WTF does that mean and how the fuck do you spell it so I can google this shit???

It means that there's a reason for my lack of visits from Aunt Flo, my weight gain that is primarily in the stomach area, the dandruff I had been fighting and the insane acne that I have never experienced (even when I was a kid I NEVER dealt with acne) and a few other things... All in all it seems to boil down to the fact that it will be pretty hard for me to have kids... and if we want them we need to work really hard on it now as it may take a while and it's going to get worse the older I get.

super.

Also it may possibly explain the 250 and 300 readings on my mom's blood glucose monitor a few weeks ago as a symptom is diabetes and having it also puts me at a higher risk of diabetes. She's coming up this weekend so we'll try a few morning tests and see if it goes down like its supposed to or not.

I am feeling a little bit better (with the exception of the headache I had beforehand which has intensified and my eyes which hurt almost as much as my head from bawling) as I do know that it is still possible that I could still have a baby as young as I am. And yeah there is that SLIGHT chance that the gyno will tell me that it's not what it is but as much as the symptoms coincide with what I've been experiencing in the last year since quitting birth control I'd say it's prolly a .000000001% chance she'll say the first dr was off track. But we'll see.....

Edit: Ok now I'm feeling much better. One of my good friends has it... and well over the weekend she told me she was pregnant and she has bigger health problems than that! *small sigh of relief*

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On another note I'm impatiently waiting for my skates. The first ones I ordered were roller derby BRAND which I didn't realize until afterwards but it's a good thing they were only $16 including s&h, lol. So I found some others that prolly almost caused my husband a heart attack about the price (and I was getting them half price) until I assured him I was taking it out of my savings and not trying to hit him up for a loan, lmao.

Aren't they purdy? I would have rathered black ones but I'm impatient and didn't want to bid on them and wait an extra two days to see if I won them, lol. So I figured I'd try these and if I didn't get them I would do the Buy It Now on the others, but well I'm a tightwad so I wanted to try and bid and get them as low as possible since I'm only trying out at the end of the month. I figure either way I'll have skates and that would be good for exercise at the least. However I feel like being involved in a sport would really be good for me ! :D

Jared's going away party was last night and I had fun, even though karaoke just isn't as much fun when the farthest you can get is slightly buzzed as you need to be thoroughly sober to by 10:30 at night... or so if you have a radar detector ;) We're getting him trained at the self taken myspace pics too so when we FINALLY get him into the internet world he'll be at least a little ready

Then in the same night he graduated up to taking pictures of us by himself... I was impressed ;)

It was the last night I would see him to December for break... so naturally I had to get me some Jared bewb... yeah he liked it ;)

Jared is one of my best friends for many reasons... one being that not only is he good with the ladies... he's also good with the boys... XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Good with the ladies, boys and well..... himself...

He was the man of evening so they mixed 'em extra strong XDD

And last but not least... a karaoke shot

Anyway it was fun and I'll miss him but hopefully we'll be able to get together for lunch or something when he comes home on breaks :D

Oh and the first part was written earlier... this was a long ass journal that took a while lmao. I am feeling a LOT better about things now and am pretty optimistic about it. I know that the fates wouldn't weave anything into my tapestry that I couldn't handle! :D <3

Stolen! :D

OnyxNeko — Mon, 11 Aug 2008 07:23:56 GMT

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Rain!!!

OnyxNeko — Thu, 07 Aug 2008 06:14:53 GMT

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Oh wow... so true

OnyxNeko — Wed, 30 Jul 2008 01:04:44 GMT

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Yay!

OnyxNeko — Tue, 15 Jul 2008 07:56:07 GMT

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Isn't it amazing how animals

OnyxNeko — Fri, 11 Jul 2008 17:29:46 GMT

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