[Deviant Nation] Reajeanne's Journal

good bye to all

Reajeanne — Thu, 03 Jul 2008 22:50:19 GMT

regretably I will be canceling my membership here for the time being but I promise at some point in time I will be back if any of you want to get ahold of me you can find my add in the penpal group or on myspace @ myspace.com/kalikarain or email kalikarain@hotmail.com if you feel you need an explanation go ahead and write me I'll answer. much love to all and hopefully I will be on again soon.

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Reajeanne — Thu, 03 Jul 2008 02:32:03 GMT

everyone go say hi to my hubby jasonlidman

real creative with the name right!

WORKING

Reajeanne — Mon, 23 Jun 2008 20:23:30 GMT

yup I'm working right now and its beautiful outside making me want to puke because I'm stuck in the office!!!! I had my photoshoot yesterday it was great fun! So hopefully my set will be submited soon, and we'll have a new photog on the site! I am so so so excited about the 1 new set a day coming in july! yippy!
so I've been dying for a new tattoo, although I promised myself that I wouldnt do anything else until my back is done, but I havent had any money to get that done.. . cry and now my tattoist has moved away some more! I want a half sleeve, and I'm thinking of doing something like a wicked dark little red riding hood theme. I love to draw, but for some reason I cant get what I have going on in my head on paper, which is making me very frustrated, hmmm. ink. ink. ink. I wants me some!

okay back to work, some pict. soon I promise!

hello

Reajeanne — Tue, 17 Jun 2008 19:50:39 GMT

I'm bored and eating nummy nummy seasame crackers.Mmm....Mmmm.

poo

Reajeanne — Fri, 13 Jun 2008 00:33:55 GMT

my husband just called me and told me that his car went to hell on him and we got an overdraft in the mail! god damn mother fucking bank! I just checked online and went through all my crap and I still get that I should have 150.00 in there how the fuck can I be that off? grrr and we have two checks that havent gone through yet thank god my husband can put his check in the bank tomarrow then I get an email from centerpoint energy saying that we owe 280. for our gas bill wtf? i'm on the 140.00dollar monthly payment plan which means I pay more than I need to in the summer and less in the winter so I have to call there tomarrow and see what the hell is going on and yes I checked online to see if they cashed my last payment and they did so there must be some sort of tech. prob. there. we were broke before but know i dont know what I'm going to do. I'm already working 50 hours a week and so is jason. gas has gone up so high that if I got another job it would have to be walking distance and in a small town thats kind of hard. I want to cry right now, my chest hurts and I want to take a bath but cant because I'm at work and I'm not supposed to soak my incisions for another week.

I'm sorry for the crappy journal but I'm at work and really dont feel comfortable talking to the ladys here about money problems its a collection agency and most of the lady's here are kinda snobbish. I dont want to whine to my husband about it because he feels just as bad as I do. goddess I feel horrible.

I have a photoshoot with stephen holt on the 22nd that I wish was for this sunday It would feel really nice right now to get pampered and get pretty pictures to submit to dn.

oh, and I love Raeli's new banner. and I miss Ladylazuras oh and nessie's new set makes me want to be home so I can look at it!

those pics I never posted

Reajeanne — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 14:12:19 GMT

I figured I would pic a few pics of my sisters wedding for your viewing pleasure. arent I nice? haha. I have a photoshoot set up for the 22nd I'm very excited he has a lot of very cool idea's and has worked with a few people that I know. any who I have to go to work soon so heres a few pics.
This is my beautiful mom in the white and black polka dot dress my dad hugging my sister and of course thats sarahs husband rusty my mom is smiling at.

jason and I paying as much attention to the wedding as we could a wiggling 20mnth old can be distracting

Sarah had our brother sam walk her down the isle, because her and dad have been on the outs for a few years.

My beautiful mother and my dad joe (if you see no resemblance to Joe and I its because he adopted me after my mother married him a lovely man.)

so those are the pics for the day. I have to get ready for work now talk to everyone soon.

were good.

Reajeanne — Thu, 05 Jun 2008 13:20:53 GMT

I got home last night and talked with my husband, he was upset with me but not for posting the boobie pictures. he was upset because I planned a photoshoot and forgot to tell him, so in otherwords he was being a big baby and not trusting me to tell him, I always bring him or a girlfreind with to shoots unless its my girlie freind who is taking the pics. I asked him why he deleted my journal and he said it was because he was pissed of, so I asked him why he didnt answere my phone calls and he said that at first the phone was dead and then blake cut his thumb on something, which is true his little thumb has a nice chunk out of it this morning sad . There are times I want to slap my husband so hard that he spins, I have changed my dn password and email so he will not be able to check my stuff on here. this site is going to become my personal little space. and he's just going to have to deal with it. I want to thank all of you for helping me through this expecially rpg who helped me realize a few things that I never thought about before.

the hubby and I are okay now thank the goddess! haha we are just going to have to sit down and talk a few things through.

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Reajeanne — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 22:27:27 GMT

I think my husband is mad at me, apparently does not like that I posted my post op pictures, so he deleted my previous journal , he wont answere my calls now and wont message me back on myspace.

I'm home!

Reajeanne — Fri, 30 May 2008 22:55:28 GMT

Hello everyone! surgery went wonderful, they got me in right away to no sitting around waiting for doctors, they look great and I'm not in much pain just some tightness in my chest I can lift my hands over my head and even lay on them without much pain just a little tightning of the muscles. I will post before and after photo's soon and probably will continue to post my progress! I'm very happy with the results even though they dont look like they will in 3mnths I can tell they will turn out perfect! I'm still a little drugged up so if I spelt everything wrong in here forgive me! talk to everyone soon!

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Reajeanne — Thu, 29 May 2008 21:31:56 GMT

got everything fixed this morning with the phone and internet, grrr. the lady appologized up and down, said that it was our neighbor that should have had it shut off. idiots. anyway thanks everyone for helping me calm down about it, my husband was like "breath in the butterflies. . . breath out the bee's" haha. so I work till 9 tonight then go home and toss and turn all night like a kid waiting for christmas! cant wait, my day is going so slow. wish me luck and I'll be showing you my new boobies soon!

wtf???

Reajeanne — Thu, 29 May 2008 01:23:38 GMT

I just tried to call home from work and it said my # was disconnected??? I just checked online to see if my payment went through and it did, what the hell??? i'm the only person on earth who doesnt have a cell phone so how the fuck am i going to call there and see what the fuck is going on! this pisses me off, they have done shit like this before grrr. okay .. . deep breath.. . . i'll have to barrow moms cell tomarrow to call which pisses me of because i'll have to tell her why and she'll get all dramatic with me grrr grrrrr grrrrrrr. okay. . . deep . . . breath!!!!!! sorry for the vent, i freak about stuff like this, I get the whole brick on the chest feeling.

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Reajeanne — Wed, 28 May 2008 14:38:30 GMT

woot! cant wait to see who's set goes up today.

Everyone go and say congrats to chessa! she went purple!!! woot! woot!

my weekend

Reajeanne — Tue, 27 May 2008 14:34:15 GMT

The wedding was okay. very short, my sister cried through the whole thing. she's lost more weight, and that scares me she's 5'8'' and maybe 95 lbs, not good. she is naturally skinny but not that thin. she's starting to look like a walking corps. Little man had a hard time staying still which is understandable, but over all he did well. because it was the holiday weekend not a lot of people showed up. maybe 25-30. and 15-17 of them were the wedding party. It turned out to be a beautiful day! I'm waiting for the photographer to post pictures online for me to steal! haha. no I'll by a few prints but I'm going to copy and paste a few here. haha, I'm bad.

sunday we got hail and I was terrified that the 300.00 dollars i just put into flowers and landscaping were going to be ruined but everything was fine. the trees ended up taking the brunt of it, protecting the flowers and veggie garden. Yesterday was wonderful, and relaxing.

THREE MORE DAYS!!! AAAAhhhh

hello all

Reajeanne — Fri, 23 May 2008 00:35:50 GMT

so i have nothing much to say, i'm currently at work right now bored out of my mind, i have over 100 new accounts to go through, which means that i'm a skip tracing, notice sending fool right now. i'm also working on a training manual. hehe just started 2 mnths ago and they want me to train! haha they said i have the "right" personality for it. which is fine. I like training. the company is expanding so and they plan on hiring 5 more people. yup. . . bored. . . 8 more days AAAAhhh! boobies, i have a drawing done of xavery and arin that i need to scan and put up, i also need to finish lamenating the ones i've drawn and send them out to everyone, I'll try to have that done by thursday next week. okay. gotta get back to work. much love . . . blessed be.

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Reajeanne — Thu, 22 May 2008 02:54:34 GMT

so I have my boob job next friday, and i'm starting to get a little nervous! very excited at the same time though, summer seems to have finally arrived! I planted flowers like crazy the other day. woot!
My sister is getting married sat. outside at her mothers. and its supposed to rain! Misses dumby didnt rent any tents either. stupid, stupid, stupid! if you can tell i'm not looking forward to this wedding, I will take pics for your veiwing pleasure, and you will notice something very funny about me and my family. my mother is a very petite blond ( she's dyed her hair blond for so long she thinks its natural! haha) and so is everyone else, the man i call my dad is actually not my biological father. but a wonderful dutch man that married my mother, thus I have always been the odd ball in pictures, like who is that dark haired girl? joe and roxannes? no way! oh, i see she does look like her mother. there is also this thing with my family, and i'm not nockin' classic country because i listen to it too, i admit it. but my family looks very western, hehe. but hubby will be rockin the green mohawk fo sho. ahhh. i'm rambling, and it feels so good to write about nothing, hmmm. I love you all. have a wonderful, pleasing and beautiful night!

poo

Reajeanne — Wed, 14 May 2008 02:38:02 GMT

I'm sad today. dont really know why but i am. cry. . . feel like work is taking to much out of me. I decided to take this job so that i could make more money so me and the hubby and blake could do more things together. you know go out sometime. but now i dont have the time. before=plenty of time no money now= money and no time!!!! summer is suposed to be here but the weather cant seem to make it to even 70 degrees. I'm in the mood to draw but i have finals to do and i would feel guilty. hmmm. i've been reading your journals just not commenting on them like i used to and i'm sorry for that. I'm starting to repeat myself on here I think my last three journals were appologizing about not spending my alloted dn time on replying to journals.

I'm going to take a nice bubble bath and proof read my sociology paper in there. hopefully it will help me relax some. I want some funny comments to lift my spirits!!! lol. i hope you all are feeling much happier than myself at the moment. much love.

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Reajeanne — Tue, 06 May 2008 23:53:20 GMT

my day has gone well, i planted some flowers and cleaned the house. now its time to relax. i know i promised pictures but low and behold i was by myself. which was actually really nice. i'm going to take a bath now and then do some homework and go to bed. hope everyone had a great day!

I'm not going to work today

Reajeanne — Tue, 06 May 2008 12:59:15 GMT

its going to be the first 75 degree day out in minnesota and i'm playing hooky. yup 47 hours a week is kicking my ass and i want a nice day off. there will be pictures. much love to everyone. :)

sick

Reajeanne — Tue, 29 Apr 2008 14:11:19 GMT

Just like everyone else. poo. my throat hurts and my ears, my nose is plugged. icky icky icky. my husband is the same. I hope little man doesnt get it, I always feel so horrible when he gets sick.

wishin that I didnt have to work today. and I cant wait for that paycheck on the 5th. Its really hard to get used to 1 paycheck a month, but I think that after this check we'll be all caught up and comfortable again. next month all my weekends are full I work the first two weekends the third weekend my hubby has a concert the fourth weekend my sister is getting married and the last weekend I go under the knife. I dont really have much to say. I'm going to take a nap before I go to work and drink some chamomile tea. much love to you all!

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Reajeanne — Sun, 27 Apr 2008 13:04:45 GMT

1. What is in the back of your car?

car seat, a toy. a book about the manson murders, my violin case.

2. What color is your toothbrush?

pink purple and white

3. Name one person that made you smile today?

Blake

4. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?

its not 8 yet, but i will probably be making some breakfast.

5. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?

giving blake a bath.

6. What is your favorite candy?

dove chocolate. Mmmm.

7. Have you ever been to a strip club?

yup. was a bartender at one for a while.

8. What is the last thing you said aloud?

hey! and No! (blake trying to get ontop the dinning room table.

9. What is the best ice cream flavor?

um, um, . . . . . . chocolate chip mint???

10. What was the last thing you had to drink?

11. What are you wearing right now?

a blue kaplan university tank and some cute undies that i made last night for the hubby's band! they say I eat pussy on the front and junkyard hooligans on the back. yay!

12. What was the last thing you ate?

i had an jonagold apple for a snack last night.

13. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?

a new bra.

14. When was the last time you ran?

run??? me??? when it was manditory in high school.

15. The last sporting event you watched?

no sports in this house. we play um. but dont watch um, (I only get one channel on the tele)

16. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?

lightly buttered & salted

17. Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace?

the hubby.

18. Ever go camping?

yup at least twice a year! love it.

19. Do you take vitamins daily?

yup.

20. Do you go to church every Sunday?

ha. thats funny.

21. Do you have a tan?

no not really.

22. Do you like Chinese food over pizza?

absolutely.

23. Do you drink your soda with a straw?

dont really drink soda.

24. What did your last text message say?

dont have a cell. so unable to text. :(

25. Are you someone's best friend?

yup

26. What are you doing tomorrow?

going to work. thanks for reminding me again. . .

27. Where is your dad?

bio dad is six feet under.

dad is probably at the farm working to hard.

28. Look to your left, what do you see?

some really cute shoes that i should were and a painting.

29. What color is your watch?

silver.

30. What do you think of when you think of Australia?

one of my favorite persons in the whole wide world! Storm!!!!

31. Do you use chapstick?

yup I buy it use it and lose it the next day.

32. What is your birthstone?

turquoise

33. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?

neither

34. What is your favorite number?
i dont have one and i'm not making one up so there,

35. Do you have a dog?

no. :(

36. Last person you talked to on the phone?

um, some dude that needs to pay his garbage bill.

37. Have you met anyone famous?

yeah, marilyn manson.

38. Any plans today?

cleaning, playing with blake. sexy time with the hubby.

39. How many states have you lived in?

to many

40. Ever go to college?

yeah, currently.

41. Do you dye your hair?

yeah, probably to much.

42. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?

i dont really have one at the moment.

43. Last song listened to?

i dont even remember at the moment.

44. Can you say the alphabet backwards?

sure if I write it down first.

45. Do you have a maid service clean your house?

No I'm the maid service.

46. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?

green chucks.

47. What was your wedding song?

November rain. G n' R

really really long wedding song! haha.

48. Are you jealous of anyone?

not really

49. Is anyone jealous of you?

I dont know. you'll have to ask them.

50. Do you love anyone?

I love lots of people's!1

51. Do any of your friends have children?

yup

52. Do you eat healthy?

yup.

53. What do you usually do during the day?

get up at 5. get ready for work, have a cup of coffee do as much homework as i can. get blake up. and ready. play for a little bit, make sure were out of the house by 7:15 and to daycare by 7:30. go to work try and get people to pay there bills, haha. go home. play with blake and talk with jason. make supper. eat give blake a bath. jason plays with blake while I do the dishes. blake goes to bed at 7:30. jason and I spend about 1 1/2 hours together. then i have class and jason goes to bed. when class is over i clean the rest of house. and hit the sheets by 11:30.

54. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?

I dislike people but i dont hate anyone at the moment.

55. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?

a trillion times a day.

56. What color is your car?

maroon.

57. Do you like cats?

I probably would if I wasnt so allergic to them.

58. Have you ever been to Six Flags?

yup, no different than valley fair.

59. How did you get your worst scar?

oil burns on my right arm. from making home made eggrolls.

60. Favorite famous mustache?

What??? i dont know. this one

i stole it!

Reajeanne — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 00:57:57 GMT

1-Have you ever cried during a tattoo?
Nope but i have been asked while getting tattooed if i was crying. Damn freind making faces at me through the fish tank! making me laugh. her face was all fucked up looking through that tank. pretty fish though, lol.
2-When did you get your first tattoo?
17

3-What was your first tattoo?
B&N on back of my neck

4-Which tattoo is closest to your heart?
the one i have done on my neck, for a freind that was killed because of a drunk driver.

5-Do you have a matching tattoo with someone?
kind of all us girls got the tat done for the freind.

6 -Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up on?
yup, i have runes on my foot, that the person messed up on. you wouldnt know by looking at it though.

7-Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you yet?
not really

8-What was the most painful tattoo you received?
my foot hurt like hell!!!!

9-How many tattoos do you have?
I dont feel like counting them. more than 6. but less than 14.

10- Do you plan on being heavily or moderately tattooed?
when i run out of idea's i think i'll be done. so most likely heavily.???

11-Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain?
Yes

12-Have you ever gotten an infection from a tattoo?
Nope

13-What is the longest session you've ever sat straight?
8 hours

14-What is the biggest tattoo that you have and how long did it take?
i guess my back peice. its not nearly finished yet.

15-Did you tell your parents?
how can you not??? never were a tank top or shorts again, think not.

16-Do you regret having gotten any of your tattoos?
Nope. not gonna happen.

17-Would you ever consider getting any of your tattoos removed?
Nope.

18-What are you going to get for your next tattoo?
hopefully me and ladylazuras can start on my little red riding hood idea this summer. :)

19-Do you think members of the opposite sex with a lot of tattoo are hot?
If there hot there hot with or without a tattoo.

20-How many people have tattooed you?
i think 4, 5 possibly.

21-Do any of your tattoos have color?
yupers. and i wants me some more!

I'm writing to apologize

Reajeanne — Wed, 23 Apr 2008 12:20:00 GMT

I’ve been working like crazy lately. So I haven’t had much time for dn. This sucks ass, because I love it here! Haha. I’m hoping by next week everything will calm down and I’ll be able to go over all your millions of journals! I miss you all. Much love.

XoXo

go give Minute28 some love he's going through a rough time right now.

fell down

Reajeanne — Fri, 11 Apr 2008 00:21:34 GMT

okay we are having a crazy snow storm right now, and my husband and I and of course little man had to go to a wake tonight, a freind of ours mom died after fighting cancer for about 10 years. anyway we get home and there is alread 2 inches of snow on the ground, so my husband says that he's going to park in the back of the garage so that we dont get a ticket for parking on the street. I get out and unstrap blake then my fucking foot gets caught on the seat belt thing its a two door so you have to push the seat forward to get blake out. I fall hit my head on the ground and my son hits his head on my nose, thank god he wasnt hurt he didnt cry or anything, but I got a bloody nose, and a fucking migrain out of the deal. it sucks. and I'm hungery!