[Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. Deviant Nation We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. We are striving to combine community, subculture, artistic expression and erotica all at once. Deviant Nation satan@deviantnation.com Girls,Pinup,Tattoo,Pierced,Goth,Punk,Rockabilly,emo,Metal,Subcultures yes http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie en-us Copyright 2003-2008 Deviant Nation, Inc. satan@deviantnation.com Sat, 15 Mar 2003 07:00:00 GMT Wed, 03 Dec 2008 21:29:52 GMT 60 DN Logo http://i.deviantnation.com/i/dn-logo-small.png http://deviantnation.com Deviant Nation 76 144 my heart http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/83363 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie &nbsp;is in boston.<br /> <br /> i go back to texas in a couple of hours.&nbsp;<br /> <br /> but my heart will stay in boston.<br /> i am smitten.&nbsp;<br /> and am determined to move here one day.&nbsp;<br /> <br /> my girls and i have had an awesome time.<br /> our host ;) has been very generous.&nbsp;<br /> <br /> i don't wanna go back&nbsp;<img contenteditable="false" alt="" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/crying.gif" /><br /> <br /> better update later. i gotta pack and shit.&nbsp;<br /> <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
i go back to texas in a couple of hours. 

but my heart will stay in boston.
i am smitten. 
and am determined to move here one day. 

my girls and i have had an awesome time.
our host ;) has been very generous. 

i don't wanna go back 

better update later. i gotta pack and shit. 

]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/83363/#comments 10 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/83363 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/83363 Wed, 03 Dec 2008 14:39:13 GMT G1 or blackberry curve? http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/83118 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie help? <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes ]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/83118/#comments 22 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/83118 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/83118 Sun, 30 Nov 2008 18:09:39 GMT GO SAY HELLO http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/83011 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie to <a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/avedementia" class="member" rel="tag">AveDementia</a> cause he is awesome and we ate turkey and drank crown and coke zero (crown = good. coke zero = gross) together last night. <br /> <br /> <hr /> <br /> i've been doing a lot of reading of horoscopes. it's awesome and sucks at the same time. sometimes i don't like what i read. ha! oh compatibility written in the stars. <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes AveDementia cause he is awesome and we ate turkey and drank crown and coke zero (crown = good. coke zero = gross) together last night.


i've been doing a lot of reading of horoscopes. it's awesome and sucks at the same time. sometimes i don't like what i read. ha! oh compatibility written in the stars.
]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/83011/#comments 10 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/83011 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/83011 Fri, 28 Nov 2008 19:32:49 GMT You only like her http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82870 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie <div style="text-align: center;">cause she's sexually appealing.<br /> &nbsp;</div> <hr /> <br /> So I was denied the job I was looking most forward to getting. Mostly because they are MORONS. They didn't think I could handle a second job even though I told them I've been working since 14 and before that I babysat since I was like 11 or some shit. Even though I went to school 5 days a week 8 - 4 , held down an apprenticeship at a high end salon owned by a san antonio spurs player and his wife, and worked at one of the most talked about swank restaurants in the tricity area<b> ALL AT THE SAME TIME </b>without a problem. What the fuck? Are you kidding me? Fuck heads. Go fuck yourselves. haha But I was mature about it all and told them when they needed me to call me. <br /> <br /> <hr /> <div style="text-align: center;"><br /> I feel like an accidental species <br /> Some mutant love-child, never meant to be <br /> No motion dancing, feel like we're an impossibility <br /> Trying to keep the heart and the head but I was so down on the closing light <br /> <b>Couldn't even fake a smile, wanted to fire all my friends <br /> And just start over again </b><br /> <br /> Sister tells you No, our shit is only gonna get better <br /> i'll let ya know let ya know let ya know <br /> I feel like the last time is gonna be <br /> my final collapse <br /> <br /> <br /> i know from past experience <br /> he never takes it easy on his regals <br /> and you'll become a foregin substance lying in your familiar bed </div> Blog yes cause she's sexually appealing.
 

So I was denied the job I was looking most forward to getting. Mostly because they are MORONS. They didn't think I could handle a second job even though I told them I've been working since 14 and before that I babysat since I was like 11 or some shit. Even though I went to school 5 days a week 8 - 4 , held down an apprenticeship at a high end salon owned by a san antonio spurs player and his wife, and worked at one of the most talked about swank restaurants in the tricity area ALL AT THE SAME TIME without a problem. What the fuck? Are you kidding me? Fuck heads. Go fuck yourselves. haha But I was mature about it all and told them when they needed me to call me.


I feel like an accidental species
Some mutant love-child, never meant to be
No motion dancing, feel like we're an impossibility
Trying to keep the heart and the head but I was so down on the closing light
Couldn't even fake a smile, wanted to fire all my friends
And just start over again

Sister tells you No, our shit is only gonna get better
i'll let ya know let ya know let ya know
I feel like the last time is gonna be
my final collapse


i know from past experience
he never takes it easy on his regals
and you'll become a foregin substance lying in your familiar bed
]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82870/#comments 10 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/82870 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82870 Wed, 26 Nov 2008 16:41:47 GMT St. Exquisite's Confessions http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82798 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie <div style="text-align: center;"><br /> <br /> Now the freaks wanna take me home to see<br /> If the rumors are true,<br /> so I kick open the doors and windows<br /> To let the world hear sure<br /> There's so much anger and pain<br /> But come see, there's still some gentle people<br /> fucking to strawberry letter 23<br /> <br /> Now we're both laughing<br /> Bitch<br /> <br /> Maybe I'll blow you<br /> Whatever kind of kisses you want<br /> Because you've got so much in common<br /> With my big cock creator<br /> We function on the lowest human level<br /> Yet somehow keep living<br /> I thought it was over but it all still hurts the same<br /> It still hurts the same<br /> <br /> only photograph my fascinations<br /> Till the stress of the flash makes them fade<br /> The danger is real but I'm mute to the feeling<br /> We started by giving each other interesting notes sober case<br /> Seduce a dream back to the surface<br /> Clarify my empty elephant of some beautiful death<br /> It's time to get to know the article you'll be stripping<br /> <br /> &nbsp;</div> <hr /> <br /> it's 7 in the a.m. i think i need to go to bed. oh tequila. <br /> <br /> man i had to edit this like 5 times. stupid drunk self. sorry. <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes

Now the freaks wanna take me home to see
If the rumors are true,
so I kick open the doors and windows
To let the world hear sure
There's so much anger and pain
But come see, there's still some gentle people
fucking to strawberry letter 23

Now we're both laughing
Bitch

Maybe I'll blow you
Whatever kind of kisses you want
Because you've got so much in common
With my big cock creator
We function on the lowest human level
Yet somehow keep living
I thought it was over but it all still hurts the same
It still hurts the same

only photograph my fascinations
Till the stress of the flash makes them fade
The danger is real but I'm mute to the feeling
We started by giving each other interesting notes sober case
Seduce a dream back to the surface
Clarify my empty elephant of some beautiful death
It's time to get to know the article you'll be stripping

 

it's 7 in the a.m. i think i need to go to bed. oh tequila.

man i had to edit this like 5 times. stupid drunk self. sorry.
]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82798/#comments 2 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/82798 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82798 Tue, 25 Nov 2008 13:00:10 GMT the mutual conclusion http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82665 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie was i'm not worth knowing cause i'm probably dead. <br /> <br /> <hr /> <br /> Holy crap so I freakin love work. Even when it's a shitty night we always have fun! Last night was pretty slow but damn did the bar get trashed. So we were one big family and helped with the glassware. We did a bunch or shots. We did several wet tshirt contests. Which was funny cause we were all wearing black. We did spankings. We did dancing. I danced on the bar of course. I think we called it quits a little after 5 am. HAHAHA. Fuck yes. Love work. Can't stop. Won't stop. eh eh. eh eh. <br /> <br /> <hr /> <br /> I had my first phone interview for some new swank ass restraunt/bar openining up next month. It went really well. They loved me so much not only did we do the interview from his home office but after it was all said and done he had his receptionist call me back minutes later to congratulate me on my awesome interview and that I have moved onto the final phase of meeting with the GM tomorrow. I don't know where I will find time for this second job. Especially since I want to cocktail but I do that at night. So hopefully they will need one in the bar during the day but I doubt it. I might get stuck hostessing. boo. But my bestie has a phone interview today so hopefully we will work together!! I really like working in swank places. Which is weird cause I am totally not that guy. But it's all good ;) I have fun. I am so glad that my year at Aveda Beauty Inst. is being put to good use. *coughsarcasmcough* <br /> <br /> <hr /> I have a shoot today. Hoorah! I haven't shot since SF. <br /> <br /> Super stoked for Boston. This proves it. My friends and I are AWESOME. We have one upped everyone in this lame ass town. <br /> <br /> And everyone should go check out Sylvia's new set. It's my favorite. And wish her a happy birthday damnit! ;)<br type="_moz" /> Blog yes

Holy crap so I freakin love work. Even when it's a shitty night we always have fun! Last night was pretty slow but damn did the bar get trashed. So we were one big family and helped with the glassware. We did a bunch or shots. We did several wet tshirt contests. Which was funny cause we were all wearing black. We did spankings. We did dancing. I danced on the bar of course. I think we called it quits a little after 5 am. HAHAHA. Fuck yes. Love work. Can't stop. Won't stop. eh eh. eh eh.


I had my first phone interview for some new swank ass restraunt/bar openining up next month. It went really well. They loved me so much not only did we do the interview from his home office but after it was all said and done he had his receptionist call me back minutes later to congratulate me on my awesome interview and that I have moved onto the final phase of meeting with the GM tomorrow. I don't know where I will find time for this second job. Especially since I want to cocktail but I do that at night. So hopefully they will need one in the bar during the day but I doubt it. I might get stuck hostessing. boo. But my bestie has a phone interview today so hopefully we will work together!! I really like working in swank places. Which is weird cause I am totally not that guy. But it's all good ;) I have fun. I am so glad that my year at Aveda Beauty Inst. is being put to good use. *coughsarcasmcough*

I have a shoot today. Hoorah! I haven't shot since SF.

Super stoked for Boston. This proves it. My friends and I are AWESOME. We have one upped everyone in this lame ass town.

And everyone should go check out Sylvia's new set. It's my favorite. And wish her a happy birthday damnit! ;)
]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82665/#comments 11 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/82665 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82665 Sun, 23 Nov 2008 18:17:20 GMT Boston here I come http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82454 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Friends Only Journal Sadie Friends Only Journal Blog yes Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82454/#comments 24 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/82454 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82454 Thu, 20 Nov 2008 19:44:34 GMT i said http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82214 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Friends Only Journal Sadie Friends Only Journal Blog yes Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82214/#comments 9 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/82214 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82214 Mon, 17 Nov 2008 17:06:44 GMT Send your freaky fantasies to my phone http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82162 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie <div style="text-align: center;">You should call me sometime. I won't answer but, at least I'll know you care.<br /> (How will you know it was me?)<br /> You think I got caller ID?<br /> <br /> I guess I should be happy for you, for your success and all that<br /> But your fame ain't got nothing for us<br /> I supported you kid, back when no one else did (oh yeah, oh yeah)<br /> You know I waved your flag, back when no one else did<br /> I just want things to be the way they used to be,<br /> When you only set a place for me<br /> <br /> The great chorus of my skull is choking on their dulcer tones<br /> Ten lashes on the ass of anyone who even tries and<br /> Heaven's patience glaring down at us filling your room with black butterflies<br /> <br /> You don't have to try to steal no nothing from my heart<br /> Because for you anything you want is always free<br /> Send your freaky fantasies to my phone<br /> Black Converse on and an ice cream cone<br /> Now that I'm not a virgin to you you'll never walk alone<br /> Far beyond the several years of shame<br /> I live to make you call my name<br /> (Call my name)<br /> &nbsp;</div> <hr /> <br /> I finally had a good night at work. Friday night I made 6 dollars. Ya I was livid. There was no point nor is there ever a point in having 2 waitresses. Thankfully she didn't show last night. I made good money. Now I have a few options for tonight. Go see Dropkick with my bestie. She went last night in town and one of the guys from a band wants her nuts so he put her and + 1 on the guestlist at the austin show. Or I could shoot with this awesome guy. But he was very last minute about it and i'm not down with that. So I guess we will see. Oh and it's damn cold for texas weather. Shiiiiiit. <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes You should call me sometime. I won't answer but, at least I'll know you care.
(How will you know it was me?)
You think I got caller ID?

I guess I should be happy for you, for your success and all that
But your fame ain't got nothing for us
I supported you kid, back when no one else did (oh yeah, oh yeah)
You know I waved your flag, back when no one else did
I just want things to be the way they used to be,
When you only set a place for me

The great chorus of my skull is choking on their dulcer tones
Ten lashes on the ass of anyone who even tries and
Heaven's patience glaring down at us filling your room with black butterflies

You don't have to try to steal no nothing from my heart
Because for you anything you want is always free
Send your freaky fantasies to my phone
Black Converse on and an ice cream cone
Now that I'm not a virgin to you you'll never walk alone
Far beyond the several years of shame
I live to make you call my name
(Call my name)
 

I finally had a good night at work. Friday night I made 6 dollars. Ya I was livid. There was no point nor is there ever a point in having 2 waitresses. Thankfully she didn't show last night. I made good money. Now I have a few options for tonight. Go see Dropkick with my bestie. She went last night in town and one of the guys from a band wants her nuts so he put her and + 1 on the guestlist at the austin show. Or I could shoot with this awesome guy. But he was very last minute about it and i'm not down with that. So I guess we will see. Oh and it's damn cold for texas weather. Shiiiiiit.
]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82162/#comments 17 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/82162 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82162 Sun, 16 Nov 2008 20:59:29 GMT When we get together http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82029 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie it's always hot magic.<br /> you've got some super wicked style<br /> show it to me baby<br /> let me see it baby<br /> show me to your baby<br /> you've got some super wicked style<br /> show it to me baby<br /> let me see it baby<br /> show me to your baby<br /> when we get together<br /> it's always hot magic<br /> <br /> <hr /> <br /> we can do it softcore if you want<br /> but you should know i take it both ways<br /> we can do it softcore if you want<br /> but you should know that i go both ways<br /> <br /> <hr /> <br /> <img height="343" width="457" src="http://c2.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/27/l_9a37db27fe994c429eff698191a65425.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> Icy Deamons<br /> Thought you all might like to see his awesome panda pants!<br /> <br /> <img height="281" width="375" src="http://c1.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/55/l_a6e8974202a748a5b4f72323780c9d90.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <br /> <hr /> <br /> <img height="300" width="399" src="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/21/l_754a51582d9843dfa4d70f0caf61d68f.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> No guard. Just stage. Then US. Front and center baby!!!!<br /> <br /> <img height="309" width="413" src="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/6/l_7d4e802040a6417ea4d7bbe4dc3b7ea7.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <img height="308" width="411" src="http://c2.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/1/l_04a3a5eabb7d46af853c6290879bdf59.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <img height="531" width="399" src="http://c3.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/45/l_9e6fcc4de84d4158a17675f41af6acb6.jpg" alt="" /><br /> The Late B.P. Helium.... standing over us<br /> <br /> <img height="308" width="411" src="http://c3.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/43/l_c75f6dd1628d427092bcc960e836b912.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <br /> <img height="559" width="420" src="http://c2.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/43/l_c4ce9617d7334181ab67e637c60ae361.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <img height="285" width="380" src="http://c3.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/18/l_35c18e328bcf41b9bba3a16eca270f8e.jpg" alt="" /><br /> Ahmed<br /> <br /> <img height="416" width="313" src="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/10/l_d2ef53b608814e1896cc7859326ff2b7.jpg" alt="" /><br /> Kevin Barnes standing over us &lt;3<br /> <br /> <img height="305" width="407" src="http://c2.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/18/l_520a99aae50b4c71b1bb22cdeeb54719.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <br /> <img height="307" width="410" src="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/56/l_36bc7099010f4c84b3d040db82e18f7f.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <br /> <img height="478" width="359" src="http://c1.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/37/l_9364de6c4aa24e4bbbd3da81bb75ef80.jpg" alt="" /><br /> best dancer EVER! <br /> <br /> <img height="464" width="349" src="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/60/l_c1eb678820a74fd2a0635947eb22426b.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <img height="301" width="402" src="http://c1.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/8/l_38a9796a36cc4c31bb882bcbefc71ff0.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <img height="308" width="411" src="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/18/l_c813fa29fe944cd296c4c6dc345c96a3.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <img height="471" width="354" src="http://c2.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/25/l_af40d33a258e453d99e6092626c422f1.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <img height="359" width="426" src="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/44/l_b0238c98e85044cba132617d2d36a3a7.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <img height="323" width="432" src="http://c3.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/33/l_c25228960208425f80a3548fe6d92962.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <img height="455" width="343" src="http://c3.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/5/l_6984f75301724a4db8b8f5cf9c84c346.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <img height="460" width="345" src="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/52/l_12bfb28b319b43a692c684d5b0fb625b.jpg" alt="" /><br /> Then those guys painted him <br /> <br /> <img height="323" width="431" src="http://c3.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/53/l_1183435b47c74406a15ac0c09d0015fe.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <br /> <img height="330" width="440" src="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/60/l_808804949b024b3aa17e17aaaeb3385b.jpg" alt="" /><br /> They painted us too =] =] <br /> <br /> <img height="334" width="445" src="http://c2.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/9/l_a8c1e8f307804c1fbee4a0fd211be709.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <img height="340" width="454" src="http://c3.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/50/l_a8e6694a94bf415eb92dc729bb17ec06.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <img height="340" width="454" src="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/11/l_910cf256c5ed43a3bdccac9ff6fc20bb.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <hr /> <br /> <img src="http://c1.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/35/l_0895dbce1af24c3fac5bccb3131a7b74.jpg" alt="" /><br /> He gave Kevin's set list to my little Krystiana. I am fuckin in love with B.P. *swoons*<br /> <br /> <img src="http://c4.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/41/l_c04e7ddf38d14a1e9315ef7b7d90d633.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> He is so magical. *swoons*<br /> <b><br /> BEST MOST AMAZING SHOW EVER!!! I CAN DIE HAPPY NOW. </b><br /> <br /> I've been dying to see this band since like middle of high school. Krystiana and I were second in line. And STILL got the best spots. We B-lined it as soon as we passed the gates. Words and pictures cannot even come close to showing how amazing this show was. We danced our asses off harder than any one there. I think. Wouldn't know. Couldn't see behind me. Didn't care. We met the rest of the band as well but my camera died. I have a crap ton more pictures on my myspace. Even more so on my computer. I can't wait to look around this weekend or next week at all the austin music sites and what have you because so many photographers where taking pictures of me and my girls cause we were so into it... not to mention RIGHT THERE all night. It feels so surreal. Like it didn't even happen. I'm so glad I got a lot out of this show. <br /> <br /> Ok I'm gonna stop ranting like a mindless moron and go do something. <br /> <br /> <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes you've got some super wicked style
show it to me baby
let me see it baby
show me to your baby
you've got some super wicked style
show it to me baby
let me see it baby
show me to your baby
when we get together
it's always hot magic


we can do it softcore if you want
but you should know i take it both ways
we can do it softcore if you want
but you should know that i go both ways




Icy Deamons
Thought you all might like to see his awesome panda pants!







No guard. Just stage. Then US. Front and center baby!!!!






The Late B.P. Helium.... standing over us







Ahmed


Kevin Barnes standing over us <3








best dancer EVER!
















Then those guys painted him





They painted us too =] =]









He gave Kevin's set list to my little Krystiana. I am fuckin in love with B.P. *swoons*



He is so magical. *swoons*

BEST MOST AMAZING SHOW EVER!!! I CAN DIE HAPPY NOW.

I've been dying to see this band since like middle of high school. Krystiana and I were second in line. And STILL got the best spots. We B-lined it as soon as we passed the gates. Words and pictures cannot even come close to showing how amazing this show was. We danced our asses off harder than any one there. I think. Wouldn't know. Couldn't see behind me. Didn't care. We met the rest of the band as well but my camera died. I have a crap ton more pictures on my myspace. Even more so on my computer. I can't wait to look around this weekend or next week at all the austin music sites and what have you because so many photographers where taking pictures of me and my girls cause we were so into it... not to mention RIGHT THERE all night. It feels so surreal. Like it didn't even happen. I'm so glad I got a lot out of this show.

Ok I'm gonna stop ranting like a mindless moron and go do something.


]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82029/#comments 10 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/82029 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82029 Sat, 15 Nov 2008 00:03:53 GMT I want you to be my pleasure puss http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82004 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie I wanna know what it's like to be inside you.<br /> <br /> <br type="_moz" /> <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/zFpYWkbX4O8&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/zFpYWkbX4O8&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object> Just a little taste of what I was front and center for the entire evening. This video is from another concert. I'm gonna go wash the paint, feathers, and glitter off me in a nice hot shower. Update later <3 Blog yes

Just a little taste of what I was front and center for the entire evening. This video is from another concert. I'm gonna go wash the paint, feathers, and glitter off me in a nice hot shower. Update later <3]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82004/#comments 4 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/82004 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/82004 Fri, 14 Nov 2008 17:19:02 GMT I'm a motherfucking headline http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81858 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie and bitch you don't even know it.&nbsp; Process it. <br /> <br /> I LOVE OF MONTREAL!<br /> <br /> <hr /> I am gonna go get my baby right now!!! aka my car <img height="27" width="42" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/yahoo.gif" alt="" /><br /> <br /> FREEDOM<br /> BLISS<br /> HAPPINESS<br /> GOODBYE CABIN FEVER!!!<br /> HELLO SWEET SOCIALIZATION!!!<br /> <br /> ok so i'm gonna go do that. go turn in some application at some more swanky bars opening up. After working at Silo I feel like my tolerance for people has really lowered haha. <br /> <br /> Plenty of boring silly update later today. No work til friday. =[ <br /> <br /> <hr /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> I want to be a beast <br /> I want to make you proud <br /> And play with your head <br /> <br /> I want to take you out <br /> Make you feel adored <br /> And buy you everything <br /> <br /> I want to hurt you bad <br /> Make you paranoid <br /> And say the sweetest things <br /> <br /> I want to help you grow <br /> And for eternity <br /> I want to be your what's happening <br /> <br /> What's happening? <br /> <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
I LOVE OF MONTREAL!

I am gonna go get my baby right now!!! aka my car

FREEDOM
BLISS
HAPPINESS
GOODBYE CABIN FEVER!!!
HELLO SWEET SOCIALIZATION!!!

ok so i'm gonna go do that. go turn in some application at some more swanky bars opening up. After working at Silo I feel like my tolerance for people has really lowered haha.

Plenty of boring silly update later today. No work til friday. =[





I want to be a beast
I want to make you proud
And play with your head

I want to take you out
Make you feel adored
And buy you everything

I want to hurt you bad
Make you paranoid
And say the sweetest things

I want to help you grow
And for eternity
I want to be your what's happening

What's happening?

]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81858/#comments 13 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81858 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81858 Wed, 12 Nov 2008 16:27:11 GMT oops http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81540 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie fuck. i got way too drunk at work. i never do that. damn mind erasers!!!! my boss told me not to come in tonight. i don't remember cleaning. which means i probably didn't. i don't remember cashing/checking out. which means i have no money i don't remember clocking out.. and then i drove home after he told me not to. fuck fuck fuck.<br /> <br /> i'm going back to sleep. <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
i'm going back to sleep.
]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81540/#comments 21 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81540 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81540 Fri, 07 Nov 2008 16:19:22 GMT vaseline over the lenses http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81492 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie Pandora radio makes me laugh sometimes. I have my Daft Punk channel and the first song I got this evening was Basement Jaxx : Where's Your Head At? <br /> <br /> i can't help but laugh and dance as i get ready. finally have a reason to get out of my house.. even if it is lame ass work. at least i get to physically socialize with ass holes =] <br /> <br /> <hr /> <br /> I was never young<br /> even as a child<br /> <br /> <hr /> <br /> <br /> Maybe I&rsquo;ll never die I&rsquo;ll just keep growing younger with you <br /> And you&rsquo;ll grow younger too <br /> Now it seems too lovely to be true <br /> But I know the best things always do <br /> <br /> Let&rsquo;s pretend we don&rsquo;t exist <br /> Let&rsquo;s pretend we&rsquo;re in Antarctica <br /> Let&rsquo;s pretend we don&rsquo;t exist <br /> Let&rsquo;s pretend we&rsquo;re in Antarctica <br /> Let&rsquo;s pretend we don&rsquo;t exist <br /> <br /> <hr /> <br /> OF MONTREAL IN A WEEK <img height="27" width="42" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/yahoo.gif" alt="" /><img height="28" width="28" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/wired.gif" alt="" /><img height="34" width="38" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/bouncy.gif" alt="" /><img contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/DancingDevil.gif" alt="" /><br /> <br /> holy crap they are one of my favorite bands and i finally get to see them. ah ah ah! i am seriously going to cream my underwear haha. oh geeez stoked!!! <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
i can't help but laugh and dance as i get ready. finally have a reason to get out of my house.. even if it is lame ass work. at least i get to physically socialize with ass holes =]


I was never young
even as a child



Maybe I’ll never die I’ll just keep growing younger with you
And you’ll grow younger too
Now it seems too lovely to be true
But I know the best things always do

Let’s pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antarctica
Let’s pretend we don’t exist
Let’s pretend we’re in Antarctica
Let’s pretend we don’t exist


OF MONTREAL IN A WEEK

holy crap they are one of my favorite bands and i finally get to see them. ah ah ah! i am seriously going to cream my underwear haha. oh geeez stoked!!!
]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81492/#comments 12 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81492 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81492 Thu, 06 Nov 2008 22:47:38 GMT i nailed the door shut for peace of mind http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81440 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Friends Only Journal Sadie Friends Only Journal Blog yes Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81440/#comments 17 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81440 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81440 Wed, 05 Nov 2008 23:18:28 GMT woot woot! http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81421 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie Hells yea Obama. I always knew a black man would run this country one day. And the fact that I get to be around for it makes me very proud and happy =] =]<br /> <br /> So for those of you concerned about my health... I spent all day yesterday going back and forth between the imaging center and the urgent health care clinic. BY the time 2 pm rolled around i was pretty crabby. I hate doctors. They still don't know what's wrong with me. I won't have any results til friday or saturday. They gave me like 3 antibiotics and Vicodin. So I have been pretty out of it the last couple of days. Gonna go take another cause I am starting to feel stuff on my insides. No bueno. My darling ex boyfriend / secret best friend came over last night to hold me for a while and rub my back. He never forgets what makes me feel better. He also came to give my mama a hug too. She still thinks we are gonna end up together someday. But I think she is just hoping we do cause she knows I would be taken care of&nbsp; and he is the only man that has ever been able to put up with lil ol me. BUT i think we are just great best friends. <br /> <br /> wells I'm gonna smoke a bowl and take these meds. and probably pass right the fuck out again. Grrrr I hate this. <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
So for those of you concerned about my health... I spent all day yesterday going back and forth between the imaging center and the urgent health care clinic. BY the time 2 pm rolled around i was pretty crabby. I hate doctors. They still don't know what's wrong with me. I won't have any results til friday or saturday. They gave me like 3 antibiotics and Vicodin. So I have been pretty out of it the last couple of days. Gonna go take another cause I am starting to feel stuff on my insides. No bueno. My darling ex boyfriend / secret best friend came over last night to hold me for a while and rub my back. He never forgets what makes me feel better. He also came to give my mama a hug too. She still thinks we are gonna end up together someday. But I think she is just hoping we do cause she knows I would be taken care of  and he is the only man that has ever been able to put up with lil ol me. BUT i think we are just great best friends.

wells I'm gonna smoke a bowl and take these meds. and probably pass right the fuck out again. Grrrr I hate this.
]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81421/#comments 15 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81421 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81421 Wed, 05 Nov 2008 15:21:26 GMT here we go http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81266 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie emergency room or emergency health clinic here i come.<br /> <br /> <img contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/crying.gif" alt="" /><br type="_moz" /> Blog yes

]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81266/#comments 20 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81266 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81266 Mon, 03 Nov 2008 23:43:41 GMT alright alright alright http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81112 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie get home only to find out i am without a car and the internet. HA wow. what the hell.&nbsp;<br /> <br /> <br /> more later when i am not rushing out the door from my friends place considering i have to depend on people for rides (haven't had to do since i was 16). i fucking hate this.&nbsp; Blog yes

more later when i am not rushing out the door from my friends place considering i have to depend on people for rides (haven't had to do since i was 16). i fucking hate this. ]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81112/#comments 12 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/81112 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/81112 Sat, 01 Nov 2008 15:54:41 GMT Just got back from SF http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80946 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Friends Only Journal Sadie Friends Only Journal Blog yes Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80946/#comments 45 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80946 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80946 Thu, 30 Oct 2008 04:39:53 GMT YEA SON! http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80883 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie i was baunfire's sub for a nice little while this evening.<br /> now my ass is bleeding.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> i loved it a little more the i should have.<br /> prob won't be able to &nbsp;sit tomorrow on ze&nbsp; plane but i don't c are.<br /> i loved it. Blog yes now my ass is bleeding.



i loved it a little more the i should have.
prob won't be able to  sit tomorrow on ze  plane but i don't c are.
i loved it.]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80883/#comments 18 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80883 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80883 Wed, 29 Oct 2008 10:24:24 GMT never never land http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80870 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie i don't wanna leave!!!! <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes ]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80870/#comments 7 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80870 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80870 Wed, 29 Oct 2008 05:48:29 GMT i'm sitting http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80791 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie on the floor with well it would take me forever to type out everyone who is here at gwins and satan's =]<br /> <br /> new guitar hero and we are about to have dinner. good ol times =] =] <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
new guitar hero and we are about to have dinner. good ol times =] =]
]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80791/#comments 19 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80791 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80791 Tue, 28 Oct 2008 03:25:52 GMT San Diego http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80542 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie I love it here. It's so laid back and really pretty.<br /> <br /> buuuut i am mostly stoked to get to SF tomorrow!!! <br /> <br /> and I learned I am so much more without the computer sometimes.<br /> Cause I just read something that made my insides not feel good.<br /> but I love you guys and don't worry i'm not going anywhere. <br /> <br /> gonna go nap right fast before going out tonight!<br /> <br /> my couch surfer host and his friends are cool. hella! Blog yes
buuuut i am mostly stoked to get to SF tomorrow!!!

and I learned I am so much more without the computer sometimes.
Cause I just read something that made my insides not feel good.
but I love you guys and don't worry i'm not going anywhere.

gonna go nap right fast before going out tonight!

my couch surfer host and his friends are cool. hella!]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80542/#comments 3 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80542 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80542 Fri, 24 Oct 2008 03:07:06 GMT saturday night http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80272 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie started probably the shittiest 16 hours of my life i have had in a while. I'm really not this negative. Just had to vent:<br /> <br /> 1. Last night at work I get there and there is ANOTHER cocktail waitress (i am the only one. they found someone to cover me while i am gone for the next 3 weeks though) already there! Had all my tables. I went in with a great attitude of I'm gonna hustle these tables and make some good money tonight. PFT!<br /> 2. It wasn't even BUSY for a saturday night <br /> 3. the cocktail waitress was cuter than i and looked like she worked there... i DO NOT look like i work there with my short hair and tattoos. LAME.<br /> 4. NONE of my regulars came in. Not one. Meaning no extra money for my trip and no getting to say goodbye.<br /> 5. Lucky I walked out with 30 bucks or some shit like that!<br /> 6. Didn't get to bone someone I have been trying to get. I'm not used to getting what I want and I thought... well last night here... maybe he'll cave. But no. DAMNIT! <br /> 7. Woke up feeling like shit<br /> 8. Got into a huge ass RIDICULOUS argument with my mom which never happens. But she was being so oversensitive and I'm such an ass hole. And I tried to tell her to give mea few minutes to cool down before she kept talking but NO she has to push me. I tried to warn her. I always warn. She just chooses to be stubborn.<br /> 9. So that got WAY out of control. <br /> 10. Got in my car. got to the end of the street. Didn't stop totally for the stop sign 4 houses down from me own. And here comes a woman whose about 1000 years old and shouldn't be driving anyways. <img height="25" width="37" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/oldman.gif" alt="" />And yea she hit me. But it was my fault. And all my neighbors are old conservative jesus loving freakos! So they all took one look at me ... and I'm the devil child. Yea fucking AWESOME. Now I am driving around with no bumper. But if I had froze and just stayed where I was when I saw her coming she would have hit me!! So instead I floored it and she just clipped me. Bumbper came off. And her driver's side headlight was smashed up a little bit. And the neighbors all made me feel like the biggest piece of shit in the world.<br /> 11. Cop came. did his thing. bye bye.<br /> 12. Sat outside for like 3 hours talking to my mom. Which I don't do cause i'm never home. Only to catch some sleep and shower. I need to do some serious soul searching in san diego. <br /> <br /> anyways. my flight leaves early tomorrow morning. and i will leave all my problems here in san antonio. until i get back. then probably off myself for sucking so bad!! ha joke. it's funny. oh and i woke up at 5 am this morning puking my guts out. <img height="32" width="64" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/throwup.gif" alt="" />gross. i think it's just nerves. <br /> <br /> just excited to leave! and meet plenty of new people. and be in a new environment. <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
1. Last night at work I get there and there is ANOTHER cocktail waitress (i am the only one. they found someone to cover me while i am gone for the next 3 weeks though) already there! Had all my tables. I went in with a great attitude of I'm gonna hustle these tables and make some good money tonight. PFT!
2. It wasn't even BUSY for a saturday night
3. the cocktail waitress was cuter than i and looked like she worked there... i DO NOT look like i work there with my short hair and tattoos. LAME.
4. NONE of my regulars came in. Not one. Meaning no extra money for my trip and no getting to say goodbye.
5. Lucky I walked out with 30 bucks or some shit like that!
6. Didn't get to bone someone I have been trying to get. I'm not used to getting what I want and I thought... well last night here... maybe he'll cave. But no. DAMNIT!
7. Woke up feeling like shit
8. Got into a huge ass RIDICULOUS argument with my mom which never happens. But she was being so oversensitive and I'm such an ass hole. And I tried to tell her to give mea few minutes to cool down before she kept talking but NO she has to push me. I tried to warn her. I always warn. She just chooses to be stubborn.
9. So that got WAY out of control.
10. Got in my car. got to the end of the street. Didn't stop totally for the stop sign 4 houses down from me own. And here comes a woman whose about 1000 years old and shouldn't be driving anyways. And yea she hit me. But it was my fault. And all my neighbors are old conservative jesus loving freakos! So they all took one look at me ... and I'm the devil child. Yea fucking AWESOME. Now I am driving around with no bumper. But if I had froze and just stayed where I was when I saw her coming she would have hit me!! So instead I floored it and she just clipped me. Bumbper came off. And her driver's side headlight was smashed up a little bit. And the neighbors all made me feel like the biggest piece of shit in the world.
11. Cop came. did his thing. bye bye.
12. Sat outside for like 3 hours talking to my mom. Which I don't do cause i'm never home. Only to catch some sleep and shower. I need to do some serious soul searching in san diego.

anyways. my flight leaves early tomorrow morning. and i will leave all my problems here in san antonio. until i get back. then probably off myself for sucking so bad!! ha joke. it's funny. oh and i woke up at 5 am this morning puking my guts out. gross. i think it's just nerves.

just excited to leave! and meet plenty of new people. and be in a new environment.
]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80272/#comments 10 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80272 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80272 Mon, 20 Oct 2008 18:54:49 GMT From today http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80164 [Deviant Nation] Sadie's Journal Sadie <img src="http://img504.imageshack.us/img504/6282/l5176dc2a50524291a2d40cly2.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <br /> <img src="http://img252.imageshack.us/img252/7418/l7b2d46232eb54630b11d32aq6.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <br /> <img src="http://img504.imageshack.us/img504/5401/l1a8141b618b745a18a80afbz4.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> <br /> Jade Noir is the awesome &lt;3&lt;3 I love shooting for women &lt;3&lt;3 Her and her dude made an awesome team.<br /> <br /> And I &lt;3 <a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/razorfist" class="member" rel="tag">Razorfist</a>! He makes me laugh :-P <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes








Jade Noir is the awesome <3<3 I love shooting for women <3<3 Her and her dude made an awesome team.

And I <3 ! He makes me laugh :-P
]]> Sadie Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80164/#comments 12 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/80164 http://deviantnation.com/members/Sadie/80164 Sun, 19 Oct 2008 00:38:20 GMT