[Deviant Nation] StValentine's Journal

No santa this is not a happy journal

StValentine — Fri, 28 Nov 2008 19:13:36 GMT

Well I just got back from the head shrinker
I have developed an eye twitch from all the stress in my life
I would go more in detail about it
But not right now
So I will be M.I.A. for a week or so
Sorry
I will have my phone so if you want and you have it
get ahold of me
If you dont sorry
I will be back
But right now I have to vanish till I can go more than 10 mins with out my eye jumping out of its socket
yeah
Sorry

Really what a time to be me ..

StValentine — Fri, 21 Nov 2008 07:37:44 GMT

Well I am tired .
I worked till 2 in the morning tonight
It was a cool tattoo
but really I lined out a FULL sleeve for $200
$200 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know times are rought for ppl
But damn .
So we had a shop meeting today
The owners said and I quote
Yeah we have alot of businesses
But right now they arent doing well
So we will not be doing any advertising
You want it you get it yourself
SHEESH
They dont care about us
I knwo I am going to reopen mine
but not right now
............................................................
I lately know I have been negelcting ppl lately
I am not meaning to
I have alot on my mind
One of which is my birth day
the big 3.0.
The age doesnt bother me
Its the fact that last year
MY BIRTHDAY SUCKED !
sigh
pity party of one
.........................................................
Sorry about the big ol emo moment the other night
I dont have alot of ppl I think are true friends
and it was a bad night for me
..........................................................
I am tired ..
night ..

I give up ...

StValentine — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 02:26:26 GMT

the shop I work for is slowly going under
my work load has gone from at least 1 a day to 2 a week
everyone is pissed at everyone else at work because no one is coming in
my landlord is riping me off
Everyday seems to get worse and worse at the shop .
and now I honestly feel like I have destroyed one of the best friend ships I have ever had .
I am going home .
Night .

Its odd

StValentine — Wed, 19 Nov 2008 05:57:43 GMT

Nothing ......
Nothing at all
No new happenings in my life (other than picking Ruby at the air port and kinda getting lost in my own city )
No new pictures
No new tattoos
No new paintings
Nothings at all
watching zombie strippers
its great watch it
jenna jamison just ate some dudes wang
I am still working on the dn party dvd
I swear
there is ALOT of footage
thats all
sleep well
Valentine

Never to be heard from again ...

StValentine — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 02:57:28 GMT

So today a dood traded me a Wii for a tattoo .
Shesh
I GOTS Wii !
This will cut into my masturbation time I am sure .....
YAY Wii !

SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TOP SECRET !

StValentine — Thu, 13 Nov 2008 18:23:32 GMT

Ok So Before I went out to S.F. I was given an offer ....
An offer to open my own shop .
Now over the years and I am sure other artist out there will agree
We get these offers ...
BUT Rarely do we get these offers from ppl who own multimillion dollar corporations
Now comes the worry .
I had a shop
It went under .
Although then I had ppl basically trying to make my life difficult .
Well they are not there anymore .
I no longer let ppl use me .
And I no longer let ppl take advantage when I am down .
So needless to say I am in a better place .
So I am at the shop I work at now and I am thinking about the pros and cons .
Pros
It would be mine
I would get to choose how it is run
How it would look
where is would be
there are other pros but I am keeping it simple right now
Cons
I would have more stress
i would be busier than I already am dealing with stuff
There would be the possiblity that it woudl be closed and I woudl yet again be with out somewhere to work
I would have to find artist and a piercer
I would have to leave my co workers here

So ppl what should I do
your input ?

EEP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! = THE GOODNESS

StValentine — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 23:22:10 GMT

Ok so I have a client over seas
her bf here is wanting a tattoo for the xxx mas
she sent me a message and said she wanted to pay for it
I say uhhh thats hard you are with the desert
she said do you have a bank account
I says no I hates them
she says damn well do you want anything ?
HUH
well do you want me to buy you something and have it sent to you for payment
sures I say
what ya want she says
UMMMM Nikon d 40
nothing
nothing
nothing
Is a nikon d 60 ok
LOL
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS
so is bought
is being shiped to where I work
and is mine
awesome
still no phone
and no cable
BUT HAS CAMERA
wootie woo

Welllll fucks and stuff

StValentine — Wed, 12 Nov 2008 18:12:10 GMT

So I go to the phone store today here is how the conversation went
me - Sooooooooooooooo I paid my bill why is my phone not back on
The stoned guy behind the counter - Well let me check your account
Me - OK
click click clickty click click
Stoned guy - Says you have NOT paid your bill
Me - Oh but I did check again ...
click click clickty click click
Stoned guy - still says you didnt sorry would you like to pay that now
Me - No see I paid it last week the girl here even called the ppl to see why it never came on .
Stoned guy - The blonde girl ?
Me - Yeah
Stoned guy - She dont work here anymore .
Me - OK ... Tell ya what call the head ppl or get me the person in charge .
Stoned guy - I am the manager ...
Me - Really ??
Stoned guy - Huh ?
Me - never mind .... call someone I can talk to .
Stoned guy - k
beep boop beep beep boop
Stoned guy - here .... (then goes back to looking at his computer)
ring ring ring
Lady on the phone - Hello may I help you
Me - Yeah I paid my bill and its not on
Phone lady - whats the number
Me - >>>>>>>>>>>
Phone lady - Seems here you did not pay your bill would you like to pay that now ....
Me - NOOOOO I already paid it .
Phone lady - Our records show you did not but if you can find your recipt I can see what happend
Me - Ok I will go find it and call you back
Phone lady - ok thank you and thank you for ....
Me - click !
I come to the shop
I keep ALLL my recipts in my top drawer
and guess what ITS NOT THERE
So I go home and check my coat pocket
I ask the gf - uh where is all my stuff that was in this coat pocket
Gf - I cleaned it out a couple days ago
Me - Damn it
Gf - why
I explain
Gf - Oh I am so sorry .... oh btw the cables out .
DAMN IT
I come to the shop
I call the lady and tell her I cant find it
she says - Then sir there is nothing I can do ..............
click
great day so far huh .
blah

skdfhqiwuerhqwieuhfaksfhdl !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

StValentine — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 19:16:20 GMT

MY PHONE IS STILL NOT WORKING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will have to go and talk to the ppl today
HOWEVER I dont have time
DAMN IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEEDS TEXTSSSSSSSS

I am soooooo

StValentine — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 18:08:12 GMT

F@$kin bored
for real
Its my day off
Sometimes I hate my day off
I can never find anything to do
I can only draw so much
I can only paint so much
For some reason the downtown area of Louisville is closed on mondays (thats the area I live in)
So there is nothing to go check out
Not hungry so I am not gonna go get food .
I dont have the car today
blah
Phone IS STILL DEAD !
I am going to see whats up with that and do laundry around 3
I am actually excited about doing laundry
lol
I am so bored I am looking at random things on Craigslist and ebay
Sigh
So that is my day so far
Lame pot pie

PLEASE TELL ME I AM NOT CRAZY

StValentine — Sun, 09 Nov 2008 04:46:07 GMT

www.worldscollide.com

click on us
click on kombatants
click on Sonya

and please Please PLEASE see if I am the only one that sees nipple
not like full on topless
but DEFINATLY its in there
isn't it
am I crazy ?
am I that much of a perv ?

A cricket made me a liar :(

StValentine — Sun, 09 Nov 2008 00:25:07 GMT

So I go and pay my phone bill
NORMALLY it gets turned on in about 30 mins
THIS TIME
the lady says
oh you will be waiting 24 hours
something is wrong with our computers
CURSES

I is drunk

StValentine — Sat, 08 Nov 2008 05:22:05 GMT

so much
very muchies
drunk valentine
LOVES
yay
I heart everyene
my apt spins more tha everyones
stupid apt
OH an d I am out s for blods for ewho wver drugs baun fire
shre is awesome
she my frien
MAKES me sad that anyone woudl do taht
I miss everyojne
stupid vodka
LOVESVODAK
ITS BEST kinda like my feet
sigh mssin ppl
snuggles
did you know i have a tattoos on y botttmom feets hutt alot
.....
of tto drunk messages ppl ...
BAUNFIRE please let me know if you needs me mr to beats ppl
i will
.
time to emabareass
YOU make no fun
yea hera
shh
ok have funs
valentino

Not about the new presarooni

StValentine — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 07:07:23 GMT

The one true Trilogy !

StValentine — Tue, 04 Nov 2008 01:29:05 GMT

part 1 part 2 part 3 Yes I am still working on the D.N. "movie" there is no way to put it up on you tube it is too long BUT once I get it pieced together for a trailer (and if anyone else has some bad ass footage they want to addlet me know) yeah ummm dvd soon as I can I swear there is ALOT of girl on girl making out .... sheesh lol the editing will be giving me the "b.b.s"

BY POPULAR DEMAND ! BAUNFIRES ASS FUNTASM !

StValentine — Sun, 02 Nov 2008 02:50:04 GMT

FIRST OFF IF YOU ARE IN THE TATTOO WORLD YEAH .... I MADE IT AS STERILE AS I COULD ENJOY

PLEASE for the love of all that is holy and unholy watch this !!!!!!!!!!!!!

StValentine — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 04:54:29 GMT

Great now I depressed .....

StValentine — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 07:17:22 GMT

So I am sittin here its 3:16 am my time .
I am sorting through 8 gigs of footage .
I think that comes out to about 4-5 hours
Yeah yeah it made me miss everyone terribly
I will be working on piecing it together
I have folders
The warf 1
Dinner
Bauns ass
Never to be seen but by me
I still need to set up one for the event and all the stuff in that
sheesh lol
yeah watching it I noticed a few things
Mahem and Stich should race each other and see who runs out of energy first
Briarose laughs ALOT :)
Mercedes is always trying to make her laugh
Buanfire is a giant sexiness sexy sex sex
Chixor is a great dancer (hint hint birthday in a few months and umm lap dance all I am saying)
Gwen and Arin but alot into this show
Sadie is always smiling
Seals bark ALOT
Some one said sloppy seconds
and
oh yeah
Ruby is a princess of jewish decent (ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha)
I miss you all already
Chixor see you friday
Umm yeah
I will show more clips soon i swear
Valentine

I am so tired . Still no sleepies . I need Need NEEDS sleepie times ! Enjoy me lost in S.F.

StValentine — Wed, 29 Oct 2008 06:22:42 GMT

I am ............

StValentine — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 20:48:23 GMT

currently uploading the video of my visit to the air port garage . lol
ummm yeah my little video things normally are about 5 mins long and take about 10 mins to upload
this has been uploading now for about 30 mins if that gives you any idea how long we where lost LOL
I have meet great ppl so far
Cant wait to see you all soon
CHIXOR where are yoooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ?????????????????????????

Day 2 in s.f.

StValentine — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 02:11:35 GMT

Its a nice place
Its not what I was expecting
I think I am the only smoker in the city
Got to see the city (some of it) today
My hotel room is kick ass
So far so good
So as long as I dont spend all my money or get shot
I am good
Going out tonight drinkin
Cant remeber where
lol
ummmmm
Yeah
Chixor my phone dont work here in the city
So message me on here or myspace
hmmmm ummmmmmmmmmmmmm
No water pressure in my shower
But its nice and warm
My bed is super comfy
Lots of Video so far
rechargeing my cameras batteries and my own
more to come
Valentine

oh yeah I forgot alot of ppl I am possed to meet up with
my cell is not working here
So
Hotel Whitcomb on Market
Room 632
Yup
Call
Show up
Leave me love notes on my door
It will be fun
LOL

LESS THAN 12 HOURS !

StValentine — Wed, 22 Oct 2008 04:11:14 GMT

And I will be up in the air .
So who all is meeting me the first day I am in huh ?
I want chicken nuggets right now .
I must have .
yum,
soon soon soon .

only hours away ....

StValentine — Tue, 21 Oct 2008 23:22:59 GMT

Till I am in a big scary air plane (as Chixor put it)
EPP !
see you all soon

I can not believe she let me do this to her :D FILTHY !

StValentine — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 06:27:13 GMT

ok its WIRE time

StValentine — Sun, 19 Oct 2008 21:15:13 GMT

I need to know who all I am tattooing
yes I am sure you are tired of this message
BUT I need to know so I knwo what all to bring
I ALSO need to know what you want to get done
and how much you want to spend
P.M. me and let me know

im tired
Valentine