We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. Deviant Nation We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. We are striving to combine community, subculture, artistic expression and erotica all at once. Deviant Nation satan@deviantnation.com Girls,Pinup,Tattoo,Pierced,Goth,Punk,Rockabilly,emo,Metal,Subcultures yes http://deviantnation.com/girls/Zillah en-us Copyright 2003-2008 Deviant Nation, Inc. satan@deviantnation.com Sat, 15 Mar 2003 07:00:00 GMT Wed, 03 Dec 2008 22:27:46 GMT 60 http://i.deviantnation.com/i/dn-logo-small.png http://deviantnation.com Deviant Nation 76 144 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/66903 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah um....what.<br /> <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/66903/#comments 9 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/66903 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/66903 Wed, 23 Apr 2008 19:26:19 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/66685 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah shut up, just shut the fuck up.<br /> get over yourself and move on.<br /> for the better.<br /> seriously.<br /> <br /> <br /> don't be so fucking lame<br type="_moz" /> Blog yes get over yourself and move on.
for the better.
seriously.


don't be so fucking lame
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/66685/#comments 3 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/66685 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/66685 Mon, 21 Apr 2008 04:58:56 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/65878 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah i put on my shorts from last year. them shits are TIGHT.<br /> that kinda set the mood for the day.<br /> i really should see about getting a membership to a gym.<br /> i got some red hair colour and i will but that on top of this.<br /> i made a fun mask with Edea last night. It's my Pnut mask<br /> i am SO FUCKING SICK of it always being shitty out every Friday.<br /> Every single one. sure it is some shit during the week, but seriously<br /> on my day off every time? no thank you. <br /> pms. yup.<br /> <br /> i'm sipping a glass of wine...attempting to well now i don't want to say unwind.<br /> i want to do some cleaning tomorrow. and you know feel like i accomplished something,<br /> ooOoH and i have someone to write to. that will be fun.<br /> anything else? not really. i still ned to get food for snakey snake.<br /> <br /> and....i just want to go to bed. LAME.<br /> <br /> peace.<br /> <img alt="" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/bewbs.gif" /><br type="_moz" /> Blog yes that kinda set the mood for the day.
i really should see about getting a membership to a gym.
i got some red hair colour and i will but that on top of this.
i made a fun mask with Edea last night. It's my Pnut mask
i am SO FUCKING SICK of it always being shitty out every Friday.
Every single one. sure it is some shit during the week, but seriously
on my day off every time? no thank you.
pms. yup.

i'm sipping a glass of wine...attempting to well now i don't want to say unwind.
i want to do some cleaning tomorrow. and you know feel like i accomplished something,
ooOoH and i have someone to write to. that will be fun.
anything else? not really. i still ned to get food for snakey snake.

and....i just want to go to bed. LAME.

peace.

]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/65878/#comments 4 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/65878 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/65878 Fri, 11 Apr 2008 03:01:56 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/65080 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah ever just not in the mood to exist? <br /> &nbsp;i used to be more active on here. <br /> i've got nothing to say.<br /> no way to say it,<br /> but i can say it in three languages.....heh kmfdm<br /> <br /> <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes  i used to be more active on here.
i've got nothing to say.
no way to say it,
but i can say it in three languages.....heh kmfdm


]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/65080/#comments 16 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/65080 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/65080 Tue, 01 Apr 2008 20:17:00 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/64214 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah i am back.<br /> (yes i was gone)<br /> i need to lose a few pounds and perhaps try for round two on doing a set for here.<br /> perhaps. <br /> <br /> i never knew koi fish got so HUGE. that was one of my highlights from going to California. i think i'm stinky. and i'm working three to close this entire weekend. fabulous. <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes (yes i was gone)
i need to lose a few pounds and perhaps try for round two on doing a set for here.
perhaps.

i never knew koi fish got so HUGE. that was one of my highlights from going to California. i think i'm stinky. and i'm working three to close this entire weekend. fabulous.
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/64214/#comments 5 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/64214 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/64214 Fri, 21 Mar 2008 04:18:40 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/63473 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah sam's digging at something. i fucking love shaun of the dead.<br /> <br /> well. so far, i've packed the undies. three to close today and tomorrow i am off. fuck this noise. :)<br /> i just pray that nothing shitty happens while i'm gone. like i have this over-whelming fear that my dad or my dogs are going to peace while i'm gone. mainly my dad and Pnut. <br /> <br /> my friend let me borrow his i-pod. that and mario ds, plus klonopins(?) will make for a tolerable flight. i think Dinh's pretty excited. He said it meant a lot that i came back home with him. That makes me feel...what's the word....good.<br /> <br /> i still have a bit to do before work. but right now, the hair colour is setting in. i'm only leaving for a week, but that's longest i've been away from my dad. it makes me...ungood.<br /> <br /> maybe a bit after i come back i could try again to do a set of sorts<br /> <br /> anyway....<br /> <br /> have a good. <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
well. so far, i've packed the undies. three to close today and tomorrow i am off. fuck this noise. :)
i just pray that nothing shitty happens while i'm gone. like i have this over-whelming fear that my dad or my dogs are going to peace while i'm gone. mainly my dad and Pnut.

my friend let me borrow his i-pod. that and mario ds, plus klonopins(?) will make for a tolerable flight. i think Dinh's pretty excited. He said it meant a lot that i came back home with him. That makes me feel...what's the word....good.

i still have a bit to do before work. but right now, the hair colour is setting in. i'm only leaving for a week, but that's longest i've been away from my dad. it makes me...ungood.

maybe a bit after i come back i could try again to do a set of sorts

anyway....

have a good.
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/63473/#comments 2 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/63473 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/63473 Tue, 11 Mar 2008 15:47:11 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/63353 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah i have a very swollen ring finger. seriously.<br /> peacing to california in two days... yes please.<br type="_moz" /> Blog yes peacing to california in two days... yes please.
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/63353/#comments 6 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/63353 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/63353 Sun, 09 Mar 2008 20:20:37 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62913 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah the set i sent in. no dice.<br /> i don't even know what just fell between my desk. i've been busting my balls rearranging my room today. i'm not sure how i feel about it yet. gym tonight then jager.<br /> <br /> i feel pretty cruddy about the set thing. yeah send in another but really. i probably am not meant to be on a site like this. well other than just a member.<br /> <br /> thank you for the purple thoughts. <br /> <br /> i'm just going to think about it.<br /> <br /> peace.<br type="_moz" /> Blog yes i don't even know what just fell between my desk. i've been busting my balls rearranging my room today. i'm not sure how i feel about it yet. gym tonight then jager.

i feel pretty cruddy about the set thing. yeah send in another but really. i probably am not meant to be on a site like this. well other than just a member.

thank you for the purple thoughts.

i'm just going to think about it.

peace.
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62913/#comments 8 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/62913 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62913 Mon, 03 Mar 2008 22:58:17 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62807 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah making a mix cd. yes this seems to be putting me in a better mood.<br /> two dates for working out this week. one of which will be accompanied with drinking jager shots afterwards. silly me.<br /> <br /> california in less than two weeks. i'm growing pukey thinking about it.<br /> and i just downloaded a song that i am itching to listen to in my car.<br /> <br /> quite a bit o' stuff going on this week.<br /> i got in all the jewelry that i ordered. i guess i forgot the septum ring was a 12 gauge but it's not that much different than a 14. <br /> <br /> i need to leave for work in an hour. this one manager...has been making it FUCKING miserable to work there. it's odd. i'm not sure what her beef with me is, but she...acts a bit childish. <br /> <br /> dang there is a video i want to put on here, but when i attempt it doesn't come out so well. help.<br /> <br /> in other news...<br /> <br /> one more try<br /> <a href="http://www.adultswim.com/video/?episodeID=8a25c3921691a4b30116924a730f0085">http://www.adultswim.com/video/?episodeID=e31f044ab5207a050d09b0e9c71b1a1c</a><br type="_moz" /> Blog yes two dates for working out this week. one of which will be accompanied with drinking jager shots afterwards. silly me.

california in less than two weeks. i'm growing pukey thinking about it.
and i just downloaded a song that i am itching to listen to in my car.

quite a bit o' stuff going on this week.
i got in all the jewelry that i ordered. i guess i forgot the septum ring was a 12 gauge but it's not that much different than a 14.

i need to leave for work in an hour. this one manager...has been making it FUCKING miserable to work there. it's odd. i'm not sure what her beef with me is, but she...acts a bit childish.

dang there is a video i want to put on here, but when i attempt it doesn't come out so well. help.

in other news...

one more try
http://www.adultswim.com/video/?episodeID=e31f044ab5207a050d09b0e9c71b1a1c
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62807/#comments 1 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/62807 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62807 Sun, 02 Mar 2008 20:32:00 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62616 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah i can't send messages or post comments to anyone. getting a little annoyed.<br /> &nbsp;i don't even know if this post will go through.<br /> been a little MIA, at least that i know of.<br /> <br /> went to the gym finally and this was tuesday and my um...gut muscles are still soooo hurty.<br /> but i'm going again tonight. <br /> good good.<br /> <br /> hopefully getting some jewelry in the mail today. and then some more at a later day.<br /> &nbsp;how...are....you?<br type="_moz" /> Blog yes  i don't even know if this post will go through.
been a little MIA, at least that i know of.

went to the gym finally and this was tuesday and my um...gut muscles are still soooo hurty.
but i'm going again tonight.
good good.

hopefully getting some jewelry in the mail today. and then some more at a later day.
 how...are....you?
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62616/#comments 10 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/62616 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62616 Thu, 28 Feb 2008 17:34:41 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62282 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah <div style="text-align: right;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">home from work<br /> had some thai (?) food and wine. <br /> took the sleeping time meds.<br /> D challenged me to extreme G. nah.<br /> work tomorrow at three<br /> presently i am wondering if i can do the whole full time school slash job thing.<br /> what else. <br /> i need a massage. like wicked mega bad.<br /> i like fucking with kitchen kevin.<br /> my cheeks are wicked mega red. and how.<br /> and um....um....i feel like i'm going to sneeze.<br /> also, from what i've come to understand, they made an extreme g for gamecube. i must obtain this.<br /> D is working on stuff. <br /> i think i'm going to go masturbate. yes...that's a good idea.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> Smell you later.<br /> <img src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/smile.gif" contenteditable="false" alt="" /></span></div> Blog yes home from work
had some thai (?) food and wine.
took the sleeping time meds.
D challenged me to extreme G. nah.
work tomorrow at three
presently i am wondering if i can do the whole full time school slash job thing.
what else.
i need a massage. like wicked mega bad.
i like fucking with kitchen kevin.
my cheeks are wicked mega red. and how.
and um....um....i feel like i'm going to sneeze.
also, from what i've come to understand, they made an extreme g for gamecube. i must obtain this.
D is working on stuff.
i think i'm going to go masturbate. yes...that's a good idea.



Smell you later.
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62282/#comments 2 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/62282 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62282 Sun, 24 Feb 2008 06:53:33 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62216 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah it's true. i've been drinking wine with the D. Playing extreme game for nintendo 64. <br /> &nbsp;&nbsp; Do you know of this game? it is a really great game. the second one, is way more difficult. the music isn't as fabulous as for the first game. <br /> <br /> i was off today. i like when that happens. tomorree five to twelve. so...i gave my kid a little wine. my kid of course meaning sam. just a little but for a shih tzu.... bad parenting. i'd like to go to a comedy show. Yes please i hear Ozmodiar fucking around with something...a shoe. <br /> <br /> how are you all? TELL ME NOW FUCKO!<br /> <br /> &nbsp; um....tell me stuff and things okay?<br /> D is pretty much rolling across the floor laughing off his face.<br type="_moz" /> Blog yes    Do you know of this game? it is a really great game. the second one, is way more difficult. the music isn't as fabulous as for the first game.

i was off today. i like when that happens. tomorree five to twelve. so...i gave my kid a little wine. my kid of course meaning sam. just a little but for a shih tzu.... bad parenting. i'd like to go to a comedy show. Yes please i hear Ozmodiar fucking around with something...a shoe.

how are you all? TELL ME NOW FUCKO!

  um....tell me stuff and things okay?
D is pretty much rolling across the floor laughing off his face.
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62216/#comments 10 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/62216 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62216 Sat, 23 Feb 2008 06:13:29 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62077 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah the end.<br /> <br /> <br /> NOW FUCKING TALK. <br /> <br /> ps- still haven't heard a thing, but despite what the boyfellow, who has actually been rather awesome to me has to say, i'd really like to be a model on this site. the end.<br /> <br /> <img alt="" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/spanking.gif" /> mmmm hmmm.<br type="_moz" /> Blog yes

NOW FUCKING TALK.

ps- still haven't heard a thing, but despite what the boyfellow, who has actually been rather awesome to me has to say, i'd really like to be a model on this site. the end.

mmmm hmmm.
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62077/#comments 8 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/62077 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/62077 Thu, 21 Feb 2008 06:14:56 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61971 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah this is now my third fucking attempt and i'm crazy annoyed. <br /> it's like if i hit delete or the space bar it goes back a page on the internet. and i lose the entry. FOR FUCK'S SAKE<br /> <br /> going to the gym with strictly dick tonight. she just got a pit bull mix named Ruckus. he causes me to visit her more often.<br /> going grocery shopping then out to dinner with dadbot. good good. getting sleepy. ungood.<br /> still can't figure out how to put pictures on here and have them show up as pictures and not links.<br /> <br /> yikes. never mind. so this shirt. i've had since highschool. i love it. the end.<br /> <img width="400" height="300" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/109359.jpg" alt="" /><br /> also after two weeks...i found my snake. in my room. eek. but of course i took a picture...now i'm going to attempt to upload that...wheeee! <br /> <img width="400" height="300" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/m/109360.jpg" alt="messy messy" /><br /> <br /> and i am out! <br /> <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes it's like if i hit delete or the space bar it goes back a page on the internet. and i lose the entry. FOR FUCK'S SAKE

going to the gym with strictly dick tonight. she just got a pit bull mix named Ruckus. he causes me to visit her more often.
going grocery shopping then out to dinner with dadbot. good good. getting sleepy. ungood.
still can't figure out how to put pictures on here and have them show up as pictures and not links.

yikes. never mind. so this shirt. i've had since highschool. i love it. the end.

also after two weeks...i found my snake. in my room. eek. but of course i took a picture...now i'm going to attempt to upload that...wheeee!


and i am out!

]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61971/#comments 9 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/61971 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61971 Tue, 19 Feb 2008 21:39:39 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61833 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah <b><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">tim and eric awesome show....i am a fan.<br /> <br /> my fingers are way cold. um. i just took my ambien. the other one isn't working well. or i guess at all. work was tolerable. decent if you will. the last hour went by pretty quickly, which is always a good thing.&nbsp; um... man i really don't know what i want to do with my life.&nbsp; i'm going to look into a hairdressing school this week. i just don't know. nothing screams HEY DO ME FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. <br /> <br /> starting monday i will be less of a lard ass. i really want to stick to this. i just can't stay motivated. i don't even know why. i really lack energy. i could use some ephedra. yeah.</span><br /> <br /> i think i had more to say...perhaps even thought-provoking things....&nbsp; um... it must seem kinda dumb to be reading the word um, but in my head that's what's going on. i can't believe it's already 12:30...7. <br /> <br /> i think my hair came out well. it's getting longer...you can't really tell because it is curly. but um....INDEED. i would like to get to the point where i can get comfy on this site. Do you know what i mean by that. For example: you're on the <i>other</i> site for a few years, i would think it's safe to say that you and kinda comfy with it (although i worry that doesn't make sense) ...pressing on. it could be kicking in so maybe i will go and shut up my fingers. <br /> <br /> </span></span></b><br /> Blog yes tim and eric awesome show....i am a fan.

my fingers are way cold. um. i just took my ambien. the other one isn't working well. or i guess at all. work was tolerable. decent if you will. the last hour went by pretty quickly, which is always a good thing.  um... man i really don't know what i want to do with my life.  i'm going to look into a hairdressing school this week. i just don't know. nothing screams HEY DO ME FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

starting monday i will be less of a lard ass. i really want to stick to this. i just can't stay motivated. i don't even know why. i really lack energy. i could use some ephedra. yeah.

i think i had more to say...perhaps even thought-provoking things....  um... it must seem kinda dumb to be reading the word um, but in my head that's what's going on. i can't believe it's already 12:30...7.

i think my hair came out well. it's getting longer...you can't really tell because it is curly. but um....INDEED. i would like to get to the point where i can get comfy on this site. Do you know what i mean by that. For example: you're on the other site for a few years, i would think it's safe to say that you and kinda comfy with it (although i worry that doesn't make sense) ...pressing on. it could be kicking in so maybe i will go and shut up my fingers.


]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61833/#comments 9 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/61833 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61833 Mon, 18 Feb 2008 05:32:52 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61832 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah <b><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">tim and eric awesome show....i am a fan.<br /> <br /> my fingers are way cold. um. i just took my ambien. the other one isn't working well. or i guess at all. work was tolerable. decent if you will. the last hour went by pretty quickly, which is always a good thing.&nbsp; um... man i really don't know what i want to do with my life.&nbsp; i'm going to look into a hairdressing school this week. i just don't know. nothing screams HEY DO ME FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. <br /> <br /> starting monday i will be less of a lard ass. i really want to stick to this. i just can't stay motivated. i don't even know why. i really lack energy. i could use some ephedra. yeah.</span><br /> <br /> i think i had more to say...perhaps even thought-provoking things....&nbsp; um... it must seem kinda dumb to be reading the word um, but in my head that's what's going on. i can't believe it's already 12:30...7. <br /> <br /> i think my hair came out well. it's getting longer...you can't really tell because it is curly. but um....INDEED. i would like to get to the point where i can get comfy on this site. Do you know what i mean by that. For example: you're on the <i>other</i> site for a few years, i would think it's safe to say that you and kinda comfy with it (although i worry that doesn't make sense) ...pressing on. it could be kicking in so maybe i will go and shut up my fingers. <br /> <br /> </span></span></b><br /> Blog yes tim and eric awesome show....i am a fan.

my fingers are way cold. um. i just took my ambien. the other one isn't working well. or i guess at all. work was tolerable. decent if you will. the last hour went by pretty quickly, which is always a good thing.  um... man i really don't know what i want to do with my life.  i'm going to look into a hairdressing school this week. i just don't know. nothing screams HEY DO ME FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

starting monday i will be less of a lard ass. i really want to stick to this. i just can't stay motivated. i don't even know why. i really lack energy. i could use some ephedra. yeah.

i think i had more to say...perhaps even thought-provoking things....  um... it must seem kinda dumb to be reading the word um, but in my head that's what's going on. i can't believe it's already 12:30...7.

i think my hair came out well. it's getting longer...you can't really tell because it is curly. but um....INDEED. i would like to get to the point where i can get comfy on this site. Do you know what i mean by that. For example: you're on the other site for a few years, i would think it's safe to say that you and kinda comfy with it (although i worry that doesn't make sense) ...pressing on. it could be kicking in so maybe i will go and shut up my fingers.


]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61832/#comments http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/61832 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61832 Mon, 18 Feb 2008 05:32:44 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61736 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah well let's see i'm torn between colouring my hair or exercising. the right choice...is the less lazy choice.<br /> <br /> bleh.<br /> <br /> i had the hangover from heck yesterday. puking and such.<br /> <br /> anyway...hope you're all having a lovely saturday. <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
bleh.

i had the hangover from heck yesterday. puking and such.

anyway...hope you're all having a lovely saturday.
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61736/#comments 3 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/61736 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61736 Sat, 16 Feb 2008 21:01:52 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61633 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah i made a turkey sammich, with spinach and artichoke hummus and and half a piece of cheese. that shit's good.<br /> <br /> also i am having a couple shots of jager here and there. <br /> <br /> i came home tonight and saw that there was a valentines card for me&nbsp; from...my dad, &quot;the dogs, and MIA bj&quot; missing in action betelguese. it kinda made me tear up. I'm just a huge fan of my dad. when i peace to CA for a week. that's like the longest i will have been away from him since...i don't know, i was a teenager. <br /> <br /> sam just whimpered. at what? i think he still thinks i have food. nah. doo dooo dooo.<br /> <br /> so i submitted my heck which i made an entry about. people were way nice. und wie.<br /> <br /> it's been a couple days, which is fine, but it's like the longer it goes the more i think they're going to be like &quot;um....what? you?! no thanks!&quot; which is okay. but...i just want to get the rejection over with. i don't mean to imply that i am a way negative person. i try to hide that...heh.<br /> <br /> i hear sam chewing on something...oh it's the bone i gave him. well that's okay though, except you need to watch them when they eat it because he deep throated his the other night. i cut the long piece and threw it away but he picked it back out of the bin.<br /> <br /> anyway...did ya'll have a sensual and loving valentines? i worked. <br /> <br /> the.....end&nbsp; <img width="15" height="19" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/pumpkin.gif" contenteditable="false" alt="" /><br /> <br /> i still FUCKING love the smileys on here.<br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
also i am having a couple shots of jager here and there.

i came home tonight and saw that there was a valentines card for me  from...my dad, "the dogs, and MIA bj" missing in action betelguese. it kinda made me tear up. I'm just a huge fan of my dad. when i peace to CA for a week. that's like the longest i will have been away from him since...i don't know, i was a teenager.

sam just whimpered. at what? i think he still thinks i have food. nah. doo dooo dooo.

so i submitted my heck which i made an entry about. people were way nice. und wie.

it's been a couple days, which is fine, but it's like the longer it goes the more i think they're going to be like "um....what? you?! no thanks!" which is okay. but...i just want to get the rejection over with. i don't mean to imply that i am a way negative person. i try to hide that...heh.

i hear sam chewing on something...oh it's the bone i gave him. well that's okay though, except you need to watch them when they eat it because he deep throated his the other night. i cut the long piece and threw it away but he picked it back out of the bin.

anyway...did ya'll have a sensual and loving valentines? i worked.

the.....end 

i still FUCKING love the smileys on here.
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61633/#comments 5 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/61633 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61633 Fri, 15 Feb 2008 04:48:24 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61495 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah why do i find myself on this site when i should be doing things.<br /> like getting ready for work. i need to do this earlier because i have to dig myself out of the drive way, although i would really like to just &quot;gun it&quot; and see if i can't just make it out that way. but i still need to clean off my car.<br /> <br /> i think i'm having craft night with crapface :) we're at least working together. hopefully that will make for a tolerable night. indeed!<br /> <br /> although i'm listening to daft punk's around the world, (ah memories) i've been on such a kmfdm kick lately! for reals. i'll be honest when i till you i enjoy myself some kmfdm. <br /> <br /> waiting for my allergy medicine to kick in. I HAVE TO SHOWER. ach i'm not motivated. what else....<br /> <br /> big fat nothing. how are you? go on tell me, i won't laugh.<br /> <br /> &nbsp;have a good'n :)<br /> <img alt="" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/spanking.gif" /><br type="_moz" /> Blog yes like getting ready for work. i need to do this earlier because i have to dig myself out of the drive way, although i would really like to just "gun it" and see if i can't just make it out that way. but i still need to clean off my car.

i think i'm having craft night with crapface :) we're at least working together. hopefully that will make for a tolerable night. indeed!

although i'm listening to daft punk's around the world, (ah memories) i've been on such a kmfdm kick lately! for reals. i'll be honest when i till you i enjoy myself some kmfdm.

waiting for my allergy medicine to kick in. I HAVE TO SHOWER. ach i'm not motivated. what else....

big fat nothing. how are you? go on tell me, i won't laugh.

 have a good'n :)

]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61495/#comments 3 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/61495 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61495 Wed, 13 Feb 2008 18:59:10 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61383 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah well i uploaded it to be sent in...or um sent it in.<br /> &nbsp;wish me luck as i'm not good at these things.<br /> smell...you...later.<img src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/sad.gif" contenteditable="false" alt="" /><br type="_moz" /> Blog yes  wish me luck as i'm not good at these things.
smell...you...later.
]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61383/#comments 15 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/61383 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61383 Tue, 12 Feb 2008 01:15:22 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61366 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah hello to you.<br /> i need to shower. <br /> ....so...my dog is coming home tonight. i have to say i can't wait. it's only been since friday but dang i love that furry turd. My dad missed him also. D was going to bring him back tomorrow but i am lame.<br /> Work work work, i miss my wiener pal. She and i need to have a craft night way soon. WAY soon.<br /> <br /> anything else? well i have a set ready to send in...yikes. and...i am...going to shower and put away my laundry. yes. this is a good idea.<br /> <br /> hope you all are all well.<br /> smell you later!<br /> <br /> <img width="50" height="50" alt="" contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/i/emoticons/statues.gif" /><br type="_moz" /> Blog yes i need to shower.
....so...my dog is coming home tonight. i have to say i can't wait. it's only been since friday but dang i love that furry turd. My dad missed him also. D was going to bring him back tomorrow but i am lame.
Work work work, i miss my wiener pal. She and i need to have a craft night way soon. WAY soon.

anything else? well i have a set ready to send in...yikes. and...i am...going to shower and put away my laundry. yes. this is a good idea.

hope you all are all well.
smell you later!


]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61366/#comments 4 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/61366 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61366 Mon, 11 Feb 2008 21:18:47 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61266 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal Zillah vodka and diet dr. pepper are not bad. my aim was to go through pictures and resize them. there's like 150 of those bullshitters. can't say i'm feeling it. <br /> <br /> i'm glad to be out of work. Sam is with Dinh, keeping him company. work was...workish. i was in a decent mood when i got there, then it just faded into beats me. i'm sure i seem like a miserable fuck, but i'm not really. just a...not-that-awesome fuck.<br /> <br /> i'll be getting sam back monday. which i think means no going to the gym and no going to pookie's house.<br /> <br /> i think i'm getting a second wind, maybe i will try to take on those pictures<br /> <br /> this is the snake that is MIA.<br /> <img alt="" src="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v717/wugglyump/animals%20and%20me/?action=view&amp;current=DSC01856.jpg" /><br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
i'm glad to be out of work. Sam is with Dinh, keeping him company. work was...workish. i was in a decent mood when i got there, then it just faded into beats me. i'm sure i seem like a miserable fuck, but i'm not really. just a...not-that-awesome fuck.

i'll be getting sam back monday. which i think means no going to the gym and no going to pookie's house.

i think i'm getting a second wind, maybe i will try to take on those pictures

this is the snake that is MIA.

]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61266/#comments 3 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/61266 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61266 Sun, 10 Feb 2008 06:27:26 GMT http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61194 [Deviant Nation] Zillah's Journal D loves cheaters Zillah D loves the show cheaters. I told him about this site tonight. He's like....repercussions of this site. Bogus. This bf in question. (&quot;&quot;) he does know what's up. I don't want to do anything that could fuck him over. hes's the first guy thats loved me for this long. I think he is a good guy. So i don't want to disapoint him.I did take down a picture that i thought was rad because i told him about this. He does not like that picture because another male took it.... Later on, i learned to agree. Blog yes D loves the show cheaters.
I told him about this site tonight. He's like....repercussions of this site. Bogus. This bf in question. ("") he does know what's up. I don't want to do anything that could fuck him over. hes's the first guy thats loved me for this long. I think he is a good guy. So i don't want to disapoint him.I did take down a picture that i thought was rad because i told him about this. He does not like that picture because another male took it.... Later on, i learned to agree. ]]> Zillah Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61194/#comments 1 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/61194 http://deviantnation.com/members/Zillah/61194 Sat, 09 Feb 2008 04:37:10 GMT