[Deviant Nation] bane's Journal

picturesssss

bane — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 02:34:49 GMT

i will update with whats been going on. just wanted to post some pics and let you all know that i AM alive!

Quick update!

bane — Wed, 29 Oct 2008 04:07:25 GMT

-the event was epic
-CJW is sexy as hell, and let me beat his ass with a leather paddle
-Adahlia has a great ass and is now one of my favorite people to party late night with ;)
-I miss Arin again
-JaneJett is an amazing kisser
-Angie is hotttttttt and her butt kept mine warm at night.
-Stitch and Fedora are tiny and I want to put them in my pocket!
-I have a lusty crush!

More later. :)

to do.... (w/pics)

bane — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 02:24:10 GMT

why, hello winter... where did fall go?

TO DO:

-find somewhere to stay the 24-26th in SF
-call Adahlia!!! (i really need to do this. i swear im not a flake!)
-make a trip to visalia to get drunk with a SUPER adorable tattooed boy
-makeout with Arin.... soon.
-get paid
-get tattooed

Bad... Better... Good!

bane — Wed, 15 Oct 2008 00:37:43 GMT

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bane — Fri, 03 Oct 2008 02:39:32 GMT

i hope you learn your lesson.
crazy is not cool anymore.
and let me tell you, KARMA is a BITCH.

[edited to say that i dont mean like, "ahhh im drunk and crazzzyyyyy"
i mean like, "you're my baby daddy and im taking you to court and using the fact that your girlfriend is a nude model against you and i want to kill myselfffff! wahhhhhhhwahhhhwahhhhh" THAT kind of crazy.]

BUT! on another note, im still hotter than above mentioned looney.

[BTW, CHECK OUT http://sarahrochellebane.tumblr.com/]

life is wonderful these days!

bane — Wed, 17 Sep 2008 21:52:43 GMT

my ex-boyfriend finally stopped harassing me and being insane after i threatened to press charges and get the cops and my lawyer involved.
my new boyfriend is the sexiest man i have ever met and he think's im the cat's meow.
i have made arrangements to shoot AND to hang out with Chixor and do her makeup while in town for the October event!
i get to see my lover Arin soon! THANK GOD!
(i am in love!)
i have decided to go back to school AND to get a new job because my new boss sucks donkey balls.
the Reel Pride Film Festival starts tonight and the boy and i got free passes to the films and the afterparties. woot woot.
(i am in love!)
i just did all my laundry... yes, ALL OF IT! (if you know me, you know i put off doing laundry for months at a time because of how many clothes i have. i could seriously not do laundry for about 2 months and not run out of shit to wear.)
i am getting laid regularly. and when i say regularly i mean like twice a day, AT LEAST. YEAHHHHYAAA! (finally a guy that has a sex drive equal to mine!)
(did i mention i am in love?)

so pretty much i am happy. super happy. *le sigh*

so im trying to figure out my costume and the boy's costume for the event....
any suggestions? anything people want to see me dressed up as? i just chopped my hair off (chin length in front, hairline in back. supercute a-line) and im keeping it pink... so keep that in mind.

EDITED TO SAY THAT I AM SUPER EXCITED TO SEE GWINDYLYN!!!

i am in love...

bane — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 05:54:40 GMT

so theres this.....

bane — Fri, 05 Sep 2008 20:50:35 GMT

boy.... omfg.

(on the left)

OUT with the old.... in with the younger, hotter, and wayyyy more deserving of me. ;)

tomorrow is Moonrock! <3
its a huge underground house party up in the mountains on this giant rock that overlooks the lake. a ton of local house dj's play, everyone gets FADED and it goes allllll nighhhhhhttt lonnngggg

im so excited. im going with HIM^^^!

pink hurr!

bane — Sat, 30 Aug 2008 04:48:11 GMT

yay! <333

MEEZ!

bane — Sat, 30 Aug 2008 00:32:24 GMT

no more blonde!

bane — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 23:03:22 GMT

i know i know. i said i was going to leave it, but then i saw this AMAZING pink by pravana and now... well... back to pink hair!

muahahahahaha
i'll post pictures when im done.

so guess whatt?!

bane — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 18:52:46 GMT

I'm SINGLE!

now who wants to take me out dancing?

sooo, banners!?

bane — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 10:08:43 GMT

banners! yay! <333
made by me... for YOU!

Arin + Bane =

bane — Tue, 26 Aug 2008 18:14:04 GMT

very very DRUNK bane and drunk Arin topless in Satan and Gwindylyn's hottub.

oh god.

(im pretty sure i kissed her. )

BWAHAHAHAHAHA

why are there no pictures of THIS!?

I'm PURPLE bitches!

bane — Tue, 26 Aug 2008 05:45:15 GMT

thanks gwin. <333

btw, let me just say how FUCKING SEXY Arin is....
i love her.

sacrelig!!!!

bane — Sat, 23 Aug 2008 01:36:37 GMT

i shot yesterday with Elizabeth Welsh

(who also shot my set, btw... cross your fingers and hope it goes up soon!)

we did 2 very different looks.

one was very dark, one was very 80's. hahaha

here are some of my favorites from the shoot:

Bipolar, depression, and leaving him to save my selfesteem...

bane — Sat, 16 Aug 2008 04:57:00 GMT

So as quite a few of you know, I left my boyfriend last night. I told him that I was leaving until he learned how to respect me and treat me right. It's a long story.. But it needed to happen. The summary is pretty much that he and I have been fighting for about a month now about issues like sex, trust, affection, and spending quality time together. He hasnt touched me in 2 weeks. Before that it was almost 3 weeks. Last night I found out from a couple that we are extremely close with that he told them part of the reason is because I have "gotten chunky." I have gained 8-10lbs since he and I got together. I have been extremely depressed for the past month because I have felt unwanted, undesired, and uunnecessary to him. To hear that on top of everything pushed me over the edge. I am in this shitty funk right now where I can't stop crying and I feel disgusting. I feel so unattractive right now it's insane. I'm so hurt, depressed, and angry. Not to mention I am bipolar and this has sent me into a low that I haven't felt in almost a year. I have been doing very good but now... I hate everything. I just want to sit at home and cry or be at the gym trying to get my body back. I'm a fucking mess.

someone stole my fucking phone.

bane — Tue, 12 Aug 2008 08:03:07 GMT

Friends Only Journal

UGHHHH....

bane — Sun, 10 Aug 2008 09:57:12 GMT

Friends Only Journal

fucking CHRIST! ANOTHER! (image... that is...)

bane — Fri, 08 Aug 2008 23:54:52 GMT

myspace?

bane — Fri, 08 Aug 2008 02:26:16 GMT

SOOOO, i put my old modeling myspace back up!

you all should add me!

myspace.com/sarahrochelle

another image by Michael Bonner! (aka, me=sexy bwahaha)

bane — Thu, 07 Aug 2008 18:30:51 GMT

i seriously love his work. and i cant wait to work with him again!!!

im not sure how i feel about this one though... i dont think it looks like me...

fucking CHRIST i look sexy

bane — Thu, 07 Aug 2008 01:05:07 GMT

new favorite picture of myself maybe? YES.

Portland...

bane — Sun, 03 Aug 2008 07:13:08 GMT

i fucking love it here.
its settled, come February, im going to move here.

done, done and.... DONE.

btw, if any of you live in Portland, let me know. im here through monday. (er... til tomorrow.. hahaha i've been here since friday morning.. and you best believe i'll be back!)

pictures? yesssss.