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    <title>[Deviant Nation] cerah's Journal</title>
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    <itunes:summary>We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. We are striving to combine community, subculture, artistic expression and erotica all at once.</itunes:summary>
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      <title>*high five*</title>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 02 Dec 2008 08:40:51 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>*groans*</title>
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      <itunes:subtitle>*groans*</itunes:subtitle>
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      <itunes:summary>Note to self:



When you find out you're the only one drinkin the rum do NOT try to finish it all!



*groans*



I feel like crud.



Last night was the shop's one year anniversary... so I kinda ended up tying one on.&amp;nbsp; I got rather drunk n stumbly... had an epic drunken talk with Ronnie... got made fun of by coworkers n my boss for being so drunkypants... n then did some other terribly silly things.



Damn booze.



*shakes fist*



I had plans to get uber sauced all Monday n Tuesday... but I might be rethinking that one.



I would like very much to go home... have a shower... and crawl into bed now.



Otherwise things are going aight... had a production job this week for a couple days that brought in some cash... sent out some resumes... had an interview... got an email back about a welding job... have a coffee date on Sunday... that's about it.

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      <description><![CDATA[Note to self:



When you find out you're the only one drinkin the rum do NOT try to finish it all!



*groans*



I feel like crud.



Last night was the shop's one year anniversary... so I kinda ended up tying one on.&nbsp; I got rather drunk n stumbly... had an epic drunken talk with Ronnie... got made fun of by coworkers n my boss for being so drunkypants... n then did some other terribly silly things.



Damn booze.



*shakes fist*



I had plans to get uber sauced all Monday n Tuesday... but I might be rethinking that one.



I would like very much to go home... have a shower... and crawl into bed now.



Otherwise things are going aight... had a production job this week for a couple days that brought in some cash... sent out some resumes... had an interview... got an email back about a welding job... have a coffee date on Sunday... that's about it.
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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="font-size: small;">Note to self:<br />
<br />
When you find out you're the only one drinkin the rum do NOT try to finish it all!<br />
<br />
*groans*<br />
<br />
I feel like crud.<br />
<br />
Last night was the shop's one year anniversary... so I kinda ended up tying one on.&nbsp; I got rather drunk n stumbly... had an epic drunken talk with Ronnie... got made fun of by coworkers n my boss for being so drunkypants... n then did some other terribly silly things.<br />
<br />
Damn booze.<br />
<br />
*shakes fist*<br />
<br />
I had plans to get uber sauced all Monday n Tuesday... but I might be rethinking that one.<br />
<br />
I would like very much to go home... have a shower... and crawl into bed now.<br />
<br />
Otherwise things are going aight... had a production job this week for a couple days that brought in some cash... sent out some resumes... had an interview... got an email back about a welding job... have a coffee date on Sunday... that's about it.<br type="_moz" />
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      <pubDate>Sat, 29 Nov 2008 20:54:49 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>*thumbs up*</title>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Tahoma;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;Well this has been a waste of a Saturday...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I could be getting trashed for free at my buddy's Christmas party running around in my lil black dress looking all hawt n stuff but I told him yesterday that I couldn't come cuz I had to work.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Work ended up sending me home after 3.5hrs...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Whatevs... I had plans to go to a punk dive bar with a girlfriend so I figured I'd at least be out of the house... y'know doing that socializing thing.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
But no... she bailed... she hardly got any sleep last night.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Then Ronnie called to see if I could help him move so I said sure thing!&amp;nbsp; He said the movers should be there real soon n I should meet him at his lady's house around 7.30pm to help load some more things.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
It's now nearly 9.30pm n they haven't even shown up at his house yet... &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
There's a stellar show going on at my favourite venue tonight too... Bassnectar &amp;amp; Z-Trip... but it was sold out when I tried to get tickets.&amp;nbsp; All my friends I haven't seen in aaaaaaaaaages are gonna be there... &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I &lt;b&gt;almost&lt;/b&gt; got a pair of tickets just now but my friend sold them to someone else :/&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Basically it looks like all I accomplished today was a couple hours random shop work... a few resumes sent out... n I watched Fubar.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
In loo of missing out on a full shift today I get to open the shop tomorrow morning and work for maybe fourish hours... which basically ruins my Sunday plans for a pic-a-nic.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Can someone please pass me the life remote control?&amp;nbsp; I need to skip this month... well maybe December too... ya... just skip ahead a couple chapters to January... that sounds good. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Well this has been a waste of a Saturday...



I could be getting trashed for free at my buddy's Christmas party running around in my lil black dress looking all hawt n stuff but I told him yesterday that I couldn't come cuz I had to work.&nbsp; 



Work ended up sending me home after 3.5hrs...



Whatevs... I had plans to go to a punk dive bar with a girlfriend so I figured I'd at least be out of the house... y'know doing that socializing thing.



But no... she bailed... she hardly got any sleep last night.



Then Ronnie called to see if I could help him move so I said sure thing!&nbsp; He said the movers should be there real soon n I should meet him at his lady's house around 7.30pm to help load some more things.



It's now nearly 9.30pm n they haven't even shown up at his house yet... 



There's a stellar show going on at my favourite venue tonight too... Bassnectar &amp; Z-Trip... but it was sold out when I tried to get tickets.&nbsp; All my friends I haven't seen in aaaaaaaaaages are gonna be there... 



I almost got a pair of tickets just now but my friend sold them to someone else :/



Basically it looks like all I accomplished today was a couple hours random shop work... a few resumes sent out... n I watched Fubar.



In loo of missing out on a full shift today I get to open the shop tomorrow morning and work for maybe fourish hours... which basically ruins my Sunday plans for a pic-a-nic.



Can someone please pass me the life remote control?&nbsp; I need to skip this month... well maybe December too... ya... just skip ahead a couple chapters to January... that sounds good. ]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="font-size: small;">Well this has been a waste of a Saturday...<br />
<br />
I could be getting trashed for free at my buddy's Christmas party running around in my lil black dress looking all hawt n stuff but I told him yesterday that I couldn't come cuz I had to work.&nbsp; <br />
<br />
Work ended up sending me home after 3.5hrs...<br />
<br />
Whatevs... I had plans to go to a punk dive bar with a girlfriend so I figured I'd at least be out of the house... y'know doing that socializing thing.<br />
<br />
But no... she bailed... she hardly got any sleep last night.<br />
<br />
Then Ronnie called to see if I could help him move so I said sure thing!&nbsp; He said the movers should be there real soon n I should meet him at his lady's house around 7.30pm to help load some more things.<br />
<br />
It's now nearly 9.30pm n they haven't even shown up at his house yet... <br />
<br />
There's a stellar show going on at my favourite venue tonight too... Bassnectar &amp; Z-Trip... but it was sold out when I tried to get tickets.&nbsp; All my friends I haven't seen in aaaaaaaaaages are gonna be there... <br />
<br />
I <b>almost</b> got a pair of tickets just now but my friend sold them to someone else :/<br />
<br />
Basically it looks like all I accomplished today was a couple hours random shop work... a few resumes sent out... n I watched Fubar.<br />
<br />
In loo of missing out on a full shift today I get to open the shop tomorrow morning and work for maybe fourish hours... which basically ruins my Sunday plans for a pic-a-nic.<br />
<br />
Can someone please pass me the life remote control?&nbsp; I need to skip this month... well maybe December too... ya... just skip ahead a couple chapters to January... that sounds good. </span></span></div>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Sun, 23 Nov 2008 05:27:38 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>The puzzle pieces are coming together...</title>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 17 Nov 2008 21:03:32 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>boo to the yaaaaaaa...</title>
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      <itunes:subtitle>boo to the yaaaaaaa...</itunes:subtitle>
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      <itunes:summary>Hung out with Bshaw tonight... that kid's all kinds of awesome.&amp;nbsp; I miss seeing him every day... hanging out n playing vids n drinkin cheap beer n he always calls me Marsy.&amp;nbsp; He shed some light on a scenario... now I'm shaking my head because peoples true colours are crazy some times.&amp;nbsp; He's going off on tour with these band friends of his for a couple weeks... running lights n whatnot... I'm kinda jealous cuz I wanna get outta town n running lights is fun times.



Work hunt still goes... no demo job for me... hitting up a trades office on Monday... 



I've got my next year or two roughly sketched out... I figure I'm going to move to Fort Mac in the springtime and try to get a good high paying job if not welding then maybe waitressing to make some good tips.&amp;nbsp; If Fort Mac is bunk I'll go to other towns til I find something good (suggestions appreciated!) n settle down for about six months... maybe more depending on the money I'm making.&amp;nbsp; Then I'm gonna come back home... get some serious work done on my back... maybe buy a bike... maybe just rent one for a while... and go drive around the States for a couple months traveling n visiting people.&amp;nbsp; Then when that gets bored I think I'll head over to Europe for a while.&amp;nbsp; I'm thinking of getting dual citizenship with Britain beforehand so it'll be easier to move around Europe n setup shop should I want to.



Kinda an epic plan... I know... but I'm kinda really liking this idea... it'll be a tough go for a while but I think it'll be fun.&amp;nbsp; Then when I run out of money I can either come home or head back to wherever I found work n work some more then come back home for more schooling.



On that note... I'm gonna jump into bed n finish reading the last Terry Goodkind book :D





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      <description><![CDATA[Hung out with Bshaw tonight... that kid's all kinds of awesome.&nbsp; I miss seeing him every day... hanging out n playing vids n drinkin cheap beer n he always calls me Marsy.&nbsp; He shed some light on a scenario... now I'm shaking my head because peoples true colours are crazy some times.&nbsp; He's going off on tour with these band friends of his for a couple weeks... running lights n whatnot... I'm kinda jealous cuz I wanna get outta town n running lights is fun times.



Work hunt still goes... no demo job for me... hitting up a trades office on Monday... 



I've got my next year or two roughly sketched out... I figure I'm going to move to Fort Mac in the springtime and try to get a good high paying job if not welding then maybe waitressing to make some good tips.&nbsp; If Fort Mac is bunk I'll go to other towns til I find something good (suggestions appreciated!) n settle down for about six months... maybe more depending on the money I'm making.&nbsp; Then I'm gonna come back home... get some serious work done on my back... maybe buy a bike... maybe just rent one for a while... and go drive around the States for a couple months traveling n visiting people.&nbsp; Then when that gets bored I think I'll head over to Europe for a while.&nbsp; I'm thinking of getting dual citizenship with Britain beforehand so it'll be easier to move around Europe n setup shop should I want to.



Kinda an epic plan... I know... but I'm kinda really liking this idea... it'll be a tough go for a while but I think it'll be fun.&nbsp; Then when I run out of money I can either come home or head back to wherever I found work n work some more then come back home for more schooling.



On that note... I'm gonna jump into bed n finish reading the last Terry Goodkind book :D




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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="font-size: small;">Hung out with Bshaw tonight... that kid's all kinds of awesome.&nbsp; I miss seeing him every day... hanging out n playing vids n drinkin cheap beer n he always calls me Marsy.&nbsp; He shed some light on a scenario... now I'm shaking my head because peoples true colours are crazy some times.&nbsp; He's going off on tour with these band friends of his for a couple weeks... running lights n whatnot... I'm kinda jealous cuz I wanna get outta town n running lights is fun times.<br />
<br />
Work hunt still goes... no demo job for me... hitting up a trades office on Monday... <br />
<br />
I've got my next year or two roughly sketched out... I figure I'm going to move to Fort Mac in the springtime and try to get a good high paying job if not welding then maybe waitressing to make some good tips.&nbsp; If Fort Mac is bunk I'll go to other towns til I find something good (suggestions appreciated!) n settle down for about six months... maybe more depending on the money I'm making.&nbsp; Then I'm gonna come back home... get some serious work done on my back... maybe buy a bike... maybe just rent one for a while... and go drive around the States for a couple months traveling n visiting people.&nbsp; Then when that gets bored I think I'll head over to Europe for a while.&nbsp; I'm thinking of getting dual citizenship with Britain beforehand so it'll be easier to move around Europe n setup shop should I want to.<br />
<br />
Kinda an epic plan... I know... but I'm kinda really liking this idea... it'll be a tough go for a while but I think it'll be fun.&nbsp; Then when I run out of money I can either come home or head back to wherever I found work n work some more then come back home for more schooling.<br />
<br />
On that note... I'm gonna jump into bed n finish reading the last Terry Goodkind book :D<br />
<br />
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      <title>ZzZZzZzZzZzZzZzZzz</title>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Tahoma;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;So freakin tired!!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Worked all day yesterday at the shop... then all night at the event.&amp;nbsp; My day consisted of doing ten million little things to setup for the event whilst being called in the middle of that to do a bunch more things. Then at night I had to find last minute security to work the door... race to Russ' house and back to get rope for him... run around downtown looking for cups... and then I worked door for half the night.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Got home around 4-4.30am... then came back here in the morning to uber clean for a few hours and now I'm just getting to chill a little before I tear down and clean the front window display that's caked in fake blood.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
*sighs*&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The life of shop bitch eh?&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
All in all the event was a lot of fun until I started getting really tired and my feets were hurting from tromping around in heels all night.&amp;nbsp; I reprised my role of cabaret dancer sans cane though as apparently I flailed that in San Fran... and funnily enough I got picked up again!&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Russ did a real intense performance... totally pushed himself and I'm proud of the kid.&amp;nbsp; Course the high point for me was when he picked me up... we both wish he could've held me longer but it would've gotten boring for the people watching.&amp;nbsp; It was good though... very very good... I'm ecstatic to have my best friend back.&lt;br /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[So freakin tired!!



Worked all day yesterday at the shop... then all night at the event.&nbsp; My day consisted of doing ten million little things to setup for the event whilst being called in the middle of that to do a bunch more things. Then at night I had to find last minute security to work the door... race to Russ' house and back to get rope for him... run around downtown looking for cups... and then I worked door for half the night.



Got home around 4-4.30am... then came back here in the morning to uber clean for a few hours and now I'm just getting to chill a little before I tear down and clean the front window display that's caked in fake blood.



*sighs*



The life of shop bitch eh?



All in all the event was a lot of fun until I started getting really tired and my feets were hurting from tromping around in heels all night.&nbsp; I reprised my role of cabaret dancer sans cane though as apparently I flailed that in San Fran... and funnily enough I got picked up again!&nbsp; 



Russ did a real intense performance... totally pushed himself and I'm proud of the kid.&nbsp; Course the high point for me was when he picked me up... we both wish he could've held me longer but it would've gotten boring for the people watching.&nbsp; It was good though... very very good... I'm ecstatic to have my best friend back.








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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="font-size: small;">So freakin tired!!<br />
<br />
Worked all day yesterday at the shop... then all night at the event.&nbsp; My day consisted of doing ten million little things to setup for the event whilst being called in the middle of that to do a bunch more things. Then at night I had to find last minute security to work the door... race to Russ' house and back to get rope for him... run around downtown looking for cups... and then I worked door for half the night.<br />
<br />
Got home around 4-4.30am... then came back here in the morning to uber clean for a few hours and now I'm just getting to chill a little before I tear down and clean the front window display that's caked in fake blood.<br />
<br />
*sighs*<br />
<br />
The life of shop bitch eh?<br />
<br />
All in all the event was a lot of fun until I started getting really tired and my feets were hurting from tromping around in heels all night.&nbsp; I reprised my role of cabaret dancer sans cane though as apparently I flailed that in San Fran... and funnily enough I got picked up again!&nbsp; <br />
<br />
Russ did a real intense performance... totally pushed himself and I'm proud of the kid.&nbsp; Course the high point for me was when he picked me up... we both wish he could've held me longer but it would've gotten boring for the people watching.&nbsp; It was good though... very very good... I'm ecstatic to have my best friend back.<br />
<br />
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      <pubDate>Sat, 01 Nov 2008 21:53:20 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Oh Caaaanaaaadaaaaaaaaaaa...</title>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Tahoma;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;I'm back on good ol Canadian soil n I gotta say damn do I miss San Fran!&amp;nbsp; I had so much fun catching up with old friends and meeting new ones... everyone was just bloody brilliant.&amp;nbsp; I can't believe I was going to miss all of that!&amp;nbsp; Next year is gonna be stellar... and I'm going to drag as many people as I can with me (&lt;a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/manatee" class="member" rel="tag"&gt;Manatee &lt;/a&gt;I'm lookin at you!).&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I've got a few pictures I need to get off my camera but non of the event... I figure other people took plenty enough pictures that my inebriated ass didn't need to be stumbling around trying to capture it all.&amp;nbsp; I can't wait to see &lt;a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/stvalentine" class="member" rel="tag"&gt;StValentine&lt;/a&gt;'s videos of the night... and &lt;a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/cjw" class="member" rel="tag"&gt;CJW &lt;/a&gt;&amp;amp; &lt;a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/cooter" class="member" rel="tag"&gt;Cooter&lt;/a&gt;'s pictures.&amp;nbsp; You all really need to see the epicness of it all.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I don't even really know where to begin about it... suffice it to say it was everything n more then I could've asked for and SORELY needed.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I'm back at work... it's raining outside... and I'm missing the sunny skies *sigh*&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Work is entertaining as FUCK right now though... my bossman is currently getting his guts ripped out by a couple devilish and delightfully gruesome nurses.&amp;nbsp; It's out front window Halloween display and it rocks all kinds of socks!&amp;nbsp; I spent part of my afternoon making organs for it and dressing the window ;)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I've got movie plans tonight and then it's work for the next couple days.&amp;nbsp; There's an event going on at the shop on Halloween which should be fun times... dunno how long I'll stay for though.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Things at home base are good... the ratties are adorable... the roomie missed me as I him... and I've got way too many people to catch up with and jobs to try to get.&lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[I'm back on good ol Canadian soil n I gotta say damn do I miss San Fran!&nbsp; I had so much fun catching up with old friends and meeting new ones... everyone was just bloody brilliant.&nbsp; I can't believe I was going to miss all of that!&nbsp; Next year is gonna be stellar... and I'm going to drag as many people as I can with me (Manatee I'm lookin at you!).



I've got a few pictures I need to get off my camera but non of the event... I figure other people took plenty enough pictures that my inebriated ass didn't need to be stumbling around trying to capture it all.&nbsp; I can't wait to see StValentine's videos of the night... and CJW &amp; Cooter's pictures.&nbsp; You all really need to see the epicness of it all.



I don't even really know where to begin about it... suffice it to say it was everything n more then I could've asked for and SORELY needed.



I'm back at work... it's raining outside... and I'm missing the sunny skies *sigh*



Work is entertaining as FUCK right now though... my bossman is currently getting his guts ripped out by a couple devilish and delightfully gruesome nurses.&nbsp; It's out front window Halloween display and it rocks all kinds of socks!&nbsp; I spent part of my afternoon making organs for it and dressing the window ;)



I've got movie plans tonight and then it's work for the next couple days.&nbsp; There's an event going on at the shop on Halloween which should be fun times... dunno how long I'll stay for though.



Things at home base are good... the ratties are adorable... the roomie missed me as I him... and I've got way too many people to catch up with and jobs to try to get.
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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="font-size: small;">I'm back on good ol Canadian soil n I gotta say damn do I miss San Fran!&nbsp; I had so much fun catching up with old friends and meeting new ones... everyone was just bloody brilliant.&nbsp; I can't believe I was going to miss all of that!&nbsp; Next year is gonna be stellar... and I'm going to drag as many people as I can with me (<a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/manatee" class="member" rel="tag">Manatee </a>I'm lookin at you!).<br />
<br />
I've got a few pictures I need to get off my camera but non of the event... I figure other people took plenty enough pictures that my inebriated ass didn't need to be stumbling around trying to capture it all.&nbsp; I can't wait to see <a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/stvalentine" class="member" rel="tag">StValentine</a>'s videos of the night... and <a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/cjw" class="member" rel="tag">CJW </a>&amp; <a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/cooter" class="member" rel="tag">Cooter</a>'s pictures.&nbsp; You all really need to see the epicness of it all.<br />
<br />
I don't even really know where to begin about it... suffice it to say it was everything n more then I could've asked for and SORELY needed.<br />
<br />
I'm back at work... it's raining outside... and I'm missing the sunny skies *sigh*<br />
<br />
Work is entertaining as FUCK right now though... my bossman is currently getting his guts ripped out by a couple devilish and delightfully gruesome nurses.&nbsp; It's out front window Halloween display and it rocks all kinds of socks!&nbsp; I spent part of my afternoon making organs for it and dressing the window ;)<br />
<br />
I've got movie plans tonight and then it's work for the next couple days.&nbsp; There's an event going on at the shop on Halloween which should be fun times... dunno how long I'll stay for though.<br />
<br />
Things at home base are good... the ratties are adorable... the roomie missed me as I him... and I've got way too many people to catch up with and jobs to try to get.<br type="_moz" />
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      <pubDate>Fri, 31 Oct 2008 03:34:24 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh...</title>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;div style="text-align: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Tahoma"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;Dizzy.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Very... very... dizzy.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
So much for my &amp;quot;I'm just not gonna drink anymore&amp;quot; thing... somehow I managed to get wasted last night... I dunno how it happened... I mean well ya obviously I know how it happened but it was one of those I'm a lil buzzed n having fun all night and then BAM I'm drunk n stumbling all over the place.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Heh... oh well.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
San Fran Update...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Things are still totally awesome sauce!&amp;nbsp; So so sooooo very glad I came... I know I said it before but goddamn I needed this vacation!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
The event was last night and it was so much fun.&amp;nbsp; I met way too many people in my inebriated state to remember names but they were all great.&amp;nbsp; Plus I got to see a bunch of my favourite ladies... grab a lotta ass... and kiss a few dames.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
There was some burlesque-y and some bands and I got dragged up on stage by omni... because he was totally jealous of my hat.&amp;nbsp; The suspension was awesome fun times... my Stitchy-pants picked me up which was stellar... and now I really realy wanna go up again.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I'm sure there was more... lots more... but I'm terribly spinny and can't think straight so that's all you get :P&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Dizzy.



Very... very... dizzy.



So much for my &quot;I'm just not gonna drink anymore&quot; thing... somehow I managed to get wasted last night... I dunno how it happened... I mean well ya obviously I know how it happened but it was one of those I'm a lil buzzed n having fun all night and then BAM I'm drunk n stumbling all over the place.



Heh... oh well.



San Fran Update...



Things are still totally awesome sauce!&nbsp; So so sooooo very glad I came... I know I said it before but goddamn I needed this vacation!



The event was last night and it was so much fun.&nbsp; I met way too many people in my inebriated state to remember names but they were all great.&nbsp; Plus I got to see a bunch of my favourite ladies... grab a lotta ass... and kiss a few dames.&nbsp; 



There was some burlesque-y and some bands and I got dragged up on stage by omni... because he was totally jealous of my hat.&nbsp; The suspension was awesome fun times... my Stitchy-pants picked me up which was stellar... and now I really realy wanna go up again.



I'm sure there was more... lots more... but I'm terribly spinny and can't think straight so that's all you get :P]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: justify"><span style="font-family: Tahoma"><span style="font-size: small">Dizzy.<br />
<br />
Very... very... dizzy.<br />
<br />
So much for my &quot;I'm just not gonna drink anymore&quot; thing... somehow I managed to get wasted last night... I dunno how it happened... I mean well ya obviously I know how it happened but it was one of those I'm a lil buzzed n having fun all night and then BAM I'm drunk n stumbling all over the place.<br />
<br />
Heh... oh well.<br />
<br />
San Fran Update...<br />
<br />
Things are still totally awesome sauce!&nbsp; So so sooooo very glad I came... I know I said it before but goddamn I needed this vacation!<br />
<br />
The event was last night and it was so much fun.&nbsp; I met way too many people in my inebriated state to remember names but they were all great.&nbsp; Plus I got to see a bunch of my favourite ladies... grab a lotta ass... and kiss a few dames.&nbsp; <br />
<br />
There was some burlesque-y and some bands and I got dragged up on stage by omni... because he was totally jealous of my hat.&nbsp; The suspension was awesome fun times... my Stitchy-pants picked me up which was stellar... and now I really realy wanna go up again.<br />
<br />
I'm sure there was more... lots more... but I'm terribly spinny and can't think straight so that's all you get :P</span></span></div>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 27 Oct 2008 16:50:58 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>I made it in one piece!</title>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;div style="text-align: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Tahoma"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small"&gt;w00t!!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
After getting up at 4am... getting on the bus at 4.30am... getting to SeaTac at 9.15am... to wait around to board my plane at 12pm... then fly for 1.5hrs... I finally made it to San Fran at about 2.45pm!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Hung out at Gwindylyn's last night meeting and remeeting a bunch of people which was awesome.&amp;nbsp; Apparently unbeknownest to me I signed up to be the cover model/spokesperson/muse for sickfordick.com... as well as girlseatingmeat.com.&amp;nbsp; However the girlseatingmeat.com mini shoot was entertaining.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Today I'm keeping Gwindylyn company as she runs around... and my Kasarapants comes in *squee* AND my Stitchy!!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
*bounces around*&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I don't care that I have absolutely no money to be here or that I'll be beyond skint when I get home... fuck did I ever need this vacation!!&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
P.S. ~ If there's anyone in San Fran right now who has a battery charger for the Sony Cybershot W Series cameras PLEEEEEEEEEASE lend it to me.&amp;nbsp; I couldn't find mine anywhere n I didn't have any monies to buy a new one.&amp;nbsp; I'll love you forever I promise!!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[w00t!!



After getting up at 4am... getting on the bus at 4.30am... getting to SeaTac at 9.15am... to wait around to board my plane at 12pm... then fly for 1.5hrs... I finally made it to San Fran at about 2.45pm!



Hung out at Gwindylyn's last night meeting and remeeting a bunch of people which was awesome.&nbsp; Apparently unbeknownest to me I signed up to be the cover model/spokesperson/muse for sickfordick.com... as well as girlseatingmeat.com.&nbsp; However the girlseatingmeat.com mini shoot was entertaining.



Today I'm keeping Gwindylyn company as she runs around... and my Kasarapants comes in *squee* AND my Stitchy!!



*bounces around*



I don't care that I have absolutely no money to be here or that I'll be beyond skint when I get home... fuck did I ever need this vacation!!



P.S. ~ If there's anyone in San Fran right now who has a battery charger for the Sony Cybershot W Series cameras PLEEEEEEEEEASE lend it to me.&nbsp; I couldn't find mine anywhere n I didn't have any monies to buy a new one.&nbsp; I'll love you forever I promise!!]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: justify"><span style="font-family: Tahoma"><span style="font-size: small">w00t!!<br />
<br />
After getting up at 4am... getting on the bus at 4.30am... getting to SeaTac at 9.15am... to wait around to board my plane at 12pm... then fly for 1.5hrs... I finally made it to San Fran at about 2.45pm!<br />
<br />
Hung out at Gwindylyn's last night meeting and remeeting a bunch of people which was awesome.&nbsp; Apparently unbeknownest to me I signed up to be the cover model/spokesperson/muse for sickfordick.com... as well as girlseatingmeat.com.&nbsp; However the girlseatingmeat.com mini shoot was entertaining.<br />
<br />
Today I'm keeping Gwindylyn company as she runs around... and my Kasarapants comes in *squee* AND my Stitchy!!<br />
<br />
*bounces around*<br />
<br />
I don't care that I have absolutely no money to be here or that I'll be beyond skint when I get home... fuck did I ever need this vacation!!<br />
<br />
P.S. ~ If there's anyone in San Fran right now who has a battery charger for the Sony Cybershot W Series cameras PLEEEEEEEEEASE lend it to me.&nbsp; I couldn't find mine anywhere n I didn't have any monies to buy a new one.&nbsp; I'll love you forever I promise!!</span></span></div>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Fri, 24 Oct 2008 16:52:45 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>Dinosaurs in San Fran?</title>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Tahoma;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;Well maybe just one lil Triceratops...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I need to get the eff outta dodge... I'm going on vacation... I'll be in San Fran as of next Thursday until the following Tuesday.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I may be up for some photoshoots... dunno for sure yet... &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
So who am I gonna see? &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Well maybe just one lil Triceratops...



I need to get the eff outta dodge... I'm going on vacation... I'll be in San Fran as of next Thursday until the following Tuesday.&nbsp; 



I may be up for some photoshoots... dunno for sure yet... 



So who am I gonna see? ]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="font-size: small;">Well maybe just one lil Triceratops...<br />
<br />
I need to get the eff outta dodge... I'm going on vacation... I'll be in San Fran as of next Thursday until the following Tuesday.&nbsp; <br />
<br />
I may be up for some photoshoots... dunno for sure yet... <br />
<br />
So who am I gonna see? </span></span></div>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Fri, 17 Oct 2008 17:31:27 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>"but inside's soft and squishes!"</title>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Tahoma;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;Heh... the things you find on the ground.&amp;nbsp; I'm pretty sure ^^^ is off the top of a tissue box but for some reason it makes me think of dead babies... I've hung out with Russ too much...&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I've been pretty busy this week... the highlights being new ink n randomly seeing my lil &lt;a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/kumquat" class="member" rel="tag"&gt;kumquat&lt;/a&gt;...&amp;nbsp; taking photos of my roommate's chest suspension... finishing painting my room... turkey dinner at my folks with my roommate and well work of course.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Still no full time gig... still getting fucked around by the other part time job... &lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Otherwise everything is pretty good.&amp;nbsp; Been doing my own thing n sorting out my life... got my potential plans but I'm just sorta seeing how things go... thinking of visiting the eastcoast in springtime... we'll see how money looks then though.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Been toying with the idea of getting some rattie muffins again... I'm very tempted... and there's a cage at my folks house I could have... but I dunno if I wanna go through that upset again.&amp;nbsp; But at the same time a couple lil fur balls would be awesome.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
We'll see... I'll think about it for a couple more days... &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Heh... the things you find on the ground.&nbsp; I'm pretty sure ^^^ is off the top of a tissue box but for some reason it makes me think of dead babies... I've hung out with Russ too much...



I've been pretty busy this week... the highlights being new ink n randomly seeing my lil kumquat...&nbsp; taking photos of my roommate's chest suspension... finishing painting my room... turkey dinner at my folks with my roommate and well work of course.



Still no full time gig... still getting fucked around by the other part time job... 



Otherwise everything is pretty good.&nbsp; Been doing my own thing n sorting out my life... got my potential plans but I'm just sorta seeing how things go... thinking of visiting the eastcoast in springtime... we'll see how money looks then though.



Been toying with the idea of getting some rattie muffins again... I'm very tempted... and there's a cage at my folks house I could have... but I dunno if I wanna go through that upset again.&nbsp; But at the same time a couple lil fur balls would be awesome.



We'll see... I'll think about it for a couple more days... ]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="font-size: small;">Heh... the things you find on the ground.&nbsp; I'm pretty sure ^^^ is off the top of a tissue box but for some reason it makes me think of dead babies... I've hung out with Russ too much...<br />
<br />
I've been pretty busy this week... the highlights being new ink n randomly seeing my lil <a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/kumquat" class="member" rel="tag">kumquat</a>...&nbsp; taking photos of my roommate's chest suspension... finishing painting my room... turkey dinner at my folks with my roommate and well work of course.<br />
<br />
Still no full time gig... still getting fucked around by the other part time job... <br />
<br />
Otherwise everything is pretty good.&nbsp; Been doing my own thing n sorting out my life... got my potential plans but I'm just sorta seeing how things go... thinking of visiting the eastcoast in springtime... we'll see how money looks then though.<br />
<br />
Been toying with the idea of getting some rattie muffins again... I'm very tempted... and there's a cage at my folks house I could have... but I dunno if I wanna go through that upset again.&nbsp; But at the same time a couple lil fur balls would be awesome.<br />
<br />
We'll see... I'll think about it for a couple more days... </span></span></div>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 14 Oct 2008 18:43:47 GMT</pubDate>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Tahoma;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;Things are good... I've been feeling pretty content today and yesterday and a lot more like myself.&amp;nbsp; Some things came to light recently that have opened my eyes and I'm glad to say have helped me come to terms with a lot of shit I've been latching on to.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Talking with my &lt;a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/manatee" class="member" rel="tag"&gt;Manatee &lt;/a&gt;yesterday was super helpful n then I had a long talk with my awesome roommate and things are really looking on the up n up.&amp;nbsp; I really lucked out getting the place I did and living with Luke... he's a real great guy... good head on his shoulders for one in his early 20s.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I'm feeling genuinely happy all by myself today and it's great... it's funny what a difference one day can make.&amp;nbsp; Even the people in the shop who rarely see me said I looked a lot happier today then I have been.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I've been getting shit done all day n just relying on myself.&amp;nbsp; Even got up off my ass n did stuff instead of waiting around n being upset that my plans got all fucked up.&amp;nbsp; Picked up some books at the library that I'm eager to tear into and my room is just about finished... just gotta let the paint dry a bit before I take off the tape n retape things for the last stage of colour and the best part... throwing paint at walls!&amp;nbsp; It'll be a blast :)&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
If everything goes as planned I should have my room fully set up and my TV n everything else here by this weekend.&amp;nbsp; Then Luke and I are going to start on overhauling the house.&amp;nbsp; Gotta rearrange the livingroom n mega clean the apartment.&amp;nbsp; Then when that's all done we're gonna have a house warmin/boardgame night where everyone has to go to the Salvation Army n buy the strangest boardgame they can find.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
So ya... things are feeling a lot better right now... n being single isn't quite so bad today... and I'm super stoked to make plans to uproot my life this year.&lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;
&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</itunes:summary>
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      <description><![CDATA[Things are good... I've been feeling pretty content today and yesterday and a lot more like myself.&nbsp; Some things came to light recently that have opened my eyes and I'm glad to say have helped me come to terms with a lot of shit I've been latching on to.



Talking with my Manatee yesterday was super helpful n then I had a long talk with my awesome roommate and things are really looking on the up n up.&nbsp; I really lucked out getting the place I did and living with Luke... he's a real great guy... good head on his shoulders for one in his early 20s.



I'm feeling genuinely happy all by myself today and it's great... it's funny what a difference one day can make.&nbsp; Even the people in the shop who rarely see me said I looked a lot happier today then I have been.



I've been getting shit done all day n just relying on myself.&nbsp; Even got up off my ass n did stuff instead of waiting around n being upset that my plans got all fucked up.&nbsp; Picked up some books at the library that I'm eager to tear into and my room is just about finished... just gotta let the paint dry a bit before I take off the tape n retape things for the last stage of colour and the best part... throwing paint at walls!&nbsp; It'll be a blast :)



If everything goes as planned I should have my room fully set up and my TV n everything else here by this weekend.&nbsp; Then Luke and I are going to start on overhauling the house.&nbsp; Gotta rearrange the livingroom n mega clean the apartment.&nbsp; Then when that's all done we're gonna have a house warmin/boardgame night where everyone has to go to the Salvation Army n buy the strangest boardgame they can find.



So ya... things are feeling a lot better right now... n being single isn't quite so bad today... and I'm super stoked to make plans to uproot my life this year.
]]></description>
      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="font-size: small;">Things are good... I've been feeling pretty content today and yesterday and a lot more like myself.&nbsp; Some things came to light recently that have opened my eyes and I'm glad to say have helped me come to terms with a lot of shit I've been latching on to.<br />
<br />
Talking with my <a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/manatee" class="member" rel="tag">Manatee </a>yesterday was super helpful n then I had a long talk with my awesome roommate and things are really looking on the up n up.&nbsp; I really lucked out getting the place I did and living with Luke... he's a real great guy... good head on his shoulders for one in his early 20s.<br />
<br />
I'm feeling genuinely happy all by myself today and it's great... it's funny what a difference one day can make.&nbsp; Even the people in the shop who rarely see me said I looked a lot happier today then I have been.<br />
<br />
I've been getting shit done all day n just relying on myself.&nbsp; Even got up off my ass n did stuff instead of waiting around n being upset that my plans got all fucked up.&nbsp; Picked up some books at the library that I'm eager to tear into and my room is just about finished... just gotta let the paint dry a bit before I take off the tape n retape things for the last stage of colour and the best part... throwing paint at walls!&nbsp; It'll be a blast :)<br />
<br />
If everything goes as planned I should have my room fully set up and my TV n everything else here by this weekend.&nbsp; Then Luke and I are going to start on overhauling the house.&nbsp; Gotta rearrange the livingroom n mega clean the apartment.&nbsp; Then when that's all done we're gonna have a house warmin/boardgame night where everyone has to go to the Salvation Army n buy the strangest boardgame they can find.<br />
<br />
So ya... things are feeling a lot better right now... n being single isn't quite so bad today... and I'm super stoked to make plans to uproot my life this year.<br type="_moz" />
</span></span></div>]]></content:encoded>
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      <pubDate>Wed, 08 Oct 2008 00:28:04 GMT</pubDate>
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      <pubDate>Mon, 06 Oct 2008 20:05:01 GMT</pubDate>
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      <title>[emo rant... forewarned]</title>
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      <pubDate>Sat, 04 Oct 2008 03:51:12 GMT</pubDate>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Tahoma;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;Been trying to keep busy lately... looking for work... watching movies... seeing people.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I've been applying to all kinds of jobs but not hearing back anything really.&amp;nbsp; It's starting to get frustrating.&amp;nbsp; I've got to call someone today about a welding job but I'm not very hopeful anything will come of it.&amp;nbsp; Basically one of the people there has to leave so I can get a job.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
I had an interview at a hospital yesterday to do some volunteering work which went really well.&amp;nbsp; I should be starting that next week... going around visiting people on the medical floor.&amp;nbsp; Everyone seems to be a lil confused as to why I'd do it... they can't seem to understand that I just feel like it and I want to help brighten a few people's days.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Other then that things are okay I guess.&amp;nbsp; I'm still not super happy... but I'll live.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Things are just pretty hard for me right now on a few fronts... I'm trying to keep my head up though.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Russ is supposed to come over n help me paint more tomorrow... then I work most of the weekend... that's about it.&lt;br type="_moz" /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[Been trying to keep busy lately... looking for work... watching movies... seeing people.



I've been applying to all kinds of jobs but not hearing back anything really.&nbsp; It's starting to get frustrating.&nbsp; I've got to call someone today about a welding job but I'm not very hopeful anything will come of it.&nbsp; Basically one of the people there has to leave so I can get a job.



I had an interview at a hospital yesterday to do some volunteering work which went really well.&nbsp; I should be starting that next week... going around visiting people on the medical floor.&nbsp; Everyone seems to be a lil confused as to why I'd do it... they can't seem to understand that I just feel like it and I want to help brighten a few people's days.



Other then that things are okay I guess.&nbsp; I'm still not super happy... but I'll live.



Things are just pretty hard for me right now on a few fronts... I'm trying to keep my head up though.



Russ is supposed to come over n help me paint more tomorrow... then I work most of the weekend... that's about it.
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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="font-size: small;">Been trying to keep busy lately... looking for work... watching movies... seeing people.<br />
<br />
I've been applying to all kinds of jobs but not hearing back anything really.&nbsp; It's starting to get frustrating.&nbsp; I've got to call someone today about a welding job but I'm not very hopeful anything will come of it.&nbsp; Basically one of the people there has to leave so I can get a job.<br />
<br />
I had an interview at a hospital yesterday to do some volunteering work which went really well.&nbsp; I should be starting that next week... going around visiting people on the medical floor.&nbsp; Everyone seems to be a lil confused as to why I'd do it... they can't seem to understand that I just feel like it and I want to help brighten a few people's days.<br />
<br />
Other then that things are okay I guess.&nbsp; I'm still not super happy... but I'll live.<br />
<br />
Things are just pretty hard for me right now on a few fronts... I'm trying to keep my head up though.<br />
<br />
Russ is supposed to come over n help me paint more tomorrow... then I work most of the weekend... that's about it.<br type="_moz" />
</span></span></div>]]></content:encoded>
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      <itunes:summary>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: Tahoma;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: small;"&gt;I met this wonderful boy recently... well maybe he's more a sea mammal then boy... in either case he's still pretty darn wonderful.&amp;nbsp; In the past few months I've got to know this wonderful part boy part sea mammal rather well.&amp;nbsp; In fact during our weekly get togethers he's been known to help me on more than one occasion.&amp;nbsp; He's been there to verbally smack me upside the head when I'm being a stupid girl... and he's been a darn good supporter of the cerah cause... even when the sack full of hugs he carries around for me gets too heavy n hurts his sea mammaly back.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
At any rate... this wonderful sea-boy-mammal happened to meet a lovely (what I assume to be) human girl and now he's running off across this crazy country we both live in called Canadia to be with her (and y'know the rest of his family).&amp;nbsp; Although I'll genuinely miss our weekly beer drinking playdates where this sea-boy-mammal counsels me in ways only a sea-boy-mammal could I am ridiculously happy that he's found (from what I've heard) a fabulous lady friend... and who knows... maybe one day I'll brave the Eastcoast and come visit.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
Either way... Mr. &lt;a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/manatee" class="member" rel="tag"&gt;Manatee&lt;/a&gt;... you've been an admirable confident and partner in crime these past couple months... and I shall indeed miss our time together.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
*loves*&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
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      <description><![CDATA[I met this wonderful boy recently... well maybe he's more a sea mammal then boy... in either case he's still pretty darn wonderful.&nbsp; In the past few months I've got to know this wonderful part boy part sea mammal rather well.&nbsp; In fact during our weekly get togethers he's been known to help me on more than one occasion.&nbsp; He's been there to verbally smack me upside the head when I'm being a stupid girl... and he's been a darn good supporter of the cerah cause... even when the sack full of hugs he carries around for me gets too heavy n hurts his sea mammaly back.



At any rate... this wonderful sea-boy-mammal happened to meet a lovely (what I assume to be) human girl and now he's running off across this crazy country we both live in called Canadia to be with her (and y'know the rest of his family).&nbsp; Although I'll genuinely miss our weekly beer drinking playdates where this sea-boy-mammal counsels me in ways only a sea-boy-mammal could I am ridiculously happy that he's found (from what I've heard) a fabulous lady friend... and who knows... maybe one day I'll brave the Eastcoast and come visit.



Either way... Mr. Manatee... you've been an admirable confident and partner in crime these past couple months... and I shall indeed miss our time together.



*loves*




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      <content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span style="font-size: small;">I met this wonderful boy recently... well maybe he's more a sea mammal then boy... in either case he's still pretty darn wonderful.&nbsp; In the past few months I've got to know this wonderful part boy part sea mammal rather well.&nbsp; In fact during our weekly get togethers he's been known to help me on more than one occasion.&nbsp; He's been there to verbally smack me upside the head when I'm being a stupid girl... and he's been a darn good supporter of the cerah cause... even when the sack full of hugs he carries around for me gets too heavy n hurts his sea mammaly back.<br />
<br />
At any rate... this wonderful sea-boy-mammal happened to meet a lovely (what I assume to be) human girl and now he's running off across this crazy country we both live in called Canadia to be with her (and y'know the rest of his family).&nbsp; Although I'll genuinely miss our weekly beer drinking playdates where this sea-boy-mammal counsels me in ways only a sea-boy-mammal could I am ridiculously happy that he's found (from what I've heard) a fabulous lady friend... and who knows... maybe one day I'll brave the Eastcoast and come visit.<br />
<br />
Either way... Mr. <a href="http://deviantnation.com/members/manatee" class="member" rel="tag">Manatee</a>... you've been an admirable confident and partner in crime these past couple months... and I shall indeed miss our time together.<br />
<br />
*loves*<br />
<br />
</span></span></div>
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      <pubDate>Thu, 25 Sep 2008 06:19:07 GMT</pubDate>
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      <itunes:subtitle>4 pt. suicide... guerrilla style...</itunes:subtitle>
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      <itunes:summary>&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;Everything went off pretty much without a hitch!



Russ finally called around noon and swung by my place to pick me up. &amp;nbsp;We ran around doing some errands while we have the car on the road.&amp;nbsp; The butterflies in my tummy are starting to grow as we head off to Russ' place to start poking holes in me.&amp;nbsp; I&amp;rsquo;m nervous as hell about getting pierced... as I always am.&amp;nbsp; The first three hooks aren't that bad... but the last one isn&amp;rsquo;t the nicest.&amp;nbsp; 
We get me all rigged up... toss a hoodie over the hooks in my back and head out on a 15min drive down the road to a park on the Fraser River.



We get out there at around 3.30pm... scope the whole place out and find the archway Russ had initially told me about.&amp;nbsp; There are a few people in the park when we go back to grab gear... but the spot we picked is pretty far away from the road and sight from a lot of the park.



Russ monkies himself up a couple ropes to set the rigging up then it's hoodie off me and I'm locked into the gear with my headphones in and my music cued up.&amp;nbsp; I'm pretty nervous and it all feels really weird... this tight tension on my back.&amp;nbsp; I ask Russ if I can pull myself up and he hands me the rope.&amp;nbsp; I take a few slow pulls... a little apprehensive... until I get onto the tips of my toes and I sort of start walking and weaving back n forth trying to get used to the feeling.&amp;nbsp; Russ tells me to relax and loosen my legs... I close my eyes... head against the rope... take a deep breath and just start pulling like crazy&amp;hellip; and I'm up!



I open my eyes and Russ is standing before me shocked at how fast I did it... he's beaming at me and all I can do is grin right back.&amp;nbsp; He takes hold of the rope for a minute but I'm too scared to let go... worried that somehow I'll fall... he tells me to trust him and with another deep breath I let go.&amp;nbsp; He swings me a little back and forth as I start to really get a feeling for what it's like.&amp;nbsp; I take the rope back and start hoisting myself up more... trying to get as high as possible... giggling once I reach the top.



I give Russ back the rope and he lowers me a bit so I can swing more freely.&amp;nbsp; As if on cue Bjork's &amp;quot;All is Full of Love - Plaid Remix&amp;quot; comes on and I'm lost in it swinging and spinning around... holding my feet behind me... smiling without a care in the world... watching the green of the park zoom past me... I'm totally absorbed in the moment.



The music fades in and out for the rest of the half hour I'm up there.&amp;nbsp; I swing and run along the ground to get more speed... I scrunch up into a little canon ball with my face rested against my knees.&amp;nbsp; Russ and I are just feeding off each other's energy.&amp;nbsp; We're smiling and laughing as I feel almost like a little kid again.



After a while I start to get tired... a little light headed and dizzy... I want to stay up longer but I know I shouldn't overdo it.&amp;nbsp; My music runs out and I ask Russ to bring me back down.&amp;nbsp; He lowers me close enough to the ground so that when I stand up I feel the full weight of my body all at once... such an odd sensation.



He takes the rigging off of me and starts packing up all the gear.&amp;nbsp; Barely anyone walked by us during the whole event.&amp;nbsp; A couple of women who seemed less than impressed... a few people before and after we were done... and that was about it.&amp;nbsp; With everything packed away we head back to his place to get me cleaned up.



It's about 5pm when we get back and I get my hooks out... they're feeling pretty stiff having been in there for almost two hours.&amp;nbsp; I get cleaned up n get the worst back massage of my life while Russ is trying to get the air out then its a couple tegaderms on my back and I'm good to go.



My shoulders are feeling pretty sore right now... and I'm not exactly looking forward to setting up for an event at work tomorrow but I'm a trooper and I'll get it done.&amp;nbsp; All in all it was a lot of fun and a good experience that I got to share with someone very important to me.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;





























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      <description><![CDATA[&nbsp;&nbsp;Everything went off pretty much without a hitch!



Russ finally called around noon and swung by my place to pick me up. &nbsp;We ran around doing some errands while we have the car on the road.&nbsp; The butterflies in my tummy are starting to grow as we head off to Russ' place to start poking holes in me.&nbsp; I&rsquo;m nervous as hell about getting pierced... as I always am.&nbsp; The first three hooks aren't that bad... but the last one isn&rsquo;t the nicest.&nbsp; 
We get me all rigged up... toss a hoodie over the hooks in my back and head out on a 15min drive down the road to a park on the Fraser River.



We get out there at around 3.30pm... scope the whole place out and find the archway Russ had initially told me about.&nbsp; There are a few people in the park when we go back to grab gear... but the spot we picked is pretty far away from the road and sight from a lot of the park.



Russ monkies himself up a couple ropes to set the rigging up then it's hoodie off me and I'm locked into the gear with my headphones in and my music cued up.&nbsp; I'm pretty nervous and it all feels really weird... this tight tension on my back.&nbsp; I ask Russ if I can pull myself up and he hands me the rope.&nbsp; I take a few slow pulls... a little apprehensive... until I get onto the tips of my toes and I sort of start walking and weaving back n forth trying to get used to the feeling.&nbsp; Russ tells me to relax and loosen my legs... I close my eyes... head against the rope... take a deep breath and just start pulling like crazy&hellip; and I'm up!



I open my eyes and Russ is standing before me shocked at how fast I did it... he's beaming at me and all I can do is grin right back.&nbsp; He takes hold of the rope for a minute but I'm too scared to let go... worried that somehow I'll fall... he tells me to trust him and with another deep breath I let go.&nbsp; He swings me a little back and forth as I start to really get a feeling for what it's like.&nbsp; I take the rope back and start hoisting myself up more... trying to get as high as possible... giggling once I reach the top.



I give Russ back the rope and he lowers me a bit so I can swing more freely.&nbsp; As if on cue Bjork's &quot;All is Full of Love - Plaid Remix&quot; comes on and I'm lost in it swinging and spinning around... holding my feet behind me... smiling without a care in the world... watching the green of the park zoom past me... I'm totally absorbed in the moment.



The music fades in and out for the rest of the half hour I'm up there.&nbsp; I swing and run along the ground to get more speed... I scrunch up into a little canon ball with my face rested against my knees.&nbsp; Russ and I are just feeding off each other's energy.&nbsp; We're smiling and laughing as I feel almost like a little kid again.



After a while I start to get tired... a little light headed and dizzy... I want to stay up longer but I know I shouldn't overdo it.&nbsp; My music runs out and I ask Russ to bring me back down.&nbsp; He lowers me close enough to the ground so that when I stand up I feel the full weight of my body all at once... such an odd sensation.



He takes the rigging off of me and starts packing up all the gear.&nbsp; Barely anyone walked by us during the whole event.&nbsp; A couple of women who seemed less than impressed... a few people before and after we were done... and that was about it.&nbsp; With everything packed away we head back to his place to get me cleaned up.



It's about 5pm when we get back and I get my hooks out... they're feeling pretty stiff having been in there for almost two hours.&nbsp; I get cleaned up n get the worst back massage of my life while Russ is trying to get the air out then its a couple tegaderms on my back and I'm good to go.



My shoulders are feeling pretty sore right now... and I'm not exactly looking forward to setting up for an event at work tomorrow but I'm a trooper and I'll get it done.&nbsp; All in all it was a lot of fun and a good experience that I got to share with someone very important to me.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;





























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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;">Russ finally called around noon and swung by my place to pick me up. &nbsp;</span></span><o:p></o:p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;">We ran around doing some errands while we have the car on the road.&nbsp; The butterflies in my tummy are starting to grow as we head off to Russ' place to start poking holes in me.&nbsp; I&rsquo;m nervous as hell about getting pierced... as I always am.&nbsp; The first three hooks aren't that bad... but the last one isn&rsquo;t the nicest.&nbsp; </span></span><o:p></o:p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Tahoma;">We get me all rigged up... toss a hoodie over the hooks in my back and head out on a 15min drive down the road to a park on the Fraser River.<br />
<br />
We get out there at around 3.30pm... scope the whole place out and find the archway Russ had initially told me about.&nbsp; There are a few people in the park when we go back to grab gear... but the spot we picked is pretty far away from the road and sight from a lot of the park.<br />
<br />
Russ monkies himself up a couple ropes to set the rigging up then it's hoodie off me and I'm locked into the gear with my headphones in and my music cued up.&nbsp; I'm pretty nervous and it all feels really weird... this tight tension on my back.&nbsp; I ask Russ if I can pull myself up and he hands me the rope.&nbsp; I take a few slow pulls... a little apprehensive... until I get onto the tips of my toes and I sort of start walking and weaving back n forth trying to get used to the feeling.&nbsp; Russ tells me to relax and loosen my legs... I close my eyes... head against the rope... take a deep breath and just start pulling like crazy&hellip; and I'm up!<br />
<br />
I open my eyes and Russ is standing before me shocked at how fast I did it... he's beaming at me and all I can do is grin right back.&nbsp; He takes hold of the rope for a minute but I'm too scared to let go... worried that somehow I'll fall... he tells me to trust him and with another deep breath I let go.&nbsp; He swings me a little back and forth as I start to really get a feeling for what it's like.&nbsp; I take the rope back and start hoisting myself up more... trying to get as high as possible... giggling once I reach the top.<br />
<br />
I give Russ back the rope and he lowers me a bit so I can swing more freely.&nbsp; As if on cue Bjork's &quot;All is Full of Love - Plaid Remix&quot; comes on and I'm lost in it swinging and spinning around... holding my feet behind me... smiling without a care in the world... watching the green of the park zoom past me... I'm totally absorbed in the moment.<br />
<br />
The music fades in and out for the rest of the half hour I'm up there.&nbsp; I swing and run along the ground to get more speed... I scrunch up into a little canon ball with my face rested against my knees.&nbsp; Russ and I are just feeding off each other's energy.&nbsp; We're smiling and laughing as I feel almost like a little kid again.<br />
<br />
After a while I start to get tired... a little light headed and dizzy... I want to stay up longer but I know I shouldn't overdo it.&nbsp; My music runs out and I ask Russ to bring me back down.&nbsp; He lowers me close enough to the ground so that when I stand up I feel the full weight of my body all at once... such an odd sensation.<br />
<br />
He takes the rigging off of me and starts packing up all the gear.&nbsp; Barely anyone walked by us during the whole event.&nbsp; A couple of women who seemed less than impressed... a few people before and after we were done... and that was about it.&nbsp; With everything packed away we head back to his place to get me cleaned up.<br />
<br />
It's about 5pm when we get back and I get my hooks out... they're feeling pretty stiff having been in there for almost two hours.&nbsp; I get cleaned up n get the worst back massage of my life while Russ is trying to get the air out then its a couple tegaderms on my back and I'm good to go.<br />
<br />
My shoulders are feeling pretty sore right now... and I'm not exactly looking forward to setting up for an event at work tomorrow but I'm a trooper and I'll get it done.&nbsp; All in all it was a lot of fun and a good experience that I got to share with someone very important to me.</span></span><span id="1222148437832E" style="display: none;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-family: Tahoma;"><span id="1222148377915E" style="display: none;">&nbsp;</span><span id="1222148363762E" style="display: none;">&nbsp;</span></span></p>
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