[Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. Deviant Nation We believe that people who love erotica are more than just faceless members sitting at a computer looking at photos of nameless models. We are a community, a cooperative, a society of people that are more than the dollar amount of their site memberships. We are striving to combine community, subculture, artistic expression and erotica all at once. Deviant Nation satan@deviantnation.com Girls,Pinup,Tattoo,Pierced,Goth,Punk,Rockabilly,emo,Metal,Subcultures yes http://deviantnation.com/girls/matt_zodiak en-us Copyright 2003-2008 Deviant Nation, Inc. satan@deviantnation.com Sat, 15 Mar 2003 07:00:00 GMT Thu, 28 Aug 2008 04:54:22 GMT 60 DN Logo http://i.deviantnation.com/i/dn-logo-small.png http://deviantnation.com Deviant Nation 76 144 you’ll have to wait for swedish lessons part 2! ;) http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/76249 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak <P>i’mma update some on my life instead.. .(since i feel like i need to talk about the gross experience i will have to go through tomorrow)</P> <P>i went to the dentist today to have a teeth (or two) checked up on.. both wisdom teeth actually.. . aaaand tomorrow i’ll have at least one of them removed... there’s just one problem with it... it grows sideways.. not crooked ... but horizontal in my lower jaw .. i got to see the x-rays today... so to remove it i need a surgery... she explained in detail (which is a bit too much for me who have a slight dentist phobia...) .. but they have to "cut/scalpel" my gum open to be able to access the tooth and its roots... then they had to "drill" it into smaller pieces that they will take out one by one... after removing it they have to stitch me back up and then she said: </P> <P>"- you’ll have a week of pain and discomfort after a procedure like this"...nice!</P> <P>... 9.50 am tomorrow i have to be there so that they can give me something to "drink" ... she told me the "drink" will make me care less about the actual procedure..... she also told me that they will put those ... green (or whatever color they have) operating sheets around/on me for the procedure...at 10.40 am they’ll start the actual treatment.. . </P> <P>see.. i was a bit nervous about the removing of my polyp.... but this is actually far more advanced than that shit....eek....i’m not too stoked about tomorrow i must say... </P> <P>haha i’m "patching up" before going back to the states in about 2 weeks from now!... but at least i’ll save money on dental care and medical care if i fix everything before going back! ;)</P> <P>when i come back to l.a. the final patching will happen... the patching of my heart that is longing for angela! damn i miss her.....</P> <P><IMG src="http://i195.photobucket.com/albums/z163/mattzodiak/cuddle.jpg"></P> Blog yes i’mma update some on my life instead.. .(since i feel like i need to talk about the gross experience i will have to go through tomorrow)

i went to the dentist today to have a teeth (or two) checked up on.. both wisdom teeth actually.. . aaaand tomorrow i’ll have at least one of them removed... there’s just one problem with it... it grows sideways.. not crooked ... but horizontal in my lower jaw .. i got to see the x-rays today... so to remove it i need a surgery... she explained in detail (which is a bit too much for me who have a slight dentist phobia...) .. but they have to "cut/scalpel" my gum open to be able to access the tooth and its roots... then they had to "drill" it into smaller pieces that they will take out one by one... after removing it they have to stitch me back up and then she said:

"- you’ll have a week of pain and discomfort after a procedure like this"...nice!

... 9.50 am tomorrow i have to be there so that they can give me something to "drink" ... she told me the "drink" will make me care less about the actual procedure..... she also told me that they will put those ... green (or whatever color they have) operating sheets around/on me for the procedure...at 10.40 am they’ll start the actual treatment.. .

see.. i was a bit nervous about the removing of my polyp.... but this is actually far more advanced than that shit....eek....i’m not too stoked about tomorrow i must say...

haha i’m "patching up" before going back to the states in about 2 weeks from now!... but at least i’ll save money on dental care and medical care if i fix everything before going back! ;)

when i come back to l.a. the final patching will happen... the patching of my heart that is longing for angela! damn i miss her.....

]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/76249/#comments 11 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/76249 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/76249 Tue, 26 Aug 2008 14:01:35 GMT swedish lessons with matti, part 1 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/75974 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/OafUH3v9j8M&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/OafUH3v9j8M&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object> Blog yes ]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/75974/#comments 28 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75974 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/75974 Fri, 22 Aug 2008 22:36:39 GMT post-op http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/75961 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak <a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=41313100">post-op</a><br/><object width="425px" height="360px" ><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"/><param name="movie" value="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=41313100,t=1,mt=video,searchID=,primarycolor=,secondarycolor="/><embed src="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=41313100,t=1,mt=video,searchID=,primarycolor=,secondarycolor=" width="425" height="360" allowFullScreen="true" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" /></object> Blog yes post-op
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]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/75600/#comments 18 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75600 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/75600 Sun, 17 Aug 2008 18:06:17 GMT 17 minutes of "semester" footage from finland http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/75013 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak <a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=40387554">semester in finland</a><br/><object width="425px" height="360px" ><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"/><param name="movie" value="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=40387554,t=1,mt=video,searchID=,primarycolor=,secondarycolor="/><embed src="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=40387554,t=1,mt=video,searchID=,primarycolor=,secondarycolor=" width="425" height="360" allowFullScreen="true" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" /></object> Blog yes semester in finland
]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/75013/#comments 10 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/75013 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/75013 Sat, 09 Aug 2008 15:52:52 GMT what i'll be wearing at the wedding... http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/74249 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak <a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=39646550">what i will wear at teh wedding</a><br/><object width="425px" height="360px" ><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"/><param name="movie" value="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=39646550,t=1,mt=video"/><embed src="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=39646550,t=1,mt=video" width="425" height="360" allowFullScreen="true" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" /></object> this is what i'll be wearing for my cousins wedding on saturday in finland! i'm leaving tomorrow and i'll be gone for a week so i won't be online very much this upcoming week!.... by the way.. my lip looks like that cause i have a "snus" in .. haha.. it's a swedish phenomenon... google it! ;) Blog yes what i will wear at teh wedding
this is what i'll be wearing for my cousins wedding on saturday in finland! i'm leaving tomorrow and i'll be gone for a week so i won't be online very much this upcoming week!.... by the way.. my lip looks like that cause i have a "snus" in .. haha.. it's a swedish phenomenon... google it! ;)]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/74249/#comments 32 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/74249 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/74249 Wed, 30 Jul 2008 17:18:55 GMT matt zodiak cribs (14.50) http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/74103 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak <a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=39490413">matt zodiak cribs</a><br/><object width="425px" height="360px" ><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"/><param name="movie" value="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=39490413,t=1,mt=video"/><embed src="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=39490413,t=1,mt=video" width="425" height="360" allowFullScreen="true" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" /></object> Blog yes matt zodiak cribs
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and i miss her...]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73898/#comments 54 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/73898 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73898 Fri, 25 Jul 2008 19:08:54 GMT 2girls1cup and spiders http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73737 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak <a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=39106783">spindel</a><br/><object width="425px" height="360px" ><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"/><param name="movie" value="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=39106783,t=1,mt=video"/><embed src="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=39106783,t=1,mt=video" width="425" height="360" allowFullScreen="true" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" /></object> Blog yes spindel
]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73737/#comments 26 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/73737 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73737 Wed, 23 Jul 2008 18:40:40 GMT changes... http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73598 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak sooooo .. it&rsquo;s not like i don&rsquo;t have time to sit here these days when being back home in sweden at mom and dad&rsquo;s place during the summer... but i have no privacy...and there are thunderstorms and rains and shit so i can&rsquo;t have the computer or modem on with risk of it getting messed up by a lightning or something... ... . and i try to stay in bed for as long as i can in the morning......haha..... i have nothing to &quot;wake up to/for&quot; .. ..:/<br /> <br /> i&rsquo;m just counting down the days till i get back &quot;home&quot; ... .. i&rsquo;ve booked my flight back now.. and i&rsquo;ll be back september 10!... YAY .. but it&rsquo;s like.. 50 days.. left .. or something like that... some days are just soo slow... and i can&rsquo;t even masturbate... :P there&rsquo;s no privacy here.. and sometimes it drives me INSANE! ...<br /> <br /> my nephew and his girlfriend was visiting this weekend...we played board games and had a pretty good time! ...i haven&rsquo;t seen him for a while.. and i had never met his new girlfriend.. she was nice and social!<br /> <br /> i also got a time booked for my new student visa at the embassy on the 11th of august in stockholm..... it&rsquo;s been so much paperwork .. i STILL haven&rsquo;t finished filling out all the forms.. it&rsquo;s just... no fun.. but i&rsquo;ll be ready by then ... ;) ... <br /> <br /> july 31st .. me and mom are going to finland.. to my cousins wedding! ...i haven&rsquo;t been there for aaaaages... i think i was 14 or something the last time i visited finland...? (i&rsquo;m half finnish and have quite a few relatives over there... )... but i can&rsquo;t speak the language... .and i don&rsquo;t have good contact with my family/relatives over there.. sooo... i guess that&rsquo;s why?! :) .. i&rsquo;ll be gone for a week... it&rsquo;ll be fun to take the boat and go visit... but it&rsquo;ll be a long trip .. 12 hours.. eeek ! .. .. at least .. something fun will happen ... instead of me just sitting here .. counting the days.. haha..<br /> <br /> oh yeah and i found someone just before i was about to leave L.A... that sucked... i only got to spend 9(?) days with her before leaving.. everything felt like it was up in the air when i left.. i wasn&rsquo;t sure about anything... but i&rsquo;m pretty sure now cause i consider her my girlfriend...;)... so i&rsquo;m longing even more to get back now...aaaahhh!!<br /> quite funny that i found someone when i had given up on everything... no more number 2 .. no more side dish .. ..and.. she lives in the same city as me!...how great is that? :) ... . i can&rsquo;t wait to get back!<br /> <br /> this is a very typical swedish summer weather btw: <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&amp;videoid=38672335">rainy day</a><br /> <object width="425px" height="360px" ><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"/><param name="movie" value="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=38672335,t=1,mt=video"/><embed src="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=38672335,t=1,mt=video" width="425" height="360" allowFullScreen="true" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" /></object> Blog yes
i’m just counting down the days till i get back "home" ... .. i’ve booked my flight back now.. and i’ll be back september 10!... YAY .. but it’s like.. 50 days.. left .. or something like that... some days are just soo slow... and i can’t even masturbate... :P there’s no privacy here.. and sometimes it drives me INSANE! ...

my nephew and his girlfriend was visiting this weekend...we played board games and had a pretty good time! ...i haven’t seen him for a while.. and i had never met his new girlfriend.. she was nice and social!

i also got a time booked for my new student visa at the embassy on the 11th of august in stockholm..... it’s been so much paperwork .. i STILL haven’t finished filling out all the forms.. it’s just... no fun.. but i’ll be ready by then ... ;) ...

july 31st .. me and mom are going to finland.. to my cousins wedding! ...i haven’t been there for aaaaages... i think i was 14 or something the last time i visited finland...? (i’m half finnish and have quite a few relatives over there... )... but i can’t speak the language... .and i don’t have good contact with my family/relatives over there.. sooo... i guess that’s why?! :) .. i’ll be gone for a week... it’ll be fun to take the boat and go visit... but it’ll be a long trip .. 12 hours.. eeek ! .. .. at least .. something fun will happen ... instead of me just sitting here .. counting the days.. haha..

oh yeah and i found someone just before i was about to leave L.A... that sucked... i only got to spend 9(?) days with her before leaving.. everything felt like it was up in the air when i left.. i wasn’t sure about anything... but i’m pretty sure now cause i consider her my girlfriend...;)... so i’m longing even more to get back now...aaaahhh!!
quite funny that i found someone when i had given up on everything... no more number 2 .. no more side dish .. ..and.. she lives in the same city as me!...how great is that? :) ... . i can’t wait to get back!

this is a very typical swedish summer weather btw:



rainy day
]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73598/#comments 51 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/73598 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73598 Mon, 21 Jul 2008 18:53:15 GMT i'm complicated! http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73171 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak my throat isn’t anything "bad"...but it’s a polyp... all my "blood values"and whatnot is ok though .. no infection or anything...so they sent me to a specialist.. it’ll take a couple of weeks before i go there tho... it wasn’t "urgent"...<br>i managed to record some old home video footage of me before our video crashed yesterday by the way.. watch at your own risk... i was messed up already as a kid! ;)<br><br><br> <a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=38501387">homevideo</a><br/><object width="425px" height="360px" ><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"/><param name="movie" value="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=38501387,t=1,mt=video"/><embed src="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=38501387,t=1,mt=video" width="425" height="360" allowFullScreen="true" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" /></object> <br> ....p.s.....tomorrow i'll get back to everyone.. cause now i have broadband! ;) Blog yes i managed to record some old home video footage of me before our video crashed yesterday by the way.. watch at your own risk... i was messed up already as a kid! ;)


homevideo

....p.s.....tomorrow i'll get back to everyone.. cause now i have broadband! ;)]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73171/#comments 26 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/73171 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73171 Wed, 16 Jul 2008 00:50:26 GMT as soon as i'm on broadband again, i'll get back to EVERYONE!!! http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73009 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak so i'm sorry if i still haven't been able to comment back to y'all! .. i will as soon as this freaking broadband will be installed here....i just hope it will be here by tomorrow (my birthday!) .. it would be a pretty rad birthday gift since i feel like shit right now... i feel soo out of place here... i don't think you can grasp the emotional consequences you experience when you "have to" move back with your parents at the age of 30 to survive the summer financially until you really are DOING IT...and i am right now..... it's not that i hate mom and dad.. i love them like crazy... but this is seriously driving me insane.. and it's not like i live close to the city or anything.. oh no.. it's several miles from here (american miles that is...) ... the only thing i really can do is hop on a bike if i wanna go somewhere.... anywhere... my dad is 73 and the gas prices in sweden are twice of what they are in america... it's really a luxury to go by car these days over here... <br><br> however.. tomorrow we're heading to the "big city" .. i need to have my picture taken for my new visa ... and i need to pay the last of the visa fee... oh yeah .. and then we're going to my favorite restaurant around here called shanghai...(by around here i mean teh province of narke) they have the best food... nom nom nom! it's my birthday dinner... i just need to get out of this miserable state of mind.. i feel so pathetic..and depressed.. before i fell asleep yesterday i shed a tear or two ... just cause of my life situation.... it's just too much as this point... i feel like i'm only living on memories.. .it's just an in between.... it's fucking two more months until i go back.. and right now it feels like an eternity! ... it would be different if i could actually get my ass somewhere ... at least i'm going on a trip to finland with my mom in a couple of weeks...so i get out...i need to do something... to get my mind somewhere else.... i'm pretty depressed at this point in life... <br><br> the 4th of july weekend in america was so much fun! (...for the most part that is...)..i was at this awesome party all weekend...and now i'm sitting here with a forest surrounding me in the middle of nowhere...imagine that.... it all happened too fast.... <br><br> at least i did something today... i did some rocky balboa workout with whatever i could use for weight lifting.... but i have lost weight since i got back to sweden...i can't go on like this... .i need a different mind set to cope these next two months..... i'm bringing myself down..... Blog yes
however.. tomorrow we're heading to the "big city" .. i need to have my picture taken for my new visa ... and i need to pay the last of the visa fee... oh yeah .. and then we're going to my favorite restaurant around here called shanghai...(by around here i mean teh province of narke) they have the best food... nom nom nom! it's my birthday dinner... i just need to get out of this miserable state of mind.. i feel so pathetic..and depressed.. before i fell asleep yesterday i shed a tear or two ... just cause of my life situation.... it's just too much as this point... i feel like i'm only living on memories.. .it's just an in between.... it's fucking two more months until i go back.. and right now it feels like an eternity! ... it would be different if i could actually get my ass somewhere ... at least i'm going on a trip to finland with my mom in a couple of weeks...so i get out...i need to do something... to get my mind somewhere else.... i'm pretty depressed at this point in life...

the 4th of july weekend in america was so much fun! (...for the most part that is...)..i was at this awesome party all weekend...and now i'm sitting here with a forest surrounding me in the middle of nowhere...imagine that.... it all happened too fast....

at least i did something today... i did some rocky balboa workout with whatever i could use for weight lifting.... but i have lost weight since i got back to sweden...i can't go on like this... .i need a different mind set to cope these next two months..... i'm bringing myself down.....]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73009/#comments 42 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/73009 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/73009 Sun, 13 Jul 2008 16:56:36 GMT not all is good... http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/72891 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak so here i am in sweden .. the trip went fairly well . . but the jet lag i now experience is so horrible that i can't even explain how bad it is.. i wish it was this easy for me to pass out every day.. then i wouldn't have to suffer from insomnia. ... and being back in sweden and all i decided to visit a doctor to check up a "thing" that has been in my throat for about a month now... and the nurse said it looked like a "polyp" .. i dunno if it's called the same in english .. however.. it's sort of like a tumor but it's not nessecarily a bad one... it just worries me.. i got a doc's appointment for tuesday to have it checked out...it could possibly mean i have to surgically remove it .. i just hope it's nothing bad... that will fuck with my vocal cords now when i got in at MI for a VOCALS degree and all that shit.... oh and i'm on dialup cause they still haven't delivered any broadband to my parents house out here in the woods yet .. hopefully it'll be here by the beginning of next week . .. this "speed" is killing me... i can't do shit.. it takes 4 minutes to just comment back to someone basically.. so bare with me .. i'll get back to y'all when i can! thanks for all the birthday wishes! .. it's just a couple of more days now.. on monday i'll turn the big 3-0! EEEK... anyways... i miss LA and some people from there...you know who YOU are.... it's sad that i'll be stuck here for another 2 months before i can go back .. but at least i get to visit finland in a couple of weeks... i think my mom's invited to a wedding and i'll tag along.. i've shot some footage of my trip to here.. but there's no way i can upload it now... sooooo... it'll have to wait... i just wanted to update a little bit on my situation over here... tomorrow i'll help my sister with the move to her new house! i just hope the jet lag won't screw me over..... bah... i just feel sad at the moment...of course it was nice to see mom and dad again .. but i don't feel at home at all anymore over here in sweden .. everything just feel so wrong over here ... and people here are so....swedish! :P ...i wanna go back home.. now........that's what LA feels like... home.... <3 //M Blog yes matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/72891/#comments 49 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/72891 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/72891 Fri, 11 Jul 2008 21:48:27 GMT sooo much has happened in my life since i moved to hollywood.. http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/72508 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak but right now i don't have enough time to talk about it all .. i'll be more detailed the next time i write a blog.. but i had a blast this 4th of july weekend! haha.. damn .. .<br /> <br /> only 3 more days till i leave for sweden ... it's gonna suck!!! <br /> <br /> bye bye for now!!<br /> <br /> ps. i'll read journals and reply to y'all when i have time.. don't think i'm ignorant for not answering but updating a journal before replying to old messages... i love you all! &lt;3 ;)<br /> <br /> <br /> xoxox<br /> <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
only 3 more days till i leave for sweden ... it's gonna suck!!!

bye bye for now!!

ps. i'll read journals and reply to y'all when i have time.. don't think i'm ignorant for not answering but updating a journal before replying to old messages... i love you all! <3 ;)


xoxox

]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/72508/#comments 32 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/72508 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/72508 Mon, 07 Jul 2008 02:19:30 GMT bye bye santa monica! http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71984 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak haha i posted the deviant nation ad in one of my bulletins on myspace... and i got this response from one of the girls on my list: &quot;you really need to get laid!!&quot;<br /> <br /> HAHA! .. i thought that was a hilarious response to my posting.... thanks for making me feel like a perv for advertising about 62 boobies, satan!! ;) .. .<br /> <br /> i'm so surprised how my sort of unplanned (minus the packing stuff part...) weekend turned out to be so eventful! ... but it's been a fun weekend! :)<br /> <br /> i was out for the 3rd time ever in hollywood yesterday btw! haha... i was at the rainbow&nbsp; ... oh i was also at the cha cha in silverlake! .&nbsp; .it was kind of mellow... but almost...&nbsp; a bit too mellow... that's why we ended up going to the rainbow instead.. which was packed... .&nbsp; outside of the rainbow some dude half-attacked me and asked me if i was connected to avenged sevenfold ....i had an avenged sevenfold t-shirt on.. that automatically makes me connected to them you know?.. ;)<br /> <br /> oooooh and i saw a HUGE billboard for the dark knight on one of the bigger buildings (skyskraper sort of?) outside of the rainbow.. damn .. just seing that damn billboard gave me the shivers! haha.. i'm sooo excited about the dark knight this summer... you&nbsp; have no idea... !! <br /> <br /> well ... now i'm off to continue with my packing ... tomorrow me and maya move out of this 1 bdrm - $1613/month + 40 dollar more in utils a month shithole and move in to our new shithole in hollywood! ;)<br /> it'll prolly take me a while to be &quot;connected&quot; to teh internetzor again . but i dunno .. i doubt i will be online that much during the monday anyways... soo .. until then!&nbsp; ..&nbsp; bye, bye, bye - n'sync<br /> <br /> <br /> <br type="_moz" /> Blog yes
HAHA! .. i thought that was a hilarious response to my posting.... thanks for making me feel like a perv for advertising about 62 boobies, satan!! ;) .. .

i'm so surprised how my sort of unplanned (minus the packing stuff part...) weekend turned out to be so eventful! ... but it's been a fun weekend! :)

i was out for the 3rd time ever in hollywood yesterday btw! haha... i was at the rainbow  ... oh i was also at the cha cha in silverlake! .  .it was kind of mellow... but almost...  a bit too mellow... that's why we ended up going to the rainbow instead.. which was packed... .  outside of the rainbow some dude half-attacked me and asked me if i was connected to avenged sevenfold ....i had an avenged sevenfold t-shirt on.. that automatically makes me connected to them you know?.. ;)

oooooh and i saw a HUGE billboard for the dark knight on one of the bigger buildings (skyskraper sort of?) outside of the rainbow.. damn .. just seing that damn billboard gave me the shivers! haha.. i'm sooo excited about the dark knight this summer... you  have no idea... !!

well ... now i'm off to continue with my packing ... tomorrow me and maya move out of this 1 bdrm - $1613/month + 40 dollar more in utils a month shithole and move in to our new shithole in hollywood! ;)
it'll prolly take me a while to be "connected" to teh internetzor again . but i dunno .. i doubt i will be online that much during the monday anyways... soo .. until then!  ..  bye, bye, bye - n'sync



]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71984/#comments 39 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/71984 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71984 Mon, 30 Jun 2008 02:27:20 GMT helium http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71905 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak <a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=37243941">helium</a><br/><object width="425px" height="360px" ><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"/><param name="movie" value="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=37243941,t=1,mt=video"/><embed src="http://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=37243941,t=1,mt=video" width="425" height="360" allowFullScreen="true" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" /></object> Blog yes helium
]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71905/#comments 20 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/71905 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71905 Sun, 29 Jun 2008 01:23:39 GMT you make bunny cry! http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71780 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak <div style="text-align: center;"><img height="233" width="311" src="http://i195.photobucket.com/albums/z163/mattzodiak/daum-1.jpg" alt="" /><br /> daum... (damn!) but sometimes you think and read.. and make your own conclusions cause you aren't sure that you can trust the person .. i've been fooled so many times that i often presume the worst... .but the truth always finds me in the end... i'm still disappointed that others have been dishonest with me.. but this time i admit..&nbsp; i think i misunderstood something... . i'm sorry ...<br /> <br /> i'm also considering changing my way of chatting with people online... i'm a flirty person .. but i'm not sure if there's anything good coming with that besides people thinking that i'm easy or a player maybe? if you'd know me .. you'd know that i'm not a 'guy' guy ... i'm far from being one ... .but i love people.. i love flirts.. i admit it .. i'm far from this flirtatious in real life..&nbsp; ..i'm actually really shy when someone openly flirts with me... the subtle flirts, i don't even notice .. haha... <br /> if a good lookin' girl (good looking to ME!) is hitting on me .. the thought of someone fucking with me crosses my mind instantly..(not fucking me... fucking WITH ME!).. .that's why i often 'joke' as a reply.... ;) i sometimes find it hard to take a compliment when it comes to my looks.. however.. i was taught by people here in america to say 'thanks' when receiving a compliment over here... otherwise it could be considered rude.... right?... so i started saying thank you .. even though i feel like i'm self righteous doing so (sometimes!) haha... .i'm being brutally honest with my blogs.. but i don't care if people know.. i don't really have any secrets when it comes to things about myself! ;).<br /> <br /> i'm not sad anymore.. but the introspective boulder still is on the roll so i decided to be a bit more serious in this blog as well! ...next blog will be way happier... i promise! .. just one final sad image:<br /> <img height="390" width="436" src="http://icanhascheezburger.files.wordpress.com/2008/03/bunnysad.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <br /> while i'm at it.... i passed this sign when i was out walking the other day...:<br /> <img height="316" width="420" src="http://i195.photobucket.com/albums/z163/mattzodiak/cherrytop.jpg" alt="" /><br /> i love it how they spell coming on this one! .. good job guys! ;)<br /> <br /> there's this clown figure over this building in venice..:<br /> <img src="http://i195.photobucket.com/albums/z163/mattzodiak/clowney.jpg" alt="" /><br /> he has like a ballerina skirt on and stuff.. he's weird...<br /> <br /> me, wet at home... after a shower... this is how i walk around at home.. most of the time!.<br /> <img src="http://i195.photobucket.com/albums/z163/mattzodiak/sadnessoverload.jpg" alt="" /><br /> i'm so interesting.. right? haha..<br /> <br /> bye bye!</div> <p><br /> &lt;3</p> Blog yes
daum... (damn!) but sometimes you think and read.. and make your own conclusions cause you aren't sure that you can trust the person .. i've been fooled so many times that i often presume the worst... .but the truth always finds me in the end... i'm still disappointed that others have been dishonest with me.. but this time i admit..  i think i misunderstood something... . i'm sorry ...

i'm also considering changing my way of chatting with people online... i'm a flirty person .. but i'm not sure if there's anything good coming with that besides people thinking that i'm easy or a player maybe? if you'd know me .. you'd know that i'm not a 'guy' guy ... i'm far from being one ... .but i love people.. i love flirts.. i admit it .. i'm far from this flirtatious in real life..  ..i'm actually really shy when someone openly flirts with me... the subtle flirts, i don't even notice .. haha...
if a good lookin' girl (good looking to ME!) is hitting on me .. the thought of someone fucking with me crosses my mind instantly..(not fucking me... fucking WITH ME!).. .that's why i often 'joke' as a reply.... ;) i sometimes find it hard to take a compliment when it comes to my looks.. however.. i was taught by people here in america to say 'thanks' when receiving a compliment over here... otherwise it could be considered rude.... right?... so i started saying thank you .. even though i feel like i'm self righteous doing so (sometimes!) haha... .i'm being brutally honest with my blogs.. but i don't care if people know.. i don't really have any secrets when it comes to things about myself! ;).

i'm not sad anymore.. but the introspective boulder still is on the roll so i decided to be a bit more serious in this blog as well! ...next blog will be way happier... i promise! .. just one final sad image:


while i'm at it.... i passed this sign when i was out walking the other day...:

i love it how they spell coming on this one! .. good job guys! ;)

there's this clown figure over this building in venice..:

he has like a ballerina skirt on and stuff.. he's weird...

me, wet at home... after a shower... this is how i walk around at home.. most of the time!.

i'm so interesting.. right? haha..

bye bye!


<3

]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71780/#comments 28 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/71780 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71780 Fri, 27 Jun 2008 11:04:36 GMT sorry you're not a winner... http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71691 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak i need to shake this damn sadness/bitterness/hurt whatever it is.... it's consuming me from the inside....i really can feel how it's blocking positive emotions inside... .it's like a dark cloud over the sun.... and feeling like this make me feel pretty fucking lonely...life's such a fucking roller coaster...&nbsp; when you look at it .. the only thing you really can do is laugh at it all ... when you have your downs.. it's like a bad movie.. and when you have your ups.. it's like the bestest movie!<br /> <br /> when i moved out here i was warned about the &quot;L.A. people&quot; ...but i was pretty sure i could figure them out...&nbsp; i thought i was gonna spot them miles away.. but they are so charismatic...so charming... you won't even see it coming! ;) ... .and the &quot;L.A. people&quot; thing isn't just located in L.A. ... it's all over america... <br /> &nbsp;..&nbsp; i REALLY understand why some people use the expression &quot;whatever&quot; as a protection-word over here... .(on top of being used as an expression.. i know, i know.. ;))<br /> <br /> BUT .. to turn this into something positive... . when i come back here in september... i will be prepared... i know what to expect..&nbsp; i can start all over again! .. &quot;so fresh and so clean&quot;<br /> <br /> this city really has it all ... everything i LOVE and everything i DISLIKE... (hate is too consuming...i can't hate... if so .. only for a short second in expression more than an emotion....)<br /> <br /> god damn i love CALIFORNIA! <img contenteditable="false" src="http://i.deviantnation.com/images/emoticons/heart.gif" alt="" /> Blog yes
when i moved out here i was warned about the "L.A. people" ...but i was pretty sure i could figure them out...  i thought i was gonna spot them miles away.. but they are so charismatic...so charming... you won't even see it coming! ;) ... .and the "L.A. people" thing isn't just located in L.A. ... it's all over america...
 ..  i REALLY understand why some people use the expression "whatever" as a protection-word over here... .(on top of being used as an expression.. i know, i know.. ;))

BUT .. to turn this into something positive... . when i come back here in september... i will be prepared... i know what to expect..  i can start all over again! .. "so fresh and so clean"

this city really has it all ... everything i LOVE and everything i DISLIKE... (hate is too consuming...i can't hate... if so .. only for a short second in expression more than an emotion....)

god damn i love CALIFORNIA! ]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71691/#comments 53 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/71691 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71691 Thu, 26 Jun 2008 05:56:40 GMT another blog of bitterness... http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71605 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak <p>..&nbsp;why not be straight forward with me? .. it's better that i find out right away instead of being mislead at first...&nbsp;i'm not heartbroken .. just&nbsp;very disappointed...cause it happens all the fucking time for me... .i'm such a suckah and&nbsp;get online crush's too easy...(!!!)</p> <p>... why can't people just be honest and tell&nbsp;me like it is... i have tried so hard to once again trust people... i have a gut feeling... but i never listen to it... because my brain doesn't function in those situations...&nbsp; in retrospect.. i see all&nbsp;the patterns... and i understand why things happens (or in all cases NOT happen!)&nbsp; but when it happens.. right then... .. i'm blind as a fucking bat!</p> <p>if you have a dude, why are you flirting with me?</p> <p>if you almost already have a dude, why are you flirting with me?</p> <p>stop with the lies.. .stop with the hiding.. . stop with the charades and the dishonesty.... BE yourself and be straightforward with me...it'll make life so much easier for me!</p> <p>this cloud of bitterness that is&nbsp;raining&nbsp;over my head will probably go&nbsp;away within&nbsp;a couple of days or so.... but right now .. i'm feeling pretty damn sour...</p> Blog yes .. why not be straight forward with me? .. it's better that i find out right away instead of being mislead at first... i'm not heartbroken .. just very disappointed...cause it happens all the fucking time for me... .i'm such a suckah and get online crush's too easy...(!!!)

... why can't people just be honest and tell me like it is... i have tried so hard to once again trust people... i have a gut feeling... but i never listen to it... because my brain doesn't function in those situations...  in retrospect.. i see all the patterns... and i understand why things happens (or in all cases NOT happen!)  but when it happens.. right then... .. i'm blind as a fucking bat!

if you have a dude, why are you flirting with me?

if you almost already have a dude, why are you flirting with me?

stop with the lies.. .stop with the hiding.. . stop with the charades and the dishonesty.... BE yourself and be straightforward with me...it'll make life so much easier for me!

this cloud of bitterness that is raining over my head will probably go away within a couple of days or so.... but right now .. i'm feeling pretty damn sour...

]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71605/#comments 51 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/71605 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71605 Wed, 25 Jun 2008 05:32:05 GMT these are my confessions... up, close and personal with teh zodiak. http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71522 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak <p>90% of all the times that i get interested in someone ... it's around the same time as they (the ones i&nbsp;get interested in)&nbsp;gets interested in someone else (i.e.: <b>NOT ME!</b>)... and/or get a boyfriend... <br /> <br /> i&nbsp;do however get interested in people pretty easy... and i crush all the time.. small crush's!... i'm like that.. and i easily get &quot;mini-hurt&quot; when something like what i mentioned in the beginning of this blog happens... but i'm over it pretty fast..(in most cases...) i also often crush on more than one person at a time.. .i have a big heart and i love a lot of people! there's no room for hate in thurr! ;) <br /> <br /> ... but that doesn't mean that i sleep around.. .nu-uh... i used to roll a bit like that when i was younger though .. ..but that was some sort of destructive way of seeking confirmation for me... .and it only hurt me in the long run since i sometimes did things i didn't wanna do / felt like doing ...&nbsp; i couldn't really say no back then.... i didn't want people to dislike me for saying no.... that's what i thought they would do... i just wanted people to like me... (that's how sad i was...).. ..&nbsp; but i think my actions actually made things a lot worse... and it ended up with me getting in trouble anyways...&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /> ....i still have a problem saying no sometimes&nbsp;... but it's not even close to how bad it was back then .. <br /> &nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> Blog yes 90% of all the times that i get interested in someone ... it's around the same time as they (the ones i get interested in) gets interested in someone else (i.e.: NOT ME!)... and/or get a boyfriend...

i do however get interested in people pretty easy... and i crush all the time.. small crush's!... i'm like that.. and i easily get "mini-hurt" when something like what i mentioned in the beginning of this blog happens... but i'm over it pretty fast..(in most cases...) i also often crush on more than one person at a time.. .i have a big heart and i love a lot of people! there's no room for hate in thurr! ;)

... but that doesn't mean that i sleep around.. .nu-uh... i used to roll a bit like that when i was younger though .. ..but that was some sort of destructive way of seeking confirmation for me... .and it only hurt me in the long run since i sometimes did things i didn't wanna do / felt like doing ...  i couldn't really say no back then.... i didn't want people to dislike me for saying no.... that's what i thought they would do... i just wanted people to like me... (that's how sad i was...).. ..  but i think my actions actually made things a lot worse... and it ended up with me getting in trouble anyways...  
....i still have a problem saying no sometimes ... but it's not even close to how bad it was back then ..
 

 

]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71522/#comments 34 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/71522 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71522 Tue, 24 Jun 2008 06:25:31 GMT it has not been my weekend.... http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71426 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak i've been cancelled upon 3 times by&nbsp; 3 different people this weekend if you count tomorrow as part of the weekend as well ...&nbsp; which kind of blows.. and makes me a bit sad.. i thought i'd had a busy weekend this weekend and that i'd have something to do (for once... .) but..... that's life i guess..<br /> <br /> this upcoming week will be my last week that i will be living here in santa monica... .next monday me and my roomie&nbsp;maya moves to hollywood... and on the 9th ....i'm leaving the country ... . i need to find something that doesn't cost tooo much money that is fun that i can do before leaving... . <br /> <br /> i think i forgot to mention what grades i got by the way... i got A's in both of my broadcasting classes and B in rock history (which was a bit of a let down... i thought i'd get an A since i got an A- on my term paper....) and a C in popular film ... the last mentioned grade was actually something i expected.. not surprised.. and i wasn't really a big fan of that class either... ....thanks to last semesters 3.75 gpa ... i ended up with a 3.50 this semester.. and dean's honors list again! ;)<br /> <br /> <br /> me and maya have been out walking for probably 2 hours today looking for a UPS drop box... we had several locations to look at... locations that we got from the website... however...the addresses HAD no drop boxes... so we walked for several miles until we got lucky..&nbsp; we (maya actually)&nbsp;finally found one .. around 10.15 pm!!! haha....<br /> <br /> i'm poor as fuck .. and i want an IPHONE soooooo bad! haha... america...and all it's material posessions.....makes you posessed! ;)<br /> <br /> i also did something very smart the other day.. i got a new phone from t-mobile (for&nbsp;$10)&nbsp;since my other phone was restarting when i sent picture messages and e-mails...&nbsp; i opened up ... put the new phone together....and then realized (<b>after</b> closing and sealing the return-package) that all my phone numbers was saved in my OLD phone and not on my sim card that i had put in my new phone...&nbsp; .. d'oh!!!! but i got most of my old numbers back .. thank you myspace and bulletins! ;)<br /> <br /> i've been lacking of painting / drawing lately... . but i did a couple about a week ago ..<br /> they are in my gallery for anyone who's interested... ;)<br /> <br /> <div style="text-align: center"><img alt="" src="http://i195.photobucket.com/albums/z163/mattzodiak/thumbsup.jpg" /></div> Blog yes
this upcoming week will be my last week that i will be living here in santa monica... .next monday me and my roomie maya moves to hollywood... and on the 9th ....i'm leaving the country ... . i need to find something that doesn't cost tooo much money that is fun that i can do before leaving... .

i think i forgot to mention what grades i got by the way... i got A's in both of my broadcasting classes and B in rock history (which was a bit of a let down... i thought i'd get an A since i got an A- on my term paper....) and a C in popular film ... the last mentioned grade was actually something i expected.. not surprised.. and i wasn't really a big fan of that class either... ....thanks to last semesters 3.75 gpa ... i ended up with a 3.50 this semester.. and dean's honors list again! ;)


me and maya have been out walking for probably 2 hours today looking for a UPS drop box... we had several locations to look at... locations that we got from the website... however...the addresses HAD no drop boxes... so we walked for several miles until we got lucky..  we (maya actually) finally found one .. around 10.15 pm!!! haha....

i'm poor as fuck .. and i want an IPHONE soooooo bad! haha... america...and all it's material posessions.....makes you posessed! ;)

i also did something very smart the other day.. i got a new phone from t-mobile (for $10) since my other phone was restarting when i sent picture messages and e-mails...  i opened up ... put the new phone together....and then realized (after closing and sealing the return-package) that all my phone numbers was saved in my OLD phone and not on my sim card that i had put in my new phone...  .. d'oh!!!! but i got most of my old numbers back .. thank you myspace and bulletins! ;)

i've been lacking of painting / drawing lately... . but i did a couple about a week ago ..
they are in my gallery for anyone who's interested... ;)

]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71426/#comments 54 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/71426 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71426 Mon, 23 Jun 2008 06:30:16 GMT what have i been doing? (not video this time) http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/71298 [Deviant Nation] matt_zodiak's Journal matt_zodiak <p>i have been hanging with my sister and her family for the last two days .. she&rsquo;s here on a visit from sweden and she brought some swedish candy for me NOM NOM NOM!! .. but in roughly 3 weeks from now i can get/buy my own swedish candy in a swedish store in sweden .. cause then i&rsquo;ll be back/gone for the summer ...</p> <p>it&rsquo;s been awesome weather the last couple of days! !..<img alt="" src="http://i195.photobucket.com/albums/z163/mattzodiak/drinker.jpg" /></p> <p>... . yes it&rsquo;s me and i&rsquo;m enjoying a beer in the nice weather just by the pool! ;)</p> <p>here&rsquo;s where i&rsquo;ll live when i come back to america:<br /> <img alt="" src="http://i195.photobucket.com/albums/z163/mattzodiak/420.jpg" /></p> <p>just kidding.. but it would be a pretty rad address! ;) .. ..<br /> &nbsp;</p> <p>no .. it actually would be a DAUM cool address...<img alt="" src="http://i195.photobucket.com/albums/z163/mattzodiak/daum.jpg" /></p> <p>why does it start to itch on more places than just &quot;teh ONE&quot; when you start to scratch someone&rsquo;s back....?</p> <p>... ok .. .. what have i learnt from living in L.A. for almost 11 months now?<br /> i&rsquo;ve learnt the true meaning of the words - bro, bro hoe, whatever, biased, jaded, &quot;he/she&rsquo;s so l.a.!&quot;, valley girl, procrastinator, flakes.<br /> <br /> oh and i have also become one of those lazy folks that spell you&rsquo;re - your</p> <p>...and i&rsquo;ve also realized that i really wanna design a skateboard .. haha.. like graphix! not sure if that has anything to do with living in L.A. though .. well sort of .. cause it was here i re-discovered how much i truly like art in every way.. painting/drawing, music... etc.. .:)</p> by the way.. i'm waaaaaaaaaaaaay behind on reading people's journal's on here.. so if i don't comment on yours... it's cause there are tooo many for me to read/comment on at this point!! .. you guys are on FAJJAH! ... if you're gone from here 2 days.. you're screwed! ;P<br /> <br /> <br /> <p>&nbsp;</p> Blog yes i have been hanging with my sister and her family for the last two days .. she’s here on a visit from sweden and she brought some swedish candy for me NOM NOM NOM!! .. but in roughly 3 weeks from now i can get/buy my own swedish candy in a swedish store in sweden .. cause then i’ll be back/gone for the summer ...

it’s been awesome weather the last couple of days! !..

... . yes it’s me and i’m enjoying a beer in the nice weather just by the pool! ;)

here’s where i’ll live when i come back to america:

just kidding.. but it would be a pretty rad address! ;) .. ..
 

no .. it actually would be a DAUM cool address...

why does it start to itch on more places than just "teh ONE" when you start to scratch someone’s back....?

... ok .. .. what have i learnt from living in L.A. for almost 11 months now?
i’ve learnt the true meaning of the words - bro, bro hoe, whatever, biased, jaded, "he/she’s so l.a.!", valley girl, procrastinator, flakes.

oh and i have also become one of those lazy folks that spell you’re - your

...and i’ve also realized that i really wanna design a skateboard .. haha.. like graphix! not sure if that has anything to do with living in L.A. though .. well sort of .. cause it was here i re-discovered how much i truly like art in every way.. painting/drawing, music... etc.. .:)

by the way.. i'm waaaaaaaaaaaaay behind on reading people's journal's on here.. so if i don't comment on yours... it's cause there are tooo many for me to read/comment on at this point!! .. you guys are on FAJJAH! ... if you're gone from here 2 days.. you're screwed! ;P


 

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]]> matt_zodiak Blog http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/70969/#comments 26 http://rss.deviantnation.com/comments/journal/70969 http://deviantnation.com/members/matt_zodiak/70969 Tue, 17 Jun 2008 09:02:38 GMT